Welcome back to the secret place everyone my name is Ashton and I thank you for joining us here in the secret place where our main goal is finding and developing intimacy with God our Father through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ so if you are looking to get deeper to
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Conversation so as you can see I’m joined today by my two sisters Kayla and Bri and we are going to talk about their journey of renouncing and denouncing Alpha Kappa Alpha sorority Incorporated so if you’ve seen the last couple videos I have been speaking with brothers and sisters who have come out
Of divine nine or as they call them Divine n organizations telling our stories about the the truths and the revelations that the Lord has revealed to us about why these re why these organizations go against the word of God and so tonight my sisters are going to
Share their Journeys and the truth that God revealed to them about Alpha Kappa Alpha sorority and Incorporated and so as always as we have these hard conversations I want to emphasize that our Point our desire here is we are not bashing the members of these organizations you know we were once
Members of these organizations as we talk about how these organizations are wicked and how these organizations are demonic we are not calling the children of you know we’re not saying that the members of these organizations are demonic or Wicked or evil we just want to point out the deception and how many
Of us join these organizations we said rituals we made Oaths we made covenants that we were unaware of because of how the pledge process is you know is conducted so we are going to have this conversation in love and in hope that others would come to the same truth that
The Lord revealed to us so thank you to my sisters and to kick us off I’m going to go ahead and let Bri introduce herself and tell us a little bit about what got her to join Alpac Kappa Alpha okay um hey I am Bri um it’s
Always so hard talking about myself but I’m actually originally from California born and raised um and just to kind of get an overview I think when I was approaching College uh Stomp the Yard had came out like when I was in high school or something like that and you
Know drum line and all those things so I’m like I knew I wanted to go to an BC you and I knew I wanted to pledge didn’t know what because I actually don’t have any Greeks in my family so you know I kind of didn’t know what I was getting
Into didn’t really know what to expect I just kind of saw what I saw and I was interested um and so when I um I ended up going to Grandma State University and um they I I they didn’t have a line until my junior year junior senior year
Um and so what really kind of when I once I got to campus I kind of did my research on all the sororities and I really like that um Al cap Alpha had a lot of um um I guess the community service work kind of geared towards um
Women and young women and things like that and that’s something I’m passionate about so you know it kind of aligned as far as my interest on that end um I like the whole first and the finest aspect of it um that they were the first you know black Greek letter
Sority um and then of course like kind of you see him on campus strolling and it’s kind of it’s glamorized right so um I wanted to be a part of that I wanted The Sisterhood and everything that kind of came with it so that’s what initially
Attracted me to AK all right thank you Kayla you want to give us a little bit about your journey to AK yeah hey y’all I’m Kayla um originally born in fville port bragar Carolina but raised in South Korea so I was a military brat and on the military
Base in South Korea it was a small black community um and most of them were Greek so I was raised around it my whole life parents are Greek um and so yeah it was just kind of like not if you’re GNA be in AKA it’s when you’re going to be in
AKA um so yeah it it was just kind of a no-brainer um yeah so well I would be considered what people would say like legac y uh so yeah it just it was kind of inevitable for me U what I didn’t see is leaving denouncing but joining was
Inevitable yeah that’s good and so if if you’re unfamiliar with Kayla’s talking about is legacy is you know if you have a father or a mother who is in the organization and if you cross to the same organization you’re called Legacy it’s almost like a um almost like
Another tier of like elitist in the you know in the group if you are a legacy then you kind of have um you know like this Elite level of membership but it can also work against you in the pledging process as well because it can either you know make it harder or
Whatever but that’s what a legacy is somebody who has bloodline already in the organization yeah all right so now that you guys got in the organization let’s talk about how did how do why are you here like how did you get from joining Crossing being on the yard to now
Renouncing your letters and walking away from something that you once you know desired so heavily okay I guess I’m you gonna start here again yeah you can go you got it oh gosh okay so um again kind of have sparked my interest back in high school
I knew I wanted to pledge did some research I actually came across some YouTube videos then of people denouncing way back then um I knew what I I had my heart set I knew I was still gonna pledge I was like H we’ll see it’s funny because when I
Actually was going through the initiation process like I like holy spirit kept bringing it up to where I couldn’t even go through it and not have like a check in my spirit about you know the whole thing so like the entering a dark room with lit candles obviously
There’s an altar there you know and you’re kneeling before that Altar and saying these pledges and singing the songs and I remember like there was some things that I tried to convince to myself that um you know as long as I don’t say them it’s okay because God
Knows my heart he knows I’m in this for sisterhood he knows I’m not really trying to bow down the idols and you know this is the one time that I’ll have to say it and that’ll be that um but you know you kind of tell your you kind of
Tell yourself you know it’s not that big of a deal but I knew I had to check in my spirit then um and then you know once I um I moved and I actually looked into a grad chapter here in Atlanta and um in that process uh I kept
On coming across these YouTube videos of people denouncing and I avoided them like the plague because I didn’t want to know um but eventually I did kind of um watch a few videos and kind of listening to their testimonies and some of the things that they were pointing out kind
Of made me do my own research and um the things that that Holy Spirit kind of started to reveal to me it it really kind of Woke Up This I don’t know this righteous anger like was one of the feelings I guess I could describe and then another one
Would just be kind of like a oh I don’t know a disappointment maybe like you like how can I be so you know blind how could I be so I don’t know like yeah I guess just blind to to what it really was that I was getting into
But um you know I don’t know I don’t want to say too much to fast but that’s really kind of how I started coming out of everything okay so how long was the process of so when did you cross and when did you renounce oh I crossed fall 2013 and I
Renounced um I can’t remember the exact month or anything but like officially it was um 2017 I know that for sure so yeah a good four years yeah all right so Kayla let’s let’s let’s let’s determine how you got here gosh um you play a big role in that um so this
Was September of 20122 what I realized like backtracking the that year that whole year the Lord told me like he was dealing with Idols I’m thinking okay like I’m not you know a golden calf bowing down I never would have thought AKA you know and so it was September and
Um I had just helped to initiate about two people into the org um and so but doing that I felt a check in my spirit um because I was able to like see it kind of like more sober minded and more mature in the Lord the initiation
Process because mine it always it feels so hazy but that’s what idolatry is you know idolatry is kind of you don’t really you don’t really know yeah it is like a exactly that’s the perfect description it’s a veil so I don’t really remember a lot because you
Know it was Idol but um so I heard the Lord tell me like I don’t want you to help initiate another person into this or I was like oh my gosh God what are you talking about um and I was like okay you know I’ll just avoid initiation
Ceremonies whatever that’s fine I’ll be in AK though um and then I saw as’s post um in Greek Shenanigans and I was just like he just you if y’all know y’all know Ashton he just gives off such like a a amazing like Vibe where it’s
