Hey how you doing welcome welcome hey Sis hey big bad wolf how you doing I did not put up my thing but I need to because our membership live will be Monday and I forgot to put up the uh post for it in the membership but I’m
Gon do that yes how you doing how you doing Mama and how you doing I’m not even going to keep y’all long cuz at 8 I’m GNA swim by Heidi for a little bit but I’m just going to keep y’all for a few minutes though I am because it’s
Throwback Thursday and I K y’all not between P Diddy between real going left in my chat between all that stuff has had me throwing back like thinking back you know even with Maria and Rio getting into it like I said here’s the problem with most people around here everybody
Feel like I got to be on the side how about I’m just I was there I remember when it happened was I a part of it no but I remember when it happened I remember when everything te went down and I remember real was shouting a million times over that you know ain’t
No rules to war this war this war ain’t no rules to it but then them same people that say that stuff be the same people you took it too far you went further than I’d go when in reality like I said you start playing that game we all gonna go fire now y’all
Going to have to excuse me I might have to put my glasses on cuz the sun is still out and it’s coming through that window and I had to turn my light on because it had a odd light in here with just the Sun so I’m G just put my
Sunglasses on crazy C Mama how you doing sis yes yes yes thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you always spread the love it’s enough hate I don’t wake up every morning think dang how much hate can I get see find outs going on I
It’s easy I don’t have to look far you don’t have to look far you don’t have to look far you can turn on the news you could turn on you could just go in the internet you can go on social media you can it’s everywhere it’s everywhere you
Can walk through a store cooch cooch how you doing sis um but yeah you you can catch it any kind of one like I said we throwing back today it’s throw back Thursday and I need that son to hurry up and stop glaring through that window and
Once it does that uh we’ll take off the glasses so anybody come in they because they have to be uh but yeah uh I was looking today and I seen uh Maria and them Community wall and I saw that they and then I saw they
Short they had to put up you know when Ria was you know giving us some of his suckiest hits ever you know some of the wackest tracks known to man and I’m not just saying that because even I never thought these tracks were good I not one
Of them that I think was cold didn’t one of them where I think like if we was in a rap battle where I be like oh whoa none of that ever happened um you know but she she reminded us but I remember when all that was going
Down I remember when all that was going there and can I tell y’all from my side how I saw it this what I saw so I saw Maria and uh Rio getting into it but since I saw it truly from what I saw the beginning I can’t tell you where they
Other if it was some background stuff some background I don’t know I’m tell you what I saw as a subscriber because I’m in subscriber mode right now I’m just on the panel I’m a subscriber telling my story hold on I’m G come up like subscribers
To yeah so um this what I saw this what I saw y’all so Marie and then was going back and forth and R was like reaching for Maria like trying to get her attention you know what I’m saying be saying most absurd [ __ ] about calling on everything else and I like
Damn like this is deep you know did did she did she kill your first born did she this is deep you know but I forget it’s a bunch of plays on the Internet it’s a bunch of people who do it for clicks views super chats super stickers uh cash
App vimos uh paypals I always have to remind myself for that um so anyway as I was watching I said damn he going fire then the next thing I know Maria unslipped and uh let us know like hold on a second this is what I got out
Of remember y’all I have an interpreter that interprets for me what people doing on his Liv so what this interpreter told me was like Maria had posted it like wait a minute you want him fighting with white women all day every day all night and every night and you got a whole half
White child that you need whether your child was not white all black anything but you should stop because you’re disrespecting her when you keep just disrespecting her whole race you know be mad at the [ __ ] you mad at but so when she did that oh R was pissed so then
R was like oh we should to make a whole album about your daughter you know what I mean he was every time I turned around he wanted to have babies with your daughter you wasn’t even grandma and he want to make you a grandma with him and
He was gonna be your son-in-law he just I mean he was going I thought man what’s more disrespectful as you think my daughter would go you know what I’m saying he was harassed you know then he was saying well your daughter grown my daughter’s Bab Maria took it down she
Took it down but that’s how I remember it going but what I do remember is what I do know no matter what if that [ __ ] was three years ago and I’m trying to figure out if the beef is so hot that real got with all these people with
Charlotte of the whb with with everybody e even old M with everybody why this [ __ ] so old you ain’t got no new be well let me guess you still trying to ride that old wave I guess I don’t know I don’t know someone throw back Thursday I was thinking about Maria
Mar hey hey hey did I tell that right or did I tell that wrong CU that’s how I remember oh yes not only do I remember um wait wait from uh oh uh wait who’s TT c i I remember because I remember once after real done tried to check me and we
Squashed it after that then I used to watch him and I told him I won’t subscribe to you and anybody who knows it when I finally subscrib to him I told him it’s because all this other [ __ ] you’re doing is just is too much and I’m
A woman before anything else I’m a woman so you cre how you doing I remember when old girl what’s her name um the one y would she a cop or something she’s come up on and give them legal advice on what he should say it wouldn’t say because he just be loose
With his mouth and I be like why does he think he could get on here and tell people he gonna take him out he doing this he murking them derking them sleeping with them you telling women you gonna bend them over tend them over all this type of stuff you telling people
Telling you they survivors how this that and I’m like but then he gets sensitive don’t talk about don’t talk about my cats you be like what your cats you just disrespecting my whole existence my whole lineage oh Terry talk please C you know him and Terry to were friendenemies
To me you know what I’m saying like when people be talking about Terry time and calling all this other stuff MMA I Ain know who the hell was talking about but then what I knew a Terry time was her and real first they was Arch because think about it anybody real got cool
With not all of them because like I said cooch you was loyal to him uh Julie Vergo was loyal to him and I don’t seen him Shin check Julie Virgo and I’m like dang Julie don’t even deserve that you know she talk about isit but I like
Julie V [ __ ] but I done seen sh and I be like man she loyal as hell too man he can barely stand up sit down if you play musical chairs with him you would catch a case cuz they would have swore you knew you was gonna send him to
