Get out NOW… Revealing the Spirit of Deception in Greek Orgs | Denouncing Greek Organizations

And we are live okay all right hey y’all it’s 10 people on here already hey guys hey hi everyone hi guys um so we’re gonna give it about maybe two more minutes before we actually start just so that we can make sure that people are getting on getting situated

Um and then we’ll begin okay okay All right Is This song is so profanity we’ll get started all right okay i can actually see people that’s good Hallelujah i see uh renee’s coming come on holy spirit amen hey man amen i see you’re coming Welcome welcome everyone that’s joining us Come on holy spirit let’s go let’s go man I don’t know why i want to look at people that’s joining in but i’m saying i’m seeing them coming up all right so it’s 4 33 i want to go ahead and get started um welcome welcome everyone to this event okay um welcome to this event the title of it is

Get out now um revealing the spirit of deception behind greek organizations i know that sounds very serious and it’s very serious um and so i’m going to introduce myself my name is tia for those who don’t know me um and i’m an ex-member of the delta sigma theta sorority incorporated

And i joined um this organization 2012 actually i became a delta in 2012 and i denounced 2018 so it’s been actually four years um now that i’ve came out of the greek organization um and so four years ago i started wrestling with god about being greek i never thought that they would come

That i would actually begin to like question god about you know my greek organization at the time um and so i started wrestling with god about it right as he began to um reveal some things that i had done you know i’m talking about the ties the commitments

Um that i had made right through the rituals through the oaths that i had taken and so um honestly you know those who are listening you know a lot of people think that those who know me a lot of people think i just woke up one day and was like i

Don’t want to be greek no more i’m denouncing i don’t want my letters no more i think a lot of people kind of look at it like that right but what people don’t know is i fought for a while with god about this i fought for a while about this um

I had a lot of questions i had a lot of emotions um i had a lot of confusion right because one of the biggest things that we’re going to talk about tonight is well god what do you mean i can’t be greek no more

And a believer you or what do you mean i can’t be a christian and be greek right i was very confused about a lot of things that were going through my mind and i was really wrestling with uh with god and so um i will talk about my testimony

A little bit later go a little bit more in depth um but i will say that four years ago when i gave god my yes it wasn’t until i gave god my yes that he began to take the scales off of my eyes okay

Uh he took the skills off of my eyes and so uh before we get started tonight um as the host i want to say thank you right i want to say thank you um to just everyone that i have i have been able to help along this way this journey um

Through my testimony and through the truth of god’s word i want to i truly want to say thank you because i know that this is not easy um it wasn’t easy for me and it’s still not easy for me as i stay on this platform today and i speak out

You know like i never would have thought i would have been here but but that’s by the grace of god and so um yeah and i want to publicly thank the ladies that’s on this panel tonight as well um i want to thank you guys so much

For not only giving god your yes when you came out of your greek organizations but you gave a yes to me with this event okay i know it’s not easy i don’t think people understand that this is not easy um and so we are dealing with a lot spiritually

Right they try to come up against us when we’re speaking the truth about um these greek organizations um and so before i pray before we get started um just a little backstory about why this event right um it wasn’t until recently well i’ll say four years ago when god started dealing

With me when i did give my yes to him one of the things that he did promised me was that he was going to use me in it right um at that time god said that you don’t have to worry about going out to the people people will come to you and

That’s what happened like it seemed like when i took off and got out it seemed like just a wave of people who were struggling with the same thing or who had questions as well um they began to come to me and reach out and so you know as i thought i did my

Diligence excuse me with sharing my testimony and speaking out um it wasn’t until recently god came back around and pointed at me and said hey um there’s this assignment that i need to get done and i’m choosing you to do it and i was like are you serious

And those same emotions y’all that i felt when i was coming out of delta begin to come back around when i’m i’m like lord what do you mean you want this event to go forward and as i was in prayer and gianna she’s here on

The platform i i told her i said i think god is calling me to do an event about greek organizations i said but i’m gonna go into prayer and fasting because i really want to know if this is god and this is not me right um

And so when i went into prayer and fasting about it god gave me the title he gave me he spoke and one of the things that he said was it’s a spirit of deception that his children are walking in and we’re and i’m talking out and i’m

Talking about the body of christ tonight right i’m talking about the body of christ that there is a spirit of deception that his children are walking into when it comes to these greek organizations yeah okay a spirit of deception and that’s what the lord said