Just like who could be so rude to him even as an AKA I was like why are these people in the comments like this and so I went on his page and I actually um I was like what I realized y’all is compassion is the first step like if you
Have compassion for somebody then it’s like the Lord is working on he’s pricking your heart and so I didn’t know that the Lord was pricking my heart so I I texted him um and I was just like hey you know just praying for you that’s not my journey I’m good over here but
Praying for you as you you know denounce Kappa um and then what was it I think it was October um Ashton had come to a conference in Tulsa in October um I had a paddle in my in my hallway and I would walk back and forth
You know in my hallway and I would just get uneasy from the Lord and I’m like God what is going on like why do I feel this way um and then that’s when I heard the Lord say like I was getting ready to pay my dues like I was always an active
Member I was vice president of my org um in undergrad like I was the chaplain so embarrassing y I was the chaplain um but I was just always so active so I was getting ready to pay my dues um for the chapter here and um I Heard the Lord say don’t give
Another don’t give any more of my money to the organization and I’m like God what like I can’t initiate I can’t do why are you why are you tripping and then that’s when the Lord kind of like ease me into like um the rituals and what they say
And what always plays in my mind is like after at the end of every chapter meeting we’re supposed to say like I pledge my heart my mind my strength to the org and it’s just like that’s a verse you know that’s we’re supposed to be doing that to God and so God would
Bring that back to me after every um that what I said after every meeting and so um then I started reading this book it was called actually I have right here it was called uh deliverance from demonic covenants and curses and um it would nothing like that
Was even in the book but I heard the Lord say like that my children would suffer God said Kayla you can stay the rest of your life as an AKA but he said your children will suffer and here’s the verse this Exodus 25 it says you shall
Not bow down to them nor serve them for I the Lord your God and a jealous God visiting the iniquity of the father upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate me like God I don’t hate you why you g why you
Gonna visit my children like what’s up um and then the Lord just begin to reveal to me the idolatry that it’s not I didn’t make it an idol it’s inherently an idol Idol it’s inherently another lowercase G God and so um it was October it was around October um and I was
Listening to this sermon like the convictions had said and my convictions are heavy like I can’t eat I can’t sleep until God gets what he wants and then I think the worst part was for me I knew that okay these convictions are really heavy the next step for me and God
Because of our intimate relationship the next step is his silence and I was like I cannot bear for God to go zero like dark I can’t bear for him to go dark on me um for him to just not speak to me at all and so I was like God like why why
Do you want me to do this like why so it was really blind obedience and then I even even when he told me like my children would experience Cur the curses of because of me it’s like why I got a couple years before I have kids you know
I just stay a little longer but I hear you guys just H and so um yeah October I was listening to a sermon and the man of God was like the time is now he just like screamed it in the middle of the sermon and I already having the
Conviction I just flew through my house just throwing away stuff because I was like if I don’t do it now I will not I will lose the nerve and I’ll lose the unction of this Holy Spirit like Glory that I’m sitting under and I won’t do it
Tomorrow I’ll like go back and forth and be double minded and so I went through the house th because I knew I throw that expensive par away it’s real listen um and so yeah I threw it away and then I called my best friend she was we were doing at the same time
God Is So strategic because if I would have had to do it alone I don’t know if I would have had the courage so she was a Delta and she was like girl I’m feeling the same thing she on if you want to see PA’s testimony her best
Friend on last week’s episode of you know and she talked about how you guys were like going through this together and how that strengthened the both of you right and then I actually Paige as well as so this was really God as well as a former line sister she was feeling
The same thing and she be to like talk to me about how like like what like Boule meant and just all these deep spiritual things and I was like girl I can’t hear it like I I cannot and so the the idol in me of AKA was like I was
Ready to fight her I don’t even fight but I was ready to like I was like stop telling me I’m not leaving I’m not doing that and then that night I sent her a text of all the stuff going to the trash because the trash was coming the next
Day I said I said I’m sorry and I’m with you and so we were able to do it together like we were able to tell our um former line sisters together um and yeah so and then November 15th like these dates are very important um because God is just
He’s so faithful in the dates so November 15th that was the day that I sent my letter out um and got and that was the date that my Covenant with God was like you know set in stone because I divorced the other gods of my life and I
Um so to speak married the bridegroom Christ so yeah that’s how I got out you know it’s funny I feel like so many of us have that part of our story where we get the Revelation where it finally hits and we just instantly start running through the house finding Pera and I
Mean I had just so Kappa we went to um conclave a couple years before and they had given us like this beautiful leather luggage it was a huge carry-on leather burgundy luggage uh beautiful leather backpack a beautiful leather messenger bag you know around the shoulder laptop
Messenger bag and I was just like I’m packing it all up and my family was like you’re really going to throw away you know the nice you going to my dad was even like well let me me keep it my family knowing that my immediate family was Greek so they didn’t
Understand you know like he didn’t I need to get rid of all of this but I was running around packing everything up and I even had this beautiful um at the time I thought it was beautiful this line not even a line jacket it was like a you
Know like the varsity jackets it was like a varsity Kappa jacket I had all this customade stuff on it but at that point I was just so um enraged with like the deception that I had with cap I got some scissors and started just cutting
That thing up like it was nothing it was like ran outside took the plates off my car and it was like I want nothing yes want absolutely nothing to do with the org again and you know so many other brothers that I’ve talked to it’s like when you’re going through that process
Of getting the pera and really getting rid of all of your items or whatever it’s like you feel weights being lifted off of you that I didn’t I didn’t even know I had these type of weights on me but it’s like that just shows how deep the spiritual connection is you know
With these with these gods and you know with the spirits Behind these these organizations so one thing I want to talk about is the is the fact of the altars because a lot of you know a lot of responses is well I wasn’t bound at
An altar but let’s so let me read what the definition of what an altar is so an altar simply is a table or Flatt topped block used as the focus for a religious ritual especially for making sacrifices or offerings to a deity so I feel like a
Lot of times individuals are like well they picture an altar being at a church you know with the candles in this really fancy this really fancy table or this really fancy consecrated spot in a church where you go and receive prayer but an altar you can build an altar
Anywhere you know and especially alter is just a place really in in when we speak about the spiritual realm an altar doesn’t even have to be a physical thing because how many times do we talk about you know I’m going to build an altar to the Lord with my worship it’s not like
You know we’re just building a table on our prayer classes but our worship is building a place where we’re offering sacrifices in reverence to our god the true Living God of Abraham Isaac and Jacob so let’s talk about the altar of AKA and you know the things that you
Because I’ve heard about people who had to you know bow at the altar of AKA and kind of sign write your name in the book or whatever during the process yeah that’s exactly what happens you walk you walk into this dark room and candles are lit and uh they have you
