Hi everybody my name is sydney canty just wanted to come on here really quickly and just tell you guys a little bit about my testimony um my father in heaven and jesus christ um i was just telling me that i need to come on and just make this video and
Tell people about my testimony it’s definitely not something that i like talking about i guess um because i feel like dang man it was a little bit embarrassing like it was embarrassing that i did this and that i had to go through all of this
Stuff that i went through um so it’s not really something that i ever really liked to talk about but whenever god tells me to talk about it i’m not ever gonna tell him no i’m going to do everything that my father in heaven tells me to do so
Um i really kind of just want to hurry up and get right into this because i can be a talker um i’m not talk for a living i’m a reporter so um but i don’t i’m off work now and i just i kind of want to rest and have my
Evening to myself so i want to be really quick here um i do have some notes to just kind of keep me on track and i’m just trying to be quick with this so when i was in college i joined this black greek organization called delta sigma theta um because i was interested
In joining thought they were like really cool and i wanted to be part of that organization um but after i joined the lord was really convicting me you know like i had done something terrible like i’d done something really really bad and even a little bit before i joined
Like while i was online to online for all those of you who are not familiar with greek life that means like while you’re going through the process of becoming a member of the organization so i was on line with um a couple of other girls maybe like i think nine other
Girls i believe nine other girls and um there was this like during the process there was this phrase that we had to say now let me just first say there is absolutely nothing wrong with any of the people in these organizations it doesn’t have anything to do with the people in the
Organizations this is 100 a spiritual thing it has nothing to do with the people who brought me in with the people i was online with with any of that it’s not like oh she had this terrible experience and that’s the reason why she left no has nothing to do
With any of that this is a totally spiritual thing it’s what it comes down to has nothing to do with anybody else okay so um while i was online uh we had to say this phrase like the big sisters you know the pro fights i i want to say
Profiles but a lot of people probably won’t know who those are so the big sisters gave us these this phrase to say and um we had to say it in our probate the probate is when you come out publicly to the campus um you know that
Hey i’m a part of this organization now basically um and the phrase was the first part in the process that god like it was the first thing in the process that god really convicted me about i don’t think i really had convictions up until that point that’s when he was like
No don’t say this phrase so there was this phrase that they wanted us to say at the probate um it was just supposed to be uh you know how they i don’t know if you guys know what i have but sororities fraternities stuff like that and they
Listen to the big sisters the big brothers or whatever so um the phrase was greetings most honorable noble elegant intelligent dignified devoted gracious proud loving worthy to be emulated big sisters of delta sigma theta for you are our strength when we are weak for you are our joy when we are
Unhappy for you are our guidance when we are lost for you are our wisdom when we do not know for you or our light when we cannot see without you where will we be and it goes on a little bit longer but um god was letting me know like when i was
Writing that phrase down because they wanted us to learn it he was letting me know like i am not okay with this phrase don’t say it he actually said to me do not say it like don’t say it so i was trying to figure out when i was okay
At this point this was like 2018 okay it was a couple years ago and i was younger and not as strong i’ve always known god of my entire life i can’t remember a time where i was not going to church didn’t know jesus but i was not into him
Then like as much as i am now like you know what i mean i’ve grown i’ve matured and my relationship with him has grown and matured as it should you know with age and with seeking him and um he was just telling me like this is no
Not something that you should be saying so i remember bringing it up to my former line sisters and to our the big sisters and i was telling them like hey like i don’t hey i actually caught them on the phone like this is not a phrase that i think i
Can say and they were saying what’s wrong with it was when i kept saying i don’t know but it’s just my spirit is telling me do not say it don’t say it don’t say it um and i i later came to realize i said it anyway y’all let’s just you know
Didn’t listen went to the probate said it anyway but um i i thought that i was slick though i thought i could just replace it i said well maybe if god won’t mind me saying for he is our strength when we are weak for he is our