The a this man he on B the M then he us to talk about all these chicks he got first of all when you even think back see I should have been up in that CH y’all I should have been up in that chat when he came in sun shinery because I
Would have been like hold on let me see a full body of you man you you know what you better empty your bank account if a woman willing to do anything for you you know what I’m saying that’s when you better come on here for cash app you
Better come up on here and be like hey y’all I’m dropping my VMO Super Chat super stickers I can’t take them money tonight I need the money tonight and I’m sure it ain’t gonna cost much but he used to swear he could have everybody I used to be saying man you
Can’t be saying somebody your baby mama because that would insinuate one they slept with you you know yeah to you to I Ain never man that’s what I’m saying I ain’t never had hold on let me come back in because I’m back to being a me when West how you doing Cosmic crazy
How you doing how you doing just Beetle how you doing but I never since YouTube seen so many people do the most vicious [ __ ] to each other but be the most sensitive people in the world you know what I mean I just never seen it in my life I’ve never seen
People come disrespectful then be mad at your disrespect I never seen people say stuff like I’mma pull up pull up pull up pull up pull up pull up pull up pull up pull up they say oh my God why would you pull up why would you say pull
Cuz if you ain’t with that don’t do that and people be wishing death I Ain never I never in my let me tell y’all something I’ve seen rosary beads be used in some gang stuff because truthfully the church was by whether it was mobster stuff I seen rosary beads in
This kind of way like right and I still them like oh my God they disrespect cuz they still it was a baptism it was something going on it was Christian it was something going on it was a you know what I’m saying it was a you became a
God Parents type [ __ ] it was small ltin King it was some stuff going on right on the internet I seen people pray for death with Rosary be I’m like what the this I seen people joke about people being deceased I have seen women fight for the rights of women as they degrade
Women all day every day matter of fact they got a thread line about a woman that they G to dog out all day and every day that’s what I see cre cre thank you thank you thank you sis thank you thank you thank you man April April how you
Ding oh don’t worry because I’m about to get into puffy because I told you it’s throwback and I’ve been throwing back the music head and me done came out because I am music music is I feel like the barges when they say music was keeping them happy music is what you
Know I just music I love music It’s My Life is my life but I just this week I’m like man I’ve never seen it like I said y’all call them pandemic plays when y’all see people jumping up in chats to start a fight you and there talking about Stevie
W and they come jumping in talking about 2023 2022 2021 somebody else chat ain’t got nothing to do with them that that’s some old deflector chat [ __ ] just ignore that block it out block it out Kristoff how you doing how you doing but I had to say that because I
Read Maria’s chat uh Community wall thing about an hour and a half before I started so I wanted to say that on some throwback because I’m like oh my God he reaching I every title might as well say two years ago it might as well say three
Years ago I remember I wouldn’t have known who Charlotte the wayb was if real and Charlotte wouldn’t have been beefing I wouldn’t have known but then he kept saying all she she the an the her ancestors was probably was racist a God dang who was it mine could have been militant mine
Was kings and queens I don’t know what yours was but you know but whatever so I started watching all that you know what I mean so like I said I just said this too much throw he went there Charlotte oh he back mad at Brook he um mad at
Me I don’t know because I didn’t know what that was all about but he just mad all this stuff this is [ __ ] wait who PP up passing man let me tell you something for the for the for the dadless conviction I got to go down to
New York go straight up in bedy stand in the center of it and just start playing Biggie and had a whole in my mind everybody just start coming to the windows it’ll be like the D funeral they just came in the city they stood outside and showed that man love man and for
Miss Wallace that’s who it’s all about I’m telling y’all baby baby man man the dead L is a piece of trash doom doom how you doing here’s a piece of trash here’s a piece of trash and I just been literally like in my music here just thinking about forget some old Facebook
Instagram Twitter some forget some old YouTube ass cuz YouTube been out for a while but us doing it like this wasn’t going on you know what I’m saying but the truth of the matters I just think about you be reading articles I remember when Biggie
Died no matter how many times I read any article that puffy opened his [ __ ] mouth any interview he did that guilt in his Shifty ass eyes that said I say this boy is guilty this boy is guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty and that’s why I
Was saying the other day when I was up there with Heidi the commission come on I used to say I was the commissioner in the commission let me tell y’all something biggy died on March 9th and I’ll never forget I gave birth to my son March 26 1997 biggie died on March 9th
1997 his album it dropped on the 25th 25th was it the 25th yeah his album dropped on the 25th of March May 21st is his birthday and I had told my mom I’m switching my son’s name I’m nameing Christopher Wall said no you know I was living when I thought she
Might have put me out but anyway but I gave birth to him but I knew first of all let’s go back music heads cuz remember we didn’t have this kind of technology so you had to watch stuff you had to listen on the radio you had to
Turn on 1390 when I ain’t talking to gospel radio I’m talking about hip hop so you get that underground so you get that music from somewhere else so you could hear different you know they had College radio stations everybody covering stuff anyway I remember listening to an interview biggie did the night before
The awards and even when he was doing it they saying to him like man bigs you know you can’t even get up in the award blah blue he saying you know he just laying back they going to do the After parties woo woo woo woo I never would
Have thought my baby would have been sitting down there kicking it like he was like I feel like it’s toast I tell the young kids all the time every Legend every Gangsta I know when they got caught is when they s still too long when they got too comfortable when they
So the fact that my baby one was in LA for weeks he was in LA for weeks when La was hot when people La was so hot that people had so much animosity still about poac that they was willing to take it on my big where you had to decide am I a
Biggie fan or a Tupac fan and man I used to sit there and be like man this mofo puffy I swear and then when I watched him start a whole biggie clothing line when he came out with that biggie greatest HT and then tried to tell us
How it was a bunch of stuff that biggy had never dropped half the verses in the damn songs he did are verses we already knew from Biggie and he just put them with somebody else he remixed my baby songs I just I watched them and then I’mma tell y’all