Um Na at a white tablecloth table I guess you could say and um it has a big candle a white candle with an ivy wrapped around it it’s a picture of eth hedgman la um who’s like the founder and um you do have to KNE in it kneel to it
You sign your name in um this like a the book I guess you could say I can’t think of the name right now um and and I mean that’s exactly what it is like I low key it it felt like a seance low key I’m
Like why does it have to be dark in here why are the candles lit like what you know what I mean this just it really didn’t feel right and even when I talked to um you know talked to other Christian people in the organization I asked them like did you feel weird about
The whole thing they would say yeah but you know it’s something that you just kind of brush but it’s it’s it’s it’s something weird about it definitely for sure yeah um it is and that’s what like when I left because honestly I when I I left in like blind obedience I was just
Like God if this is what you want me to do then I’mma do it and then it wasn’t until later that he would give me Revelations and that’s when like the righteous indignation would come up um but yeah like War white knelled at an altar signed our name in like their
Version of the book of life you know and that’s um man thinking about I’m just gosh like how can I do that you know y’all know I tripped at in during the initiation process when I got up from kneeling and signing my name I was walking back to my spot and I tripped
That was the Holy Spirit girl baby girl um so yeah it it it’s just to think about that and even when I did leave like a few months no maybe like two months later I it was like MLK day and honestly y’all like just being transparent I did feel a sadness because
It’s just like to the the Allure of the orgs is to belong is to like want to be in The In Crowd and so when God is able to deal with that in your heart that’s when it’s like no I’m good actually I don’t need to go out and you know so I
Was like God like why am I feeling this feeling like seeing them stroll like I miss it I I I I’m not gonna lie to you like I thank God I have a transparent relationship with the father and so he was just like he broke it down he was
Like Kayla it was a divorce like you he was like imagine AKA as another man because I’m I’m supposed to be your bridegroom he said imagine AKA of another man you wore white you made a covenant with this man you kneel down and you signed your name as you would
Sign a marriage certificate with this man he was like even at my in my church you wore letters on your chest for with this man’s name on it you um did community service with this man’s name on it he was like Kayla imagine how that
Made me feel I was like oh God I’m so sorry and he was just like so naturally because I like God Compares what we have to a marriage you know where the the bride of Christ he said what getting in covenants with other gods is essentially
That same thing and he was just like it’s a divorce so you’re going to feel this way when people get divorced they still think about that person but they’re healing and they’re moving on it’s a part of their life but you’re moving on and so God was just like it
Yeah it it was a and that’s why he was explaining to me like I was like God why do I feel this way and he that’s what he was saying when he was explaining to me like that makes sense yeah cuz it’s it’s a grieving process I well just me
Personally it was a grieving process that I had to go through so um yeah it wasn’t easy it was Let It Go um you do kind of find your identity in in being an AKA and it is like that inclusivity but also the exclusivity of
It all that kind of you know what I mean and you can go anywhere and find you know in sores and everything it’s like this yeah so I definitely I know exactly what you mean wasn’t it’s like the it’s like you do stuff when when you’re coming to the
Sense of it it’s like you get really mad like I threw my pen I remember like I went outside and I just thre it just you know you kind of lashing out um but then you kind of you know you sit with it and like you said you’ll see
Other people with their stuff or you know it’s just like yeah those those memories start coming up wasn’t all bad but yeah yeah it’s it’s definitely a grieving process and I think that just goes to show you know the Deep spiritual connection that you make during the
Pledging process and like Kayla said it is like a marriage and it’s no coincidence that all you know that the the orgs have you dress up in white you know usually you see you know the big lines when the ks and the Del and the
Deltas you know all of them they have on you know those white you know those white suits and even for the guys um you know a lot of the above ground when we take our formal pictures or whatever we have on black suits but in the ritual
Process when we’re going to Neil and bow at the altars they put white for ours they put white sheets over us so even us as we go to the altar to make that Covenant we have on this white garment it’s like supposed to be you know almost
Like a sign of Purity as you give yourself to the org offering up yourself as a pure sacrifice isn’t that what the scripture says to offer up oursel as a sacrifice holy holy and acceptable so it’s like we’re putting on these white garments to offer ourselves up to these
Divine nine organizations a pure sacrifice acceptable to them and that makes sense know to have complete control over us and it’s so and it’s let’s talk about our relationships with God at the time because it’s you know a lot of people so I joined in a gr
Chapter I didn’t have the opportunity I my my school didn’t have the you know whatever the divine nine ORS but a lot of people who join these ORS they’re like 18 17 19 years old so how many 18 and 19 year olds you know are really that steeped in their relationship with
God or even if they are you know just the peer pressure at that age being on a college campus you want to belong um especially they they give this idea of you know you join this organization as soon as you graduate you know you’re going to be interviewing with on nothing
But akas and deltas and kappas and Alphas you know you’re going to get this executive job so there really isn’t in a lore especially at such a young age um you know a lot of us don’t know that type of scripture so what was your relationship what was your walk like
When you joined the or um I grew up in the church so I I felt like my walk was pretty you know I I I I yeah like I I was in church and everything during the time I just wasn’t in my word like that um because I think a lot of
The stuff would have been more noticeable like there’s twist in scriptures here you know to say this say that but um like I said I I had holy spirit so throughout the whole thing there was always like that little check there but um yeah I guess I wasn’t I
Wasn’t walking with them like I am now so um I feel like me and God was like this you know like I even call myself praying like God I want to be in AKA is December you know I feel like the Flyers are coming out soon you know around j15
Like Lord so I feel like and I know um you all talked about it like Ashton on another video you did I can’t remember which one um but it’s like I like I feel like I did not I feel like I know I prayed about it but it’s just like I
Think when you know when there’s a verse that says like forgive me I don’t know the ver the address but it says like the Lord will give you over to your idols and so it’s just like when you want something so much you’re not even you’re already in deception because you’re not
Even hearing what the Lord has to say I feel like I didn’t even hear what God had to say was an opportunity and I made it happen and I’m slapping God’s name on it saying Look What the Lord Has Done but it’s just like I kind of made those
Things happen I like knew the people and it’s all for God’s glory because like look at this you know look at the soul prayerfully come out because of me but nonetheless I just feel like um because of the idolatrous haze of like I said I don’t even remember a lot of stuff
Because it’s such a hazy foggy time where it’s like did I really say that did I really do that did I really like you know so um yeah I I feel like I prayed I feel like my relationship was good but it’s just like I wanted what I wanted and
Unfortunately right not even God let me not say that but unfortunately like my relationship with God would not stop yeah he was more than my desire to be a part yeah that’s true you know someone of us and that’s the thing we think that
Like oh you know me and God are tight so if I get it then obviously this is from God like this is a blessing from God not knowing like yeah the Lord allowed it but just because the Lord allows something doesn’t mean that he was like
