And you know how it is when uh somebody tells you something about the the org or whatever the case may be you get defensive um for for whatever reason because you’re trying to protect something that um that you hold sacred right you’re trying to protect that no it ain’t it
Ain’t uh it’s not rooted in that yada yada yada is found along Christian principles but when you upset ain’t nothing Christian like about that Jesus couldn’t come down there and sit and be with you you know it’s a lot that go on um that is not very christ-like okay
YouTube videos so this is part I think seven of my denouncing testimony series but before I actually get into the video if you have not already hit the Subscribe button feed girl one time but at one time hey so this is like I said part seven of my
Denounce and testimony series and before I actually get into the series I just said that but um the holy spirit said introduce yourself because I have some some new viewers so I am Lala what’s good I’m from Arlington Texas agtal Texas let’s go and tell yo that’s my okay
So I crossed into Delta Sigma Theta in Spring of 2008 and I crossed in Fall of 2021 okay so I was a Delta about 12 13 years then the Lord was like come out from among them and so I’m out and so the Lord has told me to go back and get
The rest and so this is what this denouncing testimony series is doing it is going back and getting the rest okay and so for this video I have a friend he is an exomega his name is Pierre and I’m super super excited for him to share his powerful oh powerful testimony so
Welcome my friend Pierre Pierre thank you thank thank you thank you so much for saying yes to the call that God has placed on your life and we are just gonna go forth in boldness and confidence as we share your testimony okay all right that’s the nice to be uh be
With you live I know it’s been a we had talked about it before wasn’t quite ready um but I do appreciate you for uh reaching out to me and and doing what uh what the Lord instructed you to do um be honest with you like I told you on
The phone uh this is the first time that I’m really actually um going on the platform and and talking about my testimony um I’ve told a few other people I’m obviously my family knows of course uh but this would be the first time again where I’m actually on a platform uh
Talking about this so I do appreciate you for doing so because at first I was like nah you know you know praying about it and then um it’s time it’s been uh some years so um it’s time amen amen I just hear the the Holy Spirit saying so strongly the time is
Now okay your time is now and so this is the time you’re supposed to share your testimony so we know that this time has been ordained by God that means that it’s covered by God okay and so we’re just we’re gonna jump straight into it so how were you
Introduced to Greek life it’s my first question oh man so um first of all I have no family members in in Greek life in terms of like um I have a cousin that’s married to my actual uh cousin but you know through marriage she’s my cousin
Um but prior to that I had no family in in Greek life um so the interest I’m not really sure how I became interested in it you know you always see it on on TV and things of that nature and then when you get off to
College you kind of wonder about it and then it um just take it from there um so that was that’s how I really got into it just seeing it on TV and then going to college and being curious about it and also at you know having a cousin through marriage
Um seeing it and uh kind of sparked the interest and intrigued it from there and it just from there that’s that’s how it happened so you could join Omega sci-fi oh man so I actually did a a couple um did some research on a few of them
But they just didn’t resonate with me and um I’ll be clear on this so um I got my degree in Communications um I’ve always taken to the likes of like Steve Harvey and uh Ricky Smiley um I wanted to be on radio and stuff so
I was like man they all right they they a part of Omega let me let me go ahead and and do this so I always had that in the back of my mind and uh when the opportunity came about I was like okay I’m not even really praying about it you
Know how we do we pray about it but then we move uh fast before we actually get an answer from God like is this really for me or is it or is it something that because the the enemy is sending some stuff to your way or you’re like oh
You’re thinking it’s God but it’s really not God um so that’s how that came about I guess you could say it was an influence uh from a from afar um and just seeing you know just seeing the brothers I’m like man okay that’s that’s what’s up I can I can do that
Like that’s resonates with me of who I am as a as a person um and then I’ll get into a little about as we go along here uh when we actually get into it yeah okay okay so you landed on the brush and you start showing your
Interest okay and I’m let me stop calling them I I saved the brothers because you know I’m a former Delta so it’s kind of heavy but the Omega Psi Linda Omega sci-fi and you start showing your interest so how like what happens as you’re showing your interest in the organization
Uh well as you as you know there are some uh things you know you gotta make yourself first of all you got to make yourself known being around them that you want to uh Do It um trying to build a friendship right um so trying to build a friendship and
Then from there it pretty much goes from uh you have to do things you know uh destroy your interests especially around like time of uh homecoming and stuff other members uh come in from different from different schools or yards and uh you’re gonna probably have to clean some
Chicken or go get somebody from the airport or um outside of homecoming you might have to take some take one of the brothers to to a job uh whatever the case may be so um that’s how you pretty much build that and uh show your interest in just being around
So I didn’t even ask what what school did you did you cross that what school did you go to so the school that I crossed the University of Toledo um so that would be the Omega Epsilon chapter um when we came over it was actually the uh biggest line in history so the
Charter line was 13 and we had 14 and I was the five of my life um it’s something about that number five that we’re gonna get into that’s always been with me throughout throughout life but uh that uh represents the number of Grace um so yeah so it was 14 of us
Um yes so the original line was 13. wow okay okay you line so how was the pledging process for Omega at your chapter oh man so well I want to jump right into it huh let me let me let me backtrack let me backtrack sorry so I didn’t start at
Um Toledo in terms of like going to school there so I didn’t start there I was at another school Eastern Michigan um and then prior to that I was at another School playing ball but um my interest came at Eastern because at the first school I went to they didn’t have
Um Greeks or anything and I feel like that was kind of God’s way of uh keeping me from that um which my dad always told me don’t Don’t despise humble beginnings I didn’t keep the main thing the main thing and I ended up venturing off and trying to do
Something else which I got distracted from what I was really um in college to to do but um I showed my interest it was three years it was three years and I felt like God was during that time um I tried to force it in terms of I was
At Eastern for three years uh I wouldn’t say nothing happened but it just wasn’t the time but looking back on it it was just never meant to be um so like I mentioned during that time you uh interest you’re doing things um you still obviously going to class
Doing what you’re supposed to be doing um you’re gonna hang around other interests um so it’s a fast track that I ended up actually going back home um to University of Toledo so during that time at Eastern I knew um the brothers at Toledo as well so
