| Youāre in covenant with CULTure Part 1 ft. Rachel
Sometimes the best way to recharge itās unplug hey yāall welcome back to my show yāall see I got a new person with me Iām super excited Iām super super excited um she has never been on any of my platforms this is the first time we are collaborating and itās just about to be
Good like letās just clap it up for that because itās about to go this to go crazy so much yes so Iām going to let her introduce herself and tell how she knows me hi my name is Rachel web and I know tisia because she goes to my
Church sheās such a powerful wonderful woman of God and Iām so honored that you have asked me to be on your platform thank you thank you for coming and accepting first I just want to touch on why I emphasize cult out of culture in the title because thatās what a lot of yāall
Are in so weāre just gonna say what it is and thatās what it is yes so first we want to explain to you you what a covenant is because a lot of people donāt even know what a covenant is and simply put a covenant is a written agreement or promise usually under seal
Between two or more parties especially for the performance of some action and next weāre going to explain how does covenants pertain to the Bible whatās the biblical meaning of a covenant in a literal sense a covenant means a b finding agreement a legal contract it is a seal between two or
More parties in a biblical sense the word covenant derives from the same root word meaning to cut this means that in the culture of the Bible Covenant carried weight and was often cut or sealed in blood what we want to Zone in on is that
When Jesus died for us on the cross he was bleeding and that signified the New Covenant that he had made with his people and so a lot of you may be thinking what did the Covenant do for us so Iām going to be reading Ephesians the
Whole chapter 2 I read ni IV version so it says as for you you were dead in your transgressions and sins and which you used to live when you follow the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air the spirit who is now
At work in those who are disobedient all of us also lived among them at one time gratifying the Cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts like the rest we were by Nature deserving of Wrath but because of his great love for us God who is rich in Mercy made us
Alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions It Is by Grace you have been saved and God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the Heavenly Realms in Christ Jesus in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable Riches of his
Grace expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus for it is by Grace you have been saved through faith and this is not from yourselves it is the gift of God not by works so that no one can boast for we are Godās handiwork created in
Christ Jesus to do good works which God prepared in advance for us to do 11 states therefore remember that formerly you who are Gentiles by birth and called uncircumcised by those who call themselves The circumcision remember that at that time you were separate from Christ excluded from citizenship in Israel and foreigners to
The covenants of the promise without hope and without God in the world but now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away have been brought near by the blood of Christ for he himself is our peace who has made the two groups one and has destroyed the barrier the
Dividing wall of hostility by setting aside in his flesh the law with its commands and regulations his purpose was to create in himself one new Humanity out of the two thus making peace and in one body to reconcile both of them to God Through The Cross by which he put to
Death their hostility he came and preached peace to you who are far away and peace to those who were near for through him we both have access to the followed by one Spirit consequently you are no longer foreigners and strangers but fellow citizens with Godās people and also members of his household built
On the foundation of the Apostles and Prophets with Christ Jesus himself as the Chief Cornerstone in him the whole building is joined together and Rises to become a holy Temple in the Lord and in him you two are being built together to become a dwelling in which God Lives by
His spirit amen and thatās the whole Ephesians 2 what I took from that is that it means our relationship with god/ Jesus shouldnāt be mediocre because Jesus died for you and me beaten and pierced whipped with a claw tethering device that was ripping out his flesh so that
We could be healed and prosperous so what do you think about that cuz I feel like thatās a mouthful Ephesians 2 I feel like that explains exactly what he did for us like he gave us Grace when he died he he saved us he made us all one I wanted to really focus
On that like Gentiles they were separated they werenāt called I guess the holy ones if you will and he made us all like that to me signified that Jesus isnāt just for black people he isnāt just for white people he isnāt just for Asian people like heās for all
Of us and he he it says he took down the barrier yes so I took that as he made us all one and thatās why we we serve the one and true Living God yes and the one thing that stuck out to me was itās not
By your works itās nothing that you can do right the only way to the father is through the son right and so um you have so many different religious groups that you have to do this that and the third to make it into heaven um but all you have to do is
To believe and not just that but the works that God requires for you once you believe right and you take that step right you indoctrinate yourself in that Covenant right then he will tell you what he needs for you to do M right and heāll give you um heāll give you the