Something I ain’t even trying to be sorry I’m just being one 100 it made me pissed at Jay-Z because Jay-Z love to show that big was his brother Jay-Z was going to be in the commission with big but Jay-Z remind me of Jesse Jackson standing next to Martin Luther King
While they took his life I don’t care what nobody say Jesse Jackson has something to do with that so just like I say it’s funny how big and Jay was supposed to be this Pac was cool with puffy big was cool with Pac Pac wasn’t signing the puffy he said
But hey bigs any from your city he them peoples you he what I’m saying he he this what I’m trying to tell you puffy ain’t [ __ ] and I have just watched puffy torture people mess with little girls in my face mess up people career drug out artist you know what I’m saying um
Um man man I’m telling you cuz you’ve been doing it in our face you’ve been doing it in our face in everybody’s face like I said puff came in the door one minute I’m looking at this dude and Stacy L saw videos and [ __ ] dancing he
In the back he had the JY video dancing while they V the Poo JY we so busy watching Devonte with no shirt on you didn’t notice puff ass over there dancing his ass off but yeah I’m watching them dance then the next thing I know I’m hearing about how he done set
Up this whole damn event where people getting killed cuz he done over Soul [ __ ] then the next thing I know he bad boy bad boy and he take that take that the all up in my damn face then the next thing I know I’m like wait a minute they
Saying that when Big Stretch got killed [ __ ] he was getting in the limo with puff then the next thing I know pop Gone Big gone uh uh Faith done turned at this point to she she was out that bad Mary coming on I mean she giving us dope F bounces everything she
Out there bad I’m just watching it in Hip Hop I’m just watching I watch him get up with JLo she got that soulless look that left I had right before she left that frog The Source magazine every time I’m reading Source magazine back in the day I’m just watching hip hop become really
Just druggies they whing out women left right and sideways in our face and then I watched the Next Generation flood a bunch of little girls and they like okay what we going do is we gonna make you Instagram hot we gonna make you Facebook hot we gonna make you
B world we gonna make you this we gonna make y’all hot but it’s another way to pass the same then on this business on you know it’s just and I was saying about little Christian KES that he was baby puffy everything he did I could tell even in
His videos I’m like oh yeah he he womanized just like his dad I could see it you can see how he act it’s the same old thing then when I seen him throwing a whole thing up against the GDs and he was I said wait a minute what is going
On with this little this little comb somebody go sit this little comb down before get itself fully hurt really hurt you ain’t even about that life go sit down somewhere go sit down it made me so funny how you living these rich ass lives you come and grab the things that
People if they could change anything it would have to be not having to be a certain way but people want to be that just because it sound good that’s that’s goofy as hell to me there are so many layers so many people I think all the people they turn I think
By when they had what’s the W what was his name U they had with them not Mario what’s his name and he was dropping heads with p man but I just think of all that I think of told y’all I watched the video yesterday and they were talking about
How like the year before big died there was something different and there was and I remember man y’all don’t know how I love Biggie because he I love underdogs I love people that I just I love Biggie man I did and don’t get me
Wrong I was a Pac fan and I never wanted to feel like I had to choose but you had to choose at one point you know what I mean and I chose big I chose big and um but yeah like it bothers me because in reality if Tupac and Biggie would have
Been then when I like I said Jay-Z bit all biggie [ __ ] that’s why when Cameron came out with that diss track on him when um when Jazz was the one that um Jay-Z used to be with when he was a Hawaiian so he was with jazz when Jazz
Back in the day came out that [ __ ] on Jay-Z that disc record I was like oh he’s snapping but he’s telling the truth Jay-Z you weren’t big to you were 30 so when I see you with these little girls you was a grown ass man you you a you a old ass man
Now like said I remember when old girl died they was blowing that pushing that up under the rug I remember when they had a reality show lined up about five six years ago and it was going to be like Mistresses and um groupies they was going to be
Doing it and they had slipped one of them on to one they or or a pilot came out for the show I can’t remember but one of them had a baby by some big producer once again they can’t tell us name some big producer and they kid had
Autism and he wasn’t even I said we just watch Time After Time these people are dogging out everything we hearing about them knocking chicks around and they still he didn’t just stop knocking her around he knocking all these chicks around you look at the picture of some of these beautiful women hi bear
H she’s beautiful she’s still beautiful now she is beautiful she is beautiful at one point I used to say h Barry gotta be crazy because dudes be cheating on her they beat on her they just don’t want to be with her or maybe they take her kindness for
Weakness or maybe she she fall in love with the wrong type I never you know what I mean but I used to think like what did h b must go crazy behind the cameras like as soon as the cameras off she just go CRA maybe she doesn’t mhm those basement yeah
Hey think about it like I said when TI and them got caught up we found out that they would be having parties they bring all these strippers back then him and his wife would bust these chicks down and they was passing them around and all these people from the industry for get
Me at the club they was up at at they crib and he got po every all of them had it po everywhere they can’t go nowhere that’s how they started making Vans and truck companies they got Po in them cuz these people was taking everywhere they
Went I mean they was just polling women all the time and women was going and then so many were going that they didn’t know how to take the ones who said they didn’t want to go they didn’t want to do it but yeah no but that’s when I think
About the industry let me tell y a long time ago I stopped watching music videos because they were so way to a point where you like this ain’t got nothing to do with nothing but and I’mma tell y’all the video that I stopped watching videos for real real talk because it was going
On for years but I remember back in the day when I was with Shorty a Gangsta video was a Gangsta video they weren gangster but it was all naked chicks around they was shaking bottles in their face none of this was going on it wasn’t so sexual she dripping stuff down up boo
It’s like if you treating her like this on a video I know when these cameras off y’all unzipping y’ pants and putting her head down in your lap I know what y’all doing to her I don’t gotta be there to know you know what I’m saying so um it was the big pimping
Video y’all remember Aaron Hall baby mama she just standing in front of the car the whole time just gting and viting and bouncing and bouncing but for some reason there was this moment when I looked at and I thought she high as a k she high as a k and I’m done I’m