Guidance and we cannot you know what i mean like i was putting he in there when i was saying it on stage but it was you know he still didn’t want me to say it at all so i was so disobedient there but um yeah he was this is a phrase where like
In this phrase we were saying things to them that you should be saying to god you know what i mean god is my wisdom when i don’t know or when i’m lost he is my joy when i’m happy because the bible says that the joy of the lord is my
Strength you know what i mean like he is my strength when i am weak because the bible says that um his strength is made um powerful in our weakness something like that i can’t remember exactly where for what that phrase says but his strength is made something in our weakness and i
I will go and find that and i’ll drop that down in the um under the description um but and you know it says for you are our guidance and we’re lost our strength when we’re weak we’re unhappy and that’s just not true all of that in the bible
There are things in the bible that completely and totally combat that you know that says god is our strength it says god is our joy it says god is our guidance and our wisdom uh wisdom comes from him you know what i mean and so he was not okay with me saying that
Phrase and rightfully so you know he was jealous and he should have been because those are things that i should be saying that i should have been uttering to him and not to anyone else and i know they’re not i don’t believe they were trying to make us praise them or
Anything like that i believe was actually passed down to them from some higher-ups um but it was just not a phrase that i should have said so that was the first thing that had me like okay something might be off here but i thought like well maybe
It was just that one thing you know maybe i don’t think every single chapter of delta all around the world had to say that maybe it was just that one thing you know no later on down the line um when we actually got through being online we were getting ready to be
Inducted into the organization um we were like in this little room and we had to like we’re white and it was like ceremonial and there was like this table um they had like this delta book on it and some candles and like a i want to say maybe like a little
Contract because we signed it um that’s the best way i can describe it but that table even they might not have even realized it but that is an altar that was an altar an actual altar so they stood before the altar the actual delta altar it had like a delta blanket
On it too i remember that part now god thanks for bringing that back to me yeah it had you know some stuff on it candles a delta book like a whole blanket thing like a a contract where you signed something and um it was just it was it
Was an altar it was an altar it’s what it was and that’s not a good thing so basically one of the girls they would get up there and they’d say you are about to take upon yourself vows and obligations from which you can never be free and they will
Follow you to the final judgment that has been stuck in my mind since the day they said and i thought that was a little bit weird i was like maybe they’re just saying that what we’re about to agree to is that serious and we just need to take it with us forever you
Know that’s how i’m thinking no when you take upon yourself vows it’s almost like you’re getting married you know what i mean like how like in a marriage you know like when you take your vows and you say you’re i do’s and that’s actually something that we had to say
They had to say hey we’re going to ask each candidate now who um are you that you are of your own free will seeking admission into um this organization and um yeah and and they say you have to answer what i do so okay when they call my name
I said i do you know i am of my own free will seeking admission into this organization and when i got up there they said we’re gonna take you by your hand and we’re gonna just have you kneel on this pillow i didn’t think that was a
Big deal i’m like all right cool no biggie awesome i’m about to be a delta you know they’re like just we’re going to take you by your hand and have you kneel on this pillow in front of the table which was actually i’m just thinking that it’s a table decorated
With delta no it is an altar so stay with me i am now kneeling i’m getting on my knees at an altar and i am signing over my allegiance to this organization that is not okay okay let me tell you why when you sign over your allegiance you are giving legal right
In the spirit to i mean complete and total access to whatever entity that you’re signing that legal you know your legal rights over to so god was telling me that he was not rooted in this organization he told me daughter i’m not rooted in this he said i’m not rooted in
This he’s not in it we were and they said that it was based on christian principles so i’m thinking that he’s in it and he’s not in it he told me that he wasn’t in it but he didn’t tell me that before i knew you know this was after i
Knew but i’m gonna get to that anyway i knew at the altar and when they called out my name i said something in front of these i sydney canty in front of these finite witnesses hereby pledge my allegiance to i don’t even want to say the full