Tools and whatnot that you need yeah which I think that that is just beautiful yeah right how God just works on you and through you right so that others can have such an amazing gift of Salvation period period and so I had written down a question and it says why would you not
Treat that Covenant that we just read about in Ephesians 2 that Covenant relationship with respect Iāmma let that be up for interpretation yāall respond in the comments how you want to respond I also wrote down that a lot of people donāt even understand when theyāve broken Covenant with God
Like I think a lot of people live in the physical and we get so wrapped up in our daily lives that weāre just operating in a physical and not understanding that nothing is in the physical like you need to be fighting in the spirit daily like
You need to be praying you need to be reading your Bible fasting all that stuff because weāre not dealing with physical things but weāre dealing with spiritual things not just that but thereās a lot of people that say that they are followers of Christ but they are religious right so what is
Religion doing an action over and over like you are religious at waking up in the morning and brushing your teeth getting ready for the day right you have people that treat God and His word as religion right they donāt have that relationship so why would I what thereās
All I need to do right is believe that he is Lord thatās it right oh Jesus he it doesnāt matter what I do heās just gonna forgive me right I was raised like that I was raised like that you know what just just just forgive just just
Ask God to forgive you and heāll but nothing in regards to repentance right yeah he forgive seven time seven but you need to repent and you have a lot of leaders that donāt know how to explain that yeah so you have a lot of wayward children that are out here living
Extremely worldly M because they donāt understand they donāt understand that theyāre breaking his Covenant every single day y right which is why we shouldnāt have sex before marriage right y thatās a big one you have a woman right who she has something inside of her right so when she goes and
When she marries that man right and they consummate their marriage her Heyman is broken yeah which is what you define right thatās a blood Covenant yep but we listen to Sexy R and cardi B that tells us screw that Covenant just do whatever you want right yeah so I just I just think
That we have a lot of if we donāt have strong leaders that donāt know how to explain then youāre going to have a lot of way World children and then theyāre going to go to the world because itās not that serious because leaders donāt take it seriously well they do but maybe they
Donāt understand themselves thatās so good letās hit on the blood Covenant that she talking about because a lot of yāall didnāt lost yā virginity Iām one of the ones I had to go back and repent so itās just like um like I think a lot of people donāt
Understand how deep covenants are and how they can really mess you up and how can mess your your children that you aināt even have yet up and how they can mess your grandchildren you aināt had yet up and itās just like yāall need to be repenting like Iām Iām not here to
Beat the Bible into you Iām here to tell you to repent because just reading a Bible and being religious like Rachel said waking up and thinking that oh I can just go to church on Sunday and I could just ask God to forgive me when I do something that I
Know I donāt supposed to be doing like that is that easy and that is that simple because itās not like you I say it all the time Iām going to say it again itās not about religion itās about relationship like when a covenant with God is really and Iām going to use
Tiffany if yāall know Tiffany Montgomery I love her the prophetess yes I love her so much amazing so she explains it saying that you are now in a marriage with God thatās what it is thatās what a covenant is you when you walk down the aisle to get married you walking down an
Altar you get married thatās the Covenant and so when youāre in a covenant with God like thatās a relationship youāre supposed to be talking to him daily yāall are in relation some of yāall are in relationships would you go a day without talking to your boyfriend and girlfriend
No so thatās how God wants us to come to him he wants you to come to him raw he wants you to come to him being yourself Iām not saying get disrespectful but Iām saying that you donāt have to vow the all of that while you talking to him
Like just talk to him how weāre having a conversation right now like thatās how he wants you to come to him and talk to him and and tell him about your day and he already knows about your day because heās omnipresent heās there with you but he wants relationship he wants you to
Come talk to him because he wants to know that you want him there yeah and donāt just call on him when you need help and I think thatās a lot of the problem like a lot of people only call on God when you need something and
Thatās just crazy to me because he wakes you up daily and he didnāt have to wake you up somebody else didnāt wake up so to me itās a relationship itās a marriage you you wouldnāt go all day without talking to your boyfriend girlfriend husband wife so thatās how
You need to be treating God like he is literally your husband he is the bridegroom and we are the bride so thatās how you need to be treating your relationship with him and I had wrote down Hosea 46 donāt know it verbatim but along the lines of my people perish for
The lack of knowledge like when you donāt know something just because you donāt know something doesnāt mean that youāre not going to be penalized for it and I think a lot of yāall need to understand that because you may think oh because Grandma prayed for me and she
Was in a church you canāt get into heaven off of Grandmaās salvation come on like she got her own relationship with God her prayers might have saved you in some situations but when we all standing in that line when he come back he gonna ask you what was you doing and
