5 Ex- AKAs Speak Out: The Real Serious Matter

Uh uh all right hello everyone all right so we’re live on youtube we’re live on facebook if you can see it hello james you got somebody on youtube yes yes me all right okay hello everyone thank you for joining us on this evening i already see some people that was

Already with us on the other broadcast so thank you so much for tuning back in with us on this evening we appreciate you on those that are with us on facebook and then those are that are with us on youtube so um if this is your first time joining with us

My name is india bass and i am the leader and uh founder for out from among the ministries and that’s who’s putting on the broadcast this evening and so you are joining with us for the real serious matter that’s what we’re gonna deal with tonight so i have five beautiful sisters in the

Lord who’d all denounce alpha kappa alpha sorority incorporated that is what we’re going to talk about this evening for those that um you know obviously we have people that join us that don’t really understand like you know these these particular organizations so alpha kappa alpha is one of the nine black greek letter

Organizations um you’ll hear the term bglos so that’s the one we’re gonna address if you’ve missed it we also did two other broadcasts so on last week on last thursday we did the moment of truth that’s where it was 12 of us who came out of these organizations various ones

We had a fantastic broadcast um and then this past wednesday on january 13th we did another broadcast called the elephant in the room and that’s where we dealt with coming out and discussing about coming out of the sorority delta sigma theta sorority so please if you missed those broadcasts

You can go back and watch them on youtube uh they’re there um thank you for joining us tonight um i am just going to be the host this evening um again i personally came out of delta sigma theta so i’m gonna let these ladies like take it

This evening deliver the word of god and the truth i’m gonna be asking the questions uh hopefully we’ll be able to get some questions answered um from the comments maybe a little bit later so uh just stay with us rock with us for this evening thank you again

And uh we’re gonna go ahead and get started we want to be cognizant of everyone’s time so hello charnette hey erica love you guys thank you for joining in um all right so let’s go ahead and kick it off so please go ahead and introduce yourself give your name

Uh how long you were in alpha kappa alpha you can give the year you join and and obviously the year you you denounced whoever wants to start go right here i guess i go first good evening and god bless everyone i’m erica harris and i was in this sorority for 21 years

Unfortunately but again i i’m glad god woke me up so i was in there for 21 years i denounced in april of 2019 not 2017 yeah 2017. hello everyone my name is evelyn esta gimme i joined alpha kappa alpha in fall 2015 and i denounced fall

2016 so i was in it for about a year hello everyone my name is amber burnette um i was initiated into alphacap alpha in 2010 and i denounced in 2020 so 10 years hello everyone my name is keisha holder um i crossed back in fall 17 and i actually denounced in

April april of 2020 so about two and a half years hello everyone my name is kalia gilbert and i was initiated in fall of 2015 and announced in fall 2018 which would be three years thank you ladies all right so let’s go ahead and talk about why alpha

Kappa alpha why did you choose to join this particular sorority and you know including there if you were a legacy member you know those kind of things you could talk about the positive aspect but then what was that root also that you think kind of drew you to you know being in

Alpha kappa alpha yeah so i’ll go ahead um what kind of had me interested i was not a legacy i didn’t know anything about greek life until i actually went to uh undergrad and i saw all these people you know of course during the new student orientation

Um they introduced themselves and i did my research and i decided okay i’m definitely going to do something denied i decided that you know i can serve uh people in many different ways but how great it is to serve people in a body that has a similar vision

Um kind of like body christ but um i when i did my research i said why would i pick anything else why wouldn’t i pick the very first ones to do this and i looked at some of the um values and i felt like it mirrored my values being a service to

All mankind and not just certain people there was so much into my reasoning but that was the main thing okay well i guess i can go next um so my experience was whether i’m not i wasn’t legacy so um what really made me join was really just growing up

And seeing members who were part of the sorority um what they were doing in the community and just you know how they presented themselves um i was like you know i always like okay i want to be a part of that sorority um so then when i finally went to college

Um just seeing how they were kind of um just moving and going about on campus just going to the events they kind of like just sold it so it’s like even before then i just it was really just seeing people like teachers and all of those like wonderful people

Who were a part of the sorority and i kind of just wanted to be a part of it so that was just about it for me okay so like with my situation i also am not legacy um i had role models as well who were members of aka one

In particular that i looked up to i think she was like the person that made me say like wow okay this is what i want to do and um like i like i just thought the word world of her i thought she was beautiful i thought she was intelligent eloquent

All of those things and so i was like i want to be like that and then when i seen greek life in front of me i thought it was like the coolest thing ever i thought it was just super dope i was like look at these people they’re

Having a good time they’re doing great things they’re going to the nursing homes and doing community service like i just thought it was the dopest thing ever so i was like yeah this is what i want to do and i know which one i want to be a part of

For me i also similar to what some of the ladies are saying i didn’t know anything about greek organizations prior to getting to college i just applied to some of the scholarships as a high school senior but once i got to school and saw how their impact and specifically with this sorority i

I liked the way that they the people i saw on campus and in the community were carrying themselves i also had role models that were um and like church members that were in the sorority at the time so it seemed like the way to go and another thing it was

I mainly how they carried themselves and what they were doing in the community and wanted to be like the role models yes i’m last but not least um it’s actually not like any of these because i was actually a sophomore in college and there was a interest group

On campus because there was not any black sororities on this campus and it just it just so happened it just so happened these group of ladies approached me and said hey you want to join our interest group but i was like sure and it was an interest group for alpha

Kappa alpha to become a charter chapter at that campus so i really didn’t have any england no idea about black sororities except for the movies like you know school days and i had no like i didn’t have mentors i didn’t grow up i come from a small country town so i

Didn’t grow up mentoring or seeing people or you know looking forward to that i just happened to get in it because i was part of an interest group but once i got through the process of course i got sold on it too because i’m seeing all these beautiful

Women i’m thinking i’ve got lots of friends now all over the world of course they sell you the things like wherever i go yes when i wore my pink and green i would find some people we could talk so what interested me was just once i got

In it was like okay i think this is a group i can be of god was nowhere in the picture at that time i can tell you that that’s a good point you’re bringing up erica so like with your desire with wanting to be an aka were you considered did you consider

Yourself like a believer at that time did you consider yourself as following jesus as a christian you know that let’s talk about that a little bit you know um when you went into aka when you were in there were you the ones that was in aka and in the church

You know that kind of thing well for me i was apostle i can already say that i mean i believed in god but at that time i had bought that lie that all roads leaked to heaven you know and so yeah i believe there was a god but

I didn’t pay attention to what i was saying when i was going through the rituals i was not really walking with god at that time so that was my that’s where i was at that time for me i wasn’t really walking with god at all um for me i

Kind of grew up going to church you know ten commandments all of that mess watching my mom fall out at church filled with the holy ghost all of that stuff so when i was trying to pursue aka i i thought i thought many things i definitely thought myself as a

Believer um i even fasted in order you know that mentality of if you fast you get what you want so i even fasted i had dreams that um i i made it and dreams that i didn’t make it um so i definitely thought myself to be

You know a christian and then but i wasn’t really really surrendered to christ i just went through the motions i just went to church on sundays or um i tried not to curse or i tried not to have said i was kind of like that religious type person

Not really having a relationship with the lord intimately so when going for it there was no you know oh lord you know what do you think about this what are you saying about this it was lord i want this i’m a fast i’ma get it

Um i had the grades and all of those things um one thing is though um when i was doing research because i’m i’m like the type a i will do the research before i even step foot and agree and do anything i found um like the rituals online i remember it

Was really hot at the time on instagram where somebody was like oh my gosh somebody exposed all the rituals for all the d9s and now as i was reading through it i actually got convicted but i was like nice fake is fake um but then you know later on i know we’ll

Talk about that i found out that it was real but no i was not truly walking with the lord at the time or so i thought i was that’s good thank you evan i’m kind of with um eve i was the same way you know just

You know growing up in you know in church um but not really having the the the intimate relationship with christ so i can say like around that time i’m i would consider myself like a casual christian like i was like one foot in one fit out so i was still kind of doing

What i wanted to do so um that’s how it was so it’s just like the relationship wasn’t it wasn’t nearly where it is now so it’s just like i wasn’t really aware of the things that that wasn’t of him because i was still in the world so i was i

Wasn’t like i couldn’t just be being faced right there with it i couldn’t just point it out and say okay well this is not of god even when some things that kind of made you feel like a bit off you still kind of went along with it

Because you know you never know where you know you didn’t really just know where it was coming from then but as you look back at it now you can see okay well hey and now i see what that was so yeah that’s kind of it for me

For me i i would say the exact same thing and evelyn i’ve actually talked to you before and literally i grew up in church grew up on the praise team grew up on the dance team doing double in the church was stan stand on saturday mornings all the way to the afternoon

When i got to college for whatever reason that that did not equate to me having a relationship with christ like like he wants us to in the word we we i kind of had a traditional relationship that i was taught to have but it for it didn’t stop me from doing what i

Wanted to do and and doing having a plan that didn’t involve his discernment so yes i was a christian in my mind but if you know on heaven’s standards you know what was i i was doing i was in church and i was everywhere else so

Yeah that’s what i can say about that so basically my story is like exactly the same i mean i grew up like everybody who knows me knows i always say i grew up apostolic pentecostal like very very serious like about church like my parents took it very seriously like the

Relationships of christ and i walk with christ and me because like i try not to do anything wrong i felt like i was i felt like i was living like a christian should i honestly believed at one point that god answering my prayers was a measure of my salvation when it’s not

God answers prayers because he’s good not because you’re good and so i literally just kind and again like i was young i started college at 17. so i it took for me to be an adult to realize that i can’t filter my relationship with god through my parents anymore i have to go

Out for myself and see what it is that god wants me to do and so when i was young when i would pray i didn’t come into his presence with thanksgiving i said dear heavenly father look this is what i need and all of my prayers were i need this i

Need this i need this i need this and so in my mind i was like yeah i pray all the time and i do this but they were selfish prayers they weren’t ever just me saying lord i love you let me worship you and that’s how you

Truly begin to build a relationship with god and truly begin to develop that relationship and honestly i’ll just say like as at 17 18 years old i was just naive like everyone else said like you believed that you were a christian but you didn’t realize exactly how far away you actually were

I think we won’t be the bobble heads tonight right we’re just going to be agreeing and like we we don’t mute everybody so that we don’t interject with with people talking so we just back here like yes and amen and let the church say amen all right did we miss anybody did

Anybody else not chime in i don’t wanna make sure i don’t miss anyone all right okay so let’s start getting into we we so let me say so i didn’t i didn’t mention this at the beginning so amber came up with the name of this broadcast so

Praise the lord for that so amber can you explain why we did the real serious matter okay so um when india and i were talking um she was basically saying that like they had chose the elephant in the room for the delta broadcast because um the elephant is one of delta’s

Unofficial symbols and then i thought like what is like a play on words like for something like this that’s super serious and i was like wait aka’s always use the phrase serious matter like it’s a serious matter but our souls is what is the real serious matter nothing else matters like seriously

Nothing else really matters like our souls is what is the serious matter so come on with it come on amber yes yes all right so let’s go further into why this is the real serious matter let’s let’s talk about the rituals the initiation let’s let’s get into that y’all

Let’s let’s uh just like we did on the other broadcast so please everyone chime in with you know some aspect of the rituals that definitely are contradictory to the word of god that’s blasphemous to the word of god and you know you’ve come to realize like oh

My gosh like i can’t believe i said this i did this you know so share that with everyone oh my gosh okay look yo yeah i know i told y’all i did the research and i thought it was fake and then i got into that room

And i’ll say one thing because i could probably go on all day about this um but you know i was the six at the time of course um and uh one of the things we had to do was take turns kneeling on a pillow and um putting our right hand up

And basically just repeating after the basslist or what you call the the president at the time there’s another ritual name for it but i forgot um and we had to repeat after her and one of the things that we talked about was um really i don’t know word for word but really

Giving our hearts to alpha kappa alpha forever like for life that’s it and you know i know some chapters would sign the name in blood but i had to sign my name and um but i didn’t sign my name in blood y’all i didn’t do that i just know

Some other chapters did that wait what let’s go back to that say what no wait i know i know that some other chapters would sign their name in blood but i didn’t have to do that but that’s technically what it was we just used regular pens we had to

Write down our name in this book um basically pretty much sealing the deal making that agreement making that covenant to say yes i agree um and the lord really highlighted that to me about really letting your yes be yes and your no be or no anything further than that from the evil one

Um and he was pretty much when i came to that point he highlighted these rituals and said you’ve yolked yourself to something else that’s not me so i can’t have all of you um but that was one of the things y’all everybody like we still on the blood part because we like what

I i know you didn’t do that you know evelyn it’s just like this is just the reality of what we talking about here like when we when we when we’re public and bold and about you know this is not of god like evelyn like you know thank you for sharing that

That that does go on you know appreciate it go ahead i wanted to like kind of piggyback off of that um the altar really was an issue for me and i didn’t realize that it was an altar i was at like um initiation or something and i’ve been to

Several initiations and i was at initiation and i heard a member say let’s move the altar over here and my mind was like what i like i literally just thought it was a table and so when i heard that my mom was like what and like i instantly started feeling that

Conviction that i was already kind of had been feeling and then i tried to reason with myself and just say well i mean that doesn’t mean that it’s worship and then i literally like said okay amber when else is there an altar present worship in secret societies that’s it like

No time no other time and so like the kneeling like i said well you know i didn’t actually physically bend over and bow but like when you kneel to show submission you’re literally telling this entity whatever it is like i’m submitting myself to you and at

The end of the day we don’t really know exactly what it is that we’re submitting ourselves to we’re just agreeing to a whole bunch of vowels and oaths in front of like this candle that’s used to represent a dead person like at the end of the day

That’s almost like a seance in a sense like when i started putting all this stuff together in my head i was like you know i can’t stand before god and make an excuse for any of this none of it checks out it just doesn’t like the more i read the bible the more

I’m trying to get closer to god i can’t rationalize any of it i just can’t the only thing i could possibly say is it didn’t mean anything well if it doesn’t mean anything why are you still there so yeah and when you talk about the actual practicing of the rituals if you took

Alpha kappa alpha alpha or any greek or just take the name off and compare it to a witch’s wrist ceremony you couldn’t tell the difference because the qualities of this is it’s dark i remember it being dark and they talk about you have to form in specific

Patterns and if you read the ritual it reads just like a witch’s spell where you have to repeat and then repeat something else and so just the whole sound it is a seance because you’re you know you’re making your oaths to the entity is alpha kappa alpha

When you have words in the ritual that talk about we’re going to talk about for the next question but just talking about to thee and to to this it’s an entity it’s not just a name it’s something else and it talks about the spirit throughout the ritual the spirit of aka

Who is this spirit what is this spirit and so just the whole but the whole process of the candles of the the sayings and also you have to repeat back and forth the setting like she said the altar where you are having to bind yourself and you’re linking

Up with the other ladies again go watch a witch’s ceremony no difference oh literally i just like you said i remember the room being dark the only light was a candle at the table representing um what amber just said and it was the altar we were facing the altar we were lining up

At at the altar in in a line and chanting until the last person received lit their candle and literally it was so many of us in that room like we it’s like we were chanting this thing over and over and over because it had we had to wait until the last person

Finished all the way at the back and i don’t miss it i don’t completely remember what we were waiting for each person to finish but i don’t know but i remember that was when i was being initiated when i was in the process of being in leadership helping to initiate other people

I remember standing behind the altar with the black robe on looking at them and saying repeat after me and looking everybody in the eye and i was thinking to myself like what am i doing and it’s like i was given i remember something being different about me that day

Where i was i had to look at them and see if they were serious enough i was like like the look i was giving them was like you better mean it and the change that happened in me while i was doing something else to someone doing that to someone else

That that was different that was a different spirit we even as she said as erica said we addressed a spirit throughout the rituals we address and i remember at that time because i was in i was in possession of the ritual book and we were dressing in eternal spirit who who is that

Who what was that you know the entire thing if i if any if if other people who had never seen it before could be a fly on the wall they would say this is demonic this is dark these are witches that’s what they would say