That wasn’t his perfect will it was his permissive will because he knew that there was G to come a time where he you know got us wrapped up and now that he could use us to spread the truth but you know because when I was coming when I
Was in the process of renouncing a lot of the talks were why don’t you talk to this pastor and they can you know they can tell you how they reconcile and how they you know manage the two together and I was just like there is no reconciling you know the two together
There is no mixture here no place for mixture so you know a lot of it is just really really it’s really tricky it’s really deceiving the way that they kind of intertwine you know God and and try to mix the two so let’s talk about some
Of the things that come from the ritual so we could kind of depict because there are probably young teenagers watching this searching AKA trying to figure out okay well let me see you know is it really that bad does it really manipulate scripture or is it just you
Know personal opinion so let’s just kind of talk about in Bri I know you have a little bit more information or some of the rituals but let’s talk about some of the things that are in the ritual book some of the things that you have to verbally declare out of your mouth when
You’re going through the through the process so one of the things that I found is you know there’s a prayer and it says akas have to or initiates have to recite this it says let us pray open them my eyes oh God that I may behold the wondrous ways of this great
Organization make me to understand the ideals and purposes of this Sisterhood so that I may continue the great work so nobly begun so when you hear that you’re like oh you know they’re just you know praying that the Lord would help them to be great sisters and whatever but that
Is a that’s a scripture that’s been manipulated to fit the agenda of AKA it actually comes from psalm 11918 that says open down my eyes that I may behold wondrous things out of thy law so this is a prayer something that we say to God you know open up my eyes
Lord so that I can obey your decree so that I can obey your law but AKA has taken this and says open my eyes so I can see the wondrous works of this great organization and it’s so Twisted because this scripture is literally us saying
Open up my eyes so I obey you and obeying the Lord is not coming into idolatry but this ID ous organization has taken it and made it a prayer of their own it’s just like and those are the things that kind of make you angry because it’s like you know y’all really
Like and you know who the founders may have been just as deceived as us because if we want to be real about it these organizations were founded on Freemasonry so you know these the founders just didn’t come up with this they took these rituals in these foundations from Freemasons in eastern
Stars and that’s a whole another conversation that people don’t like to address but you know just so much deception for sure for sure um that was one that I love that you pointed that out um in our pledge we have to uh in our greeting Even in our pledge we have
To um pledge our hearts our minds our strength to you know Alp Capa Alpha um which is really kind of I want to say Deuteronomy 6 and5 which it says you know they’re talking to the children of Israel they’re supposed to pledge their hearts their souls and their strength to
God and so you have these these things where really they’re just twisting scripture and and it’s really kind of all the Loyalty all the the honor all the focus that you’re supposed to have on God they’re like hey let’s move it to Ala Alpha um and I was like looking over
The ritual book again the song I think I shall never know um says another love that Thrills me so dwells in My Heart by Night by day as does my love for AKA but Psalms 1 and2 says you know you’re supposed to Delight in the in the law of
The Lord um by meditating on it day and night and even then it’s like you can’t you can’t be meditating on God’s word day and night and thinking about you know have AKA on your heart day and night like it really comes to the point
Where after a while I saw so many things where you can’t serve two gods and that’s really what we’re trying to do when we kind of try to justify certain things um and then even as I was like going through the ritual book um I noticed that like in that prayer I think
It ends in jesus’ name um but as soon as you get like through all of that the ritual itself and you blow the candles out every prayer that they like that’s a part of the ritual starts with eternal spirit after that like Jesus never mentioned again God has
Never like every it’s always addressed as eternal spirit and so I thought that was very interesting um because again it’s not like I know they try to say that it’s a a Christian organization Christian based organization that’s something that a lot of people will try to say but you know you don’t
Necessarily have to be a Christian to be a part of the organization so you know who are we really praying to and I think that was one of the things that really kind of made me question thing that I was coming out where it’s like you know
We greet thee Oh Alpha Kappa Alpha What entity are we greeting exactly you know because it sounds like we’re greeting something so um that already didn’t sit right with me and of course once you do the research into Atlas and all the other things you realize you you’re
You’re greeting something um but yeah and I just think people always say like it don’t take all that it’s not that deep but the spiritual realm is so deep and I’m even like um I I was just thinking about it the other day so like I don’t have like any factual base
Around this but like in the occult people are supposed to go through initiation like there are different ways that the occult initiates and it’s just I think it’s so funny that like we have initiation processes you know but I’m GNA leave that alone because like I said
I haven’t done any research on it I just I it’s not lost on me and even the fact that it’s called a ritual book right like I think not strange you know and then and then just the worship to like the ancestors like we we can pinpoint something else like
Um in other in other like religions where they worship ancestors and we’re quick to say okay no we know that’s demonic but like look what what we’re doing we had to like learn the founders and I was like oh yeah they’re they’re ancestors they are dead the the
Bible says the dead does not know the living does not know what the dead are doing like so why are we looking up to Ethel you know praising eth it just I think it just like I said it’s like a fog and and honestly it’s it scales like
The um is it I don’t know what book Lord please forgive me but Paul talks about his transformation um where the it says the scales fell from his eyes and he was able to see like this man was killing Christians and thought he was doing a
Good thing and so I think in this or we think that we’re doing like good things because we’re doing community service like no but God we an undergrad um and somebody said like no we just trying to win chapter the year right and even or like and yes not all the motives are
Like that of course like I do want to honor the people truly are in deception and believe like no this is good stuff but it’s just like but who’s getting the glory like God says he will not share his glory with another person he says I
Know no other Rock and so it’s just like who is getting the glory when we go and feed the Homeless it’s not God we we are Christ we we are AKA we H happen to be Christians and so it’s like thank God no he’s first you know yeah yeah and even
With that it’s like a lot of people try to justify that um but the thing is it’s like it’s almost like the children of Israel where they built this golden calf they did it unto God like you know it was they they had their I don’t want to
Say their heart was in the right place but you know what I mean like they did it in order to worship God but it wasn’t how he wanted to be worshiped you know what I mean like he didn’t require that so it’s just like we can’t decide how we
Bring go God glory we can’t you know take something throw some Jesus Juice on it and call it good and call it you know you know like a represent a of of God if that makes sense but yeah yeah and the thing about these ORS
Is too if you read the like the bylaws in that I don’t think any of these orgs have Str have formerly declared themselves to be Christian organizations it’s just the Believers who are in these organizations who don’t want to come out or even just don’t believe anything’s
Wrong with it they’re the ones who be like no these are founded on Christian principles it’s a Christian organization but it’s not um a Christian organization the church the body of Christ is a Christian organization and our main goal is to win souls to disciple you know