To give an account for everything you did and grandma is not gonna be taking them tally marks for you like you gonna be in Hell by yourself so please like please repent repentance like I will say again like I constantly say up here is a action word turn from
Doing something youāre once youāre not a baby in Christ anymore you shouldnāt be still struggling with the same things to me like you just shouldnāt like I donāt understand it youāve been in the church 20 years and you still doing the same stuff like it donāt make sense to me
Like Iām questioning your relationship for real you know whatās so interesting is people take advantage of Godās grace all day long all day long repenting is tisia if if I came to you and I stole money out of your wall right and you caught me said tsia Iām so sorry
Iāll never do that again right and then I donāt do it again thatās repentance not doing it again right now I might have an urge and Iāll be like you know what Iām just like Elicia can can you put your wallet over there right like
How we ask God for help right y because we want we we we donāt want to do that again but if I continuously keep stealing from me tisia what are you g to do not come around you not talk to you not deal with you baby donāt never cuz
Somebody didnāt did it before we aināt friends now you know what Iām saying God is the same way but heās longsuffering right so and he slow to anger God is the same way right itās very important to repent yeah right because if you love if
I love you I want to continue to do something to hurt you but we take advantage of the fact that God is Almighty right God is so forgiving he is so loving but we forget that God has feelings too and just because he knows to knows
How to control them better than we do and he doesnāt fly off the handle like we do doesnāt mean that it doesnāt hurt his feelings yeah so if you say that you love me why do you continuously do these things because we take advantage of his grace and we know that heās
Forgiving but one day is going to run out and thereās not going to be anymore if you say that you love me then why are you continuously hurting me yeah she got me in her crying yāall I was crying yesterday and this is so off topic but I was crying yesterday because
Of a testimony my um roommate was telling me about somebody that she worked with and I was just like God is just so good like I just started crying Iām like why am I crying Iām like because like I love him so much and I donāt love him just because of
What he did for me I love him because you kept me when I didnāt want to be here like thank you Lord like itās been multiple times I tried to commit suicide before and itās just like you love me that much it kept me here thank you Lord
And I and I wake up and sin daily and it it might not even be physicality but learning to repent for my thoughts because sometimes I get angry sometimes I do want to hit people and I might not say what Iām yeah wanting to say but Iām
Thinking it and your your thoughts donāt get to run free like I need to let yāall know that too like repent for your thoughts too because baby they donāt just you donāt get to just think whatever you want to think and think that God donāt know you know yeah so Iām
Just like man he is so Sovereign but but like Rachel said we abuse his grace all the time and itās insane to me and I have people that I love so much family even and itās just like yāall grew up in a church yāall still go to church and
Itās like but you still you still choose to turn up on a Saturday and then be in church on a Sunday trying to act like you werenāt doing what you were just doing like that is so hypocritical to me like that is crazy Iām not saying you canāt have a good
Time but it needs to be parameters around the good time because a lot of yāall good time is smoking drinking turning up and Iām here to let you know you can have a good time without doing those things yes she can so yeah oh that was so good praise God and
So my next point that I wanted to say was that sometimes yāall may not understand when you have disrespected God or how you broke the Covenant with him and Iām here to tell you that you break Covenant with him when every time that you donāt listen to his principalities or Commandments because
You can pick up the Bible and read it like we all have Google we all have phones in this day and age yāall can look it up and and see what the Bible says when it comes to Commandments and if you read the Bible thatās it thatās
Just what it is I donāt know what else to say but that is literally the truth thatās thatās what it is so you have to believe that the Bible is our guiding book and it is the truth and thereās nothing else that you can add to it or take away from it like
How it is is what it was supposed to be yes and so if you read the Bible then youāll learn the principalities and Commandments but thatās the first step like have you picked up your Bible like have you read the Bible like I donāt yāall love going to Psalms and I I just
Donāt understand like itās other books in the Bible like re I literally just put on one of my study the Bible me like stop reading parts of the Bible that donāt condemn you like yāall donāt go read nothing else because you just want it to stay cute and sweet and be a baby
In Christ like oh let me just praise and rejoice in the Lord and all this stuff and that is good Iām not saying that you shouldnāt be waking up and rejoicing to him daily and exalting his name shout and worship Iām not saying that you shouldnāt do those things but Iām saying
That his wrath is as sure as His blessings so you can keep doing what want to do in the Earth but when you die yes and this time when he come by fire and not by water youāre going to be in hell so Iām just accountable youāre gonna be accountable for everything you