Sentence again you know but and then i signed my name and after i got up off my knees from the altar and signed over my allegiance to this organization i had done done something wrong something that god was not okay with that he did not approve of
And so these vows and obligations like when you’re standing at the altar and when you’re getting ready to get married you know what i mean you’re standing at it said in an altar because you’re getting ready to get married and they say your vows or whatever and you say your i
Do’s and then you guys seal that with the kiss but we you know i said it with a kiss or nothing but we sealed it with that signature you know what i mean from the time when you get married you are in covenant with yourself that other person and god you are making
A covenant between yourself that other person and god so if i was in covenant with an organization that god very clearly told me later on that he was not a part of then that means i am in covenant with myself this organization and what other entity by default even by
Default if it is not god it is the enemy himself so i was in covenant with the devil and didn’t know it and i know you guys are sounding like oh this is like conspiracy i promise you y’all it’s not i can’t even it is
It was just not okay it was not okay what i did okay it was not okay what i did and i know a lot of you are like she’s crazy you know she’s talking about i’m in this organization and i love god okay i was in the organization and i
Loved god too okay and then god came to me and told me these things i didn’t figure these things out on my own because if i had i had never i would have never joined i did not figure these things out on my own okay i would not have ever joined
God told me these things and he told he told me to make a choice and he told me to leave okay um so after i had joined i started to feel like guilt a whole lot of guilt a whole lot of conviction and i couldn’t figure
Out why because even then i didn’t know that i was doing something wrong so i’m telling you now like yeah i got on my knees and i did this all this whatever but i didn’t know that i was doing something wrong so my spirit was feeling conviction from
The spirit of the living god because he knew that i had done something wrong but i didn’t know the bible says that my people perish from lack of knowledge i did not know that i was doing something wrong so um i started to read the little delta
What do you cross after you cross they give you the book put all the delta stuff in it and all this other stuff so you can’t even read it beforehand you know you get it after you cross so after i was in the inducted into the organization i was reading the book
And i was reading some of the songs there were songs there was like a national hymn and i i one of the songs says delta we sing praises to thee that never never sat right with me that never sat right with me because the only person in
My entire life i have ever sang praises to was jesus christ period so that didn’t think was immediately like okay red light red light red light what does this mean what does this mean and then i try to think like well i mean you praise your husband when he’s doing something
Right you praise your children when they do the right thing when they bring home good grades so that’s not a you know it’s not a big deal then i have to think like no you tell them you know good job we’re so proud of you we love you you don’t sing
Praises to them oh daughter we praise you for this a and you know you don’t sing praises to them you know what i mean so it was different it was a little bit it was actually like like a song of worship that was not okay all right
There was also another thing that like kind of went off in my head this minerva okay she is the i guess mascot that’s what you would is how i could explain it for people who are not in greek life so that they can understand minerva was they call her the goddess of wisdom
That never said right with me they called her the goddess of wisdom okay and she is like the mascot like the face for delta um we don’t have to look to minerva for wisdom you know what i mean like can’t there is no greek god no little fake
Greek god that can give me any kind of wisdom that my father in heaven cannot give me you know what i mean and so also what the first commandment is i should not have any gods before me you know what i mean so that does not literally mean you can
Have all these other guys that you worshipping that you have in your presence but just don’t have none of them before me that literally means don’t have them in his presence period period none he is the only god that you are to be worshipping if you are actually
Consider yourself a christian he is the only god that you are to be worshipping that you are to be in relationship and in covenant with you cannot you know you can’t there can only be one there can only be one and so this goddess of wisdom that i
Just joined this organization that looks to this goddess of wisdom you know what i mean and i’m in covenant now with this organization and this goddess of wisdom well i it’s a false god she’s not a real you know what i mean so it’s not it was just
Bad it was just it was so bad it was so bad and i was like jesus lord have mercy like okay like help me jesus help me to understand i that’s this is i was kind of coming into the realization like okay maybe something really is wrong here but god i