When i was in prayer and fasting he said i want this to go forward now is the time and i’ve called you for such a time as this because there’s a spirit of reception he said i want the head of the snake to be cut off and i’m talking spiritually here okay

Amen um and so when god we’re talking about a spirit of deception for those who are watching i’m talking about um when it comes to deception deception is the enemy’s way of making things look good sound good um make it seem like it’s the right thing

To do right um and so we when i kind of when i compare that to greek organizations what really real a lot of people into greek organization is it’s something that they’re yearning for it’s the sisterhood it’s the brotherhood um it’s it’s uh the connections it’s the networking it’s the community service

You know a lot of people say well i want to be a part of something that’s bigger than me right um all these things that that is out in the forefront that’s very surface level when it comes to greek organizations is what real people is

We’ll say tell people i want to be a part of this and so the the the deception behind this the reason why the lord is saying it’s a deceptionist behind this is because of the things that we have to do before we actually get to the good

Things of being in a sisterhood of brotherhood community service all these things that that’s out in the forefront right the glitter the gold that makes it look pretty but people don’t talk about what you have to do to get into these greek organizations and so tonight

We are going to talk about it um and i want people to understand that we’re not coming for for anybody we’re not judging we’re not condemning we’re not coming for the person behind this in this event tonight but what we are coming in and standing in boldness and

Confidence and in fire tonight is the spirit that’s behind this greek organization or greek organizations all the divine not i’m talking about fraternities and sororities right we’re coming for the spirit that’s behind it and it has blinded right the body of christ for those who are in the body of christ that’s what

We’re talking about tonight okay so we’re not coming for the person people’s organizations are not bad people a lot of our friends and family aren’t doing these things but we’re definitely gonna be speaking about the spirit that’s behind it um and so yeah so before i get

Started i do want to go ahead and pray over this this event in the name of jesus all right so um father i come to you tonight and i want to say thank you in the name of jesus um thank you god hallelujah thank you god for calling us

For such a time as this thank you god i just want to say thank you thank you thank you god we give you the glory we’ll give you the honor right now god father i pray that as we begin to speak every young lady that’s on this platform

As we begin to speak tonight father i pray right now for confidence i pray for boldness i pray for fire i pray for the holy spirit to be filled up with this god god your word calls for us to speak truth but in love and so father in the

Name of jesus i pray that that’s what we would do tonight we will speak truth in love father i rebuke the spirit of anger i rebuke the spirit of pride i rebuke the spirit of defensiveness god lord any spirit that’s not of the holy spirit god that tries to come forth and attack

Father we rebuke it right now in the name of jesus father i pray for you in your children’s heart i pray for eyes to be open father god i pray for ears to become unmute in the name of jesus father i pray that your children who are

In the body of christ that are part of greek organizations lord that instead of seeking out their friends father god their family lord their pastors god that they will begin to wrestle in your word father god with you in the name of jesus lord they have questions if you have

Concerns if they have confusion father tonight for tonight father god from this day for they will begin to sit in your presence god and ask you the questions that they will have for other people they will begin to ask you right now in the name of jesus jesus father i pray

For a shift in their hearts god lord they don’t believe what we are saying god we’re not asking for them to believe us but we are asking them father god to take up how they feel and what they think father god and bring them to you

God bring them to your throat bring them to your feet father tonight and so god i just thank you right now we come up against anything lord that is not of you father god we pray we i break it right now god yes god break it right one god the holy spirit

Is in his place is moving guys you have given us the power and the authority father god so we will walk in it tonight god god i pray for healed hearts god i pray for hearts to be softened right now god i pray often the hearts lord those

Who are going to be listening and hearing tonight god if they have anger lord that lets us know right now there’s nothing but the spirit that’s behind them father if they can not receive what we are saying like guys we’re coming in the name of jesus and so god i just

Thank you right now hallelujah i thank you right now thank you jesus thank you guys amen amen all right um okay i feel good all right so we’re gonna go uh go ahead and go into questions and answering um hey to everyone that is watching us tonight

Thank you so much for joining once again um so right now i’m gonna call on each lady and they are going to introduce themselves they’re going to say their name um which organization they were part of um you know how long it was when they you know enter into their

Organization and then when they denounce okay so um let me just go to who i see on my screen to the right so there’s amber good evil it’s evening on the east coast so good evening or good afternoon everyone so um as he was saying my name is amber

