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Genevas closet 22@ gcom now let’s get into the news did you know that I thought that this was going to be the third and final reading of men will lie when the truth will do the king his Queen and his other woman written by the author Terry Smith which is the exoo
Thing of actor comedian and host Steve Harvey well look people there’s just absolutely too much tea in this book for me not to practically give it all to you but I hope that you done checked out the other videos that I done made about Steve har because at this point it is
Practically a series people and make sure you go and check out part two of men will lie when the truth will do the king his Queen and his other woman entitled Steve Harvey sad chicks meet up nevertheless if you didn’t know you going to learn today so check this out
When we got to his room he didn’t turn on any lights the only artificial light came from the digital clock on the nightstand next to the bed the drapes were drawn so the moon’s glow show Through the Windows he put my bag down in the lounging area and plopped himself
In an oversized plush chair next to the window and across from the sofa I laid my purse on top of the small table in the middle then without saying a word I laid down on my side on the sofa watching him the way the Moonlight came
In through the window lit one side of his face and shoulder the other side was dark so all I could see was the outline of his face and the jacket of his suit it was erotic lying down and watching Stefan sitting only 10t away that surreal scene made me think of a fantasy
I had for a long time Stefan really looked good sitting there like a great man a thinker a man of power and I liked it he washed me and I him it was the moment when I realized that we as a couple were finally in syn before that
Night whenever he finished his show and we got back to the hotel I would start talking before the room door was opened never giving him time to release and exhale from his performance high he talks for a living a little peace and quiet means a lot to him it had taken me
Four years to respect that I wasn’t keeping track of time so I’m not sure how long we stayed that way before he spoke Carrie you look nice you really do he shifted a little in the chair there thank you for coming he said opening his legs wider I was smiling not because of
The things that he said but because how he said without words bring your ass over here that’s what he said when he opened his legs wider I leaned over and put one hand and knee down on the carpet then dragged the others down to join their mates on my hands and knees I
Crawled slowly over to him I stopped when my face was 2 Ines from his crotch he reached down and unbuckled his belt then unzipped his pants and slid his butt down to the edge of the chair opening his legs wider I reached up and gave him a kiss and removed his jacket
Throwing it over the sofa after I did that I took his hands and put them up to my mouth I licked his palms sliding his fingers one at a time in and out of my mouth I unclipped his cufflinks with my teeth that’s when I noticed that the
Time on his watch said 230 I put his hands on top of his knees and tucked his cufflinks down in my Boer then slowly unzipped and removed my jacket when I exposed my red lace bra his legs trembled and his knees swayed back and forth I let my fingers take a trip from
The top of his body down down to his shoes one pluck at a time I unlaced and removed his shoes and socks replacing them side by side next to the chair his hands grabbed the hair on the top of my head I reached up and said no let me
Please you he blurted something like oh [ __ ] I ran my hands up his thighs feeling his leg muscles contract when I touched the area around his crotch I whispered relax and he did did then I reached up loosened his tie lifted it over his head and dropped it to the
Floor after that I unbuttoned his shirt he leaned forward so I could take it off and then it joined the tie my fingernails Drew circles on his chest when I did that he clapped my waist with his legs and pushed my face down to his crotch I slid my hand down his body
Inside his pants underneath his boxes then open my mouth and obliged while I was on my knees bent over giving him a [ __ ] he reached over and unzip the back of my skirt he moved my skirt down and slapped me on my ass twice with his
Right hand I heard I’m about to nut and his legs clamped around the back of my waist he grabbed my hair trying to pull me up but he couldn’t I started rubbing him faster when I did that it gave him what he’d been waiting for because he
Made a sound that sounded like a squal afterwards he released the hold across my back and his body relaxed using his legs for support I pushed myself up to stand I let my skirt drop and kicked it over to the side next to the table I wasn’t wearing any panties so there
Weren’t any to be removed other than the moaning heavy panting and a few words from me giving him directions we still weren’t talking I reached my hands down for his he put his hands on top of man and pulled himself up standing close face to face he encircled my waist I
Kissed his chest his neck and reached up on my toes and kissed his mouth even when I wore heels I had to stand on the tips of my toes to reach his lips he willingly allowed me to remove his pants and boxers then I pushed him back down
In the chair he was completely naked except for the watch that he was wearing I stood between his legs with my legs slightly open and watched him watching me there was no longer a light across his face from the Moon the room was dark except for a dim light coming from the
