No and to this day I have nothing against the organization I’m saying I’m just looking focus on in what they do a lot against the organization right right because you know what for those that are calling themselves Christians you want to shield and say let me Google
Some of these symbols let me let me just look up these symbols and it’s not of God Zeta Phi Beta Delta Sigma Theta aka Sigma Gamma Rho Phi Beta Sigma Alpha Kappa Alpha Kappa Alpha side each one of them can look at their she look at some of their symbols and just question
They’re like oh you’re just getting too deep but these are ancient mystical sins some of them coming out of Egypt some of them coming out of some Babylonian cultures that have nothing to do with Christ Christ called his people out of Egypt until we go back in there and what
We’re doing it’s interesting that we’re like we’re when you actually how you Greek oh yeah I’m a frat or mice or abut Greeks and you know we’re some of the biggest persecutors of the people of Christ you know so I have a lot of gifts the organization I don’t have anything
Against the people because some of them are just lost some of them just don’t know God and some of them really don’t understand the foundation behind the organization and you know you know what’s the exception said forgive them more for they know not what they do but the
Organization some of these founders they knew exactly what they were doing right you mean to tell me if me and some of my friends came together and we said hey let’s start an organization we wouldn’t use symbols like cookies and Care Bear we won’t use ancient mystical symbols
Like the skull in the crossbar and you mean to tell me that these women did Sigma Gamma roles or the other organizations they don’t sit and say hey what does that mean okay I’m just gonna put skull and crossbone with my chest and not really analyze where this is
Coming from and that’s the thing about it too is I didn’t know so deep into what they had on their machine or I didn’t look so deep into you know the rituals and stuff like that it looked deepened today I was looking at the fact that okay I fit into this organization
I’m saying in barbarous English it’s you have all different types of dies in the organization I could say yeah they had their different personalities yeah I’m saying but I didn’t look into when I when I begin to look deeper into it I said to myself okay there’s
Some things that I’m not aware of and I need to look at you know because it’s it’s it’s a spiritual it’s a spiritual battle it’s a spiritual thing you know and even though now it’s like how can you how can you watch it going through the experience you know how can you even
Try to pull yourself out so quick because you’re in that spiritual battle it’s very difficult because you are going through a pool of okay if I pull myself I pull myself out number one I’m gonna lose stupid or number two you know other nice show me on the campus or it’s gonna
Be on my mind for the rest of my life or you know it’s going to it’s going to a lot of people gonna come into me and ask me a bunch of questions oh I heard you did you did this and you dropped it anymore like that happen so you said
Okay I’m halfway through let me just finish it through I’ll tell you right now it had to be a Holy Spirit that helped you get yeah if I was on campus and just the level of exposure that these organizations are getting you have the non-greeks that you don’t want to be
Part of the organization because it’s just stuff like the sisterhood by if I just said to them I am gonna drop out of one party’s organization I would just be afraid of how they would treat me on the campus right and there’s just like a hidden room in amongst sororities or if
Hey she skated or she told their business or they got in trouble from grad chapter or because of this one individual she caused them to be suspended all Greek fraternities would not acknowledge you they wouldn’t talk to they wouldn’t want to deal with you well I remember I went to visit five
Minutes signals in the hospital and there was all his frats his sorrows with their and somebody his Mason rose with him and you know they knew I was an organization they just didn’t know which one I said I’m an ex Sigma Gamma Rho you know had I said I was taking up more
When he probably looked me up and now they probably that was Anna’s ADA I said I was a delta same thing but when I said I mean X Sigma gap arrived announced they looked at me like I was a leper see they just didn’t know how to deal with me because
It’s like what do you mean you do know why would you do that I said well in the minute you say well it’s just Christ let me did it no they just I don’t even know how to touch that you know cuz somewhere deep down inside they all know just
Something right but you know what she scares us all right it’s scary to have someone denies rather than say I’m not like you said they’re scaring you I think that’s nothing to why I did not get hurt because they’re they’re saying that they’re looking at the fact that
Okay he did announce now it’s like a game you know what does a person do when they want to come out they get jumped out yeah I’m saying or they say you’re not going over you’re staying in this old it means that you’re staying with us