Um i’m a former member of alphacamp alpha sorority incorporated um i was initiated in spring of 2010 um and i denounced in december of 2020. so it was my 10-year anniversary when i finally gave ya my yes and i finally stepped away and so um did you want us to get

Into like the whole testimony or just the a briefing idea yeah yeah introduction that’s me all right you’re next hi everyone my name is chichi um i am a former member of uh zeta phi beta sorority incorporated i joined in may 2016 and denounced in february 2017. so

I was just in there for nine months wow in and out uh let me see your next hi everyone i am lala well my government name is la nicia but i go about la la i am a former member of delta sigma theta sorority incorporated i um actually crossed spring 2008 and i

Denounced september 2021 so a few months ago i’m fresh out um okay morgan you’re next hello everyone my name is morgan mchale i’m an ex-member of zeta phi beta sorority incorporated i believe i crossed in 2020 um june and then i denounced in may 2021 i’m not mistaken yes

You know i just forgot about a year yeah not even a year because i remember the lord was like before yo one year and i was like wow all right curious you’re next all right hello my name is karis miles i am an ex-member of sigma gamma rho sorority

I crossed in spring of 2007 and announced in january of 2019 so it was almost 12 years that i was in that organization wow and gianna hello everyone my name is gianna funches i’m a former member of alpha kappa alpha sorority incorporated i crossed in march

Of 2015 and i denounced my membership in november of 2017. wow that was it was almost seven years i think i was in before i came out so it was a good while too um that was in a greek organization okay um all right so the next thing so the next

Question so i want you guys everyone that’s watching this is going to be a q a so we’re going to be asking questions and we are going to be answering them okay these questions that we are um giving answers to these are some questions that a lot of people

I guess in a sense try to use um to justify why they are part of greek organizations okay and so we’re going to give our testimony and we’re going to talk about some of these questions um tonight right so the next question is um why did you join your specific organization

Okay and i’m just going to keep it in the line that we just came you know came from in the from the introductions um okay so go ahead amber um my initial introduction to aka was through um someone that i looked up to

And so um i was 12 i want to say or around 12 or 13 um and i was obsessed with her like i was just like she’s beautiful she’s so smart she’s intelligent she’s running a middle school like this is this is like the type of person that i wanted to be

Um and me being the person that i am when i become interested in something i dive into it deep and so um the more i studied and the more i started seeing like akas in the community i was like in love with everything that i thought it

Was and i also did not have sisters i have three brothers um and i’m the middle child so i grew up like in the middle no girls around me so the idea of having sisters and these nice these beautiful um women who are doing wonderful things in the community

Like i was like of course that’s what i want to do that’s what i want to be so that was what initially attracted me to aka and then when i got to i went to depaul university in green castle indiana when i got to the campus um the members

Who were on campus at the time welcomed me like just to the school and took me under their wings so i felt at home there and i also want to say that like depauw is like a majority um well like predominantly white campus so when there’s like 30 black people and then like

10 of that 30 is greek you know black did they find you know that community in like the greek life that’s there and people kind of gravitate to it and so i gravitated to the aka so wow why at 12 that’s that’s and that actually that’s a

Yeah to really think about that because i think about the children we’ll speak on that but i think about the children how people are raising them up also right yeah and we’re going to touch on that a little bit okay go ahead teaching um so initially i had no

I was pretty naive i had no idea about greek life before i got to college and so what attracted me to zeta when i first got to college i was a freshman and i went to the homecoming step show and i saw these uh ladies in blue and i was just

Like oh wow they did so great it was really entertaining and i was like oh wow yeah the blue people i like that i like them um and so i also um was my cousin knew a sigma and she uh she took me on to their plot and i

Was like oh wow they’re like brothers and sisters organization like that’s really cool they shared a lot they’re very um pleasant very like easy easygoing and compared to the rest of the greeks on campus at the time i was just like oh they seem like more like themselves they weren’t trying to be

Like anything so i was like oh i like these people i like them so that’s what initially that’s what attracted me to them okay okay go ahead uh lanicia okay and so what attracted me to delta was so in high school i actually was on

My step team and so on the 17th in high school our sponsor was greek and so we were actually our steps were actually mimicking like the greeks in college so when i went to u of h the university of houston i already knew like i wanted to

Be greek because that’s we i was kind of groomed through high school to be greek and so um it was it was kind of similar to chichi it was um it wasn’t a step show it was a yard show and so it’s something we ha we have called uh park