When I would go to because only like a 40 uh 45 minute drive so it wasn’t too far from home so anytime I wanted to go home I would just uh link up with them I would call my cousin just link up with them hey what’s going on yada yada and
Just be be around them um so I ended up transferring back home and from there kind of started the process of just being around him every day wasn’t obviously wasn’t online yet um and the process within itself when I started so we started in
Um 16 and oh by the way I was the one on my line where um I knew a lot from being an interest at Eastern so I was kind of the one that kind of um Fast Track them to uh doing things in terms of like you know different
Responsibilities like clean we got to clean some chicken we’re gonna have to uh just do what just small stuff do whatever um and then on top of that uh you we all know what happened when interests get together I’m sure y’all did it when you
Was a prior to you trying to be a Delta you go on stroll and you know the interest was hopping so you you know and I was pretty pretty good at it so I mean that’s what we did at Eastern obviously they didn’t know that you know don’t get caught doing that but
Um so that was that was one of the things how we were kind of like bonded at first um so we started in 16 right started in in 16. um it was it was going and then it had to come to a stop not because of like hazing and stuff but
Um you know some some things happen um so from there we picked it back up and so we started and then we picked it back up yes we were online at the time when we had to stop but again it wasn’t because of like hazing um you know paperwork and stuff all that
Type of stuff so we had to pick it back up um I’m actually uh formerly spring 17. um blind so the process was people uh you you don’t really know what you’re getting into until you get into it obviously I I knew what really goes on but some people don’t
Um and that could be the downfall of some people uh but I knew what was going to go on um that you know they are I don’t know what days in Delta but uh nobody’s forcing you to be here nobody’s forcing you to stay it is your choice
Um you will get you know if you coming from from set or whatever um you don’t know us you get pulled over you don’t know us we ain’t seen anything you got to go to the hospital we don’t know you and you don’t know us that’s how that’s how it goes um
So within that within that process though there there will be some you get hazed you get hazed obviously you gonna take some wood um you just you’re becoming um what you always wanted to be or what you think you want to be um until you actually really get into it
And I’m not talking about uh dropping nobody did that on our line but um there’s going to be some nice words I’m like damn like they triple like and you’ll be like man I how can I let myself do this but um you’re really seeking approval you’re really seeking approval which in
Galatians it talks about that and uh Galatians 1 and 10. um if you were to seek the approval of man you’re not really a servant of Christ you’re looking for that approval and I don’t care who you are as some capacity you’re looking to be accepted
Into this and you have to do certain things to get into this which is you’re trying to claim yourself or deem yourself I’m worthy enough to be a brother in your case I’m worthy enough to be a sister but when price has already called you to you’re that alone
Is enough like so when people mention um join in for uh network connections or The Sisterhood Brotherhood whatever the case may be God has already planned your life he’s already planned your life so everything that he has for you you’re gonna get you don’t need uh organization to expedite
That process it’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen induce time in due season so um my bad line what was it what was your question because I’m uh it’s coming to me but I need to I need to stay on track with your questions I know you know
You’re fine if you want to fly away okay we flown in the spirit in this but one thing that I heard Holy Spirit saying is talk about the mental aspect of you being online where is there something that was going on mentally for being online with you or just with your former
LBS or anything uh so mentally I was in a spot where it was in terms of I mean I I for the most part I feel like I was okay but also I was like man this is this is messed up um and it didn’t necessarily cross my
Line uh my mind to like man I can’t can’t do this to him or drop or whatever um I was willing to and be in the be in a fight with them um and I was willing to go through pretty much I wouldn’t say anything but
You know how it gets you you willing to to get where you need to be you’re willing to go through some stuff um I’ve seen I wouldn’t say I was messed up but it was a lot of pressure because I felt like I was turning my back on God like I
Knew it wasn’t of God um if you don’t know about set for those that are is not in the organization set is very um chaotic it’s very chaotic uh you will have to okay let’s get back into it so you will have to prior to you getting two set
Um you’re gonna have to bring a set out and what that is it might be some food uh might be some candy that they different types of candy that they like different types of drinks that they like um when I say drinks I mean in terms of
Like it might be a Gatorade or whatever the case may be and uh sometimes it will there will be some liquor involved you’ll have to go do that it takes the toll on you in terms of you know you’re getting pretty much beat every night I’m gonna be honest that’s
That’s what it is and I never did like when um after I was done you know you have interest and then they’ll try to come and talk to you I didn’t necessarily want to talk to them not because I was being fried for a cocky I didn’t want to
Talk to them because for the fact that I’m not about to influence you to join something like I already didn’t feel right about it we’ll get into it later in terms of what I mean by that I didn’t feel right about it because after
We got red in I was probably like one of the only ones like yeah I was happy but I was probably like in the inside at the Soul at the core I didn’t feel um I didn’t feel too good like it just didn’t it didn’t sit well
And uh when I along my denouncing journey when the Lord was bringing stuff to me convicting me um he took me to Peter and if you know anything about uh Peter he denied Jesus three times um Peter had a repentant heart he knew that what he did was it was it was
Messed up it was wrong but he also had love for God um and during my process you know the all of my love my peace and happiness yeah so um I can’t sing but I did have a part in there of how it went my love I was the
One my love my love I would yell that out but I was like man I told my former lbs one night I was like I don’t really like that um like I’m not I I wasn’t feeling it I wasn’t feeling that part but also the entire thing like I wasn’t feeling it
Because if you actually listen to what you’re saying it’s kind of like whoa right when we know in the Bible um where is it I got my notes here um we know in Matthew 22 and 37 it says You must live uh the Lord your God with
All your heart all your soul and all your mind and then in another one Matthew 6 and 24 says uh no one can serve two masters for you will hate one and love the other and you will be devoted to one and despise the other you cannot serve God it says
Enslaved to money but um you could apply that to your situation so I was my spirit was conflicted I felt like again going along with that and it’s funny because after all crossed I used to ride in the car saying that I try I can’t sing the lick but I’ll try
To make it sound good harmonizing everything I’m like and then the Lord convicted me about that so I I stopped doing it it was it was very hard to do but I I stopped so going back to your question I don’t I think I was for the most part pretty pretty much fine