Did so Iām just here to say like pick up your Bible like thatās where you need to start at nobody should to tell you that yes pick up your Bible thatās where your peace is going to be thatās where your strength is going to be thatās where
Your growth is going to be thatās where your favor is going to come from thatās where your purpose is going to come from thatās where your wholeness is going to come from everything that youāre looking for right and you were talking about being in the club right why do we be in
The club half the time yāall are in the club because youāre trying to escape something right half the time yāall are smoking weed because youāre trying to escape something I can attest to that half the time yall are drinking because youāre trying to escape something right
All of that stuff you can escape it for a mere second right but it comes back like a flood right and then now you have to atone for the stuff that you did Under the Influence under those Spirits right so everything that youāre looking for is
In the word and itās okay that when you read the word you are convicted that just lets you know you are a child of God right because heās chasing those that he loves if God rebukes you that is a good thing because he wants you to be on the right path because thereās
Something that he has in need of you to do that that character flaw that he is rebuking you of right that you read in your work he needs to eradicate that so that he can push you forward so that you can go forth on his behalf to enhance
The kingdom the Bible is not a scary thing people make it seem like itās very scary but itās not itās beautiful right I know that you had shered like you were starting from the very beginning right yeah I done hopped around now I I took that Approach at first but now I tell
Them on the time I hop around so now Iāve touched a lot of books Iāve never heard anybody talk about right and itās good and you have I understand why youāre hopping around because you have a calling right so you go where God leads you God led me to start from the
Beginning right because everybodyās quoting these things I just donāt understand okay where all this I know where itās coming from but I need to know where the origin is from right and so so just from reading the very beginning of the Bible lets me know that
God is able to do things that you canāt even imagine when the world says no right like Abraham and Sarah right when the world says you canāt have a baby and God says Iām G give you one like look what I can do right how uh how sin can
Become so ugly that God will destroy the world and how heās going to destroy the world right how um how yes you might look a little crazy because youāre following God but look at how he can just grow you and how he can just show you so much favor right and
How he protects you right in times of just chaos like Noah right so all those things you get right just reading your word just reading it thatās so good you said a mouthful Iām going to touch on what she said about God giving you wholeness and your
Purpose a lot of people are walking around feeling like you donāt know your purpose because you aināt been in your Bible come on sis like I feel like when you read the Bible it just start revealing so much to you that you start to think different you start to walk
Different you start to talk different like if you read the Bible and nothing about you changes then I donāt think your heart posture is in the right place to be receptive of it like I feel like you got to come into it being open-minded if youāre new to this thing
Then you might not off rip believe but he said Faith the size of a mustard seed and I think I might actually insert what a mustard seed look like so yāall can understand how tiny it is thatās only the belief that he needs you to have and
Once you plant it it becomes 10 foot tall Yes trees like itās itās huge so you just got to be willing to accept the word like I feel like thatās just the problem people read it and just you want to be skeptical like if you donāt
Believe what it say then I maybe you should try it again when you do start believing or get get something about yourself pray a little bit I donāt know what you need to do but I feel like you need to be receptive to the word and
Then itāll give you your purpose and it itāll give you wholeness because I was chasing wholeness for a long time and Iām only 24 turning 25 this year but still was chasing wholeness for a long time because my dad wasnāt in my life
And so so um he was for a little bit but neither he nor yāall hear that about that later but was just chasing that and other people and then thatās why I was having sex with with guys trying to feel that void and like Rachel said itāll
Stop something uh uh something you want to escape from Escape from not feeling like my dad didnāt love me like he abandoned me like it you you escape for that moment them them 10 15 minutes then after that I got got to go home and still be crying myself to sleep cuz Iām
Still sad that my dad is not there like them guys werenāt my dad they werenāt going to be my dad they wer going to love me like my dad could so it was just like itās not worth it like if I had to tell anybody that still have your
Virginity now keep it like please keep it because it itās not worth it itās itās not wor itās not worth it I promise trust me it is not worth it allow God to love you itās okay that is the most purest love that you will ever have God
Understands you if you read your word you can see how much he understand what youāre going through some of yāall go to sexy red and cardi B saying they understand you know theyāre making money off of you thereās 20 people that especially beyon right the witch the whole witch right thereās theyāre making
Money off of you they donāt understand you but God understands you and heās not going to exploit you heās not going to go and heās not going to have you out here looking crazy all God wants to do is just pour his love upon you he wants
