Because you know we’re about to be name dropping we both hated each other I didn’t get ass back we’re going to be talking about who dropped me and we’re just going to be talking about all the things that I have never wanted to say until now hey guys welcome back to my
Channel it’s Lauren and welcome to a Bama Rush video so this video is actually one that I wanted to film since I rushed my freshman year at the University of Alabama if you’re new here I actually was at Pi Beta Phi at the University of Alabama for all four years
So I am now like a pie five Alum so I am no longer an active member and I have had my fair share of sorority stories within my sorority and girls and my sorority and things that have happened like my sophomore Junior and Senior year but this video is really just going to
Be about my Rush experience I am planning on making a video a little bit later on in the summer that kind of goes into my sorority experience but this video is going to be specifically about my rushing and recruitment at the University of Alabama if you’ve been in
OG for a while you will know that I vlogged my whole entire University of Alabama Rush journey and it was honestly so so amazing I don’t want you to be clicking on this video and think that I’m trying to Trash Talk anyone or anything any house that is death not the
Point of this video I just definitely there are just some funny stories that I think should be told and I want to make this video as something fun to do for myself and I’m sure to save you like a little bit of story time so basically
How this video is going to run is I’m going to pull up my notes from August 2019. when I rushed my sorority and we’re just going to be going through my notes and see if anything jogs any stories in my mind I definitely remember I think there’s like four or five in my
Head that I can clearly distinctly it’s created trauma in my not really I’m being a little dramatic but you know what I mean they like constantly are in my head so I definitely know I want to tell those stories now that I’m graduated keep in mind I have not opened
Up this specific note in my phone since August 2019 so I’m gonna give you a little bit of backstory but let’s get going with today’s video and let me tell you some story times about my Rush experience so like I said before my Rush experience was actually really really positive at
The University of Alabama I know that every single girl has their own Journey throughout sorority recruitment no matter if you’re at the University of Alabama or you’re at any other school me personally I really really liked it and which is so weird because I normally don’t like talking to people like that I
Actually am very introverted and I know that’s weird because I do YouTube and content creation for a living but I am very very introverted so going into rush I was really really nervous and if you don’t know what rush is or sorority recruitment I’m sure that you’ve seen
Kind of Bama Rush explode on Tick Tock I always try and like explain what sororities are and I don’t even really know how to explain it but it’s basically a club organization on campus that you do pay thousands of dollars to be a part of you have mixers with
Fraternities you have date parties you have philanthropy that you raise awareness and raise money for you can create lifelong friendships it kind of gets you like a head start into college and like you’re a freshman year I highly suggest just rushing your freshman year
I think it was a really great way for me to make friends and kind of have like my little friend group now keep in mind my friend group did just include two people I’m not gonna act like I have like this huge friend group because I didn’t it
Was Rachel and Marie the whole time it was just them but it did help me meet them and create this like really great bond with them if you want to know more about like you’re probably like Lauren if you’re not cool if I did talk about this and
You know what you’re right sororities and fraternities are also called Greek life on campus I’m trying to like explain this the best way that I can but I really don’t even know how to explain it anyways when you go through recruitment that basically is you going
Through all of the houses so I think at Alabama I don’t really remember how many houses we have 17 maybe but we have a lot of a lot of houses and so basically you go in and you have conversations with girls in the house and you kind of
See what is kind of like your perfect fit now I will say I will say this can be very Cutthroat and it can be very dramatic and it really just depends on the person you talk to so I do want to disclose that that a lot of my
Impressions of these houses because you you know we’re about to be name-dropping we are name dropping so hard in this video a lot of my impression on these sororities are because I only talk to one two three maybe four people in their house so can you really get a Vibe for
The house just off of those few people you talk to not really no I feel like the longer you go into rush you can I think Russia Alabama maybe like eight to ten days so it is like a long process so you do get to see certain Vibes of the
Houses but you can’t fully understand the sororities as a whole what really they represent and the type of girls that are in them and I hate to say the type of girls that are in them but if you’re in Greek life you know that there are certain characteristics and
Personalities that are in certain houses and it makes more sense once you’ve been in a sorority this is probably sounding so weird to y’all I will also say that Greek life isn’t for everyone and I’m not going to lie there was moments in my sorority where I really felt like