Digital clock on the nightstand next to the bed but I could still see him clearly keeping my eyes on him I started rubbing my hands up and down the front of my body moving my hips side to side a few times when I saw him touching himself I turned around touched my waist
With the palm of my hands and then slid them down and around to my ass for a squeeze oh damn oh [ __ ] was his strangled reaction after that I’ve been down and bagged on to him straddling his legs from here I could see the time on
The clock over by the bed it was 3:59 a.m. displayed across it we both came together afterwards I fell forward and put my hands down and rolled over onto the floor he was out cold I laid there on top of his pants curled up on the
Floor in front of him and fell asleep when I woke up his foot was resting on top of my right hip I rolled back some and his foot dropped to the floor it was 6:00 in the morning and light from the Early Sunrise was coming through the
Window amazingly my shoes were still on my feet I slipped them off off after that I stretched a couple of times then got up and went to the bathroom to pee when I came out of the bathroom I looked over at Stefan’s body it resembled a ragd that was tossed into a chair
Without being dressed his eyes were closed head leaning to one side arms and legs in every direction it was through or at least he thought I was through with him I walked over to the windows and closed the drapes then and walked over behind the chair where Stefan sat
And kissed him on the forehead and shoulders that didn’t wake him so I walked around stood in front of him and pulled on his hands to wake him it wasn’t easy but after the third or fourth pull he opened one eye then the other there was a little resistance from
Him but holding on to my hands he got up and followed me no doubt he thought that I was leading him over to the bed I drew him over to the sofa instead and he laid back down on his back I straddled his waist leaned over and started kissing
Him everywhere it took a lot of kissing touching licking and movement from me before I got the reaction from him that I was hoping for when he grabbed my hips and pulled me up on top of him I knew that even though his eyes were closed
And he looked asleep other parts of him were awake that was what I needed from him before our time was over I needed to hear I’m about to nut nut nut it was now 9:00 in the morning and after several nudges from me he got up and stumbled
Into the bathroom while he was there I picked up his clothes put them on a hanger and hung them in his bag he splashed some water across his face and came out then he pulled a shirt and a pair of slacks from his garment bag and
Put them on good morning I said handing him his shoes he sat down to put them on when I was zipping up his garment bag he finally spoke what’s up do you need some money to pay some bills yes money would help a lot he grabbed his garment bag
And a small leather clutch and opened it he pulled out some money and placed it on the bed I saw that there were $100 bills but I didn’t know how many he walked over to the door Carrie thank you for coming to see me I love you and I
Want you to do something for me and what would that be Big Daddy I teased while running my index finger up his zipper pants I would like you to move to Los Angeles to be with me or at least think about it what you’re kidding right I
Leaned against the wall next to the door arms folded and pressed my shoulder and head against it he gave me a PE on the lips no I’m not sometimes I really miss you when I’m on the road and you aren’t there you’ve been there for me from the beginning
And now I want to take care of you I was so engulfed in what he was saying that when the phone ranged it startled me and I jumped are you okay why are you so jumpy yes I’m fine I guess it just kind of threw me when I heard I want you to
Move to LA because I want to take care of you coming from your mouth the phone stopped ringing and I reached up with the palms of my hands to touch his cheeks Stefan I love you so much and for that I have sacrificed far more than you
Will ever know to your career and happiness damn it there’s that ringing again that’s probably per calling from the lobby you better go thank you for last night’s the money and I smiled and said for everything this morning yeah well listen just think about what I said I have to go
He asked me to call him when I got home then he left long after the sound of his footsteps faded down the hall I could still hear his voice in my head I strolled over to the bed as I leaped on top of the comforter kicking and
Screaming with joy most of the money fell off the bed onto the floor so I picked it up before going into the bathroom to take a shower after I took a shower and dressed I caught a flight back to Atlanta if his satisfaction wasn’t question I say that the
$200 bills that he dropped on the bed before he left was proof enough that I did not disappoint baby you’re lying after Stefan had asked me for the fifth time to move to Los Angeles and after discussing the conss with my girlfriends like being so far from my family my
House and business I gave in I agreed to move to Los Angeles and be close to him because of the pros the love we shared and his soon to be ex-wife who lived in Oakland where I wanted her to stay so I sold my coner business for a fair price
I also sold my house and then spent three weeks with my mother she really enjoyed our time together five months later after his cable network special I packed up whatever I needed for the road and drove to Hollywood to be with him for good whatever didn’t fit in my 992