I could just be tripping you know you always go back and forth because you really want something i feel like i worked so hard to get here and i finally got here you know getting into an organization for most people was not easy and i was trying to get into it and
I finally did and i didn’t want to give it up so i cut every time god was showing me a sign i was like well maybe it’s not this or maybe it’s not that yeah don’t sit right with me but that doesn’t mean that it’s wrong maybe i
Just don’t understand you know all these excuses that i was coming up with that i could stay in the organization it was another thing that hit me when i was reading this book again this book that they do not even allow you to see until after you’ve joined if i could
Have read through this book i probably would not have joined okay but um there there is there are some a verse like a page snippet thing and in the little delta book in the doctrine that kind of mix and mingles with the bible to fit delta and deuteronomy 4 and 2 and
The bible very clearly says um it says you should not add unto the word which i command you have it right here you should not add unto the word which i command you neither shall you diminish from it that you may keep the commandments of jehovah your god which i
Command you so it’s basically saying do not take from and do not add to the word of god period do not take from and do not add to the word of god period there are no if ands and buzz there’s no fine print there are no stipulations no
Anything do not take from the word that the lord your god has given you and do not add to it at all in the delta book there was a verse that is taken from first corinthians 13 that says you know first corinthians in the bible 13 says um
It’s a scripture about love you know what i mean and it’s a scripture um about like it says like when i was a i remember first corinthians 13 and 11. i think it says like when i was a child i thought as a child i spake as a child
But when i became a man i put away childish things and you know but in the beginning the verse talks about love so in the delta little book in the doctrine it was talking about love and stuff and uh sisterhood i believe and then it goes to this exert that says
When i was a pyramid you’re called a pyramid when you are online to become a delta so when you’re still going to the process to become a delta like i talked about earlier you’re caught a pyramid during that time frame however long that time frame is for you
The verse said when i was a pyramid i thought it’s a pyramid spake is a pyramid but when i became a delta i da da da da immediately i remember saying to some of my former line sisters like does this look familiar to y’all does this look for this is from the
Bible i remember saying that like this is from the bible you guys took an excerpt from the bible and you mixed and mingled with it to fit delta and the bible very clearly says not to do that it does not say under this circumstance and under that circumstance well for this organization
If you’re a christian based organization it’s fine no it says don’t do it period there’s no if answer but there’s no read between the lines it says not to do it and you did it so that’s wrong that’s wrong so i was like okay god that’s another one
That is another one and i was kind of really at this point freaking out because i was really really like there’s no like you keep trying to go back and forth sydney about why this organization is okay and god keeps showing you that it’s not for many reasons that it’s just not
Something that you should be a part of so after realizing a lot of these things i was in torment at this point because my flesh wanted to stay in the organization but my spirit knew that i could not so i was going i was in a fight between
My flesh and my spirit internally and i am usually a very joyful happy person i was not happy i was tormented on the inside i was going through turmoil i mean there was just a whole lot going on internally because i was in a literal battle between my flesh and my spirit
Between what i knew was right but what i what my my wicked heart desired okay and well i’m shaking y’all because i remember that feeling and it’s just not a good one it was not a good one and it it was a it was a battle it was
Awful it was terrible and then i had to remember you know what i mean you got this and you thought i remember i was thanking god when i when i played when i crossed i was like thank you so much jesus i wanted this so bad it’s all
Thanks to god like thank you i prayed and you helped me you got me through it the bible says the blessings of the lord maketh you rich and added no sorrow i was filled with so much sorrow after getting and it wasn’t again it has nothing to do with the people in the
Organization they were great all of them they were awesome i have nothing back to say about any of them they were awesome so it had nothing to do with my experience it was the fact that i had joined myself my spirit because everything i promised you got it guys
Everything is spiritual whether you believe it or not everything is spiritual so i had tied my spirit myself to this thing and it was fighting it because it knew that it was wrong and i didn’t know until i till i knew and then i was fighting with myself and it was awful it