Oh I’m not too sure if my former lbs if they’re mental um wasn’t um but it will take a toll on you especially if you’re already struggling with like Mental Health um that’s it’s gonna be hard it will change you because you’re getting beat on it
Will make you a little bit more a lot more a little aggressive um because you’re just you’re angry you’re you’re angry and you’re I don’t say you’re gonna be angry to the point where you’re taking it out on people that you don’t know or anything like that but you just gonna be angry
Because you’ve been getting beat for however long weeks and it is what it is oh by the way Hazen is legal um it is not condoned in the uh fraternity uh well any of them rather um so it is illegal uh you can’t get in trouble that’s why I said if you get
Pulled over by the police they will tell you you do not know me I do not know you don’t mention us you was not at this house um so yeah so you have to make up a lot within itself is if you’re a Believer you know that um lion is lying is wrong
Um so why my question this is my question to um the Believers that say that the ones that are in it but they have yet to touch the surface on uh they know what you know what go on and then you will sit here and lie to
People that are interested oh no we don’t Haze yeah you’re not supposed to Haze but if you want to be respected you have to go through that you’re gonna have to go through that process you’re gonna have to take some wood um you don’t respect when you pay for it
So I mean that you can go that route if that’s what you want to do but you you’re not gonna get no respect and you’re gonna get offline and you’re gonna still be trying to fight for your respect and the members of Omega Side Are You Gonna Take
It to the green you know take it to the green so I’m not sure I mean I’m sure you you saw you you’ve been around Delta I don’t know if you you you’re you’re a former Delta so you didn’t saw some things you know agreement but for those that don’t know
What does that mean so take it to the green you basically gonna have to yeah they’re glad the rest that’s a wrestle um and that’s after that then you you know you talk it out you know what do you know don’t you know and that’s supposed to be
The uplift part of it right um and then you you go from there and while I’m talking I might touch on other stuff that I didn’t mention I’m just saying it as it comes to me um so just just be mindful of that and anybody that’s gonna watch this so if it
Sound like I’m rambling I’m really not but I’m trying to put it all into perspective of how it would make sense um being being as the lord gave it to me I’ll tell you yeah no No that we have to go through so many layers there’s so many layers to it and there’s so many layers that you forget as you continue to you know walk through life you forget a bunch of the layers that happen while you pledge or why you know while you were Greek or whatever
And so um ask I I could say for me during my during my denouncement testimony the Lord has started to bring back some stuff a lot of stuff that I forgot and so I can imagine that’s kind of what’s happening with you you’re trying to the
Lord is bringing back some pieces and so you trying to weave it together so yeah I seem like it’s a perfect line with your story but it’s actually all coming to I’m following along pretty pretty I forgot something I’m not gonna lie to you I forgot some stuff um
And it I mean it is what it is I mean I still remember some stuff and like you said as I go along and he you know give me what to say I it brings me to remembrance of things um so just be mindful that I will
Um dabble back and forth with these questions that you’re asking yeah no problem listening we flown with the spirit of God so we if we’re going back and forth we’re going back and forth okay so my next question is so how was life after you crossed because you you
Pledge really hard you know you you got now you was made okay you was debris and when you crossed how was life being the brush uh uh let’s just say this um I got so tired of being online uh I tell one of my former lbs
This was I think this was after setup before said one of them um after it was funny because I was like after this I’m going back to my regular life I don’t want to see y’all like I’ve been around y’all too long like that’s how I that’s that’s how I get
Um he was like Pier you really thinking about to go back to a normal life and you about to be I’m like yes I am like don’t call me for a little while like you get like when I I’ma hit y’all up but don’t call me for it and
I’m already not a person who is going I’m gonna be out all the time anyway so I’m like don’t don’t hit me up for a while but you know I’m gonna come around just if y’all call me then I uh swing through but um
I just I just I wanted to be me after I was done I didn’t want to change because what I saw was people get their letters and then they hold demeanor change their attitude change you start treating people nasty um it’s the sense of pride
And it’s like you look down on gdis and for those of you that don’t know what a GDI is God dang individual um and I didn’t I didn’t I didn’t really jump in real fast I’m sorry I didn’t mean it did to do your goodness let me
Explain because the Lord had to had to actually break this down for me so GDI because I was still I was like oh I’m a GDI now Lord say you do not do not speak that over your life GDI means God damned individual like a person that God has damned
Because they are not grieved and so the Lord was like that is not positive what you were speaking over people you were damning people because they are not a part of this organization so I just wanted I just want to get everybody blessed that the Lord told me and I was like what
So go ahead um yeah so I think like you did make me lose my train of thought yeah my bad I thought they were treating people I’m like you know what like when I get into it I’m not gonna be one of those people because I I’m not one of those people
Now so I’m not gonna look down on you just because I got some letters and you don’t um that’s not even in me I don’t even you know whether you have something or you don’t have something I’m the type of person that I’m a steel
Chop it up with you I’ma still be cool with you whatever the case may be um so I just didn’t like that aspect of it that’s why I really didn’t like interest talking to me I’m not concerned about why you trying to join I’m concerned about how you are as a person
How are you are as a person how are you as a person how’s your family doing don’t ask me any questions about Omega and again I’m not saying that in terms of being prideful or anything or I wasn’t being mean to them but I was simply like
Tired of talking about it then my former lbs you know my five go talk to him and it’s kind of like you don’t want to talk to me because I’m not gonna tell you anything for one and then at the time as I was and then for two
Who are you as a person what do you like can we go can you know let’s go play basketball or something don’t even talk about that let’s build a friendship for real don’t just come and talk to me because um I’m a member now
Like really be a be your friend but I I knew I couldn’t tell them anything because I was already being convicted so I I didn’t want to be a stumbling block to them that’s why I wouldn’t that’s the real reason why I didn’t want them asking me about anything because I
Already knew I already knew um and my spirit that I I wouldn’t be in it for long and that’s why I said when I when we got read in and we actually went over I I just didn’t feel good about it obviously yeah I put on this Persona and uh celebrating but
In my soul it just it didn’t feel good because I knew what I had just did and I’m like oh man like uh like God I’m sorry and after I was done it had to be probably a couple weeks after um I heard after I had just got done