And real quick to add i just want to read something from there um because uh kali you touched on how we had to keep singing it at the end of every meeting we had to keep sealing the deal over and over and over again and just

You know that was a form of worship um so here’s an example of the eternal spirit so um from the ritual book so eternal spirit we yearn for a better understanding of spiritual things and a closer walk with thee i’m gonna read it one more time eternal spirit we yearn for a better

Understanding and of spiritual things and a closer walk with thee that we may interpret or write the times in which we live we long to be able to minister according to thy will to people who are troubled and burdened with the cares of the world

And it’s like when you read it and you have new eyes in the lord you did that sound crazy but we did these things because we were very blind but that’s an example of like really praying to the eternal spirit thy who who was that wasn’t god wasn’t jesus

And i kind of want to just kind of piggyback off of amber and miss erica um like when we were like when you all were speaking about the candles so we know like in the front of the room it’s that candle that representation of ethel

And like when we were in the circle like you know we had our own little candle and we were we were like the first person lit the counter from ethel and kind of lit it to everyone else and as we as we lit each other’s candle

We were saying i think it’s passed on a torch past past on the flame remember from where the glory came so it’s like as we we’re lighting the candle where we’re saying that every time we light the candle till we got to the end and then if you look further into the

Ritual book you were you will see where it says like the glory isn’t mine the glory isn’t yours basically the glory is for the founders and it’s like that’s that’s a whole contradiction to the word of god because god is to get the glory the honor and the praises but we were

Praising the founders for these you know and that that totally goes against the word of god even when it comes to just signing our name in the book you know in the beginning of the ritual in the rituals it tells us this is spiritual so everything that we’re doing

Is spiritual so we have to look at it from a spiritual standpoint and to realize well hey me signing my name in that book it was spiritual like why do i have to sign my name why do i have to kneel and you know a lot of people like including myself we

Did these things and we didn’t even ask why do we have to do it we just do them and it’s like it’s it’s something to everything it’s a reason for everything like you’re not just doing it just to do it you know so we don’t really we’re not

Really thinking of that at that moment like we’re just looking at it from the physical standing physical standpoint not really understanding what’s happening in the spirit as we doing this so it’s really like satan has deceived us and he deceives so many people into doing it like people really just

Doing these things and thinking it’s just nothing but it’s really something to everything that we did the in their room amen and if we can go right into the scriptures i mean to them real quick i realized that we were low-key participating in necromancy you know worshiping these dead founders saying

They name every day lighting candles for them praying to them that yeah and the bible and that’s what makes it clear not to do that and i don’t want to interject but someone is saying like who is ethel ethel is one of the founders for alpha kappa alpha and i

Don’t know if she’s asking that because she legitimately doesn’t know or she might have been asking like saying like who is ethel like why are you doing that for her i’m not sure which way she meant it but i just wanted to say that for anybody that didn’t know

Also i wanted to um mention like since you brought up at the lake a lot of aka referred to her as the guiding light and jesus is the truth the way the life the light of the world that’s him so yeah so uh i wanna as we go erica were you

Were you about to chime in on something to say okay we’re gonna go to the next question yeah you know give me so i want to um as as um we segue into the next thing yeah uh brother joseph like definitely ancestor worship repackaged that’s the truth

And i can even say that for delta’s because it literally says that in the ristoral about the ancestors and all that kind of other stuff and that really is part of that but um kisha you said something very key on mentioning the book and having to sign

A name in this pledge book right we had to do the same thing as delta and satan is you know anti-christ right he mimics everything but it’s antichrist and we know there’s the book of life that’s where our name is supposed to be but you got this book over here

That you signed your name into so as we talk about this book let’s get to these rituals in these ritual books and um and let’s talk about some of these things that’s in the rituals that are said that people unfortunately um people agree to you know that kind of

Thing so let’s let’s talk about that again i’m like ready to go i’m like again whoever comes across this you be the judge you say you’re a christian and you’re believer in christ you be the judge of these words and see if it lines with the word of god we

Mentioned that the last talk about light this is from their ritual book and we have the permission because we’re not trying to make money off of this this is one part alpha they talk about alpha kappa alpha came as the first light into the dark world of negro women and

Will bring the light which is the symbol of the three words that make up the name of alpha kappa alpha so basically saying alpha kappa alpha is the light in the dark and what does the word of god say is the light who is the light again go do your

Scriptures i mean you can look it up so that’s one another part of the scripture that we will say i sincerely and i don’t want to start tearing up because i keep i can’t believe i said this i sincerely dedicate my time and my talent to the growth and development

Of alpha kappa alpha as a christian what are we supposed to be doing our work and our time and our talents for and then this is just one lyric from one of the songs you have to sing during the ritual it says i think that i shall never know

Another love that thrills me so and again they’re saying that there’s no other love okay i mean that’s so we’re singing this song and then this last script this last one piece from this from the rituals at this time we vow because we have been revealed to the

Deepest mysteries and the secrets and the symbols of our sororities that we will never reveal them and we promise to keep them for the rest of our lives so alpha kappa alpha is the light of the world and then you have to say this pledge actually at the ritual and then after

You become cross over whatever get initiated you have to say this at every meeting and god forgive me i’m just lord i’m not just saying this i don’t believe this anymore but this is what you would have to say and this is what people still say today to thee

Oh alpha kappa alpha i play as my heart my mind my strength to foster thy teachings and obey thy laws and to make the supreme in service to all mankind oh alpha kappa alpha we greet thee you be the judge if you think god is okay with you

Pledging your heart mind soul and strength to an organization that you’re going to obey its laws whose laws are we supposed to be promoting and obeying again people we pairs for lack of knowledge if you’re a believer in the lord god when you hear these words that

People say they kneel down on a pillow they vow to do these things they vow to recognize alpha kappa alpha and that’s just a few of the few of them the whole ritual book people if they have it and they can pick out some more that basically say

Now that you have found alpha kappa alpha you are now a new person and it’s because of aka not because of god and the what’s really diabolical because they do throw scriptures in there but the god they’re talking about is not the god of heaven not the great creator understand that

But they do throw that and throw that in there to try to trip people up oh there’s there’s jesus in the script in the ritual foolishness but again again like i said look at that scripture who’s the light of the world who are we supposed to be doing our talents for

And are we supposed to be keeping any secrets you answer those questions whoever wants to chime in next go ahead i feel like she really did a good job of like basically breaking it down i was gonna say the same thing like i got to a point where i was like i

Wouldn’t say the pledge anymore because it’s literally they took scripture and they took out the lord or god and put a gay and i’m just like i can’t do that that’s literally slapping down in his face like i’m not worried about you right now i’m worried about aka

And i was just like i’m not gonna say the pledge anymore so that was that right there really was just for me a deal breaker but the other stuff that you have been reading like i didn’t remember like like when you read it i’m like ah that kind of sound familiar

But it’s not something that i remember every single day but hearing it makes me cringe i’m like that’s just it’s appalling and like it like every time i go through like thinking about this stuff i always go back to repenting because i’m like man am i really forgiving

Like because it takes you deep it takes you deep and to hear that it’s like similar to like a witch ceremony like no per and that’s like the whole deception about it because no person is gonna willingly at least no one i know no believer i should say is going to

Willingly just say like oh yeah i’m about to do a witch’s ceremony and um basically betray god let’s go they’re not going to do that they’re going to wrap it up in foster friendships and community service and all this great thing they’re going to put this pretty bow on it

And tell you um you know it’s not that serious but we all know that the devil is he’s he’s very very slick like he never comes looking like the devil he comes looking like your best friend he comes looking like a great opportunity that’s how he comes to you looking so

You have to use discernment and you have to have a relationship with god in order to stop him when he comes because if you don’t have that and at the time like i said i didn’t i thought i was a christian if you don’t have that then you’re going to fall into

These traps but once you know you know and so and i kind of want to just kind of speak on um like some of what ms erica was saying about how basically see what some of the things like when we look at the ritual in certain parts it’s kind of like

Saying that you don’t need god for these things so it’s like once you become a member of this sorority like aka can provide all of these things aka can open your eyes with aka you can you know you can have this you can have opportunities like they can

Like they make it sound like they are the light and when you come into their light that’s when all the things are open up to you and all of this so it’s like it’s kind of like you don’t even need god and it’s like like in even in

You know the ritual you see where they take certain scriptures and they take out what the word of god says and they replace places with aka um like even in this part like in this ritual here it was saying like aka you know it like it’s it says aka

Alpha kappa officer royalty will continue to be a channel through which individuals may find together what they cannot find separately or independently security a sense of responsibility the respond of the response of friends and opportunities for experiences and mutual rewarding services so it’s just like you’re you’re saying so without being a

Part of the sorority i can’t have these so it’s just like you know it’s kind of depending on the sorority and not very so much of god you know and we know that we have we have to depend on god for each and every thing so

We can’t put all of that into this sorority and then like when you go down like about the prayers um even when the prayers you we see like you know i kind of discussed that about how it’s unholy you know we see jesus in it and then immediately we like okay well

We okay because they mention jesus but we’re not really understanding what’s being said after they mention jesus so it’s just like if you’re not aware if you’re like if you’re not just rooted and know what the word of god says you can like a word can just it can

Really make a difference to the whole thing and that’s kind of what that prayer is like it’s like that made the difference because they manipulated it and we already know what the word of god says about manipulating scripture so it’s just like you have to understand that

You prayed that prayer even if you didn’t mean it you you spoke it so it’s just like once you understand that your words holds power like you gonna be held accountable for everything that you say you have to understand how important speaking these things is so it’s it’s a lot

Yeah um i kind of wanted to add some like memories um that i had because it’s funny how you mentioned you know if you don’t know the word of god you don’t really know how um how heavy it is to say these things um and i know we’re going to talk about

This a bit later but after i joined i actually did um fully submit to the lord and that’s when my eyes open and i was um the basilisk at the time not and i had to tell them i said i no longer want to keep saying the

Pledge at the end of every meeting because that goes against matthew 5 37 like oh like my whole heart mind and soul belongs to god and then um you know it was kind of looking at me crazy but i remember we had to go to you know different regional conferences

Boule and things like that and we still had to wear all white pantyhose and keep saying this stuff and i remember it was the first time i heard the eternal spirit and i had asked one of um the older sorrows at the time i had asked her because she considered herself a chaplain

So i said can you tell me i whispered in you i said who who is eternal spirit i asked her um and she she made a joke but it wasn’t a joke and she was like the devil and i was like and and then you know me not wanting to

Believe that i said is it just another word for god you know blah blah blah and she was like yes another word for god but something was just not right it was just not right so it’s like when you’re saying these things it’s not just oh i just did it at

My ritual that’s in the past i repent about saying it at the ritual and just keep serving no you have to keep saying it over and over and over and over and over and over again consistently renewing that covenant with the spirit that is behind um the

Organization so i wanted to add that yeah evan i don’t believe that she was joking you know how god spoke to baby i’m supposed to curse the israelites be cou kept have to tell the truth instead god was telling the truth right then who that eternal spirit is i

Don’t think it was a joke whatsoever definitely i just have a quick question where around where did you come in at because the the signing i know you said you didn’t sign your name in blood but you had said it like some chapters did and then like the ladies saying like the

Devil like that’s really creeping me out and i’m just curious like what like what where did you come in at amber without a question for me it was kind of breaking up yeah sorry i was just asking where you had came in at because like every every time you like talk about

Like an encounter with like different aka this is just super creepy so i was just wondering like where you came in give me one again i’m so sorry it broke up again i’m gonna pull up um the youtube link and i’m gonna hear you say the question please talk about it

Later give me one second we can talk about it later it’s fine oh are you sure because it’s coming question you’re good yeah and now it’s starting to work i’m sorry are you sure you want to ask it one more one more time no i was just asking like where you had

Came in at because like you keep telling these creepy stories about these akas that you’re running into with the silent blood and the devil and i’m like then where did you come in at like really state university but i just want to say something real quick um evelyn because you had said the

One was like the devil um but you rem um you all know like in the ritual where it speaks about like the highest authority um are you willing to submit yourself to their highest authority and how it doesn’t say god but you’re submitting yourselves over to their highest authority and it’s like if

That was god they would say god but they’re not setting god they say in their highest authority so you have to question you have to ask the questions like who is they high who is their highest authority and you know like some people know like i feel like some people know

That it’s wrong but they still choose to be a part of it you know that’s romans chapter one the light came into the world but they did they rejected it they prefer the their darkness that’s got a word showing true so thank you for that ladies for chiming

In and i know everybody there’s way more aspects of you know the rituals things like that um most all these organizations have secret handshakes have secret passwords um you know those kind of things which are the same things that happen in freemasonry um and other occult groups

You know where you have all these things that are hidden you know and so it’s the same thing with like aka and delta that came out of and you know all these other organizations so um let’s talk about you know we talked a little bit of you know obviously about

The rituals so let’s talk about your initiation process so let’s go through what happened with that you know talk about hazing if that happened to you and i and whether it be physical or mental because sometimes some people didn’t go through a physical type of hazing but there’s mental manipulation

Which manipulation is also a form of witchcraft so um but let’s let’s talk about those kind of things and i understand everybody’s experience is different um but there are still these kind of things that do happen so chime in about that well i remember from the initiation rituals

When we were given a crown and the crown was was similar to it was it was like a iv wrapped around um like branches kind of like what if you would see a picture of christ you would see the branches um on his head that were like poking his head but it was

Everything about the initiation at the end you were able to wear white you were able to um put on a crown of ivies and there was like this symbol that you were able to receive this um pen that you were able to receive that goes it’s a hidden it’s a hidden

Pin no one else is supposed to see it but it’s supposed to be underneath your jacket or underneath something um knit closest to your heart right over your heart and it has to be if you’re going to wear it you have to wear it over your heart and this specific pen

Is so special that you need to keep it hidden and you’re not supposed to wear it too many places at least that was what it was um conveyed to me and all of that is and oh and that day is the same day that you write your name in that book

So just in general it’s a it’s mockery of wearing your unspotted garment in heaven because christ is coming back for an unspotted blood of unspotted bride without blemish so you can finally wear all white on the last day you get crowned in heaven once you receive eternal life with the

Crown of glory and you also get crowned on the last day of your initiation because you you enter into aqualand so that’s that’s just mimic that’s just mocking everything about entering the promised land the true place that you should want to be the real membership that you want

Everything about that last day that final day is mimicking um what what what christ created and just you know as i said earlier when i was doing the doing the initiating wearing a black robe i was able to walk around in white while they were only they could walk around in

Black because they weren’t they they were not ready yet they weren’t ready to enter into aqualand so they had to wear black and i could wear white it it was just all together um mockery and just i don’t even know the name i could call it but

It’s really weird people in the comments said it’s demonic there you go that’s the word had um something kind of came to my mind when you were saying that like the basis or the president wears a black robe and it makes me think of like a judge

You know like a judge wears a robe and you know we’re gonna stand before god and he’s going to judge us for every action every word that we said so it’s almost like when you’re getting initiated you’re standing before this judge and they’re going to judge you and then

Crown you with the glory of aka or something so that literally just came to me as you were talking yep yeah and everything about the ceremony is because when you’re going through the process you have to wear black and then once you go over your white and

It’s that whole concept of you now come from darkness and now you’re into the light but it’s not the light of christ it’s the light of aka you’re gone from the dark to the light now and again lord help us for our ignorance so that’s again the hope the whole ceremony

Is talking about going from dark to light up like you said of alpha kappa alpha alpha kappa alpha brought you out of the darkness you weren’t basically worthy before you became an aka now you are everything like she said is a mockery of the gospel of christ

Anybody else want to chime in we were talking about not just initiation if there was hazing and all that and thank you for that erica because that false light is lucifer remember lucifer is considered the light bearer that’s actually what the name means and in gnosticism in freemasonry and in the occult the

Light that is considered good is actually satan and then they consider yahweh the true and living god elohim to be bad so the occult considers the opposite so in all these organizations that light is actually referring to satan to lucifer i actually wanted to add something else um

I forgot about the new name that you get after you crossover you just become a whole new person overall you get to wear new clothes you can finally wear pink and green on campus you can finally wear pearls you can finally do all of this stuff that you just couldn’t do before