Was there was so much torment and the blessings of the lord make it few rich and they added no sorrow so i was like oh my goodness this was not a blessing from the lord because if it was i would not be in sorrow i would
Not be in torment i would not be in turmoil i would not be going back and forth i would not be a double-minded man because the bible says that a double-minded man is unstable in all his ways i had to come to the realization that sydney you have to leave this organization
And the lord had been telling me that too he had been telling he told me through so you guys he pursued me my father in heaven pursued me he came after me he came after me he came after me there was not a day after i knew
After i was i found out the truth and after he knew like okay now she knows the truth he pursued me every single day after that i mean i would see signs on billboards i would see signs i would hear signs over the radio there were
People that i never talked to that god was speaking through them it would say hey i know we haven’t talked but god told me to tell you this and i would be like i didn’t tell anybody that that was something that i was thinking in my own
Mind i didn’t tell anybody that and she obviously that was god speaking through them because he knows everything that i’m thinking in my it was just so much confirmation so many things where i was just like lord have mercy like i actually have to leave and i don’t want
To because number one it’s going to be embarrassing because i came out to the entire campus into all of social media and joining this wonderful organization you know black greek organization that i wanted to join for so long and i finally did and now i have to leave so soon too
So all this was in a matter of a couple of weeks okay so so soon it was just it was a mess but it was my mess it was my mess that my father in heaven came in that he cleaned up for me so y’all he was even sending me messages on
Twitter okay i remember i’m just gonna give you a quick example i remember we had this delta ceremony dinner or something thing i can’t even remember what it was okay it was back in 2018 so i don’t i don’t know what and then 2018 was not that long ago but i
Have done so much since then so i can’t remember there was something that we were doing and i was supposed to say the the prayer i was on program to say the prayer because they knew even then that you know i was real spiritual love jesus
And all that so they had me on there to say the prayer and i was writing out the prediction i don’t know why but they wanted me to write out the prayer okay maybe that’s just how they do their things i said okay usually i’ll write out a prayer
Before i say it but okay y’all let me write it out i’ll write it out whatever writing out the prayer and as i’m writing it i stop writing and i just get on twitter for a second and i literally see something that said god is not going
To bless with his word for bids i was like ouch i knew huh you know how when something when you hear a picture say something or you’re not even a preacher when you hear anybody somebody says something and it like sticks with your spirit and you’re like oh that was for me
That was i knew it in my bones it was for me i was like yup i know because i was praying that my prayer was that he would bless the sorority i remember that they said don’t mean you know pray that he’ll bless the sorority and pray for
The older sisters and for the blah blah blah blah blah blah i’ll say okay so my prayer was for him to bless the sorority and literally literally specific to my prayers that god is not going to bless with his word for bids i’ll say my my
My my my okay jesus you know like he was sending me so many signs i got so sick i got so he was sending me so many times i got so sick of seeing them i even threw my phone across the room one day i got
Sick of seeing him because i didn’t want to leave the organization because i wanted to be in it so badly and my sister her gifts and god were starting to grow so so so so much and she came into my room one day and i didn’t tell
Her this i was sitting in my room because i was miserable because i was in turmoil on the inside so i was secluding myself from people i was isolating myself i was not myself i was sad all the time instead of joyful and happy like i usually am i was not talking to
My people or my best friends or my family members i was secluded because i was going through something and my sister busted into my room one day and she goes hey um god told me that you’re starting to resent the word and i said wow that i literally that literally just happened
Like two hours ago yeah i threw my phone across the room because i got sick and sick of him sending me messages through the word through his bible i got tired of it and i threw my phone across the room and she came in there like two hours later and told me that
And i was like yo you’re right i couldn’t even lie i was like yeah i sure am because i was just i didn’t want to leave the organization i was being rebellious at this point and it’s it’s amazing how how amazing and powerful god is because even after i