Volkswagen Golf he had arranged to be delivered later that week he’d purchased a quaint little two-bedroom two bath Spanish style clay Ruth house for us I didn’t care that it wasn’t a new house what I cared about was that it wasn’t his or mine but ours together it had
Rows of red carnations lining the walkway and flawlessly manicured deep Green Ivy that clung to the right side of the house how I love that home that’s what it was a home he kept the condo Penthouse in Beverly Hills where he stayed before I moved out there his
Private home office was still there so I didn’t mind when he went out to take care of business when he is working on his sitcom or touring most of the time he and his personal assistant Michelle work from the studio office but she has access to both I moved in the day after
The painter finished the interior ior and the same afternoon that the hardwood floors were buffed the gardener Mr Lopez had placed a small arrangement of fresh cut flowers from the yard on The Mantel in the living room under a large wall mirror I sat down on a crushed velvet
Ottoman next to the open window stroking into its plush sides while I took into the yard and view of Valley and Beyond this is the perfect place for us to start a new chapter in our relationship marriage for sure and hopefully children to follow I was still busy unpacking my
Things and deciding where to put what I had and what more I need to make our new home complete when the phone rang it was my girlfriend Tina who lives back East Tina’s a really sharp sister she’s single the owner of a culinary school and lives alone in a $2.5 million home
Hey girl how’s it going out there on the West Coast oh it’s great although I really haven’t had a chance to get out I’m still trying to get situated damn why did I pick up the phone I love Tina but she talks too long well girl I have
To come out there sometime to visit you and stuff fine I could tell by the casualness of her voice that Tina was gearing up to the real reason for her call by the way how is Stan girl he’s fine my heart beats faster just mentioning his name he’s out on the road
Right now really um I could hear the skepticism in her tone has he resolve things with that other woman I sto pulling yards of bubble wrap out of the box Tina why would you ask me something like that because Carrie she said with an exasperated sigh I just heard one of the
Local radio DJs send congratulations to the comedian Stefan harll and his wife who just had a baby girl Tina a baby I bent over with an arm wrapped around my stomach you’re lying you are lying no Tina’s voice was fading in and out like bad reception on a radio
Station when it was just my ears that didn’t want to hear what she was saying that’s what he said not again no he can’t have done it to me again my niece hit the floor and the phone fell out of my hand I was screaming and crying pounding my on the
Floor how could he I just moved here I left everything my family friends job my life for a lying bastard Carrie Carrie girl pick up the phone can you hear me Carrie I couldn’t stand up my body felt heavy and numb I crawled on my hands and
Knees to the phone Tina I have to go are you all right girl she was my friend but right now I wanted to be alone yes I’ll talk to you later you’re sure I mumbled and reply through numb lips tears dripping onto the newly polished wood
Beneath my cheek yes I’m sure I clicked the phone off and the answering machine on then I curled up in the discarded paper and plastic and turned my mind off I laid amongst the unpacked crates and boxes for 3 Days crawling out only to the bathroom then back to the privacy of
My pain on the fourth morning I sat up because I heard the phone ringing I stared at it while the machine picked it up I heard Stefan’s voice demanding begging where are you Carrie I miss you why haven’t you returned my calls baby I’ve called your sell your pag you I
Can’t seem to reach you I’m worried I’m on the road and I don’t know what’s happening Carrie please call me I just want to let you know that I’m sorry if I hurt you and if I could change anything I would please believe me it’s you that
I love I should have thanked him it was being Furious that finally got me up and moving he had the audacity to call and express his love for me son of a [ __ ] that call was just another attempt to manipulate me I called him back but it
Went into voicemail but I let him have it anyway don’t call this house confessing your love for me I had to hear that your wife just had a baby from a DJ you’ve been telling me for over a year that the two of you aren’t together
Just how does she manage to have a baby or is she an elephant don’t call me anymore sick with rage and grief I picked up the answer machine and threw it against the wall early the next morning he showed up on the doorstep he’ canceled last night’s performance to
Come home yes he could have walked in he had a key but he didn’t the bell rang and he asked me to let him back into my life I Le I leaned on the door frame and C cried slid to the floor and let the tears drip on the brass doorstep I
Picked up at a quirky little furniture shop in Atlanta before I left I could have turned him away and I truly believed he’d have gone that was his way he always had to be the injured party even if I won by his leaving I lost in
The end we talked most of the day before he had to leave again early that evening he was scared to tell me that she was pregnant because he didn’t want to lose me how ironic when I was pregnant I was afraid to tell him because oh hell what