You can approach certain people and have their respect all of a sudden you can um you can just you have access to stuff now that no one else has access to and you inwardly get to boast about that and no one else knows it and so it’s like it’s just

I there was something else i wanted to that was another point that i wanted to make because i feel like i’m drifting off a little bit but even the new name there we go the new name the hazing that came with getting the new name and even now like

As you asked the question specifically about hazen you’re told not to talk about it and it’s a big label on it like no don’t do that no don’t go there no don’t um expose because this is sacred this is this is secret of your you promise to do

This but i just want to remind myself in this moment and in that i am set free from keeping all of that demonic secrets i just want to give myself that reminder because i almost had to i had to say let let me speak up i need

To speak up i need to be okay i’m speaking up i didn’t get my new name because i didn’t comply so everybody else was able to get their new name their new line name um and i wasn’t able to get mines until a year after and that also halted the process of

I don’t know if it was exactly a year after but it was close to almost 10 months 11 months i don’t i don’t remember dates completely but everybody was upset with me because in order for everybody to order their jackets everybody had had their name and i was holding everybody up

By not doing what i was supposed to do to get my name yet so all of that that that mental drain that was on me knowing that everybody was upset with me knowing that you know there was just certain things i i didn’t want to do and i didn’t want

I i didn’t want to allow people to treat me a certain way so i was considered not you know not real um that i wasn’t strong enough and yeah you must really you everybody considered yeah she must have been the paper because she didn’t get her name yet so

The other greeks and what they were looking at me as because i didn’t they were knowing that i hadn’t had i guess i didn’t have my stuff together and i didn’t have my jacket i didn’t have my bag or my hoodie you know the mental hazing that came from other

Organizations as well as the one that you’re in where people were supposed to protect you and we were supposed to protect each other secrets that was not happening for me um and i was shunned constantly and yeah that’s that’s what i had to say

I had to make sure i got to the the naming part the new name is also a mockery of coming into the promised land getting a new name yeah speaking of just piggybacking off you talk about paper because i was considered paper because when i crossed it was like

One aka at the time was in big trouble because uh ish initiate had died so they had put a lock down and plus we were going get initiated through a graduate chapter so they were like i bet not do nothing but here is the lesson for when you are not

Truly with god because our group we wanted to be hazed because we didn’t want to be paper we didn’t want to be considered fake so we wanted to be we wanted to be hazed and now i’m like if you have not seen the movie the bernie sands watch it i mean it does

Have you know some stuff in it so i want to warn you however understand it is real people are literally almost killing themselves to join something that’s not of god they are committing fornication doing gang rapes getting beat down and doing all this stuff to join an organization

And they have the audacity after doing this to get in a circle and say the lord’s prayer and understand the bible is clear and peter it says they’re going to be worshipped a different jesus they’re going to have a different spirit and they’re going to follow a different gospel

But this is the craziness of this system we wanted to be hazed we were actually when we would go to little conferences and we would secretly say um could y’all do something to us and it’s it’s ludicrous it’s foolishness but like khalia said in that system if

They know you are paper they have t-shirts that says made and that if you are considered paper you will get harassed you will get persecuted because of that wicked mindset that if you don’t bleed for the organization you’re not real and i can’t think about what jesus christ did for us when he

Bled i don’t need to bleed he bled for us but here we are spilling our blood getting tattoos branding ourselves to be a part of this organization then turn around and think it’s of god think it’s christian like i said again i was paper i’m play out of it i’m

Like but at the time i thought it was a bad thing like i wanted to be hazed that’s how foolishness the devil is yeah um that’s it’s really real i went through some real things and at the time i was like dang i wish we got pledged harder but um i

You know when i look back at it i’m just like really it’s so crazy because jesus doesn’t ask us to do any of these things to welcome us into his kingdom but some of the things i had to do um kalia definitely touched on it a bit kind of like stripping yourself

And um kind of dying and um so that you know during the probate you can kind of reveal this new identity that you now have in the kingdom of darkness um with the spirit of aka but um so yeah during that you know initiation that initiation process there was

Definitely mental hazing as well as physical we had to take out our hair we had to get off of social media almost like a fast we um could not wear um certain colors we had to wear all black a lot all the time we had to meet at night for set

Um it was a lot of uh it was tormenting actually like it was a very tormenting spirit behind all of that um i don’t know if people have seen the whole passing the egg thing that was real because i had to do it we had to eat things it was so disgusting

Um i it it’s very real um just physical exhaustion just different mind games buying ivy plants going on little hunts just a mess so when people die from these things and they try to cover it up in some trash on the news understand that is very very real um

People are so enamored by this because the devil paints it so beautifully and they will do crazy things to just prove to someone or prove to themselves or prove to other people that they are worthy of it’s just it’s a spirit of pride um it’s a spirit of rejection that’s just

Um and even me you know just wanting to oh yeah i’m doing this because prior to doing um aka i was in the band so all we knew was getting haze band camp all of that stuff so when i was coming in i was like let’s go you know i’m trying to be

Made let’s do it all so it was like nothing to me um it’s ridiculous but yeah those are some of the things i had to go through and of course after you cross you get a new name um you get to wear the color you get to put the sign up

You get to actually do the call and y’all i know this is spiritual because i don’t know how i was able to even make that sound come out of my mouth you know like the ski we sound you could do the call but they never taught us

They never taught us how to do the call it’s like we just naturally were able to just do the sound now so we were able to do that we were able to put up our pinkies we’re pink and green we were able to haze other girls

It was just it was kind of like that stripping and becoming that new person and they told us they told us that um yeah you are no longer evelyn you’re now evelyn the aka that’s your identity now that’s that’s it forever but praise god because that’s not my name okay

And i’ll answer somebody saying why did we choose today for this because i mean today is technically the sororities founders day this is the day it was established in 1908 so it is to me apropos this is a they found this is the day we’re going to you know denounce that founding because

It was placed on a wicked foundation so that’s why we chose to do it on this day of all days because there’s many people actually thousands that’s what’s so sad thousands of women across the united states probably around the world who are celebrating today i’ve seen the post who haven’t unfriended me

They got their print and green and they’re proud of the founder’s day and everything else so yeah we’re going we’re entering the satan’s um camp to stir it up that’s why we’re doing it today come on eric yeah i also wanted to like kind of piggyback on that

It’s not my founder’s day anymore so like i don’t i don’t care i’m not gonna sit here and say oh let me be respectful to the day that that these people decide to come together and create um a satanic situation for to bring down black people no i like i

Don’t care it’s no longer my founder’s day so i i i it could be today it could be tomorrow it could be three weeks from now if somebody says listen amber do you want to be a part of this ministry to help us save souls absolutely because when i was in aka

When they asked me to do this when they asked me to do that when they i needed to be here when i needed to be there i did it and so i do not care what day it is if i’m talking about my testimony that god has brought me out of something

That is what i’m going to do i don’t have to respect your founders day your mind you your founder’s day not mine so i want to piggyback off you amber because a lot like we look at the world today like people asking you know not saying that you know asking is wrong

But some people ask like you know why are you doing that on that day respect their day and it’s just like the world is so comfortable with these demons and demonic things it’s just like y’all want us to pet these demons y’all want us to pacify them y’all want

Us to respect the demons and just party and kiki with them it’s just like why i’m not a part of that anymore and it’s just like i want us to have so so much respect for for it for demonic things for like no like we’re going to do what the

Word of god says and we got to save souls because that’s what we’re here for and it’s just like we’re not here to just make y’all feel good because it’s truly not about how we feel it’s about the word of god it’s about bringing people into the knowledge of him

And remove them from the hands of satan so it’s not even about that but people like people like a lot of people have to remove their feelings from it and realize that it’s truly not about how we feel it’s truly not about them it’s about god like that’s

That’s the only thing it’s about and people really just have to understand it and like stop petting these demons you gonna have to stop yes i’ma let you go but then i want to talk about my hazing um yeah i wanted to add on to that this is the day

That the lord has made this day belongs to jesus it belongs to him it belongs to him it is not he created everything he created this day huh he is so merciful that we can even her he’s so merciful that people are out there celebrating and stuff but he’s so

Merciful because he’s calling them out and i just wanted to say that um again because we are out of the kingdom of darkness and now we’ve entered into the kingdom of light it it really doesn’t matter anymore we’re not we’re no longer under the covenant of aka to do this

We’re no longer under that covenant so we don’t abide by the rules and we’re not we’re fully in christ um so yes we’re literally snatching back the territory um the lord has given us the keys to the kingdom he’s given us authority and power over all rules and all that so

Yeah what erica said we’re shutting it down but yeah sorry but um i kind of like khalil i think i’m pronouncing your name right hopefully i am but if i am not then but um like kind of like what she was speaking about like as far as like the

Haze and just to get back on that um like like as far as like the haze like we want even with um evelyn you know we wasn’t able to look pretty like take your weave out don’t have your nails done don’t wear no makeup don’t wear no no pearls

Don’t wear no colors don’t be on social media don’t be out in the yard don’t be out to eat don’t walk through the grass don’t do none of that if i tell you to buy me something you buy it if i tell you to do something

You do it and that’s just how it was um you they they laugh and wave at you speak to you throughout the day but at night time oh it was on it was on like and that’s how it was like the process would you and a lot of people including myself

We’re gonna do it because we want our letters we’re gonna do whatever it takes to get our letters and it’s just like and that’s what like whatever okay like even even if i in our spirit we know hey it’s not right like we’re not we don’t supposed to be like why are we

Feeling this you know what i’m saying we know that this is not right but we still participated in it we still went out every night we still did all of this you know they tell us to do something we’re gonna do it you know we’re just doing it okay we

Just do it get this night over we the quicker we can get to the end of it you know the quicker we can go ahead and get our letters and that’s kind of how it was you know we we just did whatever and it’s just like even with

How they treat it like they just talk to us and it’s just like how can you say you know you of you this is of god and you’re a follower of christ when you talk to people the way you do you know what i’m saying you have to realize

The words that you’re speaking the word of god says in matthew that what we do to the least of them is just like we’re doing it unto christ so it’s just like as we speak to those folks we we treat them bad we make them

Do this we make them doing it it’s just like you’re doing it to god so it’s just like you have to understand your actions of what you’re doing but it’s real like it’s real and don’t nobody want to be paper because when you paper guess what you’re going to be like the outcast

You’re going to be like the outcast so it’s just like they’re gonna be your system in in in in the public in the public eye they’re gonna be your sister but there’s no real sisterhood because outside of being like in the in the same sort it’s just like if your paper

I don’t talk to me you you’re not gonna be in on everything you’re gonna only know what you need to know like it’s nothing paper you’re just it’s just nothing like and that’s how they treated the paper you know what i’m saying and you were

Cat you not even know you ain’t even my sorrow you cat you know what i’m saying it’s just like there’s no true sisterhood so a lot of people say okay well i thought this was like where is this you know it’s you know y’all have a sisterhood there’s no real system in it

It’s not you have clicks you have groups you have people that treat the same people this way i mean you’re gonna have that in any group organization or whatever but it’s not how they portray it to be you know what i’m saying so it’s just not how it is it’s

People are treated real bad like even way like evelyn she kind of told you some of the things she went through it’s it’s worse you know even with the paddling and stuff people get paddles you know what i’m saying it’s a lot of stuff that that like it happens

And consider those who went through all this stuff it’s like you know but even like afterwards you know all the money five hundred dollars here two hundred dollars here thousand dollars here but everything we would go to do for the sorority but we won’t do that for god’s kingdom

We’ll put in this work literally stay up hours and hours and hours all night go do this jump through this for the sorority but when it comes to god when it comes to reading studying his bible telling other people about jesus kneel and just like he told you know balthazar

You’re you know i’ve you’ve been weighed but what are we doing for god versus the sorority or the fraternity although we’re doing stuff saying is for god but it’s really not for god it’s for the fraternity or the sorority all of everything you do when you feed the homeless when you go

And walk the streets it is for the sorority god doesn’t get that glory it’s the organization so i wanted to um kind of jump in on like the haze and stuff i talked about it a little bit on um the moment of truth that was last week

But one thing i really wanted to make really um a point i really wanted to make for the people who are watching this that didn’t see that is unlike the turn the other cheek thing um jesus said you know when in matthew chapter 5 that if someone is to

Hit you um in face you’re supposed to literally turn and say do you want to hit this cheek as well like that’s the paraphrase version of what he said in modern times and so i just think about like being online and allowing myself to be paddled

And smacked in the face and whatever the case may be and i never thought for a second not once that i ever even imagined trying to fight one of my big sisters back however if i go out here in the street if somebody hit me

I’m not at the place in christ yet to where i’m gonna turn the other cheek i’m absolutely going to be scrapping and i’m not saying that as like oh yeah this is a good thing no i’m i know god is still working on me i i understand that

But the fact that i can’t turn the other chick for christ yet but i didn’t have no issue jumping in full force allowing people to hit me for aka and like it’s if you cannot say it’s not an idol you just can’t like these are non-debatable facts so

Amen ladies y’all are bringing the fire tonight okay everybody is just like is appreciating the transparency the truth bringing the word of god and that is what we are charged to do thank you so much for sharing all of that um so we’re gonna go ahead and get into our next uh question

So we talked about some i think you kind of really guys just touched on this already so about the sorority hymns and things like that is there anything else that you guys remember as far as chance um that you sung when you were in aka things that were said um again getting

Back to that point of all these things that we say that are anti-christ even though we’re claiming some so many people are professing the lord but then they do all these things and say that they’re you know pastors quote unquote prophets quote unquote bishops you know all these people are in these organizations

Uh someone brought in the fact that you now have a vice president that’s about to be inaugurated everybody’s looking at this at this woman because she’s an aka and that’s their vantage point instead of it being the lord and they’re looking at people but we’re trying to expose the things

That are actually done behind closed doors that most people don’t really see and you find out the god that’s really being served so talk about the chants the things those prayers and hymns that are said over and over again i know you touched a little bit about that but i really want

To talk about some of these chants i i can go straight into like the hymn the the national hymn is a song of worship period like it just it just is it is and like in the second stanza there’s a part that says for thy honor and glory today

And when i first learned the song like that really didn’t sit well with me even at 18 it’s it didn’t sit well with me so i would be like today like i literally wouldn’t say that part because it just did not sit right with me

And then like as i got more you know into like just years in like i would just sing it just because okay this is just a song but then after i like started trying to work out my relationship with god like that really just made me feel away

Even until like i got um i got married like i had my wedding this past summer and i really didn’t want them to serenade me with the hymn because of that but and i knew i was already struggling with this conviction but i was like well what else are they

Going to sing it’s going to be a case from like different place well i thought it was going to be aks from different places it wasn’t they was all from indy um coming to sing to me and i didn’t want to have us sing like a chapter song and

Like certain people didn’t know so i was like everybody know to him so i’m just going to let them serenade me with him and i feel like you know just with the fact that i already felt a way towards it and then i still went along with it even even still

Knowing i felt away like it just feeds back into like the stronghold that you know these organizations have on people i remember um somebody was um giving their testimony one time and they said they tried to like avoid a wedding so they wouldn’t have to sing theirs to hurting him

And then like it just so happens like they had came in late and as they were walking in they’re like hey girls time to sing and like she went insane but she did not want to do it it’s like it’s like a stronghold it’s

Like you want to to be a part you don’t want to upset people you want these moments i wanted so badly to be saying to at my wedding like if nothing else like i just wanted that so badly and it’s like i’m really i’m looking back like i just made

A vow before god i went into actual legitimate covenant with my husband one that god ordained and here i am gonna bring this aka stuff and say for thy honor and glory when i just was in a church on a sunday doing this in front of in in front of

The lord as a vow in front of the lord and now i’m back with aka stuff so yeah yeah um so i’ll read because i didn’t really remember praise god but i read the pledge that we the the thing i was talking about that we had kept saying over and over and

Over again at the end of each meeting at every conference um this is what the pledge was called um we would sing a song and then we would say this pledge at the end i can’t remember song but it says um to thee oh alpha kappa alpha i just want to