Done I’m done because this what little girls gonna aspire to be they gonna aspire to be the front girl in the video that you looking at they gonna aspire to have 200,000 views on their Instagram but inside that 200,000 views they done got a thousand Instagram messages from
Men who like hey I’ll fly you out here hey I’ll throw you some money hey you want to run a quick5 th000 hey you want you think that don’t happen and Instagram will facilitate them by saying we’ll pay your channel because you get in traction you get in
Traction but then behind all these models they telling you stories of how they got up with celebrities and they got there and they put them up in the crib like be you came to bounce all night you came to get it quit it and then we gonna come outside you gonna be
On my arm and they G say hey that’s that girl that got a million followers on Instagram yep yep that’s the industry and some people gonna sign up for that knowing because they gonna think I can handle it but they thinking that like that’s just what we know we
Not behind the door so it get darker behind the door you know what I mean it get darker I remember I don’t know if y’all remember when Pretty Ricky the group one of them called a Cas uh was they in Florida called a case cuz y’all once again y’all know who get
Front row tickets most of the time in rap concerts 14 13 year old little girls and they gonna come in like you know what they used to say when I was young they used to say Body by playboy Mind by Mattel so they gonna come in looking like a d a grown ass
Woman and she GNA hope she can get a picture right next to him to prove to everybody she was that close but some of them ain’t going to tell you what happened after the cameras went off they ain’t going to tell you how them people know that they worship the ground they
Walk on they would do anything you know how many women would have mess with a bunch of them that’s why they’ll be like I ain’t your baby daddy girl you better go check the reason they saying that that night several of them slept with you several of them so as far as they
Concerned it’s all our baby or none of our baby yeah I mean it’s a mess it’s a mess it’s a mess it’s a mess it’s a mess it is a mess and lots of drugs lots of drugs Russell Simmons wrote in one of his very first books and when he came up
Off that plane when him and Rick Ruben went out the country for the first time they got the plane they ask him what they wanted he thought simple at first they like what you want and Russell told them drugs and [ __ ] next thing you know boom they got go they got that
Go this out of his mouth they got that drug and they got some heers who’s ready to drop it right there when they walked in the room they came ready so first of all for women to know what they doing something’s organized you didn’t just walk in a room
And know as a woman yeah I’m bad everybody want to sleep with me that means they’re going to no it doesn’t it means you know what I feel better as a woman kn walked up that room and some dude is going to fantasize about something he’ll never get how about that
That sounds sexy to me that turns me off it’s sad but it’s the truth and they show it to us through videos they’ll show us on a video what they about what they they’ll show us like a party it’s women in the party getting they showing us they getting
Stuff poured on them it’s women in the party socalled getting B over a lying and let me tell you every rapper tell you that that came from Rock and Roll because see the rock and roll era was where you learned how to drug it where they call getting white boy wasted
Where they call having groupies they invented the groupy your favorite groups they invented the groupy they invented having women that came and it didn’t matter if they bathed that they was blow growing up it didn’t matter they were still suck them off do y’all know and roll bands used to have
What they call the sex pits I forget which group started it wasn’t poison who started but one of them started it so they would have a pit where when you would see them like running off stage into it they be running there to do drugs and to get blow jobs all kind
Sexually like what the what the and then we’ll wonder why these people don’t have no respect and they got a thousand kids they sleeping with everybody they sleeping with everybody mhm it is is it is it’s definitely going to and you don’t want to be in the RICO cuz you could catch
The you the smallest fry catching the sentence like the biggest fry oh no no get me out that R I’d rather have done a case myself and be facing something it’s sad but true it’s it’s just what goes on I mean and that’s why people think about
It people love to say they know somebody famous that’s why I don’t even talk about stuff like that because that means that I’m using their name is more powerful than who I am so you going to like me more because I’m telling you something about them because no I’m not
That person I’m just also not the same person that’ll be around celebrities asking for their autograph your name don’t mean [ __ ] to me is it on the check that I’m in my name see you’d have to be the person signing the check that’s in my name because other than that your
Name don’t know me the presence of getting to know you or see that mean something I don’t you’re human to me now there’s some celebrities that probably make me faint but it’ll be because I my whole life imagine Prince is one of them he not alive no more
Michael Jackson is one of them who if I would have met person I probably would have fainted he’s not alive Phil Collins is another he’s not performing anymore okay liono Richie is what I have loved these people since I was since I was so young that I thought
Every time I was listening to records we knew the people personally I didn’t even know it was I didn’t that’s how young I was when music was my life that I could think back and remember so these are people that if I met them you know what I mean not though so
No but me being a groy no no but there a bunch of them that catch it but that’s a whole another thing like me trying to give it to him in the back of a concert why they why they Ro bagers and everybody else watching all none of
That kind of stuff but they could catch it mean and that yeah I wouldn’t mind you know but anyway that’s a whole another story that’s a whole that’s a whole another conversation Bruce Willis I love Bruce Willis I’ve been watching Bruce Willis since Moonlighting that’s when I can
First remember ever watching him so then it was the die hards and everything else I love Bruce Willis and Bruce Willis is almost like Michael J fox with me it’s hard to watch them beic because I’ve been watching them my whole life you know it’s just like muhamad Ali I
Couldn’t watch mam like that like when he got you know I couldn’t watch Richard PRI I couldn’t watch it I couldn’t watch it oh yes I love l or I love line origin oh I need to get me a um karaoke machine I’m going sit and do some karaoke I’m do
A karaoke live where I’m just doing karaoke I want to do it with uh songs from TV shows do y’all remember TV shows used to have good songs I could think like I said the golden girl is one of my favorite TV theme songs ever ever oh yeah I love
Bru when I was a shorty actors that when I was a shorty that I still love the same way whether they still around or they not uh doing a lot of movies or something are always gonna be because these are people I grew up seeing in movies a lot too uh
Bruce um Nicholas Cage I grew up seeing Tom Hanks a lot I mean big is one all Tom Hanks back in the day that’s one of my favorite favorites uh Tom Hanks I grew up seeing and movies a lot and they still around Samuel Jackson I’ve been looking at the first