Does it matter now this wasn’t about me and his secret baby one of the points that he kept repeating was that she isn’t here with him in the house I was agreeing to move to Los Angeles to be with him was a decision that I made because I believed that he would leave
Her if I gave up my life to be with him my mother was hesitant about me selling the house and business and leaving everything that was me to be with Stefan before his en nment was final but she understood that I am an adult and this
Is my life to live my mother’s prayers are with me she accept stepan into the family because of my love for him Stefan put his marital and baby situation in very blunt terms she is my wife and that’s my child they are my problem they have nothing to do with us please give
Us more time to work things out when it came down to being logical and seeing things as they really are I sometimes clung to my own idealistic interpretations it was apparent to me that he had feelings for both of us but I was unclear as to how much he felt for
Each of us or in what way he figured in his life he left with things unresolved but at least we were talking soon the holidays were upon us it was my first holiday season in Los Ang Angeles which can be a pretty depressing place if you don’t have friends and family around you
I only been there for a couple of months so I hadn’t had time to make many friends and I wasn’t sure if I would be able to go home for Christmas to see my family so I just settled in for a long lonely holiday I found a church that was
Very moving and Spirit-filled for me I love going to church one day my pastor said something about forgiveness and forgiving others and giving others the chance to say I’m sorry when I was in church listen l in to that sermon I thought about him I thought about how
Mad and angry I was I thought about how difficult life had gotten for him and how this holiday season would be different because we weren’t together so I called him his answering machine picked up the the call maybe that was a good thing in case I lost my nerve hey
If you like to meet for dinner before the holidays give me a call and we can arrange something he returned my call less than an hour later we arranged a time and place to meet here arrived at the restaurant first I knew he would because he was eager to get dinner out
The way his arriving before me was in the plan because making an interest for him was part of the fantasy when I arrived at the restaurant I gave the matriot my name and dazzling smile then watch him almost trip over his feet as we wound our way through the dining room
Stefan was sitting at a secluded and intimate table in the back next to a fireplace that glowed gently and a large window that gave a panoramic view of the city skyline the Ambiance was very intimate and elegant I had selected a long plunging neckline spaghetti strap chiffon dress with a chiffon scarf
Around my neck the deep purple fabric whispered when I walked and clung to every curve he was examining from across the room my makeup was Flawless and my hair was styled with a casual abandon I wore High hair open toe sandals so my recent toenail polish would be sure to
Show no matter what was on the menu I was making sure that dessert would be at the top of his list his eyes never left me as I walked to his table The Matriarch pulled my chair from the table Stefan stood slowly giving me the respect he always showed in front of
Others once I was seated and The Matriarch picked up the linen napkin from the China place setting in front of me and placed it across my lap he sat down the tight smile and the way his eyes glistened in the light from the fireplace gave him away I could always
Tell when he was trying to control his lust and had crafted my appearance to ensure that control was near its Breaking Point Carrie I hope you don’t mind I took the liberty of ordering your favorite appetizer and for an entree I chose to Fred lobster tail with a Caesar
Salad will those choices work for you yes thank you those sound wonderful I wasn’t sure if he was in a hurry to get through the dinner because he had hopes of having me for dessert but I came to get answers and his reply would determine whether the dessert would be
Prepared from the Restaurant’s menu or mine I ordered an orange pineapple and cranberry juice mix to drink and he ordered another perer whatever neither of us indulge in liquor so whatever ever we talked about wasn’t going to be influenced by too much alcohol and too little thoughts I went straight to the
Point why did you lie about your wife’s pregnancy Stefan picked up his napkin and started unfolding then folding it I didn’t like Harry you asked me if I wanted more children and I said yes I wouldn’t mind having another son you never asked me if my wife was pregnant
And I never told you she wasn’t so how’s that a lie it ain’t what you ask but how you ask it yes that’s true I conceded leaning over the white linen tablecloth so our faces were closer but how could you leave me to find out something like that on my
Own half the world knew before I did you told me that the two of you were not together and you were getting an analment you told me that you were unhappy and now you’re having a baby the waiter set our drinks down on the table
In front of us along with a shell dish holding six large coconut shrimp appetizers I could feel the Panic Rising in me as I grip the table he never looked up his eyes were now on a table knife that he turned over and over watching The Gleam as it caught the