Dropping just because of how I was treated by certain people or situations that had happened and I’m not gonna lie a lot of the time I felt very very alone so I don’t want to start this video and say oh everything is hunky-dory we’re all sunshine and rainbows over here
Because it’s not and that’s not how anything is so I do want to kind of disclose that that Greek life isn’t for everyone and it’s okay to have your doubts if you’re having doubts right now or if you’re having doubts about rushing or anything like that it’s very valid
For you to feel that way um and people make it a lot more dramatic than what it is now when I rushed I actually rushed as a 21 year old freshman and to some people that’s normal maybe it’s more normal in where you live to take a few
Gap years after your high school experience but for me personally and where I grew up in the United States pretty much like in general if you’re going to like a bigger school like an SEC school and like you’re going to rush like Greek life and all that stuff like
You normally are like 18. when do you graduate high school 17 18 girl I don’t even know but I rushed as a 21 year old and I get DMS all the time on like did I disclose that was I scared that houses were going to drop me because of my age
And honestly I really embraced it I didn’t hide that at all that was actually the first conversation that I had with every single one of my houses when they started asking me and it flowed well I brought up that I was 21 years old because I felt like it didn’t
It’s shouldn’t make me any different even though there were some girls that thought I was weird and too old to be in a sorority you have your own life path and for someone to tell you that their opinion doesn’t matter of your life and when you live your life and you make
Decisions and you go after things that you want it really is up to you so I definitely wouldn’t let that stop you notes Rush when was this okay I don’t know if you can see at the top but it says August 16th 2019 at 4 32 pm to be
Exact that was the last time I edited this okay so we’re just going to go through my notes and I’m just going to be telling you like stories whoa okay y’all um why am I anxious I like have had such bad anxiety about filming this
Video all day okay so the first house I went into ever was Delta gamma as I’m going through my notes and as I remember things I’m just gonna tell you so fun fact two of like my very closest friends that I rushed with so basically like there’s thousands of girls that Rush at
The University of Alabama but we’re like in smaller groups and I think they’re called rokai groups anyways my rokai group there were two girls and they actually rushed Delta gamma and I was really jealous actually I love Delta gamma anyways we’ll be going through we’re going to be talking about who
Dropped me and we’re just gonna be talking about all the things that I have never wanted to say until now okay so I talked to a girl named Gina I said Gina really cute and sweet kind of awkward but talked about kids a lot with me blonde girl with lots of mascara talked
About herself a lot oh I matched them perfectly with my navy and gold that is so true so the first day that I went into rush and I went into Delta gamma they were all wearing navy blue rompers and gold accessories and that is exactly
What I wore my first day if you want some throwback go to my channel and watch my a rush Vlog actually maybe don’t do that then I went to 80 pie I love this house in all capital letters OMG I felt at home some girl told me that I was a dream
So you like me also that’s another thing like don’t let this Define who you are in the way that you think about yourself because at the end of the day it’s just people’s opinions of you and does that really matter in the long run no I really really liked 80 pie going through
Rush the whole entire time I loved 80 pie I also will be telling you like who I prefed as well then I went to Alpha Gamma Delta which is also called alphagam and fun facts I dated a boy that was trash a complete trash and he
Cheated on me with an alpha gam at Auburn at Auburn not in Alabama he cheated on me with her and that was my first impression going into the alphagam house I was like um you know what I mean like you you know but I actually really really like Alpha
Game I said everyone was so sweet and real I could see myself here then I went to try Delta and this was the only time I went to try Delta because they dropped me um you know I’m salty about that one I am salty about that pretty much the only
Reason I am is because of their philanthropy I worked so much in their philanthropy in high school and After High School in Middle School St Jude’s is honestly my favorite charity to give to donate to volunteer with and I had a lot of experience with St Jude and at
The time I wanted to become a child life specialist that worked at St Jude that was like end-all be-all when I joined college and they dropped me then I went to KD Katie is another sorority that I really really liked the first sentence I wrote was it seems like a party sorority
Iced tea was dark and had blue lights and it was kind of weird at first but the house is pretty good to know I do remember every single time I walked into KD it was like every house does like their parties differently so basically you have like
Different day is open house round you have philanthropy round Sisterhood round and then pref round so each one kind of has like their own different theme and Vibe of it then I went to Alpha Chi Omega which is also called Alpha Kai I did not want them at first I actually