To spoil us so much but thereās so many people like myself that had such an issue with accepting that love cuz Satan has poisoned our mind to feel that we are unlovable right oh why your dad does heās not you know right so just just go and do that
Right I was the same way I completely understand right but feeling empty afterwards doesnāt matter how many partners you have just feeling so empty right and hungry and not even knowing what that is and God is like yo Iām Iām standing at the door and Iām knocking
Iām here you donāt got to do that like you said read your word yeah read your word if you if you are so desperate for something that that what that is is God read your word start from in the beginning or how about this just say you
Know what God I donāt know what you have for me right now so Iām just going to turn to anything and I want you to speak to me and watch you does y and whatever you reading come on he will do it he is yāall God got a sense of humor
But we also want you to understand that he loves you he has a sense of humor okay and he heās just funny but he will listen like he listens like heāll show you that heās listening like literally open up the Bible or before you even open up your Bible order a Bible letās
Start there first step order you a Bible that you want to read from thatās G to make sense to you KJV is a good uh studying out of for me but I read an in IV and I like message sometimes but itās for the baby Christians Iām just going
To be honest get get you a Bible okay and then pray and say literally wherever I open up to let it speak to me how it needs to speak to me and I promise you itās gonna do it like every time moving on because Rachel keeps talking about cardi B and uh sexy
R bringing them up and I like that she keep doing that because letās bring up idolatry idolatry is something that God absolutely hates yes what idolatry is is when you are worshiping other people and making them your Gods lowercase G and the biggest example that I have in
A secular music world perspective is Beyonce and a lot of yāall have heard it and a lot of yāall will say itās not that deep I donāt have Heaven or Hell to put you in Iām not here to judge yāall Iām here to say that itās not right you are youāre definitely given
Free will we weāre not um dictated by God he gave us free will so we can do what we want to do but you will have to give an account for everything that you do and thatās all Iām G to say about Beyonce but weāre going to move on to
Another big example that I see that I feel like is poisoning the black community and it is sororities and fraternities and Freemasonry a lot of black people are into or Creole people are into Voodoo and Witchcraft as well like New Orleans based and other places Haiti all those different like African continents and
Countries but today weāre going to focus mainly on sororities and fraternities because thatās just what it is I feel like somebody in one of the interviews off of la la Jenkins um series sheās been having Iām going to post all of this like in the description sheās doing like a series on my
Testimony of denouncing where multiple people are coming up there multiple different colleges universities different areas in the world different donon organizations and um people are telling their story so this guy had said up there he was like we want to be Pro black so bad that will accept what we
Know is wrong come on sis like yāall in sororities and fraternities and yāall know yāall be battling at altars yāall know yāall be performing rituals yāall know yāall be getting yāall Tails beat to be liked by people to be accepted by people to think that youāre better than because you got some Greek
Letters on your chest like I just I donāt I donāt understand that extent of it because I am going to give my testimony um at at this part but I donāt understand the college level of it and Iām glad that God didnāt allow me to fulfill what I
Wanted to do and it didnāt work out when I wanted to become an AKA because I didnāt have the funds that they were trying to request from college students that are working part-time jobs and trying to just stay afloat like I donāt be knowing where people get this money
From thatās interesting I just donāt I donāt understand it witchcraft yeah very much so like rituals and everything like me this amount for Iām just yeah it is thatās crazy yāall crazy like the ones is still in it yāall are pure crazy like Iām going to say it youāre crazy and
Yāall will say that you didnāt perform rituals youāre lying you are lying thatās what yāall have to do if you donāt need your paper and when your paper you donāt get respected so yāall go through rituals and then you you dress it up as itās a community service based organization and focus on
Academics letās be real North Carolina Central University the people that were in my class for 2021 that got on AKA line your your grades were horrible you were in class asking me for my notes to to different assignments and tests to get a a on it was solely a popularity
Contest this person look good youāre putting them online this person got clout you putting them online to boost up yāall organization letās letās be real now some of yāall were smart the rest of yāall you were just online for a popularity um little boost and then yāall dress it up as community service
And I want to say in the Bible it clearly states that when you do something good for other people you donāt supposed to be broadcasting it to the world and thatās all yāall do well itās community service community service you donāt even supposed to tell people when youāre doing good
Like and thatās all yāall do and then you wrote your name in In A Book Like the Lambās Book of Life itās just so funny how the devil literally takes everything that God does and puts a little twist on it and yāall be okay with it like Iām so