Movie I ever seen Samuel Jackson when I was young was uh school days [ __ ] Le school days and um he’s in the restaurant they a popey but yeah but like I said so Samuel Jackson I’ve been looking at for years so school days when I saw for the first
Time I was probably about seven eight Classic Movie one of my favorite CV Wonder songs is in it um it made me as a young kid appreciate um stepping and fraternities and sororities but it also made me realize I didn’t want to be a colorist
In my own race it really opened me to that so yes it’s very good movie it’s very old it’s very good movie um Philadelphia oh my God Philadelphia is almost like first of off Philadelphia had a great soundtrack too uh that that movie had a great soundtrack very good
Movie based on the true story great freaking movie um but when I started thinking of the soundtracks I think of Jerry Maguire I love that movie I love but then it made me think of Cuba because he up in that movie A Cuba I can’t even look at you the thing and not
Picture you caressing all over Rodney face anyway nurse how you doing yeah it is it’s one of those movies it’s a few of them that actually deal with that subject they’re very hard to watch but they’re just so real and sometimes real has to be take so we can feel you
Got to feel it holding it in will only consume you um but yeah Philadelphia a hard one to watch you know um It’s A Hard One to watch though yes Cuba yes but let me tell y’all something one we all know a few years ago women they just settled it
Like two years ago or dismissed it where women were saying that Cuba was groping them and touching them inappropriate and all this but let me tell you something does anybody remember remember that movie Boat Trip where Cuba goes on the trip uh what is he following his
Girlfriend or something but it ends up being a gay cruise that she went on with like a friend or something I can’t remember why he’s on that boat 11 years but I’m G tell y’all this much when I watched that movie for the first time for some reason I was watching it and
Thinking this is who he is not even the gay part just how he’s acting what he does how he’s au but he’s pretending to be gay I’m like that’s really him he too comfortable it’s like when moli Cen played in that movie in that movie that
Was about um I know I know anybody y’all gotta remember this movie all the movie heads in here there was a movie moli Cen was in and it was based on a true story about this guy who was running a nightclub and in this nightclub he was
Having once again them underage Boys in there lots of drugs was going through there and then there end up being like a murder and the murder was like of moli cen’s boyfriend or Secret friend lover I can’t remember but him and Seth what his old boy’s name Seth not Seth Green what
Is the guy’s name but they’re in the movie and SE is like in love with them but they’ll get high and um uh M Kosh would kogan would picture him like as a bunny rabbit and they you he be telling him everything all the secrets all these celebrities that came through there and
Was sleeping around cre cre how you doing but it’s a good movie but if you watch it you like this is who moli cooken is he’s so comfortable being high lots of scenes with him like in his underwear like just in some tidy whes and a tight tank top and I’m like this
Is him this is how he is he’s cause Michael turned him on I love Michael don’t get me wrong but it’s just because these people it’s a cycle it’s a cycle and even if we um party monster great movie see I told y I forget a movie I won’t forget what happened
But that movie is based on the true story did you know that did you know that Big B was it was creepy because M I’m telling you when you’re watching mcoi Cen during the movie he’s he uses everything see H everything he just constantly has to be
H and he’s living his life but at one point he was up in there tricking through the club hey ambulance how you doing sis hey mother Z yeah it was crazy but I remember watching the movie like this moli this is really who he is right now
He was too comfortable and his skin was so pale I can’t remember where they drag where they um drag queens I think they were I can’t remember the guy had a famous club and I want to say it was in Miami Miami is party life and a party
Difference lots of C being used it’s a party drug ecstasy party drug mushrooms they hallucina party drugs there’s lots of that going on but they was ruy in it B there lots of that going on in the club scene Studio 64 yeah that’s the name of the movie
Studio 64 or is it called Party Monster they were club kids yep they were club kids because they were young they were real young they never directly in a movie say how young they were but they were young they were young like I said they would get high and me Loa and
Picturing that they were getting have with this bunny rabbit and he kicked it with them all the time and and then Seth ends up his character ends up um uh telling cen’s character he ends up snitching them out but also he knew how to get that bread now oh was in New
Jersey I used to love Jersey sh oh I used to love that show I think I kind of stopped liking it but still watched it I think I stop liking it when they went to Italy cuz I was like okay they told y’all you could not do this this
This this this and this and y’all did this this this and this I’m telling you crazy mama anybody I challenge you watch Cuba and that think about exactly what’s going on today and know that when I watch the years ago this him this him but I ain’t
Going to lie every time somebody bring up Cuba in that you know and the claims on him all I think about is in boys in the hood and he driving through like he gonna go help re you know avenge uh Ricky’s death and then he like let me
Out the C though why didn’t he say let me out the studio puff let me out the boat puff let me out your bedroom puff let me I’m G need Cuba to tell let him out if anybody make a beam on that they got it for me because I’m telling you
I’m about to make one he gonna be saying let me out the studio puff let me out the studio he said let me at the C though let me have the C though he talking to Doughboy he said let me have the C though cuz he wasn’t g go bust a grape
At a winery Cuba ain’t about to do nothing I always like Cuba brothers are actor more than I like Cuba anyway and I could tell by the way Cuba was pushing up on that grown ass man that he be pushing up on them on them the miners that be up in there too
Coming in like Cuba I done met some celebrities in real life and they tried to act big and I had to remind them like hey the big hit you riding off of is old like I mean the only reason I know you is because you was you know what I’m
Saying but don’t front like you somebody I know people ain’t seen the movie fight like a girl here ding Cuba was up there kicking it with puffy uh when when when puppy needed to groom one of the men to becoming one of his toys for everybody to play with you know um
Uh Cuba obviously was the Grand wizard of taking care of them and bringing them over to the other side and I’m not even talking about the gay side I’m talking about just the other side of being comfortable with being passed around and I’m like Cuba you you you just couldn’t just stay
An actor how come you couldn’t tap dance how come you couldn’t do none of the other stuff like I said Cuba’s daddy is flipping he is turning circles in his grave Cuba’s brother is brother so I didn’t know it was that deep I didn’t know he was all up into the puffy