Praying would you give it up if I asked you to I’m like what the Lord Lord I just went I just crossed mama you nah not gonna happen so a few months passed and I hear it again ignored it again so now I’m really convicted every time I go around my
Former lbs every time I’m around the the brothers was like man I really didn’t want to be around because I was dealing with that but you know I don’t know how it is and that’s but you know if you don’t come around it’s kind of like oh you they
They call you cat or whatever yo you ain’t trying to hang out with yourself no it’s not that I’m just dealing with this but I don’t really know how to tell you because you really can’t see where I’m coming from but I played I played the part and you
Know I did hanging out hang out with him obviously and then only that I also had a job too so while I was online I had a job from 5 to 1 30. so I would leave my job to go to set and go back to my job I would lie to my
Supervisor say hey I’m a president of this club at school they’re gonna need me for a couple hours um and I almost got in trouble for that but I needed to work there because it was paid for my school so it was paying for my schooling so I almost got in trouble for
Um like close to a write-up type of deal and I was coming back so late and I had to hurry up and get my area done before I clocked out and that’s why I didn’t um I didn’t I worked in hospital cleaning like beds in different areas of
The hospital that’s why I didn’t like being on beds because I knew I would have to leave and once you get done with one room you gotta you get a page to go to another room to clean it so I’m cool if I go and have to go and clean the
Cafeteria because I know how long that’s gonna take me um so I would leave work and go to set and then go back to work so that within itself was a hassle and I’m a couple nights I went back way too late like way too late like dang near
It’s past 130 type of deal past 130 and you still got to finish work so imagine leaving said you just left your job around like 9 30 10 o’clock set never starts on time but you everybody gotta be in a one location then they gonna call you I’m
Like bro I got a guy gotta get back to the gotta go you don’t get me fired for real um so end up going back after that finishing my work then getting home then having to sleep for a little bit by the way you gotta call me at 5 55 in the
Morning okay believe like you know how I go and then sometimes I wake up and call let it ring two three times click don’t even leave me a voicemail no I’m not trying to do that I ain’t trying to talk to you I I said I I I’m going back to my regular
Life but I didn’t know that at the time well I kind of figured but they just thought well he just thought I was saying that just because like oh you about to be there I’m like okay I’m going back to my regular life I’m gonna be I’m still gonna be me
Um I’m really not gonna be out like that y’all see me when y’all see me not nothing against y’all but you know that’s just how I was before and I’m not about to change now and to be honest with you I didn’t even like uh wearing my letters because
I hated The Stereotype I hated I hate being stereotyped um what you will be certain you join these different organizations uh it’s the assumption that everybody’s pretty much the same you pretty much take on that stereotype of the organization regardless of what who you are as a person you’re gonna have to you
Have to deal with that obviously I knew that but you really see it after you get into it right what the Lord was dealing me with about that um he’s like son you you can’t do what I need you to do with being in that so um part of my denouncing journey was
After I didn’t I said Lord you tripping I ain’t I’m not doing it so I went to go see my cousin and this is this has had this had to be I knew it was the Lord he said uh because like man what’s up he said you’re not gonna like this he said
I know you’re excited you just got done doing blah blah blah I said he said what’s your what you’re into is really rooted in Freemasonry I said huh he said don’t I said huh he said you don’t have to believe me just you know when you get some time just research it yourself
Um and go from there so I I did it it took me it took me some time and you know how it is when uh somebody tells you something about the the org or whatever the case may be you get defensive um for for whatever reason because you’re trying to protect something that
Um that you hold sacred right you’re trying to protect that no it ain’t it ain’t uh it’s not rooted in that yada yada yada is found along Christian principles but when you upset ain’t nothing Christian like about that Jesus couldn’t come down there and sit and be with you
You know it’s a lot that go on um that is not very christ-like um but um I did my research uh so about a a year it took a year and some change um so it was just short of uh my second year um in
That I I denounced but it took a it took a little minute I did my research had to come like hey like I was excited to tell him and at the time I had the Lord was taking me through all types of scriptures and everything and uh
I was like I appreciate that and it had to be the Lord because I didn’t take it as he was coming from a bad place like I was willing to listen to him and I didn’t hurt my heart to it um and I don’t know for whatever reason
The Lord used him I’m grateful that he did I received it I took it well and um and just let that be that so I was excited to hit him up on the phone and be like hey you were right this is what it is and and the Lord was just bringing
Everything back to my uh remembrance um I had to look at the uh the red and mind you like I told you before I never did go get that book after we were done we were supposed to well my former lbs they did but I didn’t
But when I was I was busy not to say that as an excuse um like I told you on the phone when I was going to or wanted to the Lord said don’t don’t do it so I I didn’t I never went to go pick it
Up the guy I was supposed to go pick it up from he was he was a part of the process he was um he was over the uh grad chapter um but I I didn’t go and I saw him in passing so many times he could have uh
Brought it to me we were at the same location and stuff he could probably but it just never happened like that and um I mean I looked in it you know my uh former lbs had it but I just didn’t um and he actually got on them about
He’s like hey tell him to come pick his stuff but I just never did um which I joked around with my four and I said this the only Blue Book I need because it’s the only blue but that was uh that’s what I was in reference to
Um so that’s it I got my Blue Book oh really so I don’t I don’t need that one I want to backtrack a little bit um so when I was at my first school and I was reading the Bible and stuff I don’t know why the lord gave me a
Scripture and I I was trying to figure out but I couldn’t but I eventually I understood why and it was for the time when I was denounced because at first I was like man this is I don’t know like this ain’t something that I really want to do but
Um the Lord honors obedience and I ended up I did tell um a couple of my former lbs um I I told my Dean as well yeah I haven’t talked to him and quite a few quite a few years which is okay getting the scripture so the
Scripture is first John four and four you are of God little children to have overcome them because greater is he who was in you than who uh he who is in the world um so I didn’t understand why God had given me that scripture for so long and
I was like man and he was and uh because I was reading it and he’s like this is why this is this is why I gave you that scripture it was years it was a couple years like a good five five or so years um he had given me that scripture and I
Would just read it not even understanding why he had given me that scripture but um so why did so why did so what was the Revelation that you received as to why the lord gave you that scripture because at the time um I had uh I wouldn’t say fear but it