Really fell in love with the house once I went in there for like the first time of me walking into the house I was like oh I love this random girls who walked up also kept looking at my outfit awkwardly like judging me so I felt judged but that was the house that
Hannah Brown was in and I want to say that Hannah Brown’s season of The Bachelor like had just ended or like Bachelorette had just ended so like everyone was like I want to be an alpha Kai because I want to be in Hannah Brown sorority I’m like okay okay then we had
Aopi which is Alpha Omicron pie I said I really want this house back bad the first day I really liked it then I went to Theta which is Kappa Alpha Theta I didn’t like their house that really is like the main thing I’m getting that’s so superficial and I don’t know why I
Wrote that but I didn’t like their house but I didn’t really like them going through Rush at least the first day so far then I went oh my God y’all aren’t ready for this then I went to Cafe gamma look okay everyone from my hometown was like
You don’t want to be a Kappa you don’t want to be a Kappa well and I was like I don’t know like I didn’t know anything about it I knew that one of my friends in high school actually rushed cap at Auburn so I didn’t really know that much
About it but I was like like I don’t know went in there let me tell you about this story so fun fact I made a video with my friend’s freshman year and it actually got taken down because panhellenic oh I should disclose this this video is no way sponsored by
Panhellenic or the University of Alabama I have to make that disclosure I actually got an email from my president um of my sorority this is like I think later in my freshman year I did a sit-down video with a lot of my friends that had rushed and we were talking
About our Rush experience and panhellenic had contacted um my president of my sorority and said that I had to remove the video from the internet and they didn’t say why one of the girls that was in the video their president talked trash about me in their
Chapter and said you cannot be in any YouTube videos if any girl asks you to be in a YouTube video you say no you cannot be on social media blah blah blah and um I found out that the whole house had heard about me and I did have to remove that video from
The internet um because they said it sounded like it was sponsored by panhellenic and Alabama so it was not none of my videos are um but I did want to disclose that that did happen and I wanted to transfer after that because I was I was going through a
Really rough time my freshman year and I really just wanted to transfer out um but I didn’t uh anyways so back to the Kappa Kappa Gamma Story the girl that got me I don’t know if she was having a bad day she just didn’t like me whatever
You know she grabs me she’s like hi and normally they have like normally the girl that’s rushing you carries on the conversation like it’s not up to the pnm potential new member basically the girls that are Russian disorder to like keep up the conversation um which keep in
Mind this is now at 5 30 at night so I’ve had already a long day just like she has to she gets me she’s like okay and she stands here she’s like hi what’s your name and I was like oh and hi my name is Lauren like and you can see you
Have weird name tags they know your name pretty much you know who you’re going to be talking to that day and she was like oh okay and I was like you have such a beautiful house like what do you say what do you say in that situation and she was like thanks
I can’t let you leave so we’re just gonna stand here I said okay so I stood there the whole time I think it was like 10 minutes it wasn’t that big of a deal I didn’t get ass back in short and I definitely did drop them
They I think we both dropped each other it was Mutual it was dead silent and I had never felt so embarrassed and awkward before in my life until that moment okay then I went to find you I have beef with them too not really I like a lot of the girls and
Find you but I found out that two girls from my hometown actually didn’t want me in five you so they basically purposely dropped me because it was their sorority and not mine so I didn’t get asked back from find Mew I really liked it the conversation I had
Was really really nice I liked their philanthropy then I went to Zeta I said I wouldn’t mind going back but it wouldn’t be a Top Choice at least not right now I have mixed feelings because what I have heard from the house and that’s my number one thing is don’t let
Other people’s experience like my experience or other people’s experience or like something that people say get to you and make you feel like oh I shouldn’t like this house or oh I’ve heard this about this house like definitely don’t let that happen because it really just ruins everything okay
Open house day two I started with DZ um I said it wasn’t my favorite um it just felt like a very long conversation every girl I talked to in the house it was just like the conversation just didn’t flow then I went to pie five and literally almost everything is in
Capital letters and it’s like all heart eyes I said my girl was so sweet and genuine and told me I was her favorite person she’s talked to so far in love with this house so far I felt so welcomed and I had chills I do remember
Her name was Sydney and I think she was a senior at the time that I rushed and she made me feel so special like when I walked into Pie Five I felt like the only girl in the room I felt so special and I loved high five going through
