Hey what’s up everybody hope you are all having an extraordinarily excellent day my name is Tyler adalo I am 26 years old and I have a diagnosis of bipolar type 1 with psychotic features I mentioned my diagnosis right off the bat because in this video we will be covering an interesting topic we
Will be taking a deep dive Inside the Mind of manic Tyler adalo in my recent videos I have been discussing bipolar disorder a whole lot and I’ve been doing that from the perspective of somebody who was in the aftermath of mania but I’ve uncovered some emails that I had sent during the
Time period I was in Mania and I thought that reading these emails over a video would be interesting so that people could get some insight into the type of language that I was using and get some insight into how disorganized and distorted my thinking truly was at this
Particular moment in time so in this video I will be covering five emails that I sent to four different individuals and I’m going to tell you who those four individuals are right now one is a high school adjustment counselor that I had from when I was in high
School the other one that we will cover is the head of the Communications Department at UMass Amherst Professor s jolly the third that we will look at is an email I had sent to my congressman Richard O’Neal who also happened to be a teacher of a certain class that I was
Taking at UMass Amherst and then fourth we will cover an email that I sent to none other than Alex Jones website Infowars he has an email called whistleblowers and I in a manic State perceived myself as a whistleblower which is actually quite funny to be honest but uh these are all emails I
Sent while I was in a manic State I’ll actually be saying what the dates of the emails are to I’m not going to show the emails on video because I don’t want the email addresses of these people I’ve corresponded with to be shown so yeah uh why don’t we get right
Into it one other disclaimer is that there is one section of an email that shows a couple of names and when I reach those couple of names these are college student names I don’t want their names to be brought into this video so I’ll will be replacing their names
With the word redacted you’ll just hear me say redacted uh in place of their names because I don’t want them to be associated with this in any way although they are but uh I just don’t think it’s appropriate or necessary in order to appreciate the larger store of
Information that I’m going to be sharing anyways so let’s get right into it the first email this is a short one this is an excerpt from a chain of emails that I had sent and this one is dated November 16th 2021 so this would be after I had been
Released from coie Dickinson hospital for my manic episode I was still super Manic at the time if you’ve seen any of my other videos you would know that I left that hospital in worse condition than when I had entered it and that’s because they didn’t put me on any
Medications they didn’t have any type of intervention plan set up for me to meet up with a psychiatrist or anything of that nature I was kind of just right at Ground Zero of having no treatment and being back out in the public while in in incredibly frenzied manic
State and this is the excerpt I had sent I said this to miss gy of my former High School I am at risk of failing every class at UMass due to my attempt to do the right thing I’m being recommended for the presidential medal of freedom but that’s not until after
All the hard work is done so in this email I actually make illusion to a hallucination that I had while I was in the hospital while manic there was a certain General that I had been communicating with over the phone and by the way this General does not exist
Literally does not even exist as a person and I would have phone conversations with him outside the frat house I would talk with him over the phone in the backyard with my earbuds in so nobody else could hear I would you know strangely cross the street and
Stand behind a bush very bizarrely in order to make sure nobody could hear what we were saying and I would have full-blown conversations with this military General and one of the conversations we had while we were in the hospital was that I would be recommended for the presidential medal
Of freedom for my stance against sexual assault which of course is just absolutely absurd uh there’s only a few hundred people in history who’ve gotten a presidential medal of freedom and getting the presidential medal of freedom would mean that you would have to you know have some type a
Correspondence to the president because the president would be the one determining who gets that medal and a whole lot of it was just nonsensical but when you’re in a manic State that’s what happens so that’s the email I sent to miss gy my guidance CER from high
School and now here’s a series of two emails that I had sent to the head of the Communications Department at um Amhurst Professor Su Jolly my favorite Professor by the way incredibly intelligent man of integrity and his lessons were always just so enlightening