Was a I guess you can call it fear of uh denouncing uh worried about what people were going to say word about what you know people were going to think but um that’s why it’s so important to just keep diving into the word and keep reading it because you’re going to build
That faith and that’s going to give you that uh I would say confidence but confidence that is going to give you that to let you know everything is going to be okay no weapon formed against you shall prosper in it you know so um obedience is better than sacrificed I
Couldn’t worry about and he was like why uh this is going back to my cousin my Dean rather um why don’t you talk to me first why don’t you talk to the other I didn’t need to I didn’t I didn’t need to because I already had got the approval from God
Like it wasn’t why am I going back and forth with you you trying to convince me to do something that God has already told me to come out of right it’s a lot of things that I didn’t agree with um and including into the risk so one of
The things is they always talk about like a a man set apart and so you’re basically pleasing Your Allegiance to Omega um and it mentions like your your Joys and Sorrows of Omega Omega to defend her principles and um notices in her I don’t pardon me
That’s what I was trying to figure out and I couldn’t figure it out and I was like nah this don’t sound good and then one thing that really got me was you read a scripture but you replaced um you replaced like okay first of all you’re not supposed to add or take away
To any Scripture and you replaced Omega and put it in place of it’s actually in some so um Psalms 137. um it’s talking about if I forsake the old Jerusalem let my right hand forget her accounting and let my tongue cling to the root of my mouth so Jerusalem was
Omega and that I’m like whoa wait a minute now this ain’t this this ain’t this ain’t it so that it bought it’s a lot of things that bother me but that was one of them like now we you changing scripture and um just just seeing a lot seeing that you know it wasn’t
Um everything is not always cracked up what is to be but sometimes we go along in the Lord after three years um you thinking this guy like oh yeah I finally get my chance to to to do this but the Lord didn’t tell you to do that
This is anybody that’s thinking about uh joining or already anything about uh denouncing I’ll get into that later on before we close but uh if you’re thinking about it or this is for the people that may have gotten rejected and people keep telling you that you saw it
And uh you just mad you didn’t have a GPA or whatever the case may be don’t worry about that you didn’t miss anything you didn’t you didn’t miss anything trust me um and I’m saying that and I I really mean that you didn’t you didn’t miss anything so don’t feel bad um
If you are thinking about joining please reconsider go pray and actually sit still long enough where you can hear God because my problem was um and I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one that experienced this but you will pray and like I said the enemy is saying
Stuff and when you do it the opportunity to present itself and this can be with anything for life um so that’s that’s really the distraction to get you away from just sitting with God and waiting for him to give you an answer because sometimes he
Might make you sit a while on things and this is just life advice in general um he’ll make you sit a while on some stuff to see if you trust them excuse me you can’t get too ahead of him though you have to be excuse me you have
To be moving with him and walking with him so I didn’t want to interject real fast because the holy spirit is dropping in my spirit um just for us to just be mindful that all open doors are not doors from God so just because like the opportunity presented stuff
Just because we got accepted to be online or just because we got a job offer just because somebody wants to marry us does not mean that that is God’s approval or God even sent that person because uh we know Satan he he can send counterfeits we know Satan can
Try to to intercede on God’s plans as best as he can and so if he can send you a counterfeit counterfeit before counterfeit person counterfeit organization okay we have to tap into God’s wisdom which is the Holy Spirit to actually see if this is a door from God
Or if it’s a door from Satan I didn’t tell about the dream that I actually had um so this is the real this is this is what really did it for me so after my cousin told me that um I had a dream it was twice I had this dream um I saw
I was in the hallway right I was in the hallway and it was um I guess you say it was in the house but on both sides of me everybody that I saw was zombies these are people in organizations everybody that I saw were zombies um
I was like little like I told my my mom about it I told my brother about it because my brothers and pastors but um I was like what’s what’s going on my mom told me to pray about it um she never did like me joining with
Her and my dad because they thought it was a cop I mean they didn’t have a good feeling about it um it is like it called it is kind of look low low-key like a gang High key um but uh everybody on the side of me I was
Walking down the hall everybody on the side of me like zombies that’s um that’s why I can’t be quiet about it I know I haven’t said anything about this in four years but I told you like the people close to me know I’ve shared it with them but that represented people that are
Spiritually dead you’re spiritually dead you have everything good going on the outside and you say that you’re a believer uh but you’re spiritually dead because you’re yoked to something you’re you can’t be unequally yoked with um Believers there’s no way possible that you call yourself a Believer but you
It’s people in the organization that you don’t know what they necessarily Worship in but you call them a brother or you call them a sister in your case and they could be doing witchcraft at the crib you don’t know right um and I know it’ll be some people that get on
Here and say well um that could be true for that could be true for anything and you’re supposed to we we you can still minister to them right you want the same thing you doing the same thing that they doing we gonna meet we gonna we gonna meet up uh
And do what nothing God like nothing God like at all so how can I manage to minister to someone if I’m still doing the same thing it’s not possible it’s not possible for those that like to uh groove or whatever you want to call it which it is grooving they the ones that
See this gonna know uh you want to talk about the Bible but don’t let’s not talk about the Bible while we intoxicated let’s not talk about the Bible are we intoxicated um everybody want to go to David and Jonathan right they they know um and it’s even past that too but let’s
Not uh let’s not talk about the Bible why we intoxicated if you’re gonna have a conversation about the Bible be sober because at that time you’re not so reminding we’re supposed to be so reminded if you’re a Believer be sober minded that’s another thing that I I
Couldn’t I couldn’t get with like I didn’t understand that um and I actually had to talk to someone about that uh I was talking to Brother P about that I’m like man I don’t really understand that how can you um be mixing that together it’s not to me it’s not uh
It’s not it’s not right you’re gonna mix alcohol and everything else and then we going what you gonna hop you know Neck Road the females there and they face it’s just like a lot of uh sexual immorality and and uh drunkenness going on I have a it’s a
Scripture for that you know we can get into this Galatians 5 19. I won’t read the whole thing but it’s just talking about your sinful nature um sexual immorality impurity uh lustful lustful pleasures uh my Dollar Tree it talks about uh sorcery hostility uh curling um everybody that’s in these organizations