Throw up saying this um i’m just reading we pledge our hearts our minds our strengths all my bible scholars know what that is to foster their teachings obey thy laws what is aka teaching and what laws do they have anyways and make the supreme in service to all mankind

And this is the part that i hated the most oh alpha kappa alpha we greet thee jesus it’s like when you say oh alpha kappa alpha we greet thee it’s like you just invited something like you know when you enter the lord’s gates with thanksgiving and praise your your

You’re greeting him you know you’re saying lord we love you we welcome you in our hearts we welcome you in this place that was kind of like a ceiling um like sealing the deal like we greet you again come on in again we’ll follow you we’ll obey your laws but that’s um

The pledge that had to be repeated over and over again sorry can i jump in real quick because i meant to say something i forgot what are the christian principles that aka allegedly found in des moines like people love to bring that out and like the more i think about this stuff

And the more i get into it i’m like yeah okay y’all say we found it on christian principles but i’m sitting here like what are they what where are they at please show me like what are the christian principles i feel like that is a lie that someone

Said one day and then everybody ran with it for all of their orgs because like we don’t mention jesus anywhere like there’s one time during the initiation we say in jesus name after we don’t pray to the eternal spirit and this that other then we say

Okay we’re going we don’t pray to jesus now but other than that aka don’t mention god jesus christianity nothing anywhere so what where are the christian principles they’re not there and you know since we’re talking about that about rituals again and i have to go back up

I’m gonna read this couple of snippets as i go along and you guys can think about your response this is during the initiation are you willing to be submissive and in every way to subjugate yourself to the highest authority as a candidate i would say i am

What proof do you have would be the president’s repeat after me show your submission by kneeling i show it by kneeling candidates are you willing to enter deeper into the mysteries of our organization if so state i am alpha kappa alpha sorority is perpetuated through the faith and trust its members have endear

Endangered in the ideal aim of the organization alpha kappa alpha is unknown if it will provide sweetness or bitterness to your life but you must believe it it’s not promised that the path of life often thrown with storms we won’t be more smooth as a sore of alpha kappa alpha sorority

But you must believe it will be the bonds of sister heart are so a sisterhood are so so strong faith and trust are blind with no reservations have you this faith and trust in alpha kappa alpha sorority i’m reading this and my heart is just broken over

Over and over again if you listen to these words with a true desire to serve the lord god everything and what i just said in the fact of the eternal spirit they’re talking about is the sorority and you are kneeling to show your submission to the sorority

You are promising to keep and obey the sorority it’s not dealing it’s not delineating between you’re promising for this organization to support you know serving the community there’s this is a blanket statement that your your life is now beholden to the sorority there is nothing in this

Whole ritual book from page one to the end that tells you about don’t look at alpha kappa alpha as a idol you know no it is the god the eternal spirit the the the alpha kappa alpha again the spirit that’s behind it and like another sister said what spirit

Is that whose spirit is it but they will tell you some of the arguments that actually it’s not a spiritual organization but all through the ritual they say this is a spiritual matter this is a spiritual thing in words like faith believe and trust again the word of god is

Very clear you should have no other gods but alpha kappa alpha is telling you that they’re your god now you’re going to obey its laws and promote its ideals you be the judge you those who think that it’s of god and it’s okay of god that god is okay

With you again saying these words i kind of wanted to just read like the first line of the initiation hymn where it kind of speaks for itself where it says hell alpha kappa alpha d dear we greet thee here tonight and may this noble sisterhood be always our delight

And it’s just like that kind of speaks for itself is letting you know we’re greeting the spirit of aka and it’s just like we’re always inviting these spirits in and it’s just like we we see like how demonic this is um like even as you all was speaking i kind of i’m not

I’m pretty sure this was just for my my um chapter but we kind of sung a song um where it where it says i know the ending that the ending ended in it said um at the end of the journey basically our aka journalists like we pledge aka

On the cloudy day and at the end of the journey the gates read the were the pearly gates and the gates read alpha kappa alpha and the lord had to show me like hey keisha when you were singing that song you know like as you read if you read

The word of god like in revelation it you know many people kind of describe the the gates into heaven as pearly gates and on those gates you know the gates of the you know the 12 tribes but aka when we sing these songs this gate it’s like we’re entering into

Heaven you know and on this gate it says aka the pearly gates and we’re entering into it and the lord had to show me that like how that represents like what they’re trying to do there and i’m just like like i i felt bad like how miss erica like she said

I felt bad like to really realize what you were saying you know um working all of your life and doing all of these you work hard for aka it’s just like are you realizing what you’re saying it totally goes against the word of god but we said those things and we did

Things you know yes and i i wanted to um chip in a little bit on some of the lyrics that i can remember from different songs that we were seeing on special days or if we were just having like something going on we would come together and sing in a circle and

We were saying things like i see the light i see the alpha light the pink and green reign supreme so that’s a direct insult to to the most high god because he is the most high which means supreme which means the name above every name we were always referencing

Alpha like the alpha light the poses that we did when we were i would put my pinky up in the sky and look at it that was that was considered a pose of um looking at alpha or if i had my my hands positioned like ivies on my side

And in this stance while i was looking up at the light i was that that was a pose while i was looking at the alpha light that the alpha and omega is jesus christ so using those using no using that name to reference something else we we did not

I’m telling you i know i did not know what i was talking about looking up looking at alpha referencing alpha and there’s another song that i can remember where it would say um neil lowe for alpha like i remember we wouldn’t actually do a dance where we kneeled low and we kneeled down

For alpha so who were we talking about and if alpha and omega is supposed to be jesus christ and we’re always constantly referring to the light and in the pink and green light and the alpha light all of that stuff um is what i can recall being being wrong and blasphemous

Because we’re taking god’s name and using it for something else and yeah that’s my little snippet yeah i know i want to pick up time i want to say this one last thing about is alpha kappa alpha of god this is the end of the whole thing

Before you get your letters and all that stuff may you always remember that you are not only joining with individuals but you are uniting with the alpha kappa alpha is it is alpha kappa a a person what is the alpha kappa alpha because it is a god

And i kind of wanted to say some from what miss erica was saying like when we’re uniting we’re coming together like we’re yolking ourselves with it and we already know what the word of god says we can’t yoke ourselves we’re like but we can’t light can’t fellowship with

Dark and in darkness and that’s what we were doing we were yoking ourselves with unbelievers we were yolking ourselves with you know darkness and that came fellowship together and like even with like khalid when she was speaking about like she was speaking about like alpha just think about it when we were

Saying this we put so much emphasis on the alpha part when we said ak when we were saying the name but when you think about when we say about god god is the alpha and omega it’s just like the same thing we do with like with our father we’re doing it for

This sorority it’s just like no but if that’s why just so much emphasis on the alpha when we say it with aka we’re doing the same thing when we do it with our father when we’re saying his you know who he is it’s just like it’s just so it’s crazy

Thank you so much ladies so now we’re going to go to the next question so this kind of came up a little bit but i want to expound it kind of came up in conversation but talk about the spiritual effects um as far as like being in the

Organization that affected you as a person like your personality your traits how you treated your how did you operate with friendships like some of that kind of came out but i want to talk a little bit about that even about relationships like if you were an organization and let’s

Say you were married at the time or whatever how did that come up in your relationships with like your husband your spouse or even dating relationships like where you wanna the women that wanted to date only men that were greek you know all those kind of things talk a little bit about that

Um i’ll say one quick thing about me my friends even told me i changed um but one thing about me is that i got really mean like um it’s funny because i i consider myself like a goofball and stuff but that like persona of all the aks are the stuck

Up you know like snuffy girls i was kind of like embodying that personality and i was very mean um even some of my licenses at the time had to say like yo chill out like they’re just walking on the plot and i’m like no they’re not supposed to be walking on

Our planet like i i was that ride or die like i was ready to hey some girls we were pre-pledging some girls and i was like oh no they don’t know the founders let’s let’s get it moving let’s get it moving um i was very mean i’ll say that

So honestly like i was a hot mess like i literally like i i said before you know i always felt like i was a christian but i slowly after aka i slowly started like doing stuff that i had said i was not going to do and i’m not blaming aka for that but

I am blaming myself for not being the person that i was prior to aka if that makes sense and so um like i like before aka i was not sexually active and then afterwards i struggled with um fornication for a very long time and um i had never drank before and then

Afterwards i started drinking and these things might not been immediate it wasn’t like i crossed on sunday and monday i was drinking and having sex but these were things that i like it wasn’t even a question of with whether i would do it or not and then after i became an aka

And i’m around people who like literally are making it like cool like oh there’s a kickback of course there’s alcohol there’s a juice and sigma influence or whatever they call the cue the um oil i thought i just love me some oil like you just you’re around these environments

And i i literally had to stop and tell myself out of all the guys that i’ve messed with only two of them have not been greek two of them i did not meet from being greek and one is my husband and so like that that that shows you something and it’s like

And i’m not trying to just put myself on blast but like it’s not a small number it’s just not like i was literally out there i struggled i literally got to a point where i was just like i know for a fact that i’m not going to make it in if i

Continue to fornicate god help me and as i started asking him to pick away these things that were not of him that i knew were a direct i mean a complete opposite of what he has called for me to do i realized that aka was like the reason why i wasn’t able to

Reach the full potential of going back to him and living a set apart lifestyle i i knew it was i i didn’t want to admit to it but i knew for a fact that it was and then i remember like my husband who also is not greek

I remember um i was at like my cousin’s initiation and um he had called me or whatever and he’s like what are you doing i was like nothing um we just got done with the ritz and now we’ve got the level he’s like the wrist i tell you the

Rituals you know like the initiation rituals he’s like that sounds demonic and i was like please like you don’t know what you’re talking about like it’s totally cool you know doing all that and like the fact that he’s not in greek and he hears the just hears the word rituals and he’s like

Oh that don’t sound right you know so it’s like when you’re when you’re in it and you’re constantly being around people who are in it you’re not ever getting someone outside perspective that’s going to tell you like yo this is goofy like seriously and so my husband

Literally was that for me and at that moment i started to feel conviction i was like no rituals is cool because uh senior skip day is a ritual like you know literally trying to reason with myself not making any sense at all thank you amber anybody else want to

Chime in i want to give a word real quick as far as um and i’m talking about the word of god um galatians uh chapter 5 verses 19 that the works of the flesh are evident which are adultery fornication uncleanness lewdness idolatry sorcery hatred contentions jealousy outbursts of wrath selfish ambitions dissensions heresies

Uh envy murder drunkenness reveries and the like of which i tell you beforehand just as i have told you in the past that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of god that is galatians 5 19 through verse 21 and so we’re talking about the spirit

That’s in whether it be aka delta omega alpha sigma gamma rho zeta freemasonry order of eastern star all of this are works of the flesh so then you get the fruit of the work of the flesh instead of the fruit of the holy spirit so is anybody else want to

Talk about that chime in a little bit amen because as you were reading off that list immediately came to my mind every one of those sins are evident in every every sorority every chapter every one every one of them i mean in my experience in the last

Chapter i was in we actually got kicked out of a church because there was a physical fight and i as the holy spirit brought to my remembrance as i was getting ready to get out everything i experienced you know and quickly like my last last year i was in it i became the

Chaplain and i recall to myself i told myself this must be of god and now i can bring god into this ungodly chapter that’s what i told myself but god didn’t bring me to that to have me stay in he got me into that position so i could have my eyes wide open

Because that’s when my eyes were like this is wicked i mean again wicked here i’m the chaplain and i’m like thinking this of god but no he was like i need you to see the truth of this whole thing it’s not of me because like she said when she read

That that scripture every when you say and i say every every sin every sin jesus said that you will know who belongs to me one by their love and two by their fruit and we see what is the fruit of these organizations yeah okay so they again they have supposedly good

Feed the homeless and scholarships but everything else pride selfishness like he said foreign sexual immorality drunken i mean i don’t have to repeat the list and it’s crystal clear if you go to any chapter any group you’re going to find these sins and you know unfortunately you’re going

To find a lot of church too that’s another topic but i’m just saying but in the sororities again he says so let me see your fruit and they’ll say oh look at all of my good deeds but ignore all of our evil and the bible is clear that’s a hypocrite

I kind of want to piggyback off that um like when you were saying like how the lord had you know you was like you’re saying you know you became chaplain and he was like okay well maybe the lord is gonna use me and many people feel like okay

God is gonna put me in something like this which is demonic to bring light to him and it’s just like you have to ask yourself why would god tell me to do the very thing that goes against his word because you have some people they like okay well god

Told me to join the sorority so i could bring light to it and it’s just like he’s not going to ask you to go serve the day he’s not going to ask you to sign yourself over and do out everything he tells you not to do

Just to bring light like you know you don’t have to do that in order to bring people into the light so it’s just like many people say that well god knows my heart and it’s just like he do just because you speak out of your mouth that doesn’t mean nothing i mean it

Means something when you say your words but it’s just like just because you say you you love christ and you are a follower of christ what do your actions say you know what i’m saying because many people say it but their hearts are far away from him and it’s just like where is

Your heart because some people not even willing to give this up because their heart is so deeply rooted within this sorority and it’s just like you have to be willing and ready to give up anything and everything for christ and some people cannot do it and when

You cannot do that you have to ask yourself why because many people don’t ask themselves why why can’t i give this up for christ and if you’re not willing to give that up then you’re not going to spend eternity with him and it’s just like it’s that’s just a

Hard truth you know what i’m saying so many people have to understand that you’re going to be held accountable your fruit says a lot a good tree cannot bear bad fruit so you can’t say okay well i’m this i’m that but your fruit shows otherwise

You got to cut it out and you got to cut it out from the root and it’s just like what are you rooted in because it’s not christ but hey i wanted to answer by saying that a lot of the changes that i saw were i became very prideful and people

Will instantly say oh that’s you know we label sans a lot which one is bigger and which one is smaller but that’s considered one of the seventh deadly sins being prideful and thinking that you know i was able to get this you know god is you know god is just with me and

I’m i’m going to be able to get this if i want i’ll be able to get this if i want it and then if something didn’t go my way i would think to myself like well no she can’t do that because why you know i have this i have this going

For myself i just i joined this organization i’ve been doing this in the organization and that was just one of them but the attention um that would come from different people like men and uh causing me to operate in lust a lot of the times

As um amber said because you get all of these people saying oh she’s an aka a lot of and me pledging as a sophomore a lot of people were like oh i gotta get her she’s the young one and all it’s just like you get all of this attention all these advances

And you’re expected to respond a certain way because you know this person is greek versus not greek so yes to the the part of wanting to now be with people that were only greek and actually being in a relationship with someone who was going through the process

At the same time that i was going through the process and i believe that we damaged each other you know inviting those things into our life at the same time and just the changes that i saw happening with him the changes that we saw that i that was happening with me we

Would have never attributed it to the organizations that we were in but we were very damaged and we were damaging each other because we were just we had spiritually given ourselves over to so much darkness not knowing it was filling us with so much so much else and

We we just we had no idea and even now i will say i was meaner i there was a time where people were not able to join the chapter at all because of being in um suspension or something or it was it was just something going on

Where i had to take leadership and constantly um try to sit and make myself seem like i was this strong person because i had to now be over all of these people and keep them in line and i just remember being mean i even remember asking them to repeat after me and

Thinking in my head oh she didn’t say it serious enough she’s not serious i’m gonna make sure i make note of that okay okay so even in secret meetings when we would look at people to consider if they were fit the things that i would say

The things that i would laugh like even even if i was just there i laughed about it i laughed with the other people that would say crazy things about the next person i was there condoning it i was in agreement with it and everything else that was going on

Lying to the graduate chapters i i i even if i wasn’t doing the lying i let the lie happen and not say nothing i i condoned it i was in agreement with it i did it thank you for being so transparent kalia thank you and this is really helping people

Everybody is really gonna understand and so and i want to share that you know just in and i know a lot of people are in the comments doing that but i i just want to share the appreciation of everybody being bold and being obedient to the lord

Because this is what we’re called to do right and there’s people on the other side of your obedience and you know kalia there’s somebody that’s listening and getting understanding and it will be able to take this and share and and show how this is not of the lord