And just a pleasure to be a part of as a student from the perspective of a student that was just my experience being in his classes I thought they were super informative and I left them a more knowledgeable empathetic person and so here’s the emails I sent
To him email one sent December 28th 2021 hey Su the same well intentioned anti-human life in all forms sgaa students that Student Government Association who worked in conspired with corrupt elements in you Mass Democrats and official state democratic party to smear Progressive Alex Moors to help Elevate Richard O’Neal are the same ones
Who wrote the racist letter against our community this is an act of domestic terrorism media keeps dividing us because it’s the logic of the system presidents across the aisle have been selling weapons to the Saudi regime which wants to technically cleanse the entire Middle East bbby Kennedy Abraham Lincoln Whitey buer Tupac Napoleon
Bonapart our entire history is contrived narrative this is not conspiracy theory it’s merely a matter of reading the very primary source documents they want to erase 1984 is not a fiction it is here I’d like your help I’m planning a major 99.9% campus walk out we know who wrote
The racist letter ran Paul the libertarian Ian uh who is actually super awesome on social ideas but his monetary policies LOL sure buddy haha pointed out in the first 2015 debate that Trump is a shill working for the clintons if you follow the money this is literally proven down
With false reality up with common ground people who can take a goddamn joke and want to do what we all want that’s a mouthful so that’s just the first of two emails that I sent to him I’ll read the second one in a moment but I just want to comment on a couple
Of things from this first one so during my junior year at um Amherst fall semester there was a racist letter that had been sent out to black student organizations disseminating all kinds of toxic hateful degrading language and it contained you know white supremacist rhetoric and things of that nature and I
Believed while I was manic that I was like a superhero you know I took a stand against sexual assault and put in the New York Times because of it and that’s actually true by the way I put that art I’ve linked that article in one of my
Videos I’ll link it in this one too if anyone is interested in checking it out but I guess that experience gave me a great deal of sense of grandiosity and it made me feel like I could start solving other issues and it made me feel obligated to figure out who
Wrote the racist letter and I determined that the people who wrote the racist letter were members of the student government Association and UMass Democrats of all people how I made that determination there was no logical basis whatsoever it’s just what manic Tyler adalo came to the conclusion of so the
Second email I sent to professor saali and this one is much shorter every member of Greek life and only a select handful of student government Association people are all protecting the evidence we are handling this in a way that will result in zero trauma but also applies law where
Necessary because people have had serious harm done to them from these acts of terrorism whether they did so unknowingly or not treason is treason and felonies are felonies 99.9% at UMass can be the model for the rest of the country have done right I don’t want to share evidence over here
But I can have someone get it to you at a future period to show you and get your opinion we are following advice of trauma science and sexual assault experts and mental health health experts not what might mob mentality black backlash tells us so this is again
Saying that you know I have evidence of who wrote the racist letter I of course did not have evidence of who wrote the racist letter but I believed that I knew who wrote the racist letter and I believed that I had evidence of it and this was because at this moment in time
Of my mania I was seeing patterns and connections and just about everything so I was seeing Greek life organizations at UMass somehow connected to geopolitical issues at large happening in the world which of course did not make sense but in a manic state it made total sense moving on
This one January 30th 2022 an email that I had sent to Congressman Richard O’Neal who was the head of a journalism class that I would have taken had I not been suspended and subsequently expelled from UMass and in this email I write hey Mr nail there is an urgent matter involving
My frat at UMass which some UMass Deans were complicit in covering up I’ve been in contact with the offices of Joe Kennedy my own cousin who wasn’t interested in getting involved according to his Stafford because of the upcoming governor’s race just wanted to let you know at 10:52 p.m. tonight I will be
Releasing some information to the public with the assistance of ethical true journalists at the New York Times Boston Globe as well as major Radio Networks including 91.1 which air all over the pire valley so in this email that I sent to congressman Richard O’Neal my my how