Especially like this first day so then I went to Kayo and I actually had two girls two three three girls that I knew in the house when I walked in and they winked at me and I thought oh like they remember me like like we weren’t like
Besties for the resties but like we were like we knew each other like we had gone to do things with each other um Kaya Mega draw me first round too I never walked back in to them it’s kind of sad then I went to Sigma Kappa I didn’t
Really like Sigma Kappa and I think it was just because of the girl I talked to I really just think it was that one girl that was the only time and last time I walked into their house because I did actually end up dropping them but every
Girl that I met afterwards that was a sigma Kappa was so sweet and genuine and kind and I loved them I don’t know I think I just got like kind of a not a good match for me to have the conversation flowing if that makes sense
Then I went to gamify and I said I love their Door song um combo was kind of bland I do remember the convo pain kind of planned and that but I and this is 10 minute conversation so like what do I know then the last house I visited was Alpha fee I
I’m sorry whoever you are but the second girl I talked to seemed a little ditzy I said I’m sorry about that one moving on so now we’re into philanthropy now you learn about their philanthropy which is basically where you raise and fundraise money and where you give your money and
Your time to and service throughout the year so the first house I went into was alphagam I said I loved it genuine and sweet they had an icy that was like the main thing I’d still take away from this day is so during like the rounds they
Normally give you like a little glass and it’s like filled with water and ice or like tea it’s like a little cute juice well they had icies they had icies I think I had a blue tongue for like the remainder of the day but it was so worth
It I said that every girl that came up to me gave off the happiest Vibe I got to be in front during the door song and it’s so cute oh and now I’m talking about payment plans um so you do pay I think don’t quote me
On this but when I was paying for my sorority live out so basically like when you don’t live in the house I want to say it was like 3 700 yeah yeah like three thousand seven hundred dollars I think it like got up to four thousand maybe your first year is always more
Expensive I don’t know why I think you have to pay like new member dudes or something when I tell you this is like the most expensive Club an organization I’ve ever been a part of it is it is then I went back to Theta so I had them
Back for philanthropy so oh so let me talk about like the ranking process basically you go in and you vote on your houses after each round so like we just got done with open house round talking just you and me so we just got done and
That’s when I went in and I voted on a computer on campus I’m sure it’s like all digital now like on your phone um are you going on a computer and you like click the houses that you like you basically rank them from like your favorite house all the way to like who
You want to drop and then your schedule gets picked by that and then the houses also they have their own ranking process which is like specific to each house and they kind of go through what girls they want to keep what conversations flow like you know does this girl have a good
GPA I will say that your GPA does matter a lot going through sorority Recruitment and they don’t want you to be like a liability or like an academic risk for them a lot of the time so if you don’t have such a good GPA it may they affect
You with certain houses not every house but it does have a very big portion to do with it yeah I still my mine didn’t change about Theta during philanthropy I went back to DG which is Delta gamma I said I didn’t know I would love it this
Much first girl said that she was thankful that I was there um they said I was a breath of fresh air y’all are making me blush they get pink lemonade if you want to know oh and they also did a wrap like the girls that got up on the
Mic and like they did a wrap I do remember that then I went back to Zeta okay okay okay okay okay um um so when I went back to Zeta this is why I’m stressed out to make this video I think I just may have gotten a
Bad girl because she brought up how her father was a doctor or a surgeon who was it I was a doctor he was a doctor she kept looking away from me wouldn’t give me the time of day um and then she was like so what does
Your dad do and then I hit her with I don’t have a dad and she said oh okay I mean Woody I mean I had to make a lot of the situation first off I don’t have any doctors in my family second off why would you ask that like why would
You ask that um so I never got asked back by Zeta after that I probably I don’t know I just don’t bring up your dad your daddy’s money because not everyone has daddy’s money not saying that people with daddy’s money don’t work hard but I’m just saying like don’t
Bring up that your dad’s a doctor don’t do that okay philanthropy round two um or day two we’re still in the same round I went back to Pie Five I’m so freaking cute oh for fall semester it for fall semester I paid four thousand six hundred dollars okay scholarships and payment plans were
Available fun fact never got a scholarship for that but it’s fine um everyone to talk to is really sweet obviously that’s the house I rush so I really liked it throughout rush I went back to Alpha Kai okay so I think the biggest heartbreak I had during rush