Program but I knew my brother was definitely on some Hill get up with the women the men the everybody’s but he too deep in I’m like you had to know little kids was in you had to know underage people was here and the reason I know you had to
Know is because the same party you got pictures where you in the studio with him is supposedly a party where there were underage girls out there that we know for fact I don’t know about the young men I mean look at y’all when y’all look at Brendan Paul how old is he
What 24 now 25 how old is he Top’s 26 my oldest son is 27 Puffy’s oldest kid uh that he claiming which is really sure it’s 32 you kicking them people younger than your oldest kid like why why you care with all these kids are they all singers
Are they all F to the label why are you with all these kids even if your son’s throwing parties why you there with all these kids these younger people you know why because when you have power you know that younger people women they’re gonna be impressionable to that power you know I
Mean they don’t notice you oh wait I was ignoring him until he pulled out that wall not me if he using the why to get people attention I’m ignoring him because I know he then thinks he can buy people you have to know that no Cuba’s I mean Cuba’s okay act I
Never thought I told you I like his brother better than him acting wise I think his brother funny first time I started liking Cuba’s brother was when he was a baby boy I don’t even think his character was supposed to be f but he amused me he amused
Me like I love Loren Tate like I used think he was so sexy but I like his brothers I actor more than l uhhuh right and everybody’s asking where is she at where is she at and I’m surprised she ain’t selling been produced or some pictures of her been produced but we
Also have to remember so does anybody remember when um masterpie daughter the one who passed away from her addiction um uh does anyone remember uh and guys since we are sitting here talking about serious things like this in Industry can and I will too can can
One of my mods please drop um an abuse hotline number into the line um please drop in a um uh the well we know the suicide prevention is is it 988 is it star text 988 I believe that’s the suicide prevention um but just these things because these in you know what I
Mean and U an anonymous number I just want to make sure because it’s somebody struggling and you’ll be surprised like I said the being a woman one of the things that’s why I decided I would stand in solidarity sist in solidarity uh with women because one of the things I know
About being a woman is being sexualized so that’s whether you don’t have and you think if I had that I’d get more attention feeling less then struggling with your weight um feeling like no one be want to ask me to a dance whatever these things you got big feet uh you got
Big lips or big nose um your hair doesn’t grow in right whatever may be the flaw and then some women you’ll see these beautiful women and to some little girl at home she’s doing everything to try to look like this woman but she’s missing that this woman
That you think is so much better than you is still being dog because if I don’t have security selflove and all that stuff I’m gonna put myself in places like this you know what I mean I I think about you know Melissa Ford I love Melissa Ford she’s very educated she’s
Very smart for a while I think people only saw ask and TS and they didn’t realize this girl is very intelligent very and she fought to prove that like I am I’m not some groupy I’m not some pass around I’m not just somebody on a you know what I mean
Like yeah it’s always look he always gonna be something that was knock me it’s gonna be something but if you love yourself but if you trying to validate yourself you want to be the girl everybody looking with girls like oh want to look like Beyonce why that’s not to say she beautiful or
Not it’s to say she’s her she’s her you know what I mean look like you be the best you that’s it confidence go a long way they go a long way and that’s why you see so many people men or women who you might think might not be
Attractive to you but you never know with they confidence they personality who they are what they bring you never know but yeah these girls like I said they be aspiring to just be you know the sexiest I want to show my whole damn near body
Down to my hip bone and then let my pants be on it with my butt crack out and then I want to show you everything on my boobs with my nipple and you be like you might as well just came out naked might as well that’s nothing left for the
Imagination but they screaming for attention M confidence is everything it is it will grab attention when you not even trying to get somebody gonna notice it’s just like it’s something about you your your confidence your spirit yeah it go a long way it is and that’s what I try to
Putting little girls and I also try to remind the young men that courting girls chival you need to keep that it’s a lot of women that don’t wait for the door to get open because they used to open it they self but let them know when you in the room you know what
I’m saying like bring it back you know what I mean that’s it that that so I I don’t know but I definitely tell the young ladies have confidence you know have confidence some of them chasing the man that right now his way of feeling confident is having a bunch
Of women chasing him so the more that’s doing it he that’s what gives him confidence because that’s the stage he’s in in his life so you mess with somebody them you got to have the confidence to just mess with them when you want to have fun move around you ain’t worried
About nobody with you’re not in that he wouldn’t they wouldn’t even bring it around you because they know they time with you is limited I gotta tell people I’m always gonna be a asset meaning you always going to want me in my life and I tell the young girls all the time when
You go go home and you’re sad about this bra relationship breaking up go ahead and cry don’t be afraid to cry don’t sit in your bed and Lose Yourself don’t give up on yourself and stop taking care of yourself don’t do that make sure that
Every time if you bump into him he see you doing all right because a day gonna come when he want you back or remember how good you were he G but you gonna been to moved on it’ll happen you know it’ll happen you got to you got to if
You don’t want you who else Gonna Want You if you think you this and that what you think other people think about you nope nope some people think the [ __ ] I go out the more attention I get know the more people you get who
Gonna use what you got on as a reason to believe that they that if you talk to them that they could sleep with you I could have had on a nun’s outfit and if I want to sleep with you I’d want to sleep with you so see my outfit ain’t telling you nothing
But people it depend on where they mind at so a guy is say now he’ll go in the club looking for all the half naked women but then he using his excuse she a [ __ ] cuz she came home with me tonight she a [ __ ] cuz she come out dressed like
That that’s why she that’s why women get everything they want they get drinks they get this and some of them still getting treated like trash some of them getting dogged out by a men who will knock you halfway across a room if he think you looking over at somebody
Else but he cheating on you left right and sideways the grass always looks green on the other side and that’s what you have to teach young people you you that I bet it do look good because you only see the things that you want not what all it