Jam and that’s where all the greeks they’ll do like the little chants and the little steps and just and it’s always august before the school year so it’s always like to introduce all the new you know all the new students and so i think i remember i seen the deltas

And i was like bruh they just shut it down like they were like super pretty and they were like about their business they were like this is this is okay so the step show have the yard show happen and then like like as i seen them on campus

They were uh like about their business they were everybody everybody that was a leader on campus was a delta so they like ran all the other organizations on campus so basically they ran the yard as we call it at u of h and they were just

They just looked so great they just had this glow about them they were so confident and i just love the sisterhood aspect they were always always together it was never one walking by themselves it was always a group of them walking around and just whenever they would come

Through we everybody just move out the way oh the doctor said they go hold on hold on let’s move like it was just like everybody was like kind of bowing down to them and i was like i want to do that [Laughter] to go to the

Event thank you so much and that’s true and um just before lancia because i am a ex-member of delta um it was the same way i went to hbcu and was so now that i look back um it’s like you were saying uh amber and

And also lenisia is that like you know a lot of people actually go to college just so they can be greek right and that’s how it is down the south i know that before i even went to college that’s all i really heard about was

Being greek so i knew that if i didn’t have anything else i was going to really try my hardest um to pick become greek and so you know at that time when i entered onto the campus um the deltas i believe i believe they were

Running the yard at that time um and or maybe it wasn’t that same year but i know that once i kind of connected with friends and people on the trillium team and dance team and we all knew that we wanted to be dealt us one of the things

I know that we wanted was to make sure that we became deltas we were going to run the yard you know that next year um and so you know because deltas are always about their business and you know they hold themselves up to a high standard when it comes to education

At that time was was really crazy and this is how sometimes we have to be careful we lower the standard for ourselves that god has for us because one of the things i say was um oh you know i want to be a delta because at

That time was it was crazy i say oh i’m an underdog because a lot of the girls that i was meeting they had very high gpas very high gpas my gpa was not that high um at the time and so i for me i feel like i had to prove myself to be

Compelled to like i had to really work hard and really want it and i knew that if i got it i knew that i was just on the same level as as the other as the other ladies right and so it’s so crazy that you i lowered my i lowered myself

Just like for one thinking like that you know yeah and so when it came to joining the organization it was the same way i wanted to be this all about my business my education i also wanted to um it was a sense of identity as well we can talk

About that later but it was a sense of identity of like you know who am i but i know that if i join this they can give me a sense of that the togetherness right like you said they always go together so i’m like you know i come from high school where

I’m out i was always a part of a girl group where there is it was a girl a group of friends it was the cheerleading team so i went from this group of friends and cheerleaders in high school to now getting on a whole group when it

Came to sisterhood you know in delta um and so yeah that was that was some of the reasons why i also joined um you know delta sigma theta so um morgan you’re up next so i just want to say i actually lied i crossed in june 2019 denounced it made for me

Yeah i told you i wiped it from my memory but um the reason why i chose to join zeta was because um if i actually think about it my favorite uncle is the sigma mean he still is a sigma so um he was the first to actually go to college um

In our family and stuff so i really looked up to him in those ways um and then when i got to the campus even though they were inactive and i actually did grad chapter um i was the youngest on my line at that time y’all was experienced okay um but it’s because i

Had just graduated so uh they was like yeah girl but they were interested and then um like my first lady was a part of zeta so everybody around me my best friends everybody was greek and so it’s like oh this is family even though you’re not you’re not a part of it yet

But it’s still family and so it made me feel like i was at home and just like chichi said it was just like a you know they just themselves like they real in it i i can do this this is where i’m at and this is where we gonna stay at so

That’s what really interests me okay okay go ahead charis for me i was um i was a little bit naive about greek life i’ll be honest but the school that i went to was a predominantly white campus so kind of similar to what amber was saying i was

Looking for that sisterhood i needed i needed women who looked like me women to look up to that kind of thing at the same time i was a junior when i crossed so i felt like at that point i was really active on campus in the

Community i had things that i felt i could contribute to the organization and they could help me in just my development as a young woman um and all of the s c rose on campus that i met they were beautiful they were smart they were down to earth and so i

Could see myself in them and wanted to be in the position that they were in i mean i guess it was that simple yeah i love that go ahead gianna so for me it was pretty simple straight to the point so growing up in church i would see all the women