Light from the fireplace just because people have kids doesn’t mean that they’re happy in their marriage you don’t know how many times we talk about just walking away from this thing it ain’t like we don’t discuss it almost every day and ask what the hell have we
Gotten ourselves into when he glanced at me briefly I took that opportunity to toy with him him a little really I said sarcastically and still the two of you are married with the kid he Shrugged then turned his attention to the fireplace I don’t have to go home much
Cuz excuse me the waiter interrupted to pick up the barely touch appetizer these plates are still a little warm to the touch he set our Entre down and topped up our water goblets thank you I said nodding at the waiter as he turned and wound his way back through the thinning
Crowd of diners so finish what you were saying Stefan I stuck my finger into the mashed potatoes watching him watch me trace a circle in them next with my finger I dabbed a little right in the center of the top of my lip and with my
Tongue reached up and licked it off he was salivating you were saying uh I forgot he kept gulping his water and swallowing even when he put nothing in his mouth you were saying something like how many times you thought about just walking away or not having to go back to
Her I said then looked at him in that all female way that a female uses to tell a man that she wants him um yeah I heard him exhale the point that I was trying to make was I don’t have to go home much cuz I’m on the road most of
The time so you know me I just deal with it I make the best out of it because [ __ ] I’m in it now who am I going to blame he twisted around to face me again eyes picking up the blaze of the LW who am I going to lay the guilt on he
Demanded this is my situation so I just make the best out of it I know that I hurt you I lied to you in some ways but you know the reason why I did what I did was because I was afraid to lose you and
In my efforts not to lose you I lost you anyway because I didn’t tell you the truth now that what I just said to you is the truth he brought a hand down flat on the table with such Force the crystal jumped and rattled then dropped his head
I reached up with my hand and lifted up his chin so I could look into his eyes mother cused them the window to one so looking in his eyes at that moment sitting across from him my heart just liquefied Stefan has these small black piercing eyes that are under size for
His face when I look into them I could see tears forming in the corners and all my resolve melted the pressures of wanting to please him was unbearable sweaty palms and cramps in my stomach he liked for me to wear matching bra and panty sets and I had worn one just in
Case I wasn’t strong enough to walk away when the confrontation was over dinner was finished and half of our food was still on the plate it was plain that Stefan was about ready to go into orbit if we didn’t leave so the waiter brought the check smiling I took it out from
Under Stefan’s hand determined that this was going to be my treat I laid two $100 bills on the table and weighed them down with the silver salt seller then I got up gave him a kiss on the cheek and left the hotel alone I hadn’t finished dealing with his deception and couldn’t
Welcome him into our bed that night I understood that he had no knowledge of our of my pregnancy or abortion so to be fair to him he couldn’t fully empathize with how I felt but it took everything in me not to turn around so I could see
The look on his face he hadn’t expected me to pay for the meal but he certainly expected me to stay and play what fun is it to see a gift with all his pretty rappings and not be able to undo it to play with the toy inside I had gotten
That idea from an Oprah Winfrey show where she told a story about having charted a private plane to where stepman her boyfriend was when she arrived she surprised him for dinner then got back on the plane and left just because it meant something to him to have dinner
With her and he matters to her this part of the book is called tragedy strikes 1998 where Terry speaks of Stefan harll AKA Steve Harvey manager being killed and it says his manager had been killed in a head-on collision Stefan was devastated they were best friends like
Me Pera has stuck with him through the lean periods and taken him on into the successful ones anyone that knew them knew they were inseparable they had a bond that most people never experienced in a lifetime not even in their marriages they thought as one mind
Almost like one Soul as many times as I had doubted us I never doubted that they loved one another they both understood that hard times were and had been passionate about making a difference for a minority youth together on October 16th 1995 they went on to to the Million
Man March in Washington DC where African African American men from across the country gathered on Washington’s national mall for a massive March advocating unity anointment and Brotherhood that experience ignited something inside them both the two of them pledged a national black fraternity but sadly before his manager had the
Opportunity to cross over the Burning Sands he died I never expected pera’s death to affect me as profoundly as it did he wasn’t my best friend but he was a good friend I just didn’t realize that until it was too late Pera phoned me the night after Stefan and I had met for
Dinner to thrash out why he never told me about his wife having a baby I could hear frustration in his voice even as he said hello Carrie he started off in a harsh tone then paused as if to collect his thoughts I’m not happy that you and