Is oh ambulance I too and you lucky I didn’t when we was in Vegas let me tell you something you can do you can do playful you can do Playboy you can do let me tell you something that I feel about nudity confidence in your body and self is a beautiful thing but
You can do it gracefully you’re not sitting with your legs gapped open we looking up into your into your baby tunnel um you not doing it where I’m looking into your bum bums hole and if you’re not doing all that I’m like CU that shouldn’t be play with that should
Be we getting ready to have sex whether you a man or a woman I mean I shouldn’t be this deep in your body but to me as a woman one of the be most beautiful things as a woman is the confidence of yourself loving yourself and the skin
You’re in and if you want to work on that work on that but to work on that I got to love what I’m in first so that I can know I wanna I want to do it better I want to have more energy I want to but it’ll do what it’ll be whatever
Is for you I truly believe that I am going to take me a graceful naked picture not to put in Playboy but to own to be M and will never be afraid to show it I love me like I said and even when it come to scars I I have some surgery
They’re not bad they’re just things that I’m always G to see I’m always gonna know and they don’t bother like that but they’re reminder they’re reminder of survival they reminder of pain they reminder of thinking learn knowing exactly what it’s like to realize how important your stomach muscles are all the things I
Learned in that because the moment they cut through my muscles I learned how you use your stomach muscles for everything you not just getting up you’re not just laughing you not just coughing you’re not just nothing there’s nothing I could do without feeling and it made me appreciate when I
Could just get out the bed made me appreciate when I didn’t have to start heading for the bathroom well at one point I had a damn bed pan so yeah right and then trust me when I tell you um you get a hold of something and somebody else got that it really shows
You trying to do it in vengeous way but what I’m saying is I would I would because I think of the days when my insecurity was because I wasn’t what you supposed to be supposedly I wasn’t the size I’ll never be the size of that and even when people had the size
And weight you’ll hear and say oh I wish I had the boobs I wish I had this I wish I had this I wish I had the that because you’re always chasing something I love who I am I love play and then I always say for everybody finding the thing on you that
You love the most you know but I love self Love and things happen you know cuz life keep life and and the only way you ever know where somebody where something was coming from somebody is when they really know it because sometimes you’ll be sitting around in life I know I did you’ll be saying man this the reason I’m like this
But when you dig deeper it really started before that that was just the straw that broke the camel back that was just when it was where you could really pinpoint it but you had buried back where it really began oh yeah yeah I wouldn’t yeah I wouldn’t
Like I said I want to get a photo of her bathing or something I don’t know I don’t know what’s going on my thing my character with her it work if I get on another uh device on one of my devices I feel like he like Echoing yeah and you know like I said even in life even if you had a bad upbringing what are you are you bad like that are you all the things that you say made your life bad or are you all the things that made you have peace they kept you
Okay they kept you from going to be just like what you hated being seeing or living that’s how I look at stuff when you want to First Start Wearing swimsuits and stuff I suggest to all people first get comfortable walking around in it yourself get one that you
Feel comfortable so make sure it’s not tight in between your legs make sure if it is a two-piece it don’t fall off your buttonless let look you going for you know what I’m saying um but just make sure you’re comfortable and these days they have so many coverups that you
Could start there but I just say living the skin you as long as you’re comfortable living that skin that’s it that’s it now I don’t want to come up in there and that anybody got a g string I don’t care if they tiny I just don’t want to wonder if
You didn’t wipe your bum bum good enough if that g string come out is gonna have a stain or like I don’t want to think that about nobody but teaches on you know what I’m saying I’m G be like I don’t want to I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t not
You know I’m not a big fan of men swimming and Speedos and stuff unless I’m watching the swim cuz I don’t want to look like the perve looking down at people when in there like we to see what the water I don’t want to be that person now I’m Cuba God
Let me stop let me stop I’m telling you you better wear let me say if I wear anything I wear with confidence but I’m not a two-piece type of person but I I definitely like I said they got so many cute I really like when I think of like swimsuits and stuff I’m
Really into like those oldfashioned swimsuits so they cute but they usually in ones they have like a yeah know what I’m talking about like a old I don’t know I don’t know y know one the 60s is one of my favorites in music but mhm yeah I’ve never one or two
Pie I’ve never done that and like I said just love is can you in you start by wearing it to me in your home you walk around comfortable comfortable so that when you go out in it no matter how nervous you get in your skin you’re so used to walking around in
That that you just for put your own soundtrack in your ears whenever you nervous some people it might not work some people would do it for me them or you got just I put on my whatever you got your Rocky B Boy music whatever it is you got your confident
Music your you know what I mean this expresses me music whatever I do that in my ear music save me and it keeps me oh yeah that’s what I’m saying they got the short ones they got the ones where it’s a two-piece but the sht damn
Near come to where your your shorts go to meet at like I said they have so many and they have so many great designers um like even old girl that right now they talking about uh what’s her name they used to me Chris Brown oh
Drea Drea had a swimsuit line and I mean she went up to big sizes too she had nice swimsuits made for your shape made for your year and ladies always especially when you’re wearing clothes have good bras on it changes everything good bras change and everything unless you got that perfect
Body shape and the perfect boobs you know where you could get away with wearing sexy shirts and all that without a bra you but a bra can change anything like I don’t like I am a boy short kind of we person I just I just oh my God first of
All I couldn’t do a thong these days if Cisco came and said Danny you we gonna give you all the royalties off of the song from back in the day I I still couldn’t do it like I just that I don’t I don’t like stuff up my bumski like
That so I can’t do it um I like lace but these days I’m like H when it’s time like lace and all that let’s have it on and take it off because it just I just I don’t know I have texture issues so right now I am like cotton or you know yep