Week was Alpha Kai and it wasn’t because oh I just love the house so much like it was because of how things kind of happened so if you’ve been on my channel for a little bit I have expressed in moments and in times and videos that I was in a domestic violence relationship
And it was a really really hard time in my life it was right before I got to college um right before I met will and it was ongoing for like two and a half years and it was really really hard um I still don’t feel okay enough to
Tell my whole entire story and I’m giving myself Grace on that and I’m not pushing anything um so I just want to put that out there if you don’t know Alpha Kai is philanthropy was domestic violence awareness and I had no idea walking in I really tried my hardest not to look at
Houses before coming like I really wanted to have like my own opinion about the houses going in so I walk in to Alpha Kai during the philanthropy round and they start playing the video like the philanthropy video and something just comes over me and I just start
Bawling bawling and I can’t control it like this I have more houses after this I don’t know I do know I do know what came over me it was my trauma and PTSD and my abuse and the feelings and the words and everything like I’m trying not
To like get emotional about it right now but I was sobbing and I could not control my like I could not control myself at all I was so embarrassed because I was like oh my God like this is the second time I’ve ever been in this house and I’m bombing at this video
About domestic violence and I felt very loved when I was in there like girls were rushing to bring me tissues they said that it’s okay to be open and they were happy that I felt so comfortable and the house all ready they said that they had heard so much about me and that
They were happy that I was back in their house um but actually the next round they dropped me and I feel like that was the only time I felt like oh like I felt so important and so loved in that moment and like comforted in that moment which
I didn’t really expect to be because like I’m sorry like you just see a crying girl in the corner how was that girl but that I want to say that drop like them dropping me was probably the most hurtful one of any of them just because of like my thoughts and feelings and
Everything that happened um so yeah now we’re moving on to aopi something I didn’t like about aopi was they kept putting me with people who were in distinguished young women and if you don’t know what distinguished young woman is it basically is like a scholarship program it’s kind of like a
Pageant um but it’s where you can earn scholarships for college and I had won my county and went to state so I was competing for like distinguished young woman Alabama um in my senior year of high school and everyone I talked to at aopi was from distinguished young women and I’m like
Can I get someone else please like not to be rude I was just really disappointed because that’s all my conversations were about and it wasn’t anything past that okay now we’re back at DZ oh they kept giving me girls who were from my hometown that was suss
That’s weird I didn’t really have a connection to their philanthropy and it wasn’t Hands-On so the thing that I was looking for when I was going into philanthrie around was I wanted like a Hands-On sorority so basically where I could actually volunteer and not just
Like we send a check you know what I mean like I wanted to like actually work and volunteer for the philanthropy and they did not have that option I said I want AO pie back before DC okay now we’re going back to 80 pie I said meh I’m shocked I said that about
Philanthropy around at 85 because theirs is the Ronald McDonald house that is also very close to my heart okay then we go on to Alpha fee yeah I’ve done back um I said I didn’t like it I want to drop it oh I almost passed out in front
Of their house a lot is blurry but I do remember I didn’t like it next we’re at gamify I said bless these girls Hearts is that in a good way or a bad way you never know when it’s a southerner they were saying how much they love me and
How much they had heard about me how happy I was that I was back Etc but I’m not feeling it first girl was awkward good to know now we’re back at Katie Katie um I said total party sorority yo I don’t know if you are I’m so sorry if
You’re watching this and you’re Obama Katie and you’re like no we are the most studious precious loving girls ever um that was just my first impression or I guess like second impression of you um I said they all seem very snotty I’m sorry girl I actually my memory of
KD is I loved it I loved Kappa Delta I want to say Katie dropped me after that I remember during the philanthropy it’s like girl scouts or something Girl Scouts of America they donate to and I just had a really bad girl like not like
Do bad bad girl like no like it just wasn’t flowing she just like kept let’s like say oh hi like I’m so inside from Katie blah blah she just keep doing this and it is maybe uncomfortable okay now we’re into Sisterhood day so we made our
Drops I don’t really remember who I have so let’s just keep going so now we’re at gamify again I said I wasn’t in a good mood oh I remember why I wasn’t in a good mood Alpha Kai had dropped me how this works or how it did work when I
Rushed man I already sound like an oldie how it happened when I rushed was you have like your little name tag and it would say like your name on the front and then on the back it would have your schedule so you would see what houses
You got back the day of I think we got our schedules at like 9 30 9 45 or something it was some weird time you got your schedule from like your rokai leader the person that’s like leading you through this whole thing that you respect I just remembered a story okay