Don’t get along we know how that goes you know you have some division going on as well which it mentions dissension and envy and wild parties like y’all y’all know what it is don’t don’t try to sit here and play but um there’s some there’s a lot that goes
On that’s not very christ-like I know that he always gonna tell you it’s built on Christian principles and not just this one org I’m talking about all Orcs it’s all origin wild parties and all that type of stuff um sexual immorality lust lust um it goes on and it’s like
If you christ-like and you really trying to walk with Christ you’re not gonna keep trying to do those things right you’re gonna try to separate yourself um from that but it’s hard to I don’t care if you don’t smoke crack right and you hang around some crackheads eventually
You’re gonna get curious and you gonna regardless of how hard you try to not do it because you’re in that environment I don’t care I don’t I don’t do X Y and Z I don’t if it’s even just the like shout or something whatever the case may be I
Don’t know eventually you’re gonna become what your environment is right and you’re gonna partake in those activities um because that’s why when you’re inside and you don’t really want to make nobody right I’m not the one for that but eventually you’re gonna partake in it because guess
What the set out is over there you go everybody doing it guess what you’re gonna end up partaking in it too you might do it a little differently but you’re gonna partake in it whether it’s a mental Haze uh a physical Haze if you can get hazed on types of ways um
That’s just that’s just the game of it and if like I said if you’re really a believer you wouldn’t you wouldn’t do those things and you would be convicted um confused as to why so many Believers or some um get mad at the fact that people make these videos
Like God didn’t tell you this God didn’t you don’t know that have you talked to God lately have you asked God to purify you and remove anything from your life that is not lining up with what his word is saying have you prayed that prayer I’m just I’m just asking a question
And another dream that I had uh mind you I touched my brother’s a pastor so the other dream was like we were on this talk show and for whatever reasons I don’t know how the question came up with whatever um I was backstage but he was already
Sitting on the couch and they started talking about um secret organizer or a Greek organization secrets that whatever you want to call it and um at that time um they brought me out and then to talk about it in depth because I mean my brother’s not a part of that so he
Couldn’t really go into detail and expound up on it like I could right so and then I woke up I didn’t know what that meant I had to get re-baptized if so I got baptized when I was when I was a kid but you a kid you
Know you don’t really you get baptized but I I had to get re-baptized so the same year um that I ended up uh denouncing and renouncing is uh like a few months later I had to get get baptized I felt dirty spiritually dirty um so I had to get uh re-baptized
Um it was a that was a tough very tough year as well because it was just like me and God and um it was a pruning process so um I’ve always or when I was a little bit younger my uh the Holy Spirit gave my mom a scripture
For me to read it talks about abiding in him and this is John 15. so in John 15 verse 2 it says he cuts off every branch of mind that doesn’t produce fruit and he prunes the branches that do bear fruit so they will produce even more
And um you have already been pruned and purified by the message I have given you remain in me and I will remain in you for a branch cannot produce fruit if it is ever from the vine and you cannot be fruitful unless you remain in me yes I’m Divine you are the branches
Those who remain in me and I then will produce much fruit for apart from me you can’t do nothing so essentially um after I read that and the Lord took me back to that as I was denouncing essentially I really was apart from him so everything that I thought I was going
To be able to do I wouldn’t have been able to do um because I was a part of something that he didn’t tell me to get in so it was like son I didn’t tell you to do that you went you went to go do that so I need you to undo this
Um and that’s what I that’s what I had to do undo it and um to take it even further I couldn’t even marry my wife while I was in that um because when you you become one and so essentially it would have it wouldn’t have been me
Her and God it would have been me her God and Omega and God was like nah you’re not gonna you’re not gonna do that to her um so that was that was another reason uh why as well and I’m thankful because um she was a part of that as well and always said
Um that I wouldn’t we met at Eastern by the way but always said that um I didn’t want to talk to anyone that was a part of an organization because I know what goes on I I know the I know the game so I I don’t know I don’t want
No uh no girl that’s part of the organization it’s over with I can’t do nothing for you I ended up um saying that to her one night and she was like you know what if you win it she didn’t want to but she was like if you
Went why don’t you want to talk to someone that’s in it I was like um it got me to thinking and it got me to think and I’m like I didn’t I didn’t have an answer for it was a conviction that was that was God speaking through her and that’s when I
Was like oh yeah I need to I need to get out of this um because it wouldn’t be like it wouldn’t be fair yeah that was that was the really like one of the last straws and um I had to do what I had to do and
She was like you know it’s gonna come with that right I was like yeah but at that point in time I really didn’t care um what people were going to say or how they was going to feel um it is what it is because I don’t have
To answer to y’all once this once I’m done here on this Earth I don’t have to answer to y’all um whatever your organization is and you know Omega they say Omega land what is that and where is it I I don’t know what that is
I don’t know what that is the last time I I checked the Lord said I’m the house for an Omega the beginning and the end so you you came from a dirt you’re gonna go in the dirt I don’t know we not gonna be in Omega land hopping ain’t gonna be no
Hopping in heaven right it ain’t gonna be none of that strolling in heaven so I I just that’s another reason why I couldn’t get down with that I I understand that you know people watch this video and ask that um but again when you’re deceived and you’re blind to things because at the
Time I was um I was still praying stuff but when I actually got online or even before that even in the process before getting online I started to notice that my time when God started dwindling like I cut it out that’s why I said like it was kind of like that’s why um
When that when it was coming to me God took me to Peter and going back to that uh I will make you Fishers of Men which is which goes into what I was saying earlier in terms of what he asked for me to do I couldn’t do that I couldn’t draw
Somebody to Christ and if you look around into society see how everything is going be a part of a secret organization and in Christ there are no secrets so I’m a part I’m I’m a part of a secret organization but I’m also trying to manage them to you and draw you to
Christ how is that possible it doesn’t it doesn’t add up and and that’s why I said it I pretty much denied him um those three years yeah I was you know reading and stuff but essentially once I really um got over it was like I turned my back to
God and that’s why I couldn’t um enjoy when everybody was celebrating after we got done in terms of get after getting ready and officially becoming a member and then the next day we had like I couldn’t enjoy that after I did that because I I knew what I had done and it
Just didn’t sit right with me and I was like man and um along the journey I I did I I had to hang on a lot I had to I had the week I’m like man God like I just kept asking God for forgiveness and uh just thanking him for revealing it to