Embarrassing I tell him about how you know there’s information regarding my frat that I need to discuss with him and that I don’t feel comfortable sharing over email that I had been in contact with Joe Kennedy about this of course at this point in time I had the delusion
That I was related to the kennedies and I mentioned that in this email saying that Joe Kennedy was my own cousin but that you know he was being a bad cousin because he W didn’t want to get involved because of the upcoming governor’s race which of course is not true uh there’s
Very little truthful basis to the things that I said and did during Mania because they were all based off of delusions they were based off figments of my own imagination and that’s just the sad reality of the situation looking back on these I almost want to get upset a
Little bit because it’s just so embarrassing I don’t even know why I’m sharing him but well the reason I’m sharing him is cuz I want to give insight into to what a manic mind kind of looks like what my manic mind exactly looked like I feel like it would be
Valuable information for people to see now this last one for those who don’t know Alex Jones is a prominent uh right-wing leaning conspiracy theorist who has for decades been Distributing content um largely about a conspiracy about the New World Order and how you know people are trying to form a
One world government and erase the sovereignty of Nations that’s like his big shtick and when I was younger a teenager I actually followed a lot of what Alex Jones did I don’t believe any of that stuff now I grew out of it thankfully but I used to be a pretty
Ardent follower of his and while I was in Mania for some reason I felt like I could trust sharing with him uh the information that I had been trying to share with others and so this is what that looked like and an email dated February 7th 2022 to the email
Whistleblowers infowars.com the email was titled I’m Tyler Fitzgerald Kennedy JFK Jr in which I write it’s been very traumatic coming to learn that my true grandpa and grandma are not who I thought John F Kennedy has at least two known confirmed hears living and doing well one is myself the
Other is redacted he’s the nephew of the owner of redacted I have strong reason to suspect it’s actually many more there’s much I must speak to you on Alex please contact me soon Alex hope you and your team are doing well tell your family I said hello you are welcome
To inform your viewers I reached out and I’d love to chat with you sooner rather than later so we can chat there’s a urgent time-sensitive matter here in Massachusetts you could be of great Aid with helping resolve none of my so-called frat brothers are helping me the racist UMass police
Arrested me for defending myself my Fred at UMass still won’t return my property they literally drugged woman and then UMass expelled me and Banned Me from campus for beating up the Nazi who tried to kill me none of the state authorities are helping me man I’m
Honestly about to just take a bus to Detroit or Brooklyn because I have no allies out here willing to help please call soon but don’t feel compelled to man I’m awake at all hours that was true I’m awake at all hours and will await your call God bless you my friend so
I’ll start off by saying it is definitely true that I was awake at all hours at the time that I was sending these emails cuz I was in a super frenzy manic State and diminish need for sleep was one of the realities of the circumstances I was facing now in this
Email to Alex Jones you see some of the common themes about how I think that I’m jnf Kennedy how I think I’m one of of the ears of John F Kennedy and how he needs to inform his viewers of this urgent situation because you know me being related to Kennedy is somehow
Connected to the geopolitics of the world and I have important information to get out and this is somehow connected to my frat taking my property and this was somehow connected to uh me getting into a fight with a person that I thought was a Nazi trying to kill me
Like none of these things have any correlation to each other whatsoever but in my manic mind they all piece together perfectly I pieced together the puzzle and it all made sense but of course in reality none of it did so that’s it for today’s video everybody in this video I
Shared five emails that I sent to four people while I was in a manic State I hope that this gives some insights into the type of irrational thinking that I was displaying while I was in a state of mania and yeah that’s really the sole reason that I kind of wanted to make
This video because I’ve been putting out a lot of content talking about Mania from the perspective of somebody who’s no longer in mania this video we took a step back and we zoomed in on what it looks like from the perspective of somebody in Mania through the medium of
Emails that were sent during that time um I thought this was an interesting idea uh if you like this video please hit the like button down below if you’re new here please hit that subscribe Button as well I would greatly appreciate it uh we recently hit 500 subscribers on the channel I’m so
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