Hold on the rokai person that’s supposed to be leading you throughout this whole entire thing they like hand you like your schedule so they don’t know who you have back or whatever but they’re supposed to be there like to help you kind of make your decisions if you’re
Having conflict or whatever and they are in sororities but they disassociate or disaffiliate I think is the proper word from their sorority to like help you out so you don’t know the sorority that they’re in until I think bid day is when you find out I remember getting my
Schedule back and I had gotten dropped by Alpha Chi and keep in mind Alpha Kai was like my number one not my number one pick but it was a number one house from philanthropy around that I wanted back and after what had happened and they
Dropped me I felt really sad so I was um I wasn’t in a good mood going into gamify that may have like blurred what I thought about the house I said I was being kind of short with my answers because I just don’t see myself there um I don’t like their philanthropy as
Much and I’m really not amused so I want to say during gamify she was like are you okay like what’s like they were so nice to me like there was nothing wrong with the girls in the house she was like are you okay like what’s going on like
We can talk about it and I was like honestly like I just don’t see myself here and I was like I got dropped by a house that I really liked and she was so nice and she was like okay she’s like if you don’t see yourself here that is not
An issue and she was like let’s just talk about anything and she just talked to me about random things it wasn’t like I felt pressure like she wasn’t like oh no like gamified little like she was so nice I don’t remember you I don’t even remember what you look like but I do
Remember that conversation then I went to Theta again and all I wrote was no period I’m I’m gonna tell I’m gonna just say this I had some bad conversations in there okay so like I don’t know like if they just didn’t know enough about me to
Like pair me with people who like had interest like me I don’t know I don’t know but um I didn’t didn’t Vibe I didn’t Vibe so then Sisterhood day two um was like full of people um I only had two on the first day and then it was like slam packed the second
Day I want to say I had a full schedule every day I think now it’s like not like you like that rarely happens um I don’t think it was that rare when I rushed maybe I don’t think it was but what do I know I went back to DZ I said
I made it very clear that their philanthropy wasn’t for me happy to be back but philanthropy is a huge part in my decision and I said I would rather have G5 back than DZ um again they kept putting me with people from my hometown and I really didn’t like that I did like
Right when they were like I am from so and so I was like of course of course you are oh I didn’t really like that aspect of it um and again when I was rushing philanthropy was on the Forefront of my mind like that’s all I
Could think about was okay what is their philanthropy how could I see myself in this philanthropy am I actually going to be volunteering with their philanthropy am I going to be wanting to spend my money on this philanthropy like it was all about philanthropy for me okay then
I went back to 80 pie um and I said I could call that place home they’re so sweet and genuine I loved 80 pie so let me let me tell you a story about eddiepie so I actually had one of my friends at the time of me rushing she was like a
Really really close friend of mine and she was an 80 pie and I don’t I’m gonna be name dropping her obviously the girl there’s like different positions in rush like you could be doing the door song you could be talking to people you could be pairing people up
Like there’s many many different roles in a rush and she was one of the people that like helped pair people up so I feel like a lot of the conversations that I liked in 80 pie was because of her she wasn’t supposed to but she was
Talking to me throughout the week see I don’t know if I can say that if it’s four years ago okay people dirty rush I think it’s fine if I had a friend in a house that I was talking to I’m just gonna put it that way I I I’m not gonna
Say the ones that do but you know who you are anyways going forward um I loved 80 pie and she was really really nice to me the whole entire time like being very supportive of me like if I liked the house if I didn’t like all the stuff
Okay now I go back to Pie Five I said I still love it they asked me if I had any concerns going into prep and I said no like they’re my number one house I did say that I will say if you know that you love a house don’t be afraid to tell
Them like you’re my number one house or like I really really love your house because that helps them with rankings too I do remember that and I remember just being so excited to be back in pie five and one girl actually commented on that she was like you were you just look
So happy to be here I was like a girl I am I am okay then the last house I went to on Sisterhood was Alpha feet and I said I don’t know why I don’t hate this girls were so sweet and they seemed interested in everything I did the one
Thing I will say that I do remember about Alpha fee is it was during I want to say it’s their philanthropy route I just remembered this so not Sisterhood but the round before I was not vibing with them that much I was just not fiving and they did something I think