Me and like I said I knew I couldn’t keep it to myself it was just a matter of time um before uh I I shared after the Lord said do you want what I have for you or you do or do you want what they have for
You it was a it was simple after really after that I was like okay I know what I need to do I know what I need to do because I know what your word says I know what your word says and I know what I can stand
There I know what I can fall back on and I and I know that um what you have for me is be greater than what any anyone can offer me and in Jeremiah 29 11 says for I know the plans are happy he says the Lord thoughts of
Peace and out of evil to give you a future and a hope um so that right there alone is kind of like okay Lord you already you you plan my life you you know what’s you know what’s to come I can’t see uh down the road but you can you know a
Thousand years is like a day and a day is like a thousand years ago so we’re not living for a thousand years so um it just became really easy um for me to make that decision okay here right now because this thing don’t it convicted me and I’m out
Oh you drop some nuggets answers to lie that I I don’t know if I’m gonna get them um I did want to mention and I’ve been um trying to get an answer to this maybe some people that watch this can help me out and time in in the comments those
Pastors that actually did pledge and you know how it goes um how can you leave people and you’re in an organization a secret society you know a girl you know how you were made you think it changed you think it changed so you know what’s going on but do you think it changed
That’s that’s the question that’s that’s what I need to answer to and why aren’t pastors talking about it it might it don’t even have to be a pastor it could be somebody uh singers that’s our that are believers why not why aren’t nobody talking about that why am I talking about this
You you gonna get Hayes you gonna get beat it happens they like they’ll lie to you this this evening um yeah it looked good on the outside like oh I can’t wait to be a part of that yeah that we don’t he looked good until you get in that until you get in
That basement and um taking wood uh I’ll tell you a story so um I’m not gonna say they thought I was famous because I wasn’t so quick quick uh quick backdrop on this so heart problems run in my family I’ve always said it don’t run in me though but uh
Heart attacks and stuff like that heart problems on my dad’s side yeah my dad had triple bypass surgery he’s still living to this day uh glory be to God his birthday was just March 26th but um I was in we were in set and we had some visiting
Visiting Brothers come in and we were going through the script and um they pretty much let the I wouldn’t say they let them take over but it was it was more so like oh you know the visiting Bros they’re gonna have their time obviously they were down
There like the my uh my Dean and my ADP they were down there but again that’s that’s the time where it’s kind of like when when visiting um chapters come that’s the time when they kind of like that excuse me that’s the time where they kind of like fall back a little bit
They still gonna run you know the set but that’s the time the show the the visiting chapter like okay yeah these boys is these boys is tight Lauren you’re okay like these girls right yeah so that’s the time for that for those of you that don’t know and uh I was
Doing the doing the March and as I was doing it it was we were I don’t know if I should say that but I’ma say it we were lamps at the time and um was doing a March and uh brother kid just kept kicking me in my chest as I was doing it
And like I started to get winded but I also started to get worried because the it was the length was like right here and he was kicking it in my chest while on my while I’m marching I’m like bruh like come on like stop that’s what I was thinking but um
I got really winter I thought I was about to pass out um and another time got windy because again getting in my chest it’s like man and I didn’t I didn’t know mind you I hadn’t been to the doctor get checked or whatever the case may be but
I’m not trying to die I’m not trying to die for this like I’m not I’m sorry but I’m not gonna do it and that’s how I felt that both nights like man I’m not about to die die for this um it would be tragic to
Die in that way and my my heart goes out to those that have been whether it was a D9 or um the other Francis sororities um dying online trying to approve yourself worthy enough to this particular organization um that’s it’s unfortunate and I knew I was
Like no I can’t can’t go down like that so I did um take a step back and it’s like man out one of my lbs can one of y’all come save me like step in front of me so he can just stop kicking me in the chest
Um but eventually one of them did and I’m like dang thank you like but I was just like gas and then like my chest was hurting for a couple days like I didn’t know what was gonna happen and um I know if my lb my former lb thought I
Was playing or what but like I really couldn’t breathe like I I was literally about to pass out I couldn’t breathe because I was just it was getting kicked in the chest and I’m trying to March I’m like oh bro come on please somebody come help me and you
Know how it is and especially when you um when you gotta when you gotta get in the cut as well and you’re taking wood that don’t feel good so for the ones that thinking about I’m gonna let you know you’re going young with that one like in
Terms of if you still want to join and You Gonna Get You Gonna you’re gonna get you’re gonna get wood it’s illegal um yeah you have some people that say they Believers and they gonna wood you up and God’s still gonna be good to them but um
That’s it’s crazy to me it’s certain things I just need answers to and really want to have a conversation with people about it and people not get mad whether you’re a Believer or are you not a Believer you believe in something else but um that’s to me it’s it’s crazy right and
Yeah I was you know fortunate God graced me right he didn’t have to but he graced me to make it through but um that doesn’t mean that I I liked what I was going through and so you’ll see those comments all the time saying why
Would they pay all that to to be a part of something no I said it’s kind of like a game because when you get done you know you go somewhere you gotta check in um just like if you were in the game you go somewhere you gotta check in
Um if you don’t they see you out somewhere you might have a shirt on whatever the case may be um you might you know they’re gonna ask you what do you know or whatever the case may be um and if you don’t it um if you don’t really know what you
Talking about then you it might be a little bit more than going to the green um I was never afraid of that so let me get that clear is the reason why I didn’t wear my letters right um I’m pretty I think I’m a pretty solid
Dude so if I either I’m a March in a hot set it up or I’m gonna take it to the green um and I could I could hold my own but that’s the that’s not why I didn’t wear my letter so for those of you that’s gonna see this oh
That’s not the case for me I just didn’t really I I’m in it right but I didn’t really want um how did I put this um I once I didn’t want people to know per se but at the same time I really didn’t want people to know per se because of
What I was dealing with and I was I was ashamed pretty much yeah you wasn’t proud of it you wasn’t proud of the organization it was just get into it and why would you why would you join something up uh proud of well at the time I was doing it I didn’t necessarily
Uh no I didn’t necessarily know um obviously I knew about the Haitian stuff that didn’t bother me um but you didn’t conflicted with your fate walk yeah and um that’s that’s something that I mentioned in the um the announcing letter that I that I uh sent to headquarters it was a conflict like