Stefan are back together I know that Stefan really loves you before he and I started working together you two were as one and I know that you’re not happy about his situation but it’s his situation not yours every time you reject his love he comes back unable to
Do whatever he needs to do to get his work done that’s not good the whole situation is not good for you or for him Stefan has some goals that he is trying to reach to make things better for his kids and family at that time I couldn’t
Believe he was coming at me like that I’m not the one that you should be discussing this with maybe you should call your boy I slammed the phone into his cradle it took me a while to accept that he was only trying to protect Stefan from getting hurt although he
Should have known there was no need to fear that from me I guess I laid another brick on the road to hell because I really did intend to call him back after things settled down for us but I kept putting it off then he was gone and I
Was left with a lot of things that had needed sing New Year’s Eve 1999 13 minutes before midnight and here I am at home on New Year’s Eve there have been so many lies and excuses that I sto expecting to hear anything resembling the truth from him years ago
Behind the looks and disapproving polite smiles from the women that work for him I can see how they feel about me you can almost hear them say you’re not stefon’s wife you’re his past and that’s where you should stay I can tell by the way they treat me that his team thinks all
He feels is some sort of obligation because I was with him back in the hard days it doesn’t matter to me what others think stefi and I have been together for six years and I have been everything a wife is even though the law puts the title on another woman and doesn’t
Acknowledge me I’ve gone along with it all as the woman who willingly fulfills his fantasies and makes satisfying his desires her every wish truth be told I’m his upper class wh more and he’s my one trick at least I’m not on the streets he doesn’t hit me and he’s the only man I
Have to pleasure Stefan hates when I talk like that but it’s true five years ago I sacrificed my mother’s hope for grandchildren a piece of my soul and my peace of mind to make life less stressful for him and I still grieve for What Might Have Been now I am The Other
Woman everything that I believed love and relationships the trust that Adam had in Eve the bond of man and woman and the belief that a husband and wife will always be United as one is gone everything I thought two people in love believe then was shattered the day I
Became the other woman in 1996 when on our third anniversary Stefan married someone else I stayed with him even after he made her his Queen after investing body and soul in our relationship for 3 years I didn’t know what I was supposed to do anyway he
Told me that she tricked them he also told me they were not together and his attorneys were working on getting the marriage anold I believed him of course four long years ago since then this woman has had his baby while I’m tucked away here waiting on the an nment and
Giving him unconditional sex hm men will lie when the truth will do the following April whenever he hit a low point I immediately got into position to listen talk to me about what’s going on I would say then I touch him hold him listen and
Go to bed with him when he was in need I put my needs aside that no conditions love was What bond us together neither one of us could walk away from the relationship I gave he took I needed to give to to keep him safe keep him on
Track to where he was headed he needed someone willing to let him take the upper hand and everything so he was always in control it seemed ideal maybe even equal but I gave up my will and myself out of love he took it for granted I think he actually cared in a
Strange kind of way but that caring grew out of knowing I would always fulfill his wants and desires no matter what he did and he cared about not having that steady supply of willingness cut off it was a twisted kind of love and I didn’t always like the way he showed it the
Following April he was doing a show in Georgia and I agreed to fly cross country and meet him I booked a round trip to Atlanta with a couple of days for visiting with friends before heading down to Augusta to meet Stefan for the show I stayed with Janelle one of my
Girlfriends that I’ve known for years and she drove me me to meet Stefan he was performing at the same Coliseum where he did his last HBO special girl aren’t you excited about going to see your man shoot his HBO special maybe we’ll be on TV if the camera points to
Us just for a moment she took her eyes off the road to look at me for some sort of acknowledgement that I shared her enthusiasm there wasn’t any excitement for me but I did manage to force the corners of my lips up in a smile I had questions
Like why am I still The Other Woman and where is this relationship going I also had concerns that I was ready for Stefan to deal with like did he expect me to wait another year before he could make more of a commitment to our relationship or was he under the impression that I
Would allow this triangle to go on indefinitely when we pulled up to the hotel we could see him standing out on the balcony scanning the cars that stopped out front she had never met him so I invited her to come up she introduced herself and with mock sternness said Carrie is a handful
Stefan you sure you can handle her with a big grin Stefan replied yes she is but I’ve been doing it for seven years and I don’t expect her to change he invited Janelle to the show and had his manager arranged to get her a room finding a room wasn’t easy because the Master’s