Sons and Daughters of Christ to be more like Jesus Christ there was never a time when I was a member of cap alphas and I’ve never heard of anybody else in any of the orgs where we were or let’s go win souls today let’s let’s go evangelize in the name of Jesus Christ
We evangelize but we evangelize in the name of Kappa in the name let’s let’s go do a step show so that we can gain people to be interested in delta in AKA in Kappa it was never you know Kappa was training for leadership we never discipled we never sat down and open up
The scriptures we never asked you know if we’re going to be brothers and sisters Brothers and Sisters in Christ we hold each other accountable it was never any oh you know how are you struggling with this you know where can I be praying for you any of that it was
You know the Brotherhood and The Sisterhood it’s all based on a how can we make AKA better how can we make Kappa better and it’s just like these are not these are not of Christ and like you guys said the community service is always you know let’s win chapter of the
Year or let’s just you know do this photo op let’s hold this big brunch in so we can be you know like the the big thing to do on the holidays or whatever but God’s not getting the glory out of that it’s never like you know even when
I think of now just being in a room and like all of us just making these weird noises screeching just yelling out barking is I’m just like we to me it’s like demons it’s like a manifestation of demons when I think about it now like the noises the weird gestures that we
Were doing with our bodies like it’s just it looks like a demon manifest like Del Deliverance needs to take place but oh gosh it’s like it’s not glorifying God even in that like I’ve been in churches and where you know people are yelling from the pulpit you know their
Org and having people do their their calls and just like this is not come on now this is not what glory is God getting from you yelling from the pulpit 1906 1911 what 1908 whatever you know yeah that’s so funny yeah I just and see even
When I see it now I’m like my God because what and I even think back to me because like I was doing good work for the kingdom of God while I was an AKA but I also knew that there was a cap like go there was a there was a limit to
What God was going to allow me to do because you you’re serving another God you know and so I just think about people now it’s just like they they say like oh but this pastors this I just feel like we have to begin to judge righteously not to judge to be judgers
You know but God calls us to judge righteously and so it’s just like who is that pastor’s God they say that it’s Christ Jesus but really who and even people like it’s so easy to fall in idolatry who is their God you know but I do want to mention something like um
Even with like The Sisterhood the Brotherhood it is like so sad just how people are treated the processes like I know for me I was ready to leave I went to North Carolina entt State University um and I was ready to leave because of the treatment of so-called sisters and
And like there were a lot of opportunities that God it wasn’t AKA but God used through women of AKA to get me different opportunities so there were a lot of great opportunities for me and a lot of favor that God showed me even in my deception and even in my idolatry but
Like just how people were treated and honestly like there was so much like on after the the process whether people were paper whether people were made like I was on on a line of 68 so you mean to tell me more than half of us are experiencing anxiety depression suicide IDE
Suicidal thought like you have to just think like what is going for us to have made it now we’re in a we’re in AA land as we used as I used to say but like for us to be experiencing so much toil and it’s just like was it worth it you know
Um so it’s it’s just sad to think about that yeah and it’s interesting um Ashton I know you said like it’s not really like a fake B organization it’s the people that’s in it because I know we started all of our chapter meetings you know when everything is kind of like you
Get a schedule technically it says you’re supposed to start with meditation but we’re Christians so we started with prayer but technically it never says you know what I mean so it’s just a lot of things where if I could see how if you’re looking at it or if you’re fresh
In the organization of course you would assume you know as a Christian this is good like we’re praying before all the meetings but that’s not even necessarily what the organization says you’re supposed to do that makes sense yeah yeah like the bws say like in the Kappa somewhere it says the spirit of
Fraternity so it’s like what is this you know in the Bible talks about Unity like this Spirit of fraternity and the spirit of un like it’s two different things we have to be careful what these spirits that we’re calling in you know because it would like call I think it say
Something like call the spirit of fraternity into the room or something and it’s like what what are we calling into the room and I remember I couldn’t even make it through singing some of the songs without laughing just because it was like I was like yo this sounds real
Silly so even you know we had convictions but it was just kind of like in your mind oh this is just what you have to do it’s not that big of a deal but you know it’s so urgent for if you young people that are watching like it
Is a big deal and like Kayla said earlier the spiritual realm is so real and so many of us Believers are just unaware of how real the spiritual realm is is the power that we you know have with our words and how our words actually work in the realm of the spirit
And the things that we connect ourselves to these Oaths these covenants you know when you make an agreement with something because that’s what it is and so many times it’s like a lot of people don’t even remember what they said or they think it was just like oh I just
Said it at that time but in the spirit realm they’re not looking at it always just a one time thing when you have made that oath when youve made that agreement you’ve now given that thing ACC says to you so so many people like I know for a
Fact one thing that the Lord has revealed to me is because there’s such a heavy Spirit of perversion in these orgs there are so many men and probably women too but I’ve been specifically talking about men so many men are being tormented in their dreams sexually having sexually perverted dreams it’s
Because of what we’ve made an agreement to and I used to I used to be tormented in my dreams but when I broke that Covenant like those dreams stopped happening and it’s because I now invoked access by the blood of Jesus Christ but we have to be aware like when so many of
Us are tormented in our minds during this process anxious sometimes just depressed and don’t even know why it’s because we’ve given access for things to torment us to come and you know pretty much bully us around yeah I i’ actually like to speak to that I’m so glad you
Said that because Covenant is such a a covenant can be so sneaky when the enemy right he never lets you know that you’re about to enter into a Covenant but it’s like literally through the initiation process and so what the Lord revealed to me was the reward because God like the
Wages of sin is death and it may not be a immediate like Dro you know what I mean but it spiritual death like mental death emotional death like and sometimes even physical death but like the Lord showed me that for me and um the my one
Of my L sisters that left um with me that the Lord showed us that Spirit of anti-marriage that was on us and so and even from some videos that I’ve watched and even just from like Revelation from the Lord when you enter into a covenant there is a reward from the
Enemy like you’re getting you’re gonna get something and so like we just mentioned like anxiety depression like early death suicide ideation um uh infertility captivity hypersexuality homosexuality like there is a reward that is and it’s like no this is just it’s not that deep remember no but it’s
Just like there is you can’t make a covenant with a false god with another God and and not expect the grace of the F there’s there’s he still offers Grace because my life is a testament to his grace but like you can’t expect for you not to get the reward of Satan or
Whatever the um like how the Covenant was made like there are agreements y’all know how like apple music or whatever you just be like yes I agree I agree you just be checking the box or you don’t read it that’s exactly how a covenant is like with God
He outlines the fine print we can see that with Abraham he outlined the fine print with Abraham you’re gonna get this and your descendants father of many nations but in the Demonic world the kingdom of darkness like oh by the way it’s anxiety coming at your next and