You know I I just I don’t know I just couldn’t um couldn’t couldn’t get down with it I was conflicted hopefully this video touches someone uh and causes you not to harden your heart um if I sound like I was talking in circles or whatever the case may be
Um I do apologize for that but at the same time this is the main thing I wanted you to take from this is the dream um of people being spiritually dead and that like I said that scared me and then also too I just want you to think about um
The for the ones that send it and for the ones that’s thinking about joining for one um why why do you want to join this do you think this is something that God has told you to do specifically with every with everything I just mentioned because
It’s not price like and if you don’t believe in Christ do you still think it’s something that you should join um do you think it’s something that you should join and there are some people that um need to come out there are some people that that need to denounce and renounce
Their letters I know of a few personally um and I’m just like man like these dudes they got so much potential but you’re selling yourself short because um yeah can you get to where you get into like you could be blessed so much we’re not saying that you’re not going to be
Blessing this is for anybody um you can like God can do so much more for you um than what the organization can and yeah I know you major connections and stuff but it there is so much more um and another thing what really got me
To the analysis well is I saw my nephew he was like started doing this I’m like duh I can’t have this I I can’t I can’t have this because I essentially I would have basically been the first one in my family um to be Greek and then I didn’t want to
Start that the Lord get um like when he started doing it he’s like he was pretty much like see this is I I just couldn’t have that and like man no I can’t have I can’t do that it’s like um it’s essentially a a curse
It’s a curse on the on a family line and talks about that yes you when we were getting ready we did bow um and it talks about that in Exodus 20 and 20 and 5. you know having um you must not bow down to them or
Worship them for I the Lord your God and a jealous God who will not tolerate your affection for any other gods because it’s a deity or how could I put this God behind all the organizations right um I like the sins of of the parents upon their children the entire family is the
Fact that even uh the third and fourth Generations right so I get it some people in this it’s hard for those legacies I I know because if you don’t do it then they look at you a little funny they Outcast you’re pretty much an outcast um and I’m not sure why Greeks um
I’ve met some people that’s been kind-hearted regardless of you know who it was and then majority of them are pretty much uh not so much um look at people like an outcast turn their nose up um that’s why I said don’t feel bad if you’re not anyone
Um don’t feel bad if they turn you down because it’s a lot that goes on that you don’t know about the Lord that’s the that’s the uh Lord protecting you whether you believe in him or not um that’s his way of protecting you and just just keep moving on
And uh gone about your day and well listen your story your testimony blessed me you say this again it blessed me okay and before we before we close before we end is there anything else you would like to say to the viewers the subscribers The People oh man just um pray about everything
Donut don’t jump the gun on don’t jump the gun on stuff I um yeah don’t don’t lean to your own understanding but all your ways follow God he will direct your path um so just uh pray about it sit still long enough to know um that uh
What first of all God’s Not Gonna lead you to do that but just sit still to hear from him um he’s protecting you from something you don’t be mad at the fact that you don’t get to join or whatever the case may be here the Lord says no or if
You’re already in it he’s calling you out don’t um don’t don’t get mad don’t have again you don’t have to consult with anyone this is your life they don’t have um they don’t have control over your your soul who the sun says free uh set free and D so don’t feel ashamed about
Anything um you know go go to God and prayer about it um you may have some put some people not going to talk to you that’s just the the nature of that mean they weren’t supposed to be in your life anymore that’s that’s that um that’s God cutting that out of there
Um and then some people are still talk to me personally I don’t talk to none of my uh former LPS um which is cool no uh no hard feelings um I still love y’all regardless um it is it is what it is I’m gonna continue to be praying for everybody
Um especially uh my former uh lion Brothers um I don’t know if they’ll see this or not but if it comes across their their phone um I just wanted to say I love you bro I’m praying for you and you know spend some time with God um
I haven’t talked to y’all in a little in a little while um not because I don’t for when I don’t have your numbers in two uh that’s a part of uh my vow to be long with the uh lie um and that’s something that I didn’t mention while I was talking to you
Um the communication um got cut in terms of not just with uh my lbs but um when I was going through just me and God uh they’re um how about I put this I didn’t have I didn’t have a phone for a while um and so ironic it’s funny because at that time
Um for whatever reason I just I didn’t have a phone for for a little bit um and uh that was that was pretty much that so I just lost uh connection um with people um you know I feel like that was God’s protection for whatever the case may be
Um but uh anybody like I said anybody else considering please rethink um anybody and see this that’s in leadership in the church um you know examine yourself self-examine yourself um there are some things that go on that um you may or may not know about um but you know is happening um
That’s pretty much it I’ll continue to pray for uh everyone hopefully like I said this Touch Somebody um I didn’t quite get to say how I really wanted to say it because again it’s my first time um really talking about it um and so I wouldn’t say I was nervous but
There were some things that um I don’t know if I I missed or whatever but hopefully whatever whatever I said the Lord really touches your heart um and Hulu was meant for get it and uh if it’s not for you then that’s that’s okay too but I don’t know who who’s uh
Who’s going to be impacted by this so uh God bless you uh it’s gonna be funny reading these comments uh to be honest with you I really don’t care um so a lot anytime if you want to uh you know do a part two or whatever the
Case may be if if the Lord puts it on your spirit or whatever if I missed anything please reach out to me again yes so I can talk about it um because I’ma just keep going and going forward and walking in the Lord uh sorry but uh yeah
I love it thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you a million thank yous for sharing your testimony on my platform I am truly honored your testimony is so powerful I I feel like you really don’t understand how powerful your words are you really
Don’t but that is listen that’s the Lord because it’s just the Lord’s words that are coming through you and so I thank you for being obedient and sharing what the Lord told you to share okay and do you have like an Instagram or maybe if do you want to give out your Social
Media stuff or just you know just stick with the comments um I’m not I mean I’m on social media but I’m not really on social media okay so it wouldn’t make no difference if I did give it out but yeah I’m just uh the comments in the comments
Thanks for watching don’t forget to like subscribe and comment bye wait wait wait wait you don’t have to have with me doing the outro for the recording no but that was so good Thank you
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