For me personally as you said I was feeling berated all the time and I was feeling like people didn’t care about my feelings didn’t care about me being there didn’t want me there everything I tried to do was just uh like I did a composite that ended up really crappy I
Still have the composite by the way and I was berated I was at about 500 and then that same week I lost my great-grandfather’s ring which to get that back I had to pay another 500 to someone else yeah it was a really really bad week for
Me and then you know tep Brothers will be brothers and I was an only child growing up and I was not used to getting berated by brothers and it was mean and aggressive I was an eight there I was a music business major I was in eight different ensembles that semester I was
Getting home at like 10 o’clock at night every night couldn’t go to the house people were complaining so I couldn’t go to the house I was exhausted and people I didn’t see people wanting to listen to me or listen to my end of the story so I just said you know what
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