Their philanthropy has something to deal with like heart health or heart disease or something and they had like a little heart like a cut out heart and what they wanted you to do I can’t even really remember it it was like write the name of your loved one who had been affected
By heart disease or I don’t it was I don’t really remember but they said they wanted me to write something on this heart and I did not want to write anything on his heart I was like I don’t have anyone who has been affected thank
God by heart disease and I was like I don’t know what to write and she just looked at me and she was like you have to write something I was like like what do I write then and she was like well just like write your mom so I just wrote
My mom and then I had to like put it like up on a board or something it was so weird so we’re now waiting in to prep and I actually don’t have any notes on my phone from Prof because on this one note thread I don’t have anything from
Pref but I do really remember my viewpoint on prep so if you wanted to know the houses that I prefed I hate Greek Rank and I think it’s stupid a lot of the times it’s just either girls searching for attention girls wanting to start drama or older women that peaked
In high school that just want to start drama within the sorority that they’re wanting to write about right after I had rushed there’s like some trash trash don’t don’t be that person don’t be that person during my Rush Vlog I had one of my friends over and she said like I’m
Wearing blue because it goes with either sorority that Lauren is going to rush because I knew like my top two houses that I was going to have so basically like the last round at least Alabama and when I rushed you could only have two different houses and so I prep pie fi
And 80 Pi actually a lot of girls in my pledge class at pie five actually did prep 80 pi as well um but a lot of people were thinking that I prepped Kappa because their colors are blue and I was just laughing the whole time because I was like nope we both hated
Each other we both hated each other nope let’s not do that another thing about Kappa I’m so bad remember when I was talking about the rokai groups and the rokai leaders my rokai leader was a Kappa and I didn’t know that obviously at the time I was talking I was like I
Didn’t like that house at all um she wasn’t really I mean I’m not gonna say she was like mean to me because she wasn’t mean to me like four different rokais so like the leaders in the group that like have their own little Bunch that you’re like assigned to so my girl
Was a Kappa and I just didn’t really feel strong like the connection just wasn’t there and when I found out she was a Kappa I was like this makes sense because your sorority sister just let me sit there in awkward silence the whole time but the one that I did actually
Feel very very confident and safe talking to was actually I think her name was Taylor and she was a gamify actually I went up to her I think I don’t remember what round it was but I remember talking to her you know I don’t really know what to do like these are
The houses I’d like blah blah blah and she gave me like a lot of good information so like if you find someone in your rokai group or like somebody you can talk to that’s like unbiased that’s really really important and I remember that like bringing back to this Taylor
Girl like from my rokai group we were the Howick station set up around campus or like not campus but like Sorority row and it’s like these tents and normally they have like fans going and they have like really bougie like porta potties like all this stuff but your wokai group
Normally stays underneath the tent if you’re waiting like to go into houses or like you’re waiting for like your schedule or like whatever you’re underneath like these little awnings and they’re all throughout like spread out throughout Sorority row and like you’re assigned them kind of like as you go
This Taylor girl we were right behind Pie Five like literally Pie Five is right here here is our tent and I remember her like looking in her group and she’s like do y’all follow Maddie Westbrook literally and I was like yes it’s so weird looking back because now like
Maddie and I are like the best of friends Maddie was a pie fight also at Alabama and so it’s like looking back on that I’m like oh my gosh like that’s so weird and no I didn’t press pie because I was like starting my YouTube Journey
Because if you know you know I did not start my YouTube Journey thinking that it would like blow up or like come a career I literally started it just to document my college Journey like I mentioned earlier I didn’t start college until I was 21 and so I wanted to
Document this part of my life that I didn’t get to have until a little bit later on than like all of my other friends which I can make a little updated like video for y’all if you want about like my my Gap years and how it’s
Like affected me for all four years I did make one video and it was like in the middle of my freshman year I think but a lot has changed a lot has been on my mind and this happens if you want like a little update on that about like
You know kind of being in college like as non-traditional and again some people think like oh no like 21 is fine it’s not like you’re 10 20 years older than that um but it was it was very difficult and I feel like like I said everyone has
Their own Journey no matter if you start college at the same time earlier later you rush you don’t rush you fail a class you pass like whatever everyone has their own journey and it’s just it just makes you who you are so anyways I hope you’ll enjoyed this video and enjoyed me
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