Confused he be perverting it yep and yāall be eating it up eating it up and then one of the guys I might butcher this but I think it was like either Psalms 113 or 119 or 116 is one of those three he said they literally replaced Jerusalem with their Greek
Organizationās name like yāall are literally and it says not to what add or take away anything from the Bible and what are you doing like yāall are crazy youāre crazy itās plum foolishness letās get into me because Iām snitch on myself a little bit I did do a um a community service
Based organization in high school didnāt realize till like I started seeing all these videos Iām like went on a fast as denouncing stuff and Iām like she start talking about sorties and fraternities and Iām like well Iām not in that I never did that because God kept me from
There I didnāt have the money to do it and Iām like well hold on I did it in high school like and that that counts we didnāt have a altar we didnāt sign our names in a book we didnāt replace words of the Bible um with anything like like that wasnāt
To that extent but definitely went through a humiliation ritual I definitely had to had to do different things when we saw our big sisters while we had like a hell week like Iām like hold up like it definitely wasnāt to that extent of college nobody got beat up nobody got
Um harmed sexually nothing like that but definitely was disrespected talk to like we were less than and you itās like why am I doing all this to be except like thatās really what it boils down to I feel like anybody thatās on a sorority of fraternity High School based College
Based you were searching for acceptance like thatās what I feel like it was and at that time I was still this bold person but you still you can be bold but still want to be accepted like let letās just make that clear like Iām now Iām
More aware of myself and I donāt care who you are we aināt got to be friends you aināt got to like me because I donāt care but back then you you wanted to be accepted and high school is hard like you you want to have some people around
You that you feel got your back and so having to realize like I had to denounce that stuff because Iām like we aināt do nothing crazy but like I started thinking back how my whole high school years panned out and Iām like because I probably opened a door when I
Made a covenant with these people to this organization for the devil to just have free range to come in my life and do what he want to do and he did like high school was horrible for me like would never go back but to probably stand on a few people
But was horrible for me so Iām like it makes sense now because I did that and had I never did that then I donāt think I would have I wouldnāt have gave the devil legal right to come mess with me because I was in idolatry I was I was
Lusting after being accepted I was wanting to be so a part of this group so I could have some friends like you start making things your Idols like literally thatās what idolizing something is and it became my God lowercase G and I didnāt even realize it until last year
When Iām in a fast and Iām 24 years old Iām like this is crazy all of the the sin and the different things wrong that have happened in my life like what if it stem from that because I never had repented for it I never went back and
Said Iām sorry God about that like I think a lot of times we just move past the sin and forget to go back and repent like yeah when you donāt repent and denounce and renounce a covenant youāre still in it so Iām just like the devil probably just been having
A field day with my life because he like well she aināt even thinking about that like she donāt even know and and now sheās thinking that is just uh college and university sororities and fraternities but she did it in high school and it wasnāt to the extent of
This but it was still you were still idolizing something it was still idolatry you still came into Covenant and agreed that you wanted to go through this process to to then be with this group and then wear these Greek letters on your chest that you donāt even know
Nothing about it aināt like Iām doing no Deep dive study on what Greek letters and all this stuff mean and that they stem from different gods where people are like worshiping them trying to get whatever different uh Powers they said that they had Iām just like this is
Crazy like really had to anounce and tell God Iām sorry like was really repenting bad like Iām like God Iām so sorry like I didnāt know I didnāt I never wanted to make you feel like that like you like Iām so sorry like I just be feeling so bad when I realize what
Iāve done to God like I be feeling so bad I just want to say you are so beautiful this is how you love God so much you w make me cry girl oh God donāt cry cry you are you really are and I think thatās so beautiful how that was
Brought to your attention and how truly repentant you you were right of you know just just come on think about it right we you have all these teen movies y right and they just even from I donāt know like The Goonies right like you have these letterman jackets and you
Know you have like yeah those are great but you know you and theyāre just pumping us with how awesome it is right if you are in a sorority if youāre in a fraternity that means fun that means acceptance that means a position of power right and so weāre thinking well
If itās so bad why would you know like why would they put it in movies and why would that but you know thatās the world perts you um and I just think thatās wonderful how it just shows your grow in and it shows your heart for God and
Shows how much youāre seeking him and how heās just showing you like look lisia right so yeah your high school years it was the best like for most of us right um but look at now what youāre doing show yourself some Grace look at what youāre doing now right so you had
To go through what you went through so that you could be where youāre at right now which is beautiful right I just want to tell you that
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