Came into knowledge of the truth he still pursued me instead of saying well she knows and she’s just gonna disobey me and do whatever she wants to fine i’ll let her go out there and do whatever she wants no not my father in heaven he still pursued me he still pursued me
He came after me y’all i’m not lying he came after me every single day every single day through some kind of way he reached me in some kind of way whether he was speaking to me directly he was speaking to me through somebody else through a billboard through twitter through the radio
He pursued me every single day he got into everything that i was doing so i was listening to the radio he got into it i was scrolling on twitter he got into it if i was talking to somebody he got into the conversation i mean he
Pursued me every day if i just want to flush everybody out and just be by myself so i don’t want to hear nothing i don’t want to see nothing because i’m tired of seeing stuff he was then he would start talking to me i mean i couldn’t get away from him he wouldn’t
Allow me to and i l i love him i love him for that i love him for not abandoning me when he should have and i’m so grateful that he did it so um yeah i i just i just want you guys to know um the story is it’s longer than
That but i’m not gonna go into the entire thing i told you all the meat and i told you what was important what was most important what you needed to hear um greek organizations they’re just not of god i’m sorry i’m sorry it’s something that’s going to accept somebody
I don’t want to say that i don’t care um but i care more about what my what my father in heaven wants me to do and is to to to relay this message any organization that has false gods attached to it that has light of the world and you know stuff
Little stuff like that goddess of wisdom and there was even a passage in the delta book that said our souls will rapture raised with delta that is in the doctrine it’s actually in the delta doctrine our souls will rapture ways with delta i don’t want my soul to
Rapture raise with the i want my soul to rapture raise with jesus hello i could go i could keep going okay but i i told you i didn’t want to be long and i feel like i’m already really long because i am a talker um but yes i left that organization it took
Me two months wasn’t it very long but i didn’t need to be to see everything i wanted me to see and i’m grateful that he chased after me i’m grateful that he didn’t give up on me and i’m grateful that i have given myself back to him after coming out and
When i came out of that i had to renounce it i had to denounce it and then i had to do it publicly he convicted me even i left and i left quietly when i first left because i was embarrassed i was embarrassed of the fact that i went through
Everything to join that organization came out publicly on social media that i had joined this organization and publicly on our campus after the probate and i was proud and rocking the jackets and strolling and all this stuff and then i had to leave because my father in
Heaven is not a part of this organization i was embarrassed so i left quietly and even then he was patient with me he knew that i was not ready to reveal all that had been going on and then a couple months after that maybe like six seven eight months after that he said
You know like he let me know in my spirit daughter it’s time to tell the people was time to tell them i was convicted with a sentence that said how can you live publicly for delta and privately for me that still gets me today in all seriousness that still gets me today
I won’t do it i will i’m going to do everything god wants me to do i’m going to say everything that he wants me to say no matter who it upsets if it does upset you i am sorry but it is what it is i am not speaking my opinion here
There is scripture attached to this i wanted to be an organist for those of you who are in organizations i wanted to be in it as bad as you did and i did it and i got in it and then when i had to leave i didn’t
Want to i didn’t want to i remember even when i came into knowledge of the truth i still rebelled against my father in heaven and he pursued me every single day until i left until i finally made the right decision and i thank him for that every single day
Those of you may be considering joining get in the face god get in the face of god get in your word what are your convictions telling you listen to the word of god i don’t care what anybody says you all you can all hear god all of you can hear god
What’s he saying to you be honest with yourself because the end of the day it’s your soul that’s at stake yours from the choices that you make he’s not gonna force you into anything he might badger you like he did me every single day but he’s not gonna force you into anything so
Um i pray that you all receive my message well for those of you who are offended upset again i’m sorry but it is what it is this is the truth this is what i went through this is my experience and i’m so grateful i’m so grateful for
God i’m so grateful that i have a testimony and that i wasn’t defeated in this god it’s good i love every single one of you every single one of you and there is nothing that you can do about it god bless you i love you y’all have a good night
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