And and what you’re doing for the lord and everybody it’s just it’s just awesome and i just i just thank you for just your transparency um so i want to i want to move to our next question so let’s talk about the spiritual effects and implications being in these

Organizations have you know now we’ve talked a little bit you know we’ve talked about the spiritual like how you you know affected like your personality how your behaviors we kind of even talked about um the reality of it is this is not of god but what do you feel like

The the true spiritual implication of being in any of these secret societies are because a lot of people feel like this is okay and that they can still enter into the kingdom and that god is going to be like well done that good and faithful servant even though

All these things that you share tonight you know have been done and so let’s talk a little bit about that from your perspective um seriously i remember um when you all were talking about the book earlier that we had to sign um i had a vision one time

That i was standing before the lord to see if my name was in the lamb’s book of life and it was like nice and then but the the ak book and then for me i was like see and the the interesting thing about these greek organizations i got this like i was like

Taking my time today just thinking about like what i would say and god was like you know showing things to me i’ve been studying a lot like with reading the bible i’ve been reading first and second kings and through literally throughout the this these whole two books of the bible

The children of israel are constantly going into captivity because they’re serving other gods god is freeing them as soon as they’re free back serving other gods back into captivity over over over and over and over again and then god showed me and like this is this is also another

Thesis for a different day but i do believe that our ancestors in america who were slaves were the children of israel i feel that we are descendants from the children of israel and it’s literally history repeating itself because as you see he was brought into captivity in america

As soon as we were freed 40 years later here’s alpha phi alpha and we’re back to serving these gods that brought us into captivity previously so this is this is something literally that’s been happening since let there be light so you can’t say it’s not that big of a deal

Spiritually it’s okay back in the old testament god was smiting these people because we live on the side of grace we say well you know jesus knows my heart and i and jesus loves me and i i love him and grace and i’m forgiving and i know what

Y’all said in the rituals that was a little iffy but you know it’s not serious like we abuse grace we abuse grace because we’re on this side we’re on this side we don’t we don’t we can read the bible if you read the bible if you believe the bible

And you can see what happened in the old testament and and for the most part people read the old testament they say i’m glad i wasn’t living then because people love their sin at the end of the day they love their sin and they know because jesus died and all

You have to do is repent in order to get god to forgive you then they they abuse it they take advantage of it and that’s exactly what this is like the the black greek letter organizations is the same way back in the old testament when they were building altars for ball

Seriously it’s the exact same thing it’s just the present day version of it so it’s absolutely spiritual it’s not a joke it’s not something that god is just like ah y’all kids have fun no this is not that this is not that you absolutely have to answer for it

And when i think about kingdom come this is even before i denounce when i think about kingdom come people aren’t going to be down here in aka delta q and sigma they’re just not it’s not going to be like that that is not going to be a part of kingdom come

So if it’s not something that would be in god’s perfect world what makes you think that it would be okay because it’s not yes and i wanted to um read this um scripture here that i have um for because i like what you said earlier about how we always say christian principles

Every time every time i remember when i first first denounced everybody came at me with the christian principles no this is christian principles like like ready to fight about those christian principles but couldn’t say what are you talking about and i just want to say this is romans chapter 1

Verse 25 well i’ll start at 24 wherefore god also gave them up to uncleanness through the lust of their own hearts and this organization was a lust of our heart we wanted it so bad we were willing to do anything no matter what the word on the

On the letter was no matter what how many rituals we had to do how many people we had to talk to be disrespected by be laughed at by be ridiculed by we were the lust of our heart was to be in that organization and we were going to do it by enemies necessary

Just like the rest of the people um to dishonor their own bodies between themselves and this is where 25 comes in who changed the truth of god into a lie and worshiped and served the creature more than the creator who is blessed forever amen so by using scripture one little piece of

Scripture in a ritual and and and stating that that’s what the ritual was based off of because from what i can remember the one of them the the main ritual i mean the main scripture was a conversation between ruth and naomi and i just remember that that portion we read that one part

Where they they they told each other they would be sisters forever and all of a sudden the the organization is found out for christian principles because of what ruth and naomi said to each other that makes no sense you take the scripture so you’re taking a a true story you know

Because god had a purpose for what took place between in that book in that story but we took we take it twist it and worship it and and now as this scripture says we are serving the creature the the people that god created the founders more than the

Creator and another thing as we go down it says and even as they did not like to retain god in their knowledge meaning you don’t spend time to know what you need to know god gave them over to a reprobate mind so if you don’t want to know guess what

You your mind is going to continue to be darkened now you you just you’ll never know because this is what you wanted the lust of your heart put you in a reprobate mind and as we go further down god talks um in the scripture paul talks about those who are without understanding

Covenant breakers um we we can’t keep thinking that just because oh i didn’t know oh i didn’t know god is going to remember like as we all said ladies we were people that came up in in church came up in you know we came up in some form of knowledge of

God a lot of us were in church constantly but god is expecting us to love him with our whole heart whole mind that’s the first and greatest commandment which strengthens everything in us and in his word he says that to love him is to keep his commandments

So if you loving him which if the first and greatest commandment is to loving with your whole heart soul and mind and in his definition of love is keeping his commandments then you’re not keeping the first and greatest commandment because you’re not keeping the one that that’s telling you you should not be

Um making vows and and speaking words like this and and kneeling at altars and worshiping other gods that that’s not love and he’s coming back for people that love him with everything in them and that are not trying to make excuses to make what they want fit we he’s looking for people that’s

Making what he said fit not what we want to fit because that’s when you love somebody when you really when you’re willing to give all of your self to that person that’s who he’s looking for that’s what he’s coming back for and you will know on that day

If you were one of those people thank you so much and i want to mention something we didn’t touch on this earlier but the whole concept of you talked about you know god’s goddesses so with aka uh the goddess themis is mentioned obviously you know you know in in the rituals and

That goddess um she was considered to be um i want to say she was considered to be the second wife of zeus uh in greek mythology so you have these gods and goddesses and a lot of people in these organizations don’t think that this matters that that this this means it doesn’t mean

Anything and then on the aka uh shield is atlas and atlas is another greek god um and and so all these things you know are against like khalia talked about i mean the very first commandment and you know when god says you shall have no other gods before him

It’s not just he’s talking about next to him beside him before him behind him underneath this period and so um you know that’s very key of what you were saying uh clear does anybody else want to chime in before we go to the next question all right so let’s talk about your

Process of renouncing and denouncing aka why did you decide to fully denounce um even withdraw because i know some people formally withdrew why did you do that instead of just staying and being inactive which is what a lot of people will do they’ll just stop paying dues

And just go inactive and think that that’s okay i i considered like just being an active and it was literally because i didn’t want to let it go um and i remembered i was watching the story of joseph um with my father he loves the movie we watch it all the time

Together and the first time i watched it when joseph’s mother died um after having benjamin i was like i don’t even know why i asked him i was like daddy why she die and he said because she didn’t want to give up the idols wasn’t talking about aka he was literally talking about

Rachel period and so when it came time for me to realize like i need to denounce this is what i’m gonna i have to do um and i was like well you know maybe i’ll just go in active and i just won’t do it i knew it was because i didn’t want to

Give up the middles and i did not want to be like rachel and die because of disobedience and so that’s when i was like okay i typed up the letter and i was like i don’t know when i’m gonna send it off but i’m gonna send it off

I just don’t know when and then um i had shared this dream on the previous broadcast but i’ll share it again i had a dream i had typed the letter up and then a couple days after i typed the letter up i had a dream that the um the great

Seven year tribulation started and people were running around trying to get groceries cars were crashing and just crazy stuff and the only thing that was on my mind is nationals is probably closed now it’s too late for me to denounce and then i woke up that next morning

Like i’m not passing go i’m not collecting 200 i’m not doing anything i’m getting this letter sent off my husband’s a notary so i was like i’m printing this letter off i need you to notarize it sign it and i’m putting it in the mail period so

Yeah um for me i wanted to make sure that the door was closed um and i kind of thought of it as like leaving a job or leaving a marriage you know when you get married you sign those legal documents and you know you can you can separate you can

Live in two different houses if you want to break that relationship but it’s actually not official until you actually do the divorce and you sign the divorce papers that’s when it’s legit um same thing is if you’re leaving a job you can say oh i’m never going back to that job again

I’m just not gonna go anymore uh monday through friday but you actually have to pack up your stuff and leave um and of course sign those papers so for me um i definitely uh denounced spiritually when the lord opened my eyes um i was praying um and renouncing every word every um

Yeah just just every word that um i really spoke over myself and into my life i burned all my stuff because i’m like yeah no no going back um i put in my letter because i’m just like no i’m done and and for me it was kind of like

I didn’t know everything you know at first like why at that point i was just like lord i just i’m at the place where i just love you too much and i’m sorry that what i did actually hurt you i’m gonna cut off all ties all ties

Everything that i did to get in i’ma do what you know the opposite of that to get out um and yeah that was kind of that process um it was hard i wasn’t that vocal about it when it first happened because i was still like

Oh my gosh but as the lord continued to open my eyes and give me dreams he really made me realize like oh my gosh i was in bondage and spiritual chains and as vocal you know we always say this as vocal as i was in it um the the the gospel was just

Pounding in me to just share and to to really like set the captains free like y’all get out of here get out of here fire fire you know how jew talks about snatching people from the fire and some gently like i was like fire fire get out um because i realized

Like oh my gosh like i needed to get out completely but um that’s kind of how i pronounce yes i i just want to say that the campus that i went to the school that i went to florida and university i love i’m a i love being a rattler i love it but

Everything on that campus was made big everything was accentuated everything was emphasized everything every every single thing i played into emphasizing my life by being in campus leadership and doing just so many things because you coming into the organization you have to show that you have had had something some type of work

Experience or community service experience i was big and bold every doing everything on campus on the for those that have gone to hbcu the royal court i mean being on the royal court and literally every not every single one of them but probably about four

Out of the six women that were on the court all pledged aka the same time literally that was big i i i was i had accentuated my life everybody saw me as aka and leader and but first what they saw me as was aka before i left that campus i said i have

To get that image off of me and i have to let every single person know on this campus because i’m well known when people have a big platform god expects us to use it the right way we use that big platform for all foreign and and and everything is about you and

Everybody loves you everybody everybody’s congratulating you oh you’re always doing such great things oh you’re this you’re that you’re so nice oh you know and i had to i had to say out of all of that attention i was getting it it’s time for me to show god that his attention means more

To me and i know everybody won’t be clapping for me on this campus when i do it but heaven the host of angels the the cherubims that meant more to me to know that heaven was going to see that with the influence in the

The name that i had on my campus and i don’t want to make myself sound you know all grandiose and everything but people knew who i was and i’m that’s just what it is i wanted to show heaven that i am for heaven not for myself

Not for my my reputation that i had not for what what i had been known for which was being the aka the nice one the the one who was no now i want to be known as the girl who was crazy enough to give her testimony for jesus i want

Everybody to know before i leave this campus that that is no longer my label don’t ever associate with that with me ever again i love the lord too much to have left and and not do it when he told me to do it well for me um just really just being

Inactive um i decided to just cut away and just do away with it because i’m just a firm believer that nothing happens by coincidence so like if you heard like my my testimony when you know when i was talking about how it all came about like god

He brings everyone that you cross every day it’s for a reason and when that conversation came up like in this specific bible study it’s like that’s for a reason and it’s like i know that there was no one but god so it’s just like in that moment like just after like just

Doing my research and just reading everything and just like god just like begin to just bring things back to my mind things that i couldn’t even remember like i couldn’t even remember things and i just like this is god and it’s just like when i like

As those things were in my mind like the lord told me okay what are you gonna do and that was it i’m gonna have to like you’re literally you’re gonna have to choose who you’re gonna serve and that was it and i had to choose in that moment

Are you gonna are you gonna serve same or are you gonna serve god and it’s just like i there was no there’s no holding on to it you know just being an active you can always just pay and you know you can become right back active so it’s just

Like that’s not cutting it off you know that’s just kind of you you got to take it off at the root it’s just like you signed your name in that book you have to get it removed you have to repent you have to renounce those things

Because the doors that you open up the spirits that you allow to to enter into your life they’re walking with you for that lifetime remember because that’s that lifetime you’re in it for a lifetime so it’s just like you have to understand the spiritual aspect behind everything that you’re doing

And like even with like um eve like um evelyn was saying like about the whole like you’re like you’re a para all the things that you had around your house you have to burn that stuff because the spirits that’s attached to it everything that was given to you in the name of aka

In in this experience attached to these things and many people they may think okay what you you you’re doing too much but no like it’s spirits attached to that so you have to remove those things you have to just cut you have to do away with it with completely

Because of the spiritual aspect that’s tied to the things that you have the that’s a tie to the sorority you just have to cut it off and i just had to do away with it completely because that’s what god gave me is either this or that no in between

No halfway in no halfway out it was just that yeah and so for me you know i’m sure a lot of christians if you christian we go through these dry spells and things and then we wake up and get i want to be really right with god and so that’s what i

Told myself and i got rid of stop listening to a lot most music because if you listen to the lyrics straight up demonic serm you know and so i tell i got rid of music stop watching these movies and i said i’m right with you god right

And he said no i still have this one thing against you i was like what is it and that’s when he started showing me the truth about the sorority i was in and initially i was just gonna go inactive but the holy spirit spoke to me loud and clear

Did you sneak in to this sorority and of course i didn’t when i crossed i was i proudly went out with my little letters and you know shouted to the rooftops i’m an aka now and proudly wore my colors everywhere i went everybody knew that i who you know what

Part i’m gonna say that says i was in i wasn’t ashamed to do that and so crystal clear word of god jesus said in matthew chapter 10 if you are ashamed of me if you deny me before men i’m gonna deny you before the father and two

It’s in luke let me see i wrote it down luke chapter 12 where jesus says that there’s nothing whatever you whatever you’ve said whatever you’ve said in the dark shall be heard in the light and whatever you’ve whispered in private rooms shall be proclaimed on the housetops

So the holy spirit in his word convicted me that i did not sneak out of aka so going inactive and not saying nothing about it or why i was going inactive again i was basically saying lord i’m too ashamed to say why i’m i’m getting out and and no like everybody said

If nobody in this world ever ever ever likes me every gives me a high five so what as long as god is okay with me that’s all that matters because at the end of the day like she said we’re gonna have to give an account for everything i’ve said everything i’ve

Did everything i’ve conceived in my heart and how could i stand before my creator and say lord i was too afraid to speak out on this i was afraid to you know say why i denounced or why i renounced or even to say anything about it

And so that made the the ant the the answer for me was very crystal clear i love the lord god and so no i wasn’t going to sneak out and i was going to proclaim because he tells us to speak the truth in love he tells us to expose

The works of darkness don’t collude with them because if you’re silent i don’t i don’t i don’t want to be trying to point fingers but if you’re silent you’re like like colluding you’re colluding with the devil he tells us don’t collude with the world expose the works of the devil

So that’s again i didn’t like i said that conviction again when i got convicted i got rid of everything and it’s true we need to get rid of everything because we will rationalize keeping some stuff i actually had a pair of real pearls real pearls nothing to fake stuff you can about the

Dollar store real pearls and i had threw everything away there’s t-shirts and all this other stuff but god kept like poking at me like you got some more stuff and i was like well what is it lord this is months later like i think i’m doing really good with the

Guy but i still have this uneasiness and then he was like you know i come across post about throwing away stuff and i’m like you know the pearls you know i’ve denounced i’ve renounced over the pearls so the pearls are okay but the lord said why did you buy them

Pearls in the first place and i could not deny i bought them because i was buying them in relation to my sorority life and first i thought well i can sell them and holy spirit was silent like why what are you gonna you gonna buy they’re gonna sell this to get something

Out of it and so finally i was like okay i’m gonna give away he’s like so you’re gonna give this wicked something to somebody else so i ended up just i threw them away i threw them away just pa that’ll be passing on the spirit there’s there really would be no way

All right so before we get to the next question i want to go back to something that was posed in the comments which is a great question uh that we definitely should address so here’s the question and this is from uh therese so how should we address or approach christian leaders or pastors

Who are in these organizations and if your pastor is greek or they’re a mason or any of that and they have denounced should you remain underneath their covering oh my gosh right here i’m gonna let y’all have it i’m gonna be um okay it was two parts to it