Then it’s depression coming to your kids and your kids kids are G but we don’t know that because it’s in the fine print that’s so good yeah that’s and even like like you were saying like it really is that deep and again you you have this
Veil on your over your eyes so you don’t see everything but like I feel like I keep on hearing not only Al of alpha but a lot of these Ro and fraternities have songs that they need to sing and it’s like how come we don’t see those as
Worship songs because that’s what they are like you’re worshiping this whole other entity but you’re still saying you know what I mean it’s that whole trying to serve two masters and we we can’t we can’t yes that’s exactly right Brian that’s one thing that I was talking
About with my with the brothers that ended up renouncing Kappa alvisi as well it’s like the definition of a hymn literally says in the dictionary a religious song of praise to God and then it says or a god with the lowercase G so a himym is a song of worship and like I
Don’t know what the a I’ve seen the AKA lyrics before but like in Kappa it starts off oh Noble Kappa Alphas saai the pride of all of our hearts like that’s whatever Kappa Alphas saai is like whatever is pushing behind cap we’re giving not we the organization is
Giving worship so let me be very CLE not in it um it’s worship it’s praise and and I remember for Kappa we’d have to be in a room we like you know have our shoulders like this and we’re like swaying back and forth singing this song
And I’m like this I would look around the room like yo this is crazy this is crazy like a trance yeah like a trance like a sance and there’d be some people that were just so into it they’ve have so much love for these Orcs it’s like their hearts really meanness when they
Say like I love thee even just the term the usage of the term the it’s like what is you know what is the what is this entity that we keep giving um existence or acknowledge of existence to and you know all of these Orcs have these Gods behind them and that’s another thing
That people don’t even recognize like there is God’s attached to them so let’s Atlas is on the shield of AKA correct correct like correct holding up the world and I saw someone speaking about like you know how AKA chose that because because of they were the first and the
Finest like Alpha Kappa Alpha just took on this burden of them having to be the one to like carry the load and carry the mankind service to all Serv to all mankind and it’s like if you walked if I walked into a church and Atlas was on the pulpit that would
Kind of I’m like this is kind of weird if Atlas was on the pulpit or you know some of the churches have the stained Windows like if manura was on the left Atlas is on the right Apollo was in the I’d be like yeah this I don’t think
They’re worshiping God up in here so why are we okay with wearing these jackets with Atlas on our heart my God on our heart manura on our heart and then we just have the nerve to say oh it’s not that big of a deal yeah that’s one of the things that really got
Me angry because I was like oh so this is a specific entity you know and a lot of these um Greek gods are um I don’t want to say reimagined I’ll say remade remade Egyptian gods which are like remade Babylonian Gods like it’s the same Spirit just um putting on a
Different M rebranding itself and we can look at those and say oh you know they were in idol worship and all this other stuff but you don’t even notice that you are literally taking the same oath worshiping doing all this stuff to this Greek God because
They don’t Market it as such they say it’s Alpha Kappa Alpha but you are greeting an entity every single time I even think about like a lot of initiation processes like you know they the um membership chair I believe it is um I’ve asked God to like cleanse me of
All like I don’t want to Lord take away so I don’t really like I said it’s hazy but um that’s not pun intended Lord but um a lot of the stuff is that um takes place at churches like I remember I went to one it was literally at a church
In tomorrow these people are going to come in and praise the Lord you expect the spirit of the Lord to inhabit or to dwell in this Sanctuary he ain’t coming you can stay home like it’s it just it really makes me sad though because I just imagine how
Grieved God God’s heart is of like not okay like just thinking from God’s view let me get this straight not only are you making a covenant with another God that’s not me but now you’re doing it in My Sanctuary in my face like oh my gosh
Yeah yeah I think there was a point where we were online that we had to go watch one of the brothers who was a pastor preach at his service and we all had to like the Line brothers and I we all had to wear the same outfit you know
All black suits and we even had to like sit in order of our line numbers in church I’m like now that I’m thinking about it like that’s the fact that we’re doing this in church like let us be you know 1 2 3 4 5 six in in church like
It’s just it’s like you said it’s almost bold and audacious to bring this into the house of the Lord and be like oh you know this is this is of God when it’s clearly it’s clearly not and yeah it’s just it’s just a lot of you know we could talk for four hours
And still not really cover the depths of how these processes go and just even like you said earlier Bri why are there candles lit like why are we in a dark room with c candles lit and part of the AKA rituals where it says um it says on a
Table covered in white is a huge white candle in twined with Ivy representing our founder soror Etho hedgman ly and then it also says that so initiates after they bow at that table all initiates of Alpha Kappa Alpha are to say I show my submission by kneeling and
So literally saying out of your mouth like my kneeling is not an empty action my kneeling is a sign up submission to The Entity of Alpha Kappa Alpha and like Kayla read earlier in Exodus 20 and5 it says you are not to to Bow you are not
To kneel to them and so it’s just like it just conflicts with scripture so much and also the AKA initiates will say to our Founders we bow and then at that point candidates or initiates are to Bow their heads and then it says I will for
Honor of thy name pass on the torch like I to our Founders we bow and that was one thing when we were pledging while we were online anytime you heard the word Kappa you were supposed to Bow your head in reverence like anytime cap said you had to Bow your head um you
Know if you didn’t bow your head quick enough you you can get smacked in the face you get put in the cut so it was just like you had to Revere the name of Kappa during the process you have to Revere these organizations yeah and I I think that’s
What perversion is you know like it’s like where it looks it looks good it looks almost right but you have to look through the eyes of God to see like oh no this it’s that 2% that that that’s not right it’s it’s and that’s what the honestly that’s what the enemy does too
He emulates Jesus he emulates God like even the Trinity the devil emulates it just so that there’s deception but if you really like ask God to give you Dove’s eyes if you really ask God to give you like his eyes and you see like oh no this is or remove the veil remove
The scales from your eyes it’s like no that’s not right to to your point because the devil is always trying to imitate God it’s just like and stuff be so right in our face but the fact that you have to go online or go underground right and then like you almost resurrect
And you have this new image you have this new name this new identity and it’s like that’s literally what happens when we come to Christ you know what I mean we get baptized we have a new identity in Christ you know all these things it’s like he’s he’s an imitator and the fact
That I don’t know I mean sometimes you we don’t see it but it’s it’s kind of like right there it’s just all where it’s hard to separate the fact that this this just really isn’t a that just isn’t it’s just slide like like you said even the whole probate thing like you know
Formerly you knew me as but now in aaland or now in KAAL land now you know me as this and even when you think about all the L L names like all of them are like Twisted it’s some of some of them they even take pride in like you know
How how hardcore can we make the line name or like how how much can your line name represent the Demonic activities or all the the torture that you had to endure like mine so the so my Line’s name total was cataclysm like why would why would that be something you want to
Speak over yours like cataclysm that is a catastrophic like cataclysm means a catastrophic like terrible event but that was what our line was called and my individual line name was clutch so like when I was going through a renouncing I had to Reen I was like Lord I come out
