I had that happen to me before you know I kind of felt you know when you feel that something is kind of like not real but it’s like a test I haven’t kind of remember when it would be other seeming emeralds from other campuses they would test me to see you
I’m gonna see if she really pledged her stuff you know I was scared of my Tina pledges almost six months after I became a sigma camera because I still thought I was online right you know and they would test your information and you have other Greek organization they wanted to know
If you skated or if you look like so you always had to be on the top of your game and then when we had our crossing ceremony and we went out and we did a different end to the campus we dis all the other swords we wanted to let them
Know that we was known the Y R and in Sigma Gamma it was all about Sigma Gamma I still remember some of the songs there x-rated but I said some of the songs of us dissing the other organizations and so we always had to be on top of our
Game we always had to make sure our hairs with done we had the best outfit cuz this is like when you have a new kid you wanna show moms everywhere I do you play I just wanted to take this after we cross we was that we were in Gainesville
It was everywhere hey we’re on the yard so what about school my GPA went from a three point two to two point seven well I remember just from pledging and I stopped counting up what about my grades after that because it was just always doing something or traveling or sergeant
Right it’s like I like you said that the hazing is a brainwash they try to they want to ingrain and this organization to organization in you you know they always say don’t the organization you know make you you make the organization but sometimes it’s all the way around I’m saying that makes
That how can you make the organization when the foundation that is set the things that are being brainwashed to you that are being taught to you are things that come down from the founders I have a lot of people saying to me well that’s not our chapter or you have grandmama
Saying well that’s not what we do that was an individual chapter that did foolishness all right the foundation is that way some of the things that you learned online were they not written in a handbook yeah they were were they written by your chapter where they written by the organization that was
Passed on from generation to generation yes so so the evil that was there the Antichrist things that were there came from the room right because I’ve had conversation with Phi Beta Sigma they’ll say well you’re looking way too much into it it’s not really is that serious
You know you know that’s not worried about yeah we know our organization may have some rituals in there that’s not of God but you know that’s not what we’re about you’re just getting way too deep what does it say but if you if you if you talk about God look are you serving
You understand there’s all does all little guys I’m saying that’s what we kind of say we can focus on is those little gods then what the God that I serve is the one who is the master of the universe who sent His Son Jesus Christ on the earth to die cross for our
Sins that’s the guy that I serve but there’s all other little gods that are around you know I’m saying the form that’s a formality that they put out there to make you just make you think that okay yeah we are we are Christian we do put that first but you can make
Anything to God it can be this table it could be this your television it could be your car and of course quote-unquote it could be the organization itself and some people who has has allowed it to ingrained in their mind it’s in life it is the organization that is our God
Because sometimes people they get to a point where everything they have whatever color it is aka you know eight by eight you know you dog whatever their house is little white or green green pink or black and gold you know or the clothes that they wear it could be only
The clothes of their organization and I’m saying and that just shows you yeah they haven’t gone to organization but also to it gets to a point where it goes over to the extreme that this is all I think about this is all isn’t my life I’m saying do you believe that you can
Be a Phi Beta Sigma and Chris a Christian Wow I don’t think that football getting in depth of paternity no organization I said first I was saying yeah you can but when I found more information about it I’m thinking no you know because you have once you find out I can say if
You’re an ignorant to the organization right you may think that oh yeah of course it’s okay but when you find in-depth information about the organization and you begin to see for what it what what it is that know what about from just from the Word of God you
Believe that you can be in a part of the National pan-hellenic Council part of any Greek organization on campus or off-campus grad or undergrad and be a Christian based off of what the Word of God says I don’t think so no no why no because number one who like I said who
God what God are you serve understand is either you serve claiming that they’re serving Christ you know I say no because you know you cannot serve two masters you would love one or hate the other as long as you’re saying silly things like o to do Sigma
Gamma Rho I pledge my allegiance and foolishness like when you’re online saying the goddess Eolas opens the door for the Sun God as long as you’re taking all right and you having to hold up your hand and you’re doing things like you’re drinking your party you’re clubbing or
You’re the pledge process that you’re going through all of that stuff I just think the root the foundation of it you know what you may not have gone through that you complete me a grind member you can open up your handbook and look at the handbook and just go through some of
The things that the hand will talk about it this contradicts God right the price that I know right either truly ever seen a lot of people like I said a lot of people won’t go as in because I believe when I was what I was reading about what you did and
You have exposed you went you had in depth you went in depth because a lot of people don’t really go and go in decode deep and find out what the basis of what the foundation of the organization is so they look from the outside that okay
They do things for the community I guess it’s okay okay you know go through a little thing to get it get to a but and when I come out of it okay everything is cool but when you go when you go in depth of the organization and you find
Out what the whole thing is about then you tend to make a decision to say no this is not right you know I knew that was I was going through and I saw certain things I said to myself I can’t be part of this part of the organization
And like you said what should what you mentioned I didn’t look I said indefinitely the way you did but I did see certain things that this is I really don’t need this you know my partner first but why don’t you point be a part of an organization when I have a brother
David might want to know the in-depth details but I know the final thing you know I would like to say because I get a lot of emails people saying well Martin Luther King jr. was and now before you had all these famous people that was in fraternities and if they could do it
What’s wrong with it right again we shouldn’t be following Martin Luther King jr. or rules apart because they’re not Christ they didn’t die on the cross for me and you know I understand the one Luther King jr. was a famous guy who and I’m not taking away
From what he did but he’s not my Christ he was still human you know and he himself needed to be saved you know and unfortunately what he did did not get him into heaven it’s having a personal relationship with Christ get you into heaven so if I die right now
And I stand before Christ and I say well lord I did it because longeth the King jr. did it or I did it because some other famous person did it in Christ but that’s not my way I gave you specific instructions in my word and I told you
This is the way to live and I told you have to seek ye first the kingdom of God and all his righteousness and everything else will be given to you so there is no excuse for you saying that you because Martin Luther King jr. so I just
Want to say to all of those that are using that as their excuse for my pastor is in a fraternity or is a Mason I just want to let you know that you need to give your salvation to your pastor because apparently you’ve already done that my salvation the person that saved
Me was Jesus Christ and I you know I claim allegiance to him so I don’t care if my pastor is doing it I don’t care if my pastor smoking weed you know he is accountable for his own salvation and I am only accountable to Christ and the Lord Christ gave me
Direct specific instructions on what I need to do to get into the kingdom of heaven he says it’s not that you’re hot or cold just lukewarm won’t do it evil spit you out so for all of those that are claiming that allegiance that my pastor did they don’t want the King
Do jr. didn’t I just want to let you know that it’s not correct and they’re wrong – for doing it I could say that when I was going through the process before I began you know I thought the most important thing that I needed to do is to let my my parents
Know what I was going to do I guess it before when I came to college of course I said before I was an entire front I didn’t want to do it and my dad was like ok good what I want you to do is go to school get your education come back home
And move on with your life but that was not the case because like I said before I was culturally shocked culture shock you know there was a school there was the people it was the events I had a great time but like I said I I saw the fraternities and sororities I’m saying
And I refinished somebody in a fraternity and as I got more into it and more closer to person I got more curious
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