Golf tournament was taking place the same weekend and the hotel was booked to capacity but when stepan took the phone from his manager and spoke to the front desk a suite suddenly became available she took her bags and went to her room after we were alone he sat down in the
Lounge area of his suite I sat down on a low table facing him with my legs straddling his while he told me how much he loved me if you’re so in love with me how could you marry another woman Carrie he said I love you if I could do
It all over I would have done things differently you would be the woman that I would be married to right now this time I wasn’t going to back off before getting something that resembled the truth if you love me so much why on the night of the televised award show did
You tell the world that you are who you are because of your wife I don’t give a damn what I say when I’m in the Public’s eye I just say what they want to hell oh his tongue went up after that question those people don’t know my life so it
Doesn’t matter what you read or see I’m telling you that I am in love with you he got up and walked out on the balcony he doesn’t like to deal with any heavy conversations before he performs damn I joined him outside in the darkness and
Kissed him on the neck I decided to let the conversation wait until a better time knowing our track record a better time would likely never come he and his crew left within 2 hours of our arrival to go to the auditorium where he was performing Janelle went shopping in the
Area for a while I was tired so I laid down across one of the beds in our two- bedroom suite four hours later I got up showered and dressed then Janelle and I drove to the show once we arrived someone from his team greeted us at the
Admission doors and walked us past the ushers and directly to our seats and the center of the first row he never lost that talent to hold an audience in the palm of his hands if anything he’d honed the skill to a fine art the show was a sellout critics always said that when
You attend his life performances you got double your money’s worth after the show Janelle waited out front and I went backstage as always I was dressed for him alone in a gray lowback Slinky satin dress naked legs and High heill sandals all designed to show off as much as
Possible while still leaving something to the imagination I mingle with his friends team and admirers casting an occasional lingering glance his way but that was all that he got for me in his dressing room it was late and I was ready to get on the road to find
Something to eat we were soon on the way to his limousine it was 3:00 in the morning when we got back to the hotel Stefan and his team flight to Los Angeles was scheduled to leave in 3 hours plans had been made to reshoot the opening of his sitcom in Los Angeles the
Studio was booked and the crew was just standing around running up a tab at union scale until he got there it was ready slided into the schedule the network Executives were impatient and I heard his manager pressing him about it backstage he called his assistant back
In Los Angeles and woke her up to book a flight for later in the morning after she called back for the third time to say because of the Master’s golf tournament all flights out of Augusta were full he told her not to call until she found something then he ripped the
Phone plug out of the Jack now if I were a gambling woman I never have been on him leaving before just satisfying his craving for sex with me it just wasn’t going to happen he was on the phone with Michelle who is his personal assistant in Los Angeles he told his team that
They should go to their rooms and relax because she was rebooking everyone’s seats for a later flight well he was still playing phone tag with Michelle when he told them this but what he wasn’t telling them is that all of the later flights were overbooked there
Wasn’t any way that he was going to catch that 6: a.m. flight before he had some of me for breakfast no plane was going to take him higher than I could Stefan liked to see me perform there was my strip teas act with music which was a
Slow grinding Rhythm to it I would stand over him while he sat on the sofa and place one foot on each side of his thigh sometimes we would use three chairs he would sit on the chair in the Middle with one on each side of him for me to
Stand on I moved my body to the Deep throbbing beat as he slowly stroked my legs up and down each time I removed a piece of clothing I slid a foot between his thighs and brushed my to over the Bulge in his crotch other times I take
Him hunting for my treasures in a bubble bath or he’d have to stay after school that day we played naughty blind date when he finally got up I stayed in bed he was a master of the quick getaway and after a shower he dressed kissed me on
The forehead and left the limo had to take them all to the airport in Charlotte North Carolina in order to get a flight to back to the coast the next season his show opened with the the scenes they’d already taped phone pleasure as the years went on and his
Schedule became more demanding finding time to be together became more difficult the travel and Performing took his toll he called me some nights after his stage or television show wound tighter than a clock spring to satisfy his need for a release of all the tension he looked to my voice on the
Telephone I didn’t like the fact that I got no pleasure from it and I didn’t want to do it but for him I did he would talk about the pressure and the demands that were made on him and
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