How should you approach them and then should you remain under someone that is the pastor that’s in a secret society of any kind um okay how should you approach them okay so uh we’re looking at y’all help me with the scripture um it’s in matthew about you know the proper way to

You know approach your brother or sister who may have wronged you or is in sin you know so that’s good the first thing you want to do is truly approach them um of course before you do that prayer prayer um this is kind of all time but i don’t want to hear anymore

That prayer isn’t effective that’s the first and foremost thing to do because who do we rely on we rely on the lord holy spirit leads us so praying for them that the lord was soft in their heart um that no matter how the conversation goes you can plan a cd

Um and then of course you know in that place of prayer you know actually how to approach them you know if you’re looking in jude you know if you need to do some snaps you know you need to um do it gently but overall they’re your leader so you have to honor them

So you do it in honor um but it’s being honest the lord i believe this is something the lord is showing me this is an area um that is a of concern for your life and also me because i’m under your covering um and of course depending on how that conversation goes

Um you continue to pray for them uh bring somebody else with you if that don’t work out that that’s a whole nother story um personally as far should you stay under their cover i want to say run run run run tomorrow is not promise we need to get

Out of this um mentality of tolerating everything um out of love no no no we don’t tolerate those things um especially if you do approach them and they’re unrepentant and very both um that’s what i would say but at the same time you know you really have to be led by

The holy spirit to guide you and what to do um but i think a covering is a very big serious thing and um huh i yeah that but my opinion would be to you need to get from under that covering because guess what else is covering you

That spirit is covering you um no matter how great they preach no matter how holy they appear to be um even if you know they don’t really even talk about it and it’s just something that spirit that is attached to their life is covering you as well

And it has some type of influence because it has legal right over their life and everything that they touch it touches it in a way um that may seem extreme or dramatic but look who’s standing before the lord at the end of the day right um but yeah and i

I just i appreciate everything that you said and i completely agree and i my personal um i’m that was a great question and my personal um testimony is i did not remain under that um covering because after having a conversation with them coming and talking to them one-on-one the

Advice that i received was contrary to what the lord was telling me and i just expected that um when when you know i really really i knew that the holy spirit of christ was saying this this is urgent you have to do this i didn’t have any peace that

Was that was my graduating semester i couldn’t i couldn’t finish applications i couldn’t finish writing the essays i needed to write and and to know that the the covering and the leadership that i had didn’t see what was happening after i was explaining the sleepless nights and telling them

That this is what it was for and i had been holding back from telling you know i just i didn’t i didn’t want to continue under that leadership anymore because the holy spirit was just it i had to move in a different direction you do have to be

Led by the spirit of christ in in that decision but i i would say no and another thing i couldn’t remember evelyn you said something that made me think about i i can’t completely remember but you would i guess in scripture-wise you i just remember i recall saying to them

That this is idolatry i remember painting ivs all kind of colors and swiveling it up with pink and green and writing the the symbols you know that’s we we’re not sitting at the altars and worshiping every day but at the end of the meetings we are reinstating a covenant we can’t serve

Two masters we can’t have two covenants that our soul is committed to at the same time it it does not work and the bible just just it talks about israel breaking the covenant you know he’s a covenant keep it god and he sent his only begotten son to to to redeem us

Back because we had kept breaking just as a whole the people of god just kept breaking it over and over and over and now when you when you know that you’re serving two masters when you’re unwilling to let one go and still say that oh no i’m

I’m a believer you know that that’s a that’s a being that’s being a double minded man unstable in all your ways you don’t know you you how do you lead with that instability taking place in you i’m not sure and you know that may not be a complete answer but you ultimately the

Holy spirit has to lead you anybody else want to chime in so just recapping on what obviously evelyn says is i think that you know essentially she’s saying the conversation first uh you know like with a pastor or a leader if you’re able to have that kind of

I hate to say it for a lack of a better term like have access to to to have that conversation you know what i mean um and and do it in a you would do it in a respectful manner no no way that you no different than you

Would do it with any other human being right um um actually it was my mother that asked this question um and i know who she’s talking about because she’s asking about like how does she approach a friend who literally just celebrated their founders day and has it like all over their social media

So i think um you use what tools are available so like you can share videos of people who are sharing their testimonies like all of you and other people um you know like our ministry created like a a gospel track like that’s something that god had me create it’s like a brochure

And i actually someone asked me for it and they gave it to their pastor um and that when they gave them the brochure they actually asked to have a meeting with the pastor and i said hey i want to have this conversation with you about this i’m going to leave this with you

And i want to have a meeting with you and that’s how they approach their pastor so i think those are options but i am in 100 agreement with everybody else is um that you wouldn’t sit under if if god has pulled you out and you know the truth you wouldn’t sit under a

Homosexual pastor you wouldn’t sit under someone that you know is i don’t know like in the church they sleeping with people in the congregate i would hope that you wouldn’t um but this would be no different that you would sit under open sin and rebellion you know evelyn said something very key about

Someone that’s trying to you know repent and and do all those kind of things and if they’re humble and repentant they will probably sit themselves down in order to get themselves right with the lord but for you to sit under open rebellion you are now erica said this you’re coming into

Agreement with it and there’s a scripture that actually i really need to find that scripture there is a scripture that actually says about you kind of bring on that same judgment by being in agreement with sin and rebellion and i say and that’s what we need to be careful about and

Evelyn said this we do too much of that these days in the name of it’s a false sense of love i know we want to be respectful but we do it in order to just accept anything and that’s to the detriment of the body this is why the body

Is so corrupt and compromised and lukewarm unfortunately but when we look at the early church that’s not how the early church was the hurley church followed the word and they stood on what god said and that’s where the lord wants to get us back to so thank you

So much everybody for chiming in and that was such a great question terese thank you so much for asking that question so um next question is obviously everybody publicly renounced announced you’ve been very public about your testimony let’s talk about backlash have you gotten backlash from people

And if you have or even if you haven’t share how you feel like you need to handle that because just because you have it there are plenty of people that have and people are afraid people have fear have anxiety of losing relationships being talked let’s let’s talk through that so we can

Give you know godly wisdom on how to handle those kind of situations for people that want to come out of these organizations go ahead emily yeah no um i was still on campus um so i did get backlash um but ain’t nothing happened to me physically uh people definitely did

They were acting funny um kind of like palia said i was very active on campus people knew me i was ra i was on the royal court and things like that and also i think um nobody was really bold enough to really like step up to me and be like

You know um i mainly heard things from behind closed doors like oh yeah when this person heard that you’d announced they was laughing at you blah blah um oh this person was like oh she didn’t ask why she’s still wearing you know pearls or like um pink or things like that

Um like just different things um and you know people are upset the girls i was pre pledging they were very very very upset they they stopped talking to me for real um and then some of my uh launches at the time were very heated because again i was the bachelors

I was uh we were preparing to um you know get some girls online and also it was me in my current life since at the time who was still in the chapter it was our fault that our uh we couldn’t have a line or something like that i forgot what happened

We got in trouble for something because we took some girls to church on a bus anyways um but yeah i did get some backlash uh people when when i was getting ready to even share my testimony out loud people were kind of like yeah can you not say this

And you know don’t do the most blah blah but um you know i think it wasn’t a lot of like physical things that i could really see i felt it but nobody was really you know bold enough to say or do anything um and i think um that was honestly the lord’s mercy

And grace because i was so for him i didn’t care about nothing okay but um no it was scary at first i was actually upset that so many people found out so quickly and i was like oh my gosh like it’s kind of embarrassing like you know you really can’t go back when

People know um but that was kind of that experience and i would say really with dealing with it um one thing i always tell people is that you know really that love and zeal for the lord is kind of what gets you through because it’s like nothing the fear of man just

Dwindles away when your love for god that’s why that’s why that’s the first and greatest commandment love the lord your god with all your heart mind and soul because when that is there nothing nothing can compare to the king of kings and the lord of lords nothing can

Compare to having the acceptance and the love of the father who made you nothing can compare to to knowing that when you stand before him you’re gonna look at him and you’re gonna just there’s gonna be no type of guilt in you you know that you’re fully his so i

Always go back to how is your relationship with the lord you know i’m not trying to um be mean or anything like that but it’s like you have to start there because if if there’s some a lot of concern about um the backlash and what people will think

That means are you made perfect in god’s love are you still walking in a spirit of fear are you still walking in a spirit of anxiety are you still walking in the spirits that entered you when you said yes to these things and it’s really starting there um

Because man when the holy spirit comes upon he gives you a spirit of boldness and power to um you know just walk through it it’s not the easiest thing you’re literally breaking a soul tie it it hurts you know what i’m saying um it’s not the easiest thing but when you really

Trust the lord and you um walk with him through it that’s what really keeps you going through um so that would be my advice is really um continuing to be uh in relationship with the lord getting in your word feeding yourself building your spirit man um because your flesh is dying

And you can’t entertain it anymore um but yeah that’s what i would say yeah like at the end of the day there’s only two kingdoms there’s a kingdom of darkness and a kingdom of light and jesus makes it clear if you truly belong to him the world should hate you

So examine that fear i’m not saying i didn’t have that same completely irrational fear of what if they get mad at me get mad at me because the bible is clear that if they are reviling you and mocking you and talking about you because of something that you’re doing that’s

Right you’re you’re you’re storing treasures in heaven so don’t be afraid of backlash if they talk about you call your name because you have threaten you because again jesus says you know if you’re being reviled because of the word of god because of him you’re in good company

They should not say oh good job you didn’t renounce no they should hate you because their daddy is the devil so don’t be afraid of them doing anything to you to us again this is about god’s seeking for his true sheep because his body the bible says his sheep

Hear him so those again who don’t hear him that their daddy is the devil so don’t be surprised they’re going to talk about you reject you and tell you us out your name and all this other stuff because again that should be if you belong to jesus they should hate you

So stop being afraid of it um so i wanted to add again that um you know so much happened i don’t i can’t remember everything but i just remembered that um people’s true colors came out a lot of my profiles um unfollowed me on social media they were pissed at me

Um but i you know i was like yeah y’all was never really yeah i didn’t care about me in the first place um but also so sometimes i could be a little gullible one of my pro fights um who are like was like the second to last line before me at the time

And well she was my profile at the time because i denounced she had a business where she sold like scarves and stuff and little old evelyn you know went ahead and bought one of the items and when i opened my package it was some used bliss text in there

And i was like i know she did this on purpose because if i was still ak at the time she would not be and you know i hit her up you know on a customer to you know business person level like i found this in my stuff

Hello you know and she was just like okay and i know she did it on purpose petty and triflin um but you know what i i didn’t i didn’t put all her information out about her business because it’s okay it’s all right but that did happen to me um

Little things here and there people are following me people not talking to me um but it was such a blur because i was just like y’all was fake anyway uh but yeah i i’ll say that my experience was probably treacherous okay treacherous because i was graduating i remember when

Going to graduation rehearsal it was the weirdest thing ever it was the biggest class i ever seen it just seemed like all every all of the attention was was was at you you people stared people at people would come to the side and ask questions if they would see me sitting

By myself in the um cafeteria they would um and some people would still ask me uh can you give away that that um that hoodie that i like you’re not you know that that hoodie that you bought at the conference um i know you you know went on social media and embarrassed us

But i i still want that one um if you if you don’t mind and i had to i was getting all kind of calls from people who wanted some old some old stuff but didn’t really want to know how i was doing from people who um wanted to know

Why did you have to put the name of the chapter in the school that you went to like why did why did you have to go to that extent those kind of calls as if i didn’t announce everywhere i go which chapter i was in because i was so proud of my chapter

So proud of the campus that so proud of the history and and the accomplishments that that chapter brought to that organization so why i was just like why not you know say which one it was because i i shouted it everywhere i went i named the founders on

And the charter members everywhere i went so why not it was just people calling me saying well that was extra you didn’t have to but as evelyn said god showed me that he was my friend and the idea of what friend was changed and i read constantly it was hard

It was hard i had to go to sleep watching the little um i don’t know if y’all remember the beginner’s bible i had to go to sleep watching the beginner’s bible cartoon so that if i woke up and cried i would see something about the word on my tv

And i had to go to children’s things because i was a little girl in the corner crying every day on the inside walking around campus every day like these people are talking about me and i know it i can just feel it i don’t even have to

I’m not i’m not that i’m not psychic or nothing like that in psych anyway being psychic is demonic so let me not give that any honor and glory but um there’s just that was i i just remembered that the the backlash was real my strength was in the lord

My strength was i had to get in the bible every single day i had to read it when i got home i had to quit my job because it was too i worked at the campus starbucks so it was just it was too much it was too much taking orders

And the people staring you down like yep that’s her the other greeks coming in that’s her oh you ain’t pointing pointing you can see them pointing from the corner and at the coffee table you you can see it it was just too much and but god kept me

I was holding on to that little job finding it for financial reasons he kept me my bills were paid i was i was fine and um i i just god really is love he showed me what love was there there was a song i i had to sing to myself every day

What a friend we have in jesus all our sins and griefs to bear what a privilege to carry everything i was feeling every single day the scrutiny the the bashing the my the people in my family not even being greek asking me why i did it

God showed me what family he was my family he was my friend he was my sister my brother and and i just want you you all to know that anybody that’s watching this that’s wondering how am i gonna make it through backlash he is bigger than these people he created them

He will engulf you if you let him give him that opportunity and maybe this is what you need speaking out will be the opportunity to really go get closer to him like he’s like he wants from us hey man remember you’re in good company they did the same thing to the lord

He was rejected he was reviled he they think they point fingers at him they spit on him and they even beat him down and after all of that on the cross jesus said forgive them for they know not what they do so that’s why he tells us to pick up our cross and

Care with us every day so when they start mocking us and reviling us and doing these things that we don’t get afraid knowing that the lord our god he suffered the exact same thing so understand that’s how i can now actually pray for my enemies these people who are pointing fingers and

Mocking and things i feel sorry for them because it is a terrible thing to be an enemy of god i don’t have to worry about my own safety my own reputation or whatever because i know that one day if they don’t repent they’re going to be in a place you don’t

Want your worst enemy to go to people don’t take hell serious so now i have a different perspective so if somebody wants to talk about me call me names i don’t have to get mad sad scared i just have to say lord i pray for this person because again hell is real

And again my savior on the cross bleeding and suffering we can’t even imagine if he can take to on that cross to say father forgive them they don’t know what they’re doing steven while he was being stoned was saying don’t hold this to their charge lord

See this is where knowing the word of god really knowing it and understanding that this is what god calls of us to do for us too so can put it in perspective you know especially if you’re if you’re by yourself technically like you’re if you’re on a college campus and like

You’re the only one you don’t have anybody else in your corner and like i said there’s poking and talking about you i know it’s hard but you put god’s armor on you put you pick up your cross and you walk proudly through that campus you understand that all these people who

Are mocking you and talking about you if they are not repentant if their name is not in the last book of life they are going to go to hell and again this is what we have to remind ourselves of daily that this walk that we we walk

The bible’s clear we don’t get to heaven except through much persecution stop believing these prosperity god the gospel people that say oh life is good when you become a christian no jesus made it clear you’re gonna have trouble if you belong to me so yes when you come about denouncing

And if you’re if you’re thinking about it and you’re by yourself and you’re worried about people talking about you and doing things to you they talked about jesus too and got to put his you got to get that that let go that fear of them saying things about you talking about

You because again at the end of the day all that matters is god’s opinion of you and again one day you have to stand before him too and before that day again the bible is clear they’ll be able to see you you know they’re staying at the judgment

Seat they’re gonna be able to see you right they were mocking you and now you’re standing at the at the judgment seat and god is telling you come daughter you you you you obeyed me you sacrificed for me you strive to enter into that narrow place that few find

Come into my kingdom of paradise no more pain get your new body where there’s no more suffering that person who mocked you and didn’t repent they’re gonna see you and they’re going to know that shane they’re going to know the the problem they’re going to know the serious truly serious matter that they

Ignored so don’t fear don’t worry about what they’re going to say about you expect it that’s the thing expect to be mocked expect to be ridiculed expect to be threatened because if you truly belong to jesus that’s what should be happening we’re in a world that belongs to satan