Of agreement with with whatever consequences come with you know calling myself cataclysm clutch and all this other thing it was just like the line names like I’ve seen so many you know Deltas who have the name like you know redemp Redemption and they like highlight the red you know for red and
Stuff it’s like indestructible or just things like that it’s just is it’s like you said the the probate is just like a now a resurrection of who you are in this new this new world this new land right you get that identity and I remember they said you know after this
You’re no longer just Bree you’re bre the AKA you represent the sorority right now you know from here on out and we those be representing Christ like period you know because we are ambassadors of Christ but now we’re out here ambassadors of AKA ambassadors of whatever you you have these rules like
You know if you’re in a setting like don’t be seen drinking in your letters or don’t be seen doing this respect those letters like don’t don’t respect yourself but respect those letters like do not do not let those letters be made a fool out of you know when you are at certain
Events and even to it thinking about the respect aspect that they that they demand so much even to leave when I got my letter says like it’ll be voted on at Boule yeah what we don’t got to vote got already voted for me it’s done I’m out it’s only because AKA doesn’t
Want to have like this this publicity scene of you know 300 members renounced rather they would have to rather say oh we had a National Convention and we decided to unfortunately have to expel 300 members going to a vote like it’s all just even that is a facade in itself
Like y’all still can’t tell the truth so it’s really sad and we didn’t um I don’t know if we didn’t talk about it but even like the um just kind of like the process of like going through it and stuff and how the like so I was Legacy
So I didn’t go through like what you would consider an underground process but even in that process like bringing it back up like even just the the separation and the strife and just all that stuff like even now thinking about it like how the enemy loves this Unity
But how we always talk about unity and we talk about Unity strolls like AKA need to like the Deltas I know y’all don’t like them but we have to do the stroll for the campus or you know what I mean so like it’s crazy how the literal thing that they’re
Preaching no but we’re not doing the unity and then even like there’s so much done in the dark and it’s like if we’re supposed to be children of light like how are we even justifying being a part of something that has you know all this Darkness surrounded to it all this
Secrecy and then I mean you go to parties and I’ve seen you know people really almost getting to fight you know with other sorties just strolling elb too hard and it’s like I’m telling you the it creates so much Division and not Unity really at the
Core of it cuz you know they’re all kind of similar but it it’s just child it it’s not that’s all I can say I was at a wedding and knck if You Buck came on and like literally AKA and Deltas were about to have beef at a wedding just because
This this one song came on and it’s like is this is this the Legacy we want to give to our children you know let’s don’t don’t you dare walk through somebody’s line while they’re strolling you know you can get jumped at a party because you broke the line or right
Don’t dare see a homeless man on the side of the street wearing an AKA sweater because he didn’t have you know he found a sweater at know like a what do you call the store like goodwi people will literally go and take that off the man’s back you didn’t earn
The letters or this means you don’t know what this means like is is this is this what we have become as CH supposed to be children of God that these letters have so much influence us that you know the the upholding the importance of these letters is more important to you than
Helping God’s child who is suffering and you don’t even know you could be pulling that AKA letter off the back of an Angel because you never know when you’re entertaining an angel as the scripture says but because you gotta you got to protect those letters that you fought
For you bled for you sweat you know you did this and that these letters have so much on people and so I want to talk about you know as we get ready to to wrap this up a lot of you know a big thing is well I can just be inactive you
Know I don’t do all that anymore I don’t pledge anymore I’ve removed myself I don’t pay dues so you know it’s not that big of a deal my life is good let’s talk about why it is important for us to renounce um and let’s talk about what
Our lives are after renouncing as well because for me there was a shift um very much spiritually my relationship with God my ex just my like understanding of who I am and my gift spiritual gifting and just seeing the will of God you know really develop in my life as well and
I’m sure you guys have similar testimonies Um kind of to Kayla’s Point I’mma let her like go in on it with the whole Covenant thing it is a covenant and it does have to be like officially broken it’s not enough to just go active I know like as God started to reveal and to
Pull me out of it there was definitely like I I there was some demonic attacks there like you know what I mean as soon as they kind of start noticing you’re even inching towards that I can I can see um that kind of um come come into my
Life a little bit um and then I mean but afterwards I know I did tell my sisters they were pretty like you know kind of gave me one of those like hey we love you we support you but you know we wish you the best type of thing you know what
I mean um no real black blood but I I could definitely tell like my my relationship with Christ definitely got deeper my focus changed and it it it’s it’s almost like a it was almost like there was a barrier there that wasn’t there anymore so I was able to go deeper
But yeah that’s that’s pretty much what I would say um yeah I’m really glad you brought that point up because there are so many people that I feel like might watch this that says like it was never that deep for me it was never but like Covenant is
Covenant you know like whether you knew about you entering it into it or not like Covenant is Covenant and that Covenant is still speaking against you um because it’s not a covenant with the Lord and so it’s just important to like my friend um she like helped me to see
Like my L sister who left with me she helped me to see like we actually have to make it official because it was official with us getting in so um but my life after man just like Freedom that I did not know that I needed um um
And yeah I’m just grateful that God just revealed it to me and I I see my life a lot like um Abraham because it is the the god that I’ve known really growing up AKA Greek all of them like I’ve known that growing up and so like the Lord had
Abraham to leave like leave what and I’ll show you a land that you do not know and so it was just kind of like I’ve always the Lord thank God the Lord is taking me out of people pleasing he’s taking me out of um fearing the faces of
Men wanting to be liked and so that’s been really I think that’s been the hardest like it’s so many people around me that are and loving them with the love of Christ and not like saying hey you need to just if you watch my life
May my life speak for me um but yeah so I think that’s been the hardest um my former L sisters were the ones that I do talked to like they were really great about it they were like you know we love you um and it doesn’t really change anything we made
Relationships um but there’s also been like a lot of hate like I remember when I first when I put out my first video um someone really close to me was like you know you just need to be careful you need to be careful you’re going to get hurt I don’t want you to
Get hurt I don’t want you to get in trouble it’s just like and I know it was a spirit speaking through them but still it’s just like coming from someone you love it’s like oh goodness and then um yeah just that those attacks coming from like the areas that I did
Not expect it to come from I knew it would come from like somebody who lives somewhere else in another uh State you know who was in AKA like hey girl you need a but this came from people that were closest um and I think that was like
Dang so they really don’t see like Lord am I crazy no like I know you you told me what you told me why am I the only one that’s leaving so helps to know that other people are doing this as well um so yeah my life after I just I knew God
As I knew him as my savior and I knew him as my father um but I think now I’m I’m and I know I found out that he was God the deliverer you know I found out that he was um he wants to be my Lord
And you can only have one Lord and I found out that he wants to be he wanted to be my true bridegroom um and so I’m just grateful that I know him in a different manner you know um than what I knew him before