In there pink and green you know they were aka so i was like yeah i’m gonna do that and i know this sounds bad and then i kind of think about it but it was like okay akas they’re pretty you know they have long hair they have this nice shape

They’re light skin i was like yeah i feel right in that’s me you know i was like you know there’s no question yes i knew about delta because when i was in middle school you know they would come up give scholarships and different things when i was in middle school but i

Never had any other thought about any other organization i was like okay aka is in my heart so when i go to college this is exactly what i want to be because i feel like you know i’m already pretty you know i feel like i’m gonna fit right in anyways people already

Think i’m stuck up so hey i feel like i’m at home so yeah i went ahead and he said and doing okay that’s the reason why and you know and when i when i hear everyone speaking about the reason why um is it it has a lot to do with self

Right it has a lot to do with self it has a lot to do with pride it has a lot to do well what can what can this very thing do for me in my life where can i you know how can i elevate myself when i’m joining

These greek organizations how can it change me or how can i change it you know when i hear our responses like she said you know she had this mentality of like well i’m pretty and i feel this way so let me connect with some other people that have that same type of mentality

Right and so number one when it comes to the spirit of deception when it comes to this mindset of you know holding ourselves up into this certain extreme and wanting to join these greek organizations right that should already let you know that that’s not a god when

We have this mentality that i want to elevate that i want to do this i i that’s a question mark already when when you already have the mentality that i’m okay with people knowing that i’m conceited or i’m stuck up or i’m this question mark a spirit of deception okay

And so we’re gonna break we’re gonna we’re gonna really get into it tonight and so we’ve people who are just now joining welcome we’ve already prayed over this live we already have rebuked the spirit of anger deception pride right defensiveness if you feel all these type of your spirit that’s

Growling up because you hear what’s speaking about these things that’s a question mark and so like i said in the beginning we’re not coming for the people behind this event tonight we love our friends our family anybody that surprises greek organization that we still know and connected to we love you

However we are definitely coming in boldness and fire and confidence for the spirit that’s behind this the lord says his children i’m speaking to the body of christ specifically christians body of christ the lord said there’s a spirit of deception that his children are walking in when we when you get upset when

People start to speak about truth or begin to question things that you are a part of and you you know you fight back with anger you fight back well i don’t think this right instead of saying well you know what tia i see you having this event

Tonight where i see these ladies on here and you guys are saying this if you don’t have the mindset then let me go and check with god let me go and read his word let me pick up the word again to ask questions but you come to

The people that are speaking on this platform tonight that’s a problem that’s a problem okay and so that’s what we’re trying to get people to understand even though you may not agree with us go back to your word and begin to pick up your word and wrestle with the word

Of god and his truth when it comes to greek organizations that’s all we’re trying to get people to understand here is to go back to the lord don’t go back to your pastor your mom your family your sister your friends your lying sisters your brother your lying brothers pick up

Your word and begin to wrestle with the word of god if you don’t believe anything that we are saying tonight okay and we speak we speaking the truth i may got some fire but that’s the holy spirit coming out okay thank you i’m speaking in truth and in love tonight okay all right

Amen okay so the next question we have here is we’re gonna start getting into it now did you consider yourself as a christian while you’re part of this organization okay go ahead amber absolutely i was raised apostolic pentecostal um with the holy ghost evidence of speaking

In tongues there’s no way in the world you gonna tell me i hooked myself up to something demonic you’re crazy not the womb my mama say my daddy’s saying my gran all four of my grandparents said you’re not gonna tell me i’m not filled with the holy ghost

You’re not going to do it and so um the the what i realized and what y’all had to show me after i’d announced was that if you were really in my word the way you would the way you should have been then you would have recognized things

That happened in a ritual that would have gave you pause that would have made you get up and walk out but because you weren’t in my word you know you thought you were so saved because of how you were raised but you didn’t even know my word enough

To recognize that they were blaspheming me and you went along with it you better say that did i consider myself at the time absolutely but now when people say well maybe you didn’t have the relationship with with the most high that you thought you did no i didn’t because if i did

There’s no way in the world i would have went through with what i went through so respect so good not gonna come in straight heat like that yes who are watching we’ve been in prayer and fasting this is the holy spirit that’s coming through let’s go chi-chi

Yeah so i did consider myself um christian or saved at the time i actually just gave um just received salvation a couple months before i joined or a couple months before i crossed and so it was an interesting time for all of that to happen so i was still very fresh