For now i mean i’m blown he’s written it but again we we should be hated not applauded and clapped on so again i i welcome please revile me talk about me good because i know that i’m i’m right with god i don’t belong to the devil right and i wanted to

Uh speak of scripture what um from um second timothy chapter three and when paul says what paul says what persecutions i endured but out of them all the lord delivered me and and verse 12 says yea and all that will live godly in christ jesus suffer persecution so if you truly

Living in christ you will be suffering persecution it says shall as a matter of fact that is to be expected and out of them all he will deliver you and when you don’t feel strong he expects you to lean on him for a strength there’s a scripture that’s coming i can’t say it

Verbatim right now but um when you are weak he makes you strong you lean on him he expects you to be weak he wants you to say you know what lord i can’t do this so that’s when his power is able to be um announced in your life because we go

Through everything thinking i did this i hustled and i’m and a lot of people are going to term i manifested this i did this i did that we we have credit a lot of stuff to what we did now we he’s looking for us to let him come in

And show that he brought us he did this it was his strength that’ll get you through walking walking around campus hey uh keisha do you have anything you want to chime in talk about share you guys well i just want to say well i mean i i the backlash it was there

Um now as when i when i put my video out and i made it public um see the lord led me to do this so it’s just like i wanted to make before i even put it out i told my husband i want to make a little video and put it out

But i’m not going to move unless the lord tells me to so when he began to give me dreams and he began to show me what hey this is what i want you to do i put it out how i thought i was going to feel i didn’t feel it

I thought it would i wasn’t going to be ready but it’s like the lord prepared me for what was about to happen and it’s just like i had people like calling me checking in you know certain people like how are you feeling you know and i was good i was like

I mean i’m good like i’m straight like i don’t even feel a certain type of way about putting it out because i’m not here to please me i’m not here to please anyone so it’s just like i’m doing it for god and like there were some indirects there were some people who were

Unfollowing unfriending they was in the group meets because i still had you know it some people that was in there you know they still kind of you know sent me certain things it’s just like certain things i wanted to respond to because i wanted to get in my flesh a little bit but

The holy spirit act let me handle it i didn’t have to say nothing i don’t have to do i the lord is gonna the lord’s gonna fight it everything that you say you’re gonna be held accountable for it everybody that shared it to be petty you shared it but guess what a soul

Gonna be safe because out of your pettiness somebody gonna see it it’s gonna plant a seed and it’s gonna it’s gonna it’s gonna free someone so it’s just like i had to remind myself to constantly pray for people the lord had to constantly remind me that the people that don’t have my

Spirit they don’t understand spiritual matters they don’t understand it they only understand what’s going on in the world they only understand worldly matters they’re thinking carnally so they i had to constantly like just feel myself with the word of god to understand like hey not everybody understands but i have to

Pray for them that’s the only thing after me letting you know these and you still choose to walk in darkness the only thing i could do now is pray for you and i still pray for i still pray for them there are some people who see

Me they don’t even want to speak but guess what hey because you’re not my enemy because that’s what people don’t understand like you’re not my enemy just because i say okay i’m not a part of your sorority anymore that doesn’t make you my enemy you’re

Not my enemy we all have one enemy in that satan satan is my enemy so when you are attacking me and you’re coming at me i know it’s that spirit i know it’s not you it’s the spirit that’s that’s working within you so it’s just like i i you know it’s hard

Because you know you you have to be strong and like you know khalil said like hey in our weaknesses his strength is made perfect so when we’re weak we’re still strong you know we’re not we’re not just depending on our you know we’re not just depending on our strength and our strength alone

Because we can’t do it just off our strength but it’s just like justice just as much as people that came the enemy sent to try to tear me down the lord sent twice as many to help build me up with his word like i didn’t have to worry about that

Because i always had someone encouraging me i also had someone just building me up with the word of god so i didn’t even have to like enemy you think you’re gonna get it but no god gonna come and he gonna bring it he’s gonna bring more and it’s just like people

God brought even more people to help encourage me and just build me up and just remind me well hey that’s just the end of me you know but i mean you’re gonna suffer and hey i did well i will say that you for all an inspiration to me because i still

Like i struggle like this is still new to me like i just went public about my denouncement on december 31st and then um last week i had did the moment of truth and when i first did the denouncement everybody i was getting the text messages amber we we still love you and

It was some ak’s commenting on my status um love you no matter what you’ll always be my sister and then when i started talking on the moment of truth then people started getting upset and someone actually had text me this morning and basically said that my testimony was stepping on her

And it hurt me it hurt me so bad like i i cried i felt bad and um i i actually ended up talking to india and she she helped me she gave me that boost of encouragement she reminded me that you know i have people

Who have been where i am and that you know this comes with the territory like when you’re doing what god wants you to do the devil he gets upset he gets angry and he uses people that you care about to try to get your feelings involved and

Then like later on in the day i realized like the only person whose head i crushed with my testimony with satan so if you feel like you were stepped on who are you aligned with and that’s what i had to realize i can’t sit here and and try to tap dance around

Everyone’s feelings for the sake of appeasing them because at the end of the day for 10 years i broke god’s heart for 10 years i hurt god 10 years i chose somebody else over him and so if i have to choose between hurting him or you i’m choosing you i’m sorry i’m choosing

You and if you hurt me back then that’s okay i can deal with a little hurt after i hurt my savior the one who died for me after i hurt him for ten years i can deal with a little hurt on his behalf so it’s i’m still

In the process of like getting to that point because i’m sensitive i might since i was a kid my mom was the amber you break feelings when you sleep you got to get the thick skin like i’m sensitive i’m that person i’ve always wanted everybody

To like me i want everybody to be cool with amber and i just had to you know i’m at the point where i’m like making a decision like if i’m going to follow christ i have to be okay with the ridicule and matthew 5 10 literally says blessed are you when you

Are perfect persecuted for righteousness sake for your reward is in heaven and so i had to stop worrying about you know people who like at the end of the day you know i didn’t know you before aka i wouldn’t had a relationship with you if it wasn’t for aka

And so if you take aka out of the equation now all of a sudden you want to make a subliminal post about me or whatever the case may be then there it was nothing there was there was nothing there and so it’s not it’s definitely not going to be

Easy like it’s not and i also fear people like saying like you know because at the end of the day i had just got elected for a position in my chapter in november december i decided to announce january i’m speaking out against it so i do understand like a lot of people

Are being caught off guard but when god is telling you to move like you don’t have the opportunity to sit there and think about it you have to move because the last thing i want is for me to not do what god asked me to do and then somebody

Fall victim because i didn’t do what he told me to do because of my disobedience that’s what i i don’t want that and if i lose every single person i thought was my friend but then there’s one person who comes to christ because of me

Then then i’ve won and so i i just can’t i can’t be emotionally invested in that way and i’m working on it it’s like y’all pray for me cause like i’ll say this and then the next man i’ll be like man i’m sad that was my friend so please

Please pray for me but i like i i know what i need to do i know what i have to do but it’s just the process of getting there yeah just remember too as we’re doing this there’s always going to be two camps the bible is clear about that there are

Those like at the beginning of acts when peter and them preached they were cut to the heart and said man what should we do and they were open to the word of god and of course they repented and you know three thousand and five thousand were added and then there’s another group

Like i said at the stone and stephen the bible says when they heard that truth they had hard hearts and so they were they were gnashing their teeth and they were full of rage and that’s what led them to stone him so nothing’s changed so when we’re talking to people we meet

People on the streets or talking to our pastor or other people understand they’re going to either be cut to their heart to repent or they’re going to be enraged and because that word again the word has no like the bible says that word can’t get into that hard heart it’s just

Going to bounce off so just don’t be surprised by the responses that you get because again i say two kingdoms you can say to me jesus says my sheep hear my voice and we understand he said few people belong to him so i’m not going to be surprised at like she said

10 people here and only one responds then that’s that’s lined up with the bible amen thank you so much so now we’re going to get to this is like our last point and then we’ll see if anybody has any like maybe one or two questions that they want to ask so

Each one of you can you share just some advice that you might have for um the people that are listening who may have like family members um maybe even their spouse you know friends that are in the organizations you know help them you know as far as like

How can they minister to people that they’re in relationships with and then what advice do you have for people that are in it or want to be in these organizations i would kind of just just to kind of sum it up um for those who know people who are

In the organization um and you’re just wondering how to move about it you know how we were kind of speaking before um regarding you know just talk you know just even people who aren’t really you know just a pastor or anyone like that but i just say first just pray about it you

Know just ask god to soften their heart so when you go and you give them that message they can receive it um you know just you just really have to pray for them first and just be led by you know the holy spirit to go and do that um for

Those who are thinking about joining when they tell you to do your research do your research not just you know just to know but to just to you know know just to get in but actually do your research line it up and see if if it goes against the word of god you

Know everything we do we must do it as if we’re doing it for the lord we must do everything we do for the lord so it’s just like he has to be getting the glory from it so when you when you think about it your reasoning for joining

Why do you want to join is it to bring glory to him you know just think about the reason why you want to do it what are you being led by you know just really make sure it aligns with the word of god yeah um advice for those who have

People they want to minister to definitely repeating um prayer um it’s in it’s again like i said of course in the place of prayer where you surrender kind of like the israelites when the israelites said lord we do not know what to do but our eyes are on you understanding

That god is the one who knows their heart he created them he knows exactly what word like you even if it’s one word he knows so trust him to lead you um and to also humble yourself um to not come at them in pride um and and remember that you’re you’re not god

You can’t force them to do anything it’s really him that his kindness leads them to repentance um so also be able you know you know praise god there may be sometimes um where they repent right then and there and announce you okay let’s do this and then there may be other times

Where they push back and you have to keep on praying for them um but you know continue to do your part do what the lord tells you to do you can’t control them um for those who are interested um or you’re currently in it right now again i would say

Um it reminds me of the scripture of lord search my heart find any wicked way in me and lead me into the um and lead me to everlasting that prayer is a serious prayer that’s a dangerous prayer because when you pray that prayer you’re really putting yourself in a place of submitting to

God my advice is to get out of your head get out of you can’t do all the math and all of that stuff right now um because if your flesh still wants it you’ll find every reason to still be oh yeah no no submit to the lord

Actually listen to his voice act be honest with yourself be really honest with you to examine yourself are you in the faith have you surrendered to jesus come on be very honest because some of y’all be like i talked to god and he ain’t saying nothing it’s good

Come on y’all come on y’all um that would be my advice is to submit and to surrender to the lord so that your eyes and your ears may be open to clearly hear um what he’s saying we all know what he’s saying but we want you to hear it too but yeah yeah

And just time on and say i think the critical component key component you’ve got to rightly discern rightly understand god’s word because there are some who will say they know it’s really not of god but they’re just going to do it for god and there’s too many scriptures in the

Bible that talks about you are worshiping god in vain he’s not getting that act of whatever you think you’re doing for him but it’s in the guise of the sorority or fraternity or free minded freemason that you’re doing it for god like i said in the old testament when i

Forgot get the guy’s name where he he was it was a law nobody was supposed to touch the ark except for the you know ordained and approved high priest he thought he thought it was okay because the the ark was falling to the ground he thought he was doing a good thing for

God but the bible was clear he touched that and god killed him instantly and a lot of people use that as i said i don’t want to serve god because he’s mean or whatever because how serious is about obedience that’s how serious is about sin but we do this thing again where we’re

Doing things that are ungodly and then say we’re going to do them for god understand god did not get receive that you are worshipping him in vain and so we have like some people like i said we have to make sure we have god’s holy spirit in us

We got to rightly know his word we got to rightly understand it i mean i’m reading jeremiah and my heart it’s like i stopped at a paragraph because i’m just like lord this is us we have lying prophets lying preachers telling people they can live any kind of

Way and still get to heaven and they ain’t no heaven or everybody gets to heaven or ain’t no hell or hell isn’t that bad that you can still do these things when they don’t i’m like what bible are they reading so no go you gotta know god’s word

You gotta really know it and you gotta really understand it and really apply it there’s a way that god tells us to worship him and he does not say compromise here there’s a lot of things that we do and we say we’re doing it for god

But it is not it is not of him and he’s not accepting it it’s burning it’s going to burn up i don’t i mean again i’m thinking about some of the things when i first became saved that i thought i was doing for god now i know the gentleman’s

Seat they’re going gonna burn you know all that stuff and i’ll say i was serving the homeless and donating all this stuff it’s gonna burn because i was doing it one at a selfish ambition like look at me look what i did like jesus says the hypocrites they sound on the

On the streets and they blow up trumpet look what i did and got and jesus says they’ve got their reward here on on earth it ain’t registered in heaven so we don’t want to be worshipping him in vain don’t be doing like i said if you’re not in it consider again

You’re not going to be doing this for god you’re going to be doing it for yourself but we’re not to do anything that we’re not supposed to be mixing god’s stuff with devil stuff and then trying to serve him this putrid vomit that we call in worship of you

Because he’s not accepting it he wants us to be pure spotless virgins i mean all those different scriptures so know his word rightly divine it rightly understand it and if you have questions about this any one of us again we can go to our website out from among them

Outreach any one of us willing to talk to you help you through this if you’re in it again and you say you’re a christian like i said really consider are you truly a christian like like the sister said examine are you do you truly belong to god there’s several scriptures in the new

Testament people think they’re secure but are you because jesus to me the scariest scripture in the whole bible the scariest one is jesus saying in matthew chapter 7 oh lord did i not serve the community did i not give and tithe did i not cast out demons in your name did i not

March in your name did i not do all these things in your name and he says depart from me i never knew you that’s a scary scripture to me because basically he’s saying you can be a christian doing all this stuff that you’re thinking is for him and he doesn’t know you

Your name has been blotted out and you think you’re still good with him so to me it’s like that scripture is like a nice little splash of you know cold water when i’m thinking about stepping out on god like wait a minute no i don’t want to be that one standing

Before him and he says i never knew you depart from me you worker of wickedness because when you have to think about god’s word he says these people were prophesying casting out demons and doing many good works he doesn’t deny that they were doing these things but he says they’re wicked

So we can be doing things that we’re thinking we’re doing them for god or they’re godly when they’re works of iniquity so it we’ve got to know his word i want to make sure if i am out there feeding the homeless if i’m out there serving widows if i’m out there

Doing these things even talking now then i’m not doing this for any other reason but like you said to show god get you to repent but if i’m doing it for anything for me like give me give it to me give me accolade look look at me see me

I know that i’m doing it with the wrong motivation and again i’m not getting that you know that that prize in heaven for the work i’m doing jesus is going to look me straight in the eye and say you were a worker of iniquity erica and i don’t want that i

Hope you don’t i can’t say hell is very real people and you don’t want to go there i don’t want to go there anybody else have anything before we go to um seeing if there’s a couple questions we want to answer anybody else want to chime in

Okay so we want to give an opportunity if there’s any we can take maybe like two questions because we’re on like we’re on three hours which actually this is shorter than the last two videos because we were on like four hours on the last couple videos

So and i want to be cognizant we’re already at ten o’clock um uh right now so definitely want to give an opportunity if there’s a couple questions you want to ask for the comments that you want us to address please feel free to go ahead and type those now so

We can um we can go ahead and get to those questions each time in i’ll give a few minutes to see if anybody types anything in everybody just agreeing with everybody right now so i don’t see a question yet let me see if there’s anything um back

In earlier there’s so many comments you guys are so trying to go all the way back to older comments i don’t even know um thank you desiree love you um yeah there’s a lot of questions jd and i’m i can’t scroll all the way back all the way up so if anybody has

Anything else um because in the platform it only lets you go back to like a certain amount of questions to see um so i can’t get all the way back so if there’s anything on your heart that you want to share before we wrap up if there’s anything else that you

Want to leave with anybody whether it be scripture or anything like that um yes i want to say one last name i just for those that are still in the organization and they’re they’re afraid of hurting because that was the first thing i thought about i was afraid of hurting

Everybody i had developed relationships with and you’re you’re thinking about um well if i love them i wouldn’t i wouldn’t i wouldn’t do this and god wouldn’t tell me to do that and expose this and that or say this because it will hurt them and god is love