I’m saying and if you do if you don’t stay with us then you gonna even get jumped or you gonna die you know and the thing about is that how did he get jumped I didn’t get hurt I think a lot of felt that I was just going through a
Face I’m saying that okay he went through a lot of pressure so they didn’t want you to put them out there then they get in trouble for grab exactly hazing and he was illegal you know a lot of that plays a part as well too but I just
Think that it’s interesting that they said they thought you were going through a phase when to me they’re going through a phase because a lot of fraternity swore he said I know by the time they hit their mid-30s as hard as they were in the yard and as active as they were a
Lot of them were just inactive they don’t pay their dues yeah I’m assuming I’m Romans 8 oh I’m an aka but I’m not active you know if I you know here and there by seeing Friday might be like what up frat was at the door but I’m not
Active I don’t wear paraphernalia no more it’s just some college phase I’m going rally was done that was going to the face right right right a lot of a lot like I said when you’re going through undergrad and you’re going through president Ross the pledging process it’s something to you I’m saying
It’s something special to you something is powerful to you because you you you tend it has an attachment to it it gets it gives you something it’s like the devil says well he could be part of this then you’re gonna get this you understand it could be part of this it
Will give the popular you know it’ll give you the fame it’ll give you it’ll give you the socialization the people that you want you know the crested in one Mountain certainly I’ll give you this right he has nothing to get if they give you know a bunch of foolishness
Right because reading your book you had no peace no you know I write there a God is the author of peace he wouldn’t put you through something that would lead you to not have peace you had no peace and there was an internal war of is this
Right or is it wrong you know and it’s interesting that they’re always like well if you want to know what we do you got a pledge yeah pledge you know if what you are doing was so great and so holy and so right before God it wouldn’t
Have to be so secretive you wouldn’t had to been ok I have to pledge you not to know what we’re doing is such an awesome thing is such a beautiful thing we’re helping the community we’re about scholastic let’s share with the world but no you got a pleasure man they like to compare
Their pledge process to rites of passage and that’s where they get the whole burning sand but how could you be going to write a passage when the whole purpose is there breaking you down there destroying you psychologically emotionally you don’t know if you’re man or woman because of the way they’re
Speaking to and the level of hostility that you want that’s a thing called you know that’s a call I’m saying I’m gonna call those they want to break your you spiritually they want you to once you are broken down spiritually your mind can’t function so you’re unable to make it
Oh like a choice or decide you know all that pressure is on you so much that you have nothing but to do to say just let me just go through this you know and that’s the whole purpose of it you know you’re you’re you’re being pressured mentally you know you’re being beaten at
The same time know you’re going home you have to study you have homework then you have pressure on your head staying to yourself okay it how’s my grades my grades gonna fall they always do in your life right 90% of people that pledged if you’re doing a six-week pledge process
Three-month play process and you have to and most of your your process was at night you had to wait for that phone call cuz they knew better than to be on the college campus during the day time to get quite hazy so you wait for that
Phone call and they tell you meet them such and such place 11 12 o’clock at night you have your line you have to study cuz you’ve got to make sure you know your stuff online says when you get questioned by your big brother or your dean of pledges and you can’t answer it
What happens you get a beat-down right so you’re doing an all-night study session and then you go through an hour to hour with them you know of course your grades are slipping and then if they wanted to go to a different campus because they wanted to show off their
Little lines or their other frats you had to travel with them there was no telling them no yeah do whatever they told you to do some of you watching their cars but also to even when you cross over even though you think that it’s over it’s not only you know I don’t
Know if you experienced this they try to test you to see oh yeah how do you are you understand I do remember that after I pledged you know a lot of more try to see you know can I depend on you come on lean on you you know because now that
You’re part of us I want to know if I need something that’s you’re there you know okay now that you got your letters and you went through the process now you know we have this bond I want to know that what is it that can do to get
Something from you know saying it’s more of C but if you have my back or seeing if if I can talk to you or someone I can lean on to if I have a problem like I’m talking to talk to somebody and I had that happen to me before I
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