That so and I just want to say one more thing um I also like I remember when I was going to YouTube videos I’ve seen people like literally getting delivered and like manifesting from Spirits attached to Ala Alpha and you know just the the the spirit of Pride and just
Like a love and just different things and literally them manifesting because of Al Ty of Alpha and again I don’t think people really understand what you open yourself up to what you’re agreeing to when you are taking these covenants so coming out of it it was like you know
I wanted to go through Deliverance as well just to make sure you know everything nothing lingering yeah to the day I’m like God if there’s any residue of any in me when I when I see it like I want to not react I want I want to be like more mercy and
God give them Grace but yeah I don’t want to react and I just want to even scriptural reference to like what you just brought up because I said it earlier too like um so when and this is really quick but when you’re looking at the Abraham this is in Genesis 11
Abraham his his father Tara he everyone before on the bloodline had children early right terara was a he made Idols he was an idol maker and so everyone had um children early but Tara didn’t have his children until he was in his 30s and Abraham and of course Sarah didn’t have
Children until they were in uh 90 and 100 years old and so I just think that speaks to because of the sins of Abraham’s father the spirit of delay the spirit of infertility was on his life and he didn’t know that until he left that land you know you even think about
Ruth Ruth and Naomi when they left the land land of Mo Moab and they went to back to Bethlehem and they turned away from the idols of Moab that’s when Ruth was able to get married and Naomi was like God has blessed me with more son
You know through OED and so just looking at the looking at it scripturally when you are attached to Idols um there are repercussions but when you turn from your wicked ways like there’s so much um blessings that God has for you and so I would just say
Really for anybody just like it’s better it’s better to be on the Lord’s Side amen well I thank you guys for coming and sharing your testimony before we close out if you could speak to young girls right now even older women who are either looking to join AKA on the fence
About joining AKA or who are in AKA and you know having convictions but not sure if they really want to renounce what’s something that you would say to them maybe a piece of advice um scripture what’s just something that you would say to encourage them to go forward with renouncing or leaving these
Organizations alone all together as interests um I would say that you never uh lack anything when you choose to live with God right so you know I wasn’t sure if I was going to have um because I join for like to have sisters in the cerie and
When I tell you like he’s given me even more Sisters in Christ like that’s been the thing and then it was well you know there’s so many connections with alap Alpha but when you realize like God is the ultimate connect like he knows everybody he can bring anybody across
Your path so you really don’t need an organization for that um but yeah I can just say like you won’t lack anything um you won’t miss what you think you miss out on by not being being a part of or even coming out of so it’s just better on the other
Side amen yeah just completely I agree like and I think just the fear of the Lord knowing like even after you watch this video like now you are responsible for this information and so it’s like the fear of the Lord knowing I don’t want to enter into a demonic Covenant I don’t
Want to enter into a covenant with another God other than my God but yeah I would say the same thing like being on the low side is so much greater because go first of all he’s he’s God he like that but um it’s just it’s just like I know what it looks
Like in college you know I know like you probably want to be a part and you’re probably like man I just wanna but God will give you that community and God will give you that Community that’s not like based on if you paid your dues or
Not it’s not based on if you did this or if you have this par it’s it’s not based or what you did for the pledging process like this is the type of Sisterhood and Brotherhood in Christ that it’s like you going through something I will pray you
Through this or and and I’mma fast with you and I’m gonna so like I believe if you’re looking to be a part of something in college find a a Christian organization to be a part not organization but you know what I mean like a Christian like group
A Bible study a church um to be a part of and and more importantly ask God to show you what inside you is wanting that community so bad and that is wanting to um be liked by people so bad that you’re willing to compromise like because it
It’s something in all of us that’s like wanting to be a part which is natural right we’re born like that but it’s just like if it’s not if it’s Unleashed and it’s not submitted to God then this us on this call is what it was it will
Result in and so yeah just submit those desires to God and he will give you the desires of your heart but The Godly desires of your heart not amen amen well that is going to do it for this this episode y’all like I said we could talk for four hours but I
Feel like we giving you enough a good foundation here and I would definitely recommend do your research that’s something that they tell you when you are in interest to do your research but they only want you to research the lines and the colors and the what the founders
Do the research of the Freemasonry do the research of the Greek and the Roman and the Egyptian gods do the research of what really you know holds these organizations together and like K said seek the Lord seek the Lord and ask him to show you if we’re lying or if we’re
Telling you the truth really if the Lord is really against this he will confirm to his children that he does not want you in this so really seek the Lord with a pure heart and he will reveal his motives to you well before we close definitely want to close this out in
Prayer but I’m also going to say if you are having convictions if you are on the fence if you want to talk to us a little bit more I will put our Instagram information in the Bios please feel free to reach out to us open to have conversations with anybody you know if
It’s if it’s five minutes of our day to help somebody else get free um you know we’re all willing to connect with you so brothers and sisters I will put our information below and feel free to connect with us immediately yeah all right so I’m going to say a quick prayer
For those who are watching those who will will will watch in the future and we’re going to pray for the Lord to move on the hearts of his children so father in Jesus name Lord we thank you that you are the way Jesus you are the truth and
You are the life Lord we thank you that where the spirit of the Lord is there is Liberty there is freedom father we thank you that you are The God Who sets the captives free so God we pray over your children right now those who are watching those who will watch Lord we
Pray that you would speak to their hearts Lord for those who are curious for those who are convicted for those who are afraid for those who feel lost father we pray that you would lead them and guide them by the Holy Spirit father we pray that you give them conviction
And confirmation of your desire for their lives father we pray that you even give them dreams and Visions Lord show them the future that you have for them for your word declares that you have plans to prosper them to give them a hope and a future not to harm them not
To pledge them not to break them down but to give them a hope in the future so father we declare the promises of God over your children Lord we declare that your anointing your yoke destroying anointing will fall on those who are watching father we bind up the hand of
The enemy we bind every Spirit of deception and deceit and we loose the truth of God you said that your children will know the truth and it will set them free so we lose the truth of God thank you Lord that your word is true you are
Truth your word is spirit and life so father we thank you that your word is penetrating the hearts of your sons and daughters right now father convict your children and Lord we pray that their hearts would be settled in you so Lord we thank you we bless you we love you in
Jesus name amen amen all right well family thank you for joining us back in the secret place and we hope to see you again as we are going to continue this series of going back and getting the captives and bringing them into Freedom like God has
Brought in us so we thank you love you and we will see you on the next time
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