You have to ask yourself because that god is love the quote is thrown into so many scenarios that it does not apply to god is love that’s true what else is he is that the only thing that the word i mean the big 66 chapters like the bible and 66 books i’m sorry

Is that the only thing that god describes himself to be isn’t he a jealous god isn’t he a righteous god isn’t he also a holy god isn’t he also the same god that said if these people do not accept this word noah go ahead and build the

Build the ark leave the rest of them behind they’re they’re unrighteous they’re unholy that’s the same god as the same way that these ladies have said know who god is study ask yourself am i really in the faith and once you get to know what god really says that will be your

Greatest strength you will clean you will be able to cling to his word and it will give you strength and that’s that’s what i want to leave you with his knowing him is the best best way to get through this so we had a question come through from uh latoya

Which is a great question what do you think are the spiritual implications of now having a uh aka vice president i’ll go ahead and start with that this country and again this i’m going from the perspective of what our true ancestry and our true inheritance is america is babylon the great

Leave that to them and that’s just how i feel about it i’m covered by the blood of jesus yes i do have to live here for now but regardless whichever way the ball swings i’m covered in the blood i do feel like people are going to see

Kamala harris and aspire to you know look at her she’s black she’s in a black greek letter organization like they’re going to aspire to those things because when you see glitz and glamour you want you want you aspire to that but i honestly these elections the political stuff like i just don’t get

Super emotionally invested in it because this just i mean my citizenship is not here i mean on paper it is but my citizenship is in heaven i like do whatever you are going to do i’m covered in the blood that’s that’s how i feel about it and i mean people get upset

Like you know the people died for your right to vote and stuff like that and i will never take that away from them i get it i understand 100 but at the end of the day we are living out prophecy it’s nothing we can do to stop prophecy like it’s absolutely nothing we

Can do and so situations like this i just feel like when it comes to like american political stuff this is this is babylon the great let them have what they’re going to do i’m covered in the blood and that’s how i feel right yeah um just to add to that i would say

The spiritual implications are kind of like um what amber was talking about those who already idolize her those who are looking to her um whether they claim to be christian or not what that’s going to do is it’s going to open a door and it’s going to invite more of a tolerance

For wickedness and witchcraft so those in my opinion would be the spiritual implications um you know the whole feminist thing you know it’s just going to fuel more of the wickedness of witchcraft already in america and it’s like what we continue to do as true believers in christ

Is to continue to not tolerate evil wickedness to hate the things that god hates um and to really also guard our hearts um concerning this because a lot of people who you know may have heard testimonies like this and then they’re looking like oh well this well she’s

You know it could really um make some people go backwards so it’s really important to um continue to pray and continue to spread the gospel while we still can and i believe it like that yeah amen and to me just to me it just confirms that the bible is true

I know right now the bible is under attack all these false wicked versions but the bible is true it’s just confirming the word of god again ii timothy matthew chapter 24 luke again he says before he comes back we are we’re in the last days except this these

Things we see happening around the world particularly in our country our country is wicked from the core and actually it has been wicked from the very beginning unfortunately like i said the wicked seeds were planted at the very beginning we’re just seeing the fruit of it but it’s the confirmation of god’s word

He says i tell you this thing ahead of time so when you see these things happen that you don’t get deceived there’s going to be a great falling away there’s going to be perilous times and we’re seeing them right now so to me when you know we have supposedly a second powers

Powerful person in the united states is a a woman who has reportedly again she supports killing the baby she can support like say the feminist movement all these ungodly things this is what the people want and god is going to give he’s going to give us what we want we’ve

Asked for a human king we don’t want god anymore and we’re going to see that we’re seeing the fruit of that now it’s to me it’s all it is it’s confirming his word as the day goes by and this country gets more wicked and more wicked god’s word gets truer and truer

Every day you have got to stay grounded in the word of god because even jesus says i wonder if i’ll find any true faith when i come back because i think things will be so bad so much deception so much deception there’s thousands preachers and prophets and

Evangelists and all this stuff and all of them saying different things but he says again you need to watch and pray don’t be don’t be drunken and and fooling around the world but he said i’m telling you these things because you’re going to be tempted to do that very thing

Because you’re going to see all these people who are supposed supposedly having so much fun do what they will party it up have a good old time and then again when the end comes truly comes you’re gonna wake up and you’re gonna be like what’s going on you’re gonna be surprised you’re gonna

Be caught like a thief because you weren’t watching you weren’t praying you weren’t fasting you weren’t repenting truly and so god tells us again he tells us that when you see these things happening look up for your redemption is near her confirmation bidens the puppets confirmation all the congressman

Representatives we have to understand we live this system is wicked we can’t trust nothing they say no way but we can trust god’s word he says when you see these things make sure you don’t get caught up make sure you don’t get deceived because there’s going to come a day where

What we’re doing right now is going to be illegal like i said it’s going to come a day because it’s happening in china it’s happening in other places it’s coming here too we think we’re i don’t know why we think we’re blessed by god no the god of this world

And when the true god removes his hedge like i said what we’re doing right now is going to be a crime if we try to do it facebook’s going to shut this down youtube’s going to shut us down because if you’re saying anything against you know homosexuality if you say

Anything against fornication if you say anything against witchcraft false religions you are an enemy of the state it’s coming to america it’s coming to the industrialized nations so no guys were believe it that’s what again her confirmation like i said i mean i know what god his support says

That before he comes back he’s going to be literally hell on earth before he before he comes back and i expect people who belong to satan to act like him he’s a liar he’s a murderer so i’m not surprised that the things that i see

Every day on the tv although i mean i’m trying not to watch it anymore because there’s nothing on there worth watching but yeah her confirmation i think is to me the spiritual locations is confirming god’s word we are living in the last days india i think you’re muted thank you

Sorry uh i was trying to say if you were anybody had anything else before i moved to the we had another question okay so i was just gonna wrap up with latoya’s question on saying this is all the more reason why we need to pray and for the lost and understand that

There’s lost in the church so just because people are in the church that does not mean that you know that everybody is truly born again so this is this is the reason why we’re doing what we’re doing tonight um because you know like everybody has already touched on

There is an entire beast system in order to set things in place for the antichrist and all of secret societies is a part of that that’s an intricate part of what satan is seeking to achieve and even with kamala harris and it’s not just kamala harris hello rafael uh

I’ma say warlock because that’s what i feel like his last name is but rafael warnock who’s an alpha who was um put into the georgia senate and then you have stacey abrams who’s also alpha member of alpha kappa alpha who um was really put in the limelight for

Changing the structure in georgia and i live in georgia so that’s how you know um but trying to push all of these anti-christ things like abortion um homosexuality pushing all these things and this is the goal ultimately um to set up eventually for for the antichrist and for his reign you

Know what i mean um remember that all this is gonna happen and um uh before even you know the lord comes back i know a lot of people think differently but honestly and truthfully all that’s gonna happen before uh jesus comes so um but this is all the more reason why you

Have to be bold and preach the gospel uh that’s something paul chimed in is we’re supposed to be preaching we should have more urgency now to preach the gospel more than ever before and that’s why this is very important so let me get to the next question

Uh van’s question is looking back were there warning signs before joining yes um i told you i did research i don’t know if you were on here when i said this but i did research on um the organization and i actually ran across a denouncing video and i kind

Of was just like ah that was just her experience um god bless her i don’t know where she’s at uh now but she had like so many different parts of it and i actually you know watched i found the rituals but i was like oh my gosh this this

Looks like a scary movie i don’t know if i still want to do this but i was like uh maybe it’s just fake you know just just some fake rumor um so that was a warning sign and i felt like even throughout the process before actually finishing

The fact that i was a number six i was just like i don’t know if i’m just dramatic with numbers but i was just like oh my gosh i wanted to be like a five or something just different things like that um i was failing my classes what

It’s just like you know that was a warning sign before i even really finished um i remember even my mother remember i mentioned earlier that i had no background no family in greek life and my mom was kind of like she’s some something you know holy spirit was speaking through her like

Yeah do you really need to do this like i don’t know about this she was uncomfortable with me doing it um so that was a warning sign um and i feel like the deeper i got into it the it was it was almost as if i could hear the lord warning me less

But but also at the same time as the deeper i was getting into it my eyes were like oh my gosh this is actually pretty bad but yes there were warning signs before joining i um had two conversations with um two women that i had went to church with but they weren’t greek

So it just it fell on deaf ears like one of them um her mother was a delta and um she had said that her mom i think god brought her mom to denouncing she said she didn’t say to now she’s like my mom had to put it away god told my

Mother to put it away and she said none of her like delta sisters did and they all died before my mom and i was like well i don’t mean they died because they didn’t put delta what like that could have just been anything so i just i didn’t really

Um listen to it and then it was another girl um who went to my church i don’t even remember her name and um she had talked to me about it and she was basically saying like it’s not a god but she wasn’t she wasn’t in it so

It was it was just hard for me to receive i just felt i always felt like people on the outside looking in they can’t really speak on it um because they don’t know that’s why i think it’s really important that we do speak on it because

We’ve been there and we can tell these people look i’ve been in your shoes god had to pull me out of it i remember when i first like um decided to denounce i made the mistake of telling people like oh i’m not i’m not gonna say anything though i’m not gonna um

You know say the rituals or or be telling the seekers and stuff like that and i realized now that that was just me for the sake of trying to um people please holding on to this covenant i made with aka and god had to show me like you can’t hoard salvation for

Yourself you can’t harbor it for yourself if i brought you out you need to go out there and you need to tell people because there are people who either aren’t getting it or they’re not hearing it from someone who’s been there and i brought them out

So yeah so keisha go ahead and try me because keisha no has to leave for the evening so do you have something you want to add before you go keisha um i just want to say my sign before actually joining was rejection um many people think okay well you know

That’s not god but that’s god like literally protecting you from that but even after that rejection you still try to get in and get in and get in so i can say like that was god protecting me he was trying to speak to me then

And then once i got in it’s just i can see everything now you know not before you know not straight get in but certain things i could just notice but it was definitely that rejection from the beginning because i didn’t get in the first time but that was his protection that i

Couldn’t see then but i can see now thank you so much keisha and let’s everybody please let’s give love to keisha thank you so much for your time and sacrifice we love you i know you gotta drop off please have a wonderful night okay thank y’all y’all have a great night you too

All right anybody else want to chime in on a question warning signs before joining yes i want to say um similar to what evelyn said i saw the videos part one part two part three i saw them i i wanted it so bad that scripture is real he gives you over to

The lust of your mind your reprobate mind i wanted it so bad i read as much good as as the bad that i saw to make myself believe that what she said in that video wasn’t i was like uh no she she just got mad she was just something didn’t go her way

I i came up with everything i could i asked questions to make myself i studied to show myself approved i kept asking the the people who were members at the time and unfortunately i was trying to show myself approved to members of aka which is you’re supposed to study to show yourself approved

In the faith of christ but i was trying to i i remember like going to them asking them questions just to make sure i could counteract it what i had already heard before and just trying to show so much interest to people who were they i i don’t want to bash anyone’s

Character but that there were just different attitudes and things that i had dealt with and that was a sign the the process um the first after the first day the national after the first day of meeting together the national nationals had stopped the process so we had to wait a couple of weeks

To start back again that was a sign um that i wasn’t supposed to continue but i still did it i wanted it so bad nothing was really going to change my mind with all the warning signs and hopefully this video and broadcast like this will help people to see um

That they should really think twice and three times because i wish i had anybody else we got one last question we’ll get you and then we’ll call it a night so the last question i just want to uh answer this we kind of touched on this a

Little bit but just want to address it directly uh can’t you stay in the sorority to uh win uh other sorority members to christ that’s like asking to go to the church of satan and worship satan but be like hey when we leave we’re going to talk about jesus though

And just like the title of our group again god wants us out come out of them my people and be censored he doesn’t want us colluding you know with the devil saying we’re going to win the devil over no like i said to me it’s like it’s crystal

Clear you know it’s like think of i’m just thinking of two pigs in a in a sty why would you you running around in the mud too what you gonna have are you gonna help the other person you covered in mud too like it makes no sense

Um to that i would say i tried um i i mentioned earlier that i truly gave my life to christ while i was still in it and the lord was just pruning things off and things like that and i was trying to hold on i’m just

Like lord you know i can do this for you i can be a light in the midst of darkness um i was inviting people that i was um that were being uh pre-pledged i was inviting them to bible study so oh such a walking contradiction inviting them to bible study pre-pledging

At night um and you know i really tried it i had you know some there was something that we had which was called aqua week so i was like you know what on sunday we gonna go to church and you know i i really tried it but the lord highlighted um uh

That scripture touch no unclean thing and i will have you you will be my sons and my daughters come out from among them um yeah and that’s that’s our scripture second corinthians what y’all um six yeah six um so i i had to really come out the lord made

It clear that i couldn’t do both i couldn’t do both what does light have to do with darkness how can two walk together if they don’t agree i’m over here saying i don’t want to say the pledge anymore at the end of the meeting

Why am i still here i can’t do that i can’t pull somebody out of what i’m in um so i had to come out sorry i got kicked out so um okay so i’ll wrap up with that um just to say kind of just practical

Uh it’s kind of like the concept of like you’re you’re in a relationship and you’re you’re having sex with this person but then you’re talking about the lord all day long and y’all are still in a in a you know in a relationship or you’re an adultery with somebody but

Then you’re trying to tell them about jesus my question is is what christ are you actually leading people to because the lord said in in matthew 24 there will be many false christs so what christ are you actually leading to the biblical messiah or the false christ and the earth and so

I think that’s key on um many things that we do or are you leading people to the true and living god or the god of this age and many times unfortunately that’s what we’re doing is we’re leading people to the little g uh not elohim not yahweh so that is our last

Uh question that we’re gonna address uh we pretty much hit everything i hope and it seems like this was um very helpful for everyone tonight uh thank you for tuning in for as long as you have uh we definitely appreciate it uh this has gone on for

Let’s see how long we’ve been on here we’ve been out here for three and a half hours so i just wanna bless all of you thank you so much for um for staying on and um and being on for being transparent uh and and everything i do want to mention to everyone

That on tomorrow i’m trying to remove this question off of the screen y’all i’m sorry i’m just trying to get to it we got so many i got so many questions here uh hold on there it is okay so i want to i want to say to everybody so tomorrow

Which is uh january 16th uh tomorrow is zeta phi beta’s uh founders day and so tomorrow there’s going to be a broadcast evelyn is going to be doing that uh with our sister chi chi uh she denounced zeta phi beta so on tomorrow it will be on evelyn’s facebook page so

You can find her at eve right evelyn that’s how you have it on facebook right um it’ll be it’ll be public it’ll be open so you can watch that tomorrow at 4 p.m eastern standard time 3 p.m central standard time and so on and so forth for whatever time zone so please chime

Into that to that tomorrow so you can hear uh chi chi share about denouncing a zeta phi beta sorority uh next month in february hopefully the target date is going to be on saturday february 20th that is the target date we’re going to have all couples broadcast it’s going to be about three

Or four couples that denounced the organizations both the husband and the wife and we’re going to be talking about the denouncement and we’re also going to be talking about some biblical tips um on marriage godly marriage so we’re going to be sharing about that and um

And i know that people even you know a sister that i know her name is kiko she’s she chimed in about you know people have spouses that they one one spouse knows the truth and the other spouse is still in a secret society and there’s contention and

There’s things going on so we’re gonna try to help the best we can through the lord to give some tips and these couples are you know they’re um they’re firm in the lord and and they have um they’re definitely living out biblical marriage so we definitely want to have that

On next month so please stay tuned with us follow us on youtube so you can see that coming up on next month go back and watch those other broadcasts the um 10 of us were talking about denouncing delta the fact that we all came out of delta

And go back and watch the moment of truth so thank you again everyone ladies stay on for a second you don’t have to hang up i’m gonna end the broadcast just stay on thank you everyone that stay tuned with us love you all thank you for some of you have really

Chimed in on all the broadcasts god bless you thank you share share share the videos with whoever you need to and um and we love you all in the lord have a good night everybody enjoy your weekend you

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