Yep yes yes keep them keep them nice and I got tell people I don’t care even in the broke as moments I got good bras and good underwear but I keep boy shorts of all kind I mean I got every kind you I got BB Juicy Couture cartoon characters gas you D
Sh okay yeah that’s what I said that’s when I want to see a man in them when I’m watching swimming but I don’t want to be a per CU I know I will be sometime Claudia Claudia says how you doing how you doing but y’all I said I was only gonna
Come on for an hour because I’m getting ready to uh like I’m going live at 8 talking shows and everything else with Heidi and I still got a little catching up to do catch up to do that’s why I said I’m just gonna drop on in because I haven’t
Been up there with uh me Heidi and DS in a while so I’m going drop on in for secondi definitely r my mouth about what I have seen what I have seen definitely do that but I’mma go ahead and do that before I
Look up and it is 8 o’clock so I know me I will stay on here all night but I hadn’t came on in a couple of days and I’m like wait a minute let me come on here and say something let throwback is Throwback but yeah so like I said I’m
Going to get out of here get myself ready cuz I was watching seeking uh sister wise but I’m finish trying to catch up but I have enjoyed you all because I’m in throwback mode my mind is thinking of everything in the hip hop that I’ve watched and seen the fights the scuffles
I mean everything I remember when gun them at that Awards somebody got stabbed at the award they had to cancel sto award I think sh was coming up was tra was coming up somebody was coming up on stage when that happened I remember the source awards that night when it was in
New York and um Snoop and them came up and got booed and Snoop couldn’t believe that then he had to make that song He’s stomping on New York I remember watching it live and in person Source Awards I remember that award and what happened in New York at that award was the reason
Why when Biggie was in Cali and it was right after Pac dying and for them Awards you know next year um they you know Californians was still hot they was hot as biscuits they was hot and if you lived in that area you know it’s no joke they was hot they was
Hot and I just feel like all the beef that puffy and Suge had with each other you know before Suge even signed uh Tupac to death row uh before Biggie was signed to puffy they had a back and forth and they had a little thing a little so-called beef but
If you notice after both of them were dead they suddenly didn’t have beef no more there was never no puffy shg beef ever again that’s weird to me that’s real weird to me yeah Lloyd Banks I remember L Banks g g yep but yeah like I said I remember all
The stuff going on in Hip Hop I remember when 50 dog do biva I remember when um Paris Hilton was messing with everybody I remember that that’s why I wasn’t surprised when she became a DJ I remember when she was in super love with the uh what’s that DJ the girl she was
In love with they was like engaged I remember all that because I remember when old girl that supposed he was pregnant by Jay-Z dad and then right after that JayZ got his nephew that car he died that same day in the car accident um he got the car I remember
That I remember when this chick about three years ago was saying she that her niece was Jay-Z daughter and that her sister and her used to mess with Jay-Z and then before Jay-Z and she not lying cuz y’all got to remember Jay-Z wasn’t didn’t have that deal and be somebody
Till he was 30 so when she saying Jay-Z and his buddies used to come out to her neighborhood when he was 1920 and his buddies would get up with her friends and you know what I’m saying they mess with each other and they would kick get drink spend like the whole weekend
Together all of them whatever that probably did take place you know what I mean but I’m just saying JayZ and the Beehive had went out the old girl like man JayZ would never mess with a girl in a wheelchair because the woman now is in the wheelchair because she got some
Illness like menitis or something she got some Illness but the thing I don’t get is is like if Jay-Z ain’t that baby father why did he go to the hospital when the baby was born why are there pictures of him and one of his boys at the hospital when the baby is
Born CU he was just such a good friend of hers it was just weird I remember that that was a few years ago I remember when flavor flave would be catching charges of domestic and then be drug I mean all the things that took place like I said
When um little uh Pretty Ricky when a boy got the little case I remember when um Casey and Devonte they got it for groping some girl on stage she said y’all remember that y remember that was it Casey and Devonte Casey and Mr D I remember that then I remember you had rappers
Like Luke who made it CH come up on this stage and Pop That hey Pop That So when they came on the stage they literally came up here to clap it to pop it to show it to have no underwear on when they lifted up their skirt and yeah they
Can’t do it they do it they okay and some women just can’t get close to that artist cuz they so in love with them I guess Maybe is this the same one did that just had surgery he’s having another one or he’s just about to have that surgery Claudia we definitely keep him in our prayers yes Jay-Z yeah and then they they harassed the girl so much that even the girl who’s supposed to be Jay-Z’s daughter
Was like I never asked y’all for nothing my auntie came on here and you know decided to show the pictures because she had pictures of all of them kick like on Polaroids all kind of [ __ ] because they used to kick it back in the day so it’s
All them you know getting drunk out of they hip-hop clothes you can tell they kicking it hang out yeah they sleep together all yeah cuz Jay-Z up there with my older brother my older brother is 52 53 yeah 53 this year JayZ is like that like I said he bit my baby St
Took his L it’s people to this day that when they here when the Remy in my system they give credit to Jay-Z that is biggy that is biggy that’s why when n said how many more Rhymes his Rhymes gonna come out your fat lips like literally like get off my buddies
Nees you gonna get yours bigging Tupac you too y’all going to get Justice no justice no peace and now fans have a place to go and fight because it’s many of fans who have dedicated their life to this [ __ ] so yeah yeah no justice no peace no justice no peace so yeah puppy
I think anybody I don’t call it a black white thing if you out here exploiting children drugging out people people iron women um beating a h out of people American people and we don’t even know where they at no more whatever that type of stuff if you get caught up in the
Thing you do the CME you do the T you know what I mean you know it’s penalties to all this [ __ ] so that’s just it there there ain’t no metal for me in that you know you live by the gun you die by the
Gun you live by the sword you die by the sword yeah mhm oh it’s going to be a circus that TR going to be a circus that try gon be a circus I know it is no justice no peace but all right guys I’m G get out of here and I will
See you all later thanks everybody for coming in thanks M for being here and I’m GNA drop a link um in my chat I’ve been having so much trouble with this link but it’s for uh it’s about my mom and this uh uh platform she was on you’ll see it when I
Post the link but for some reason sharing it is so hard it’ll probably let me do it on Instagram so I think that’s why I’m share but yes everybody I will see you guys later and I gotta take me out so I got see
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