And i thought i knew what i was doing but yeah i consider myself a christian okay wow go ahead let me see so i was a lukewarm christian i’m gonna be honest i um my family we i was raised in the church but we only went to church on

Sundays and we only talked about god on sundays so monday through saturday we rap music we cussing we doing you know whatever we live in how we want to live you know and so when it came to delta i definitely didn’t think about consulting with god because i’ll never consult with him

About anything else so i just went off of what i thought was right you know what i saw as good and i joined and then when i you know started to get close to with him a few years later he started to remove the veil and said look what you were doing

In them dark rooms with them candles and y’all got y’all all white on and y’all and y’all and then at nighttime y’all all of the the underground stuff you know he was like look at what you were doing when you when you weren’t rooted in me look at what you were doing

Yeah yeah wow that’s powerful go ahead morgan listen i was bamboozled i just want to say that first because listen here i was praying my whole time online praying like jesus i’m about to quit i’m about to quit i’m swearing up and down this is god saying no don’t quit don’t quit don’t

Clean up so it was like i i was bamboozled okay and that’s just goes to show not to get too deep that you sometimes you ain’t hearing from the holy spirit like you thought you was hearing the holy spirit right and it wasn’t until i moved to texas where the

Lord was like leave your family leave your friends leave my boyfriend at the time who is now my husband and go that he set me in this house by myself to read his word to be like denounce them letters and i was like whoa so you went to me was i’m not

Talking to you when i was online so i’m like what was i talking to so that’s the reality of things right i just knew i was a christian because i’m like god told me i can do this god led me to this because i have been trying for so long

So this is my opportunity and i kept praying lord if it’s not of you remove it right i kept praying it the whole time and i was like i’m not about to press like if they really want me to be a part god you’ll make a way and i felt

Like because the way it was made that it was from god i was bamboozled wow i agree wow go ahead paris very similar so i absolutely considered myself to be a christian when i crossed and i basically prayed like lord if this isn’t of you if you don’t want me to do

It just put up a blur barrier block me from being able to do it and so i figured you know as long as the door stayed open it was mine to take and i think looking back on it now one of the things that we often forget is

Sometimes god does put up those barriers in closed doors sometimes he gives us the opportunity to choose yes and i did not seek him in my choice the way that i should have clearly but i i knew i was a christian when i crossed so i agree with everybody i felt like i

Was a christian without when i crossed i have to agree with morgan and carries i feel like you know i pray for this i can remember when going through my process and there was so much confusion and so much arguments going on between myself and my former alliances at the time and

I remember seeing them i pray for this god gave me this y’all not gonna take this like feeling like okay this is what god allowed me to get because i’ve been praying for this i’ve been wanting this for so long so i feel like when i had

That opportunity and he gave it to me i felt like it was from him but like so many of us have already said that sometimes god actually closed those doors he put those barriers up and sometimes god will give you something that you feel like you want and just to

Take it away so i was like throughout my process i was like lord you gave this to me now you’ve taken away from me already like it’s only been two years so i i feel like i was a christian and i hear people say this all the time you

Know i’m still a christian even though i’m in this organization i used to see that so many pastors ministers and all those people were a part of the organization so i was like i have to still be a christian if they’re still in it they’re a part of it they’re active

Then i have to still be a christian i know i’m still a christian so i just feel like people use that all the time that i’m still a christian i can still be a christian and part of these greek organizations you know it didn’t change me but it wasn’t until recently that i

Recognized all the things that i would do i was doing and we’ll get into that a little bit later but i was able to recognize girl you want no christian yeah you were not not doing what you was doing amen i was lukewarm yeah and that’s the thing and i don’t

Want to take away like you know like me you said that when it comes to being a christian or believer you know jesus christ we don’t want to say that you’re not right um like like a lot of a lot of people have said here is um they pray for this

I pray for this right i remember i put sticky notes on my wall in my dorm room with prayers on it i had a literally a sticky note on top of my ceiling so when i woke up in the morning the first thing i would see when i wake up

In the morning like it was days i had a whole prayer so that i could become a delta up on my ceiling in my dorm room so when i woke up i’m praying lord whatever it say on the card right um and i think what we have to realize is

That like i said we’re not taking away we’re not saying that you are not a believer of christ god gives us so much grace he loves us so much right that he will allow for us sometimes to go through some things and then we start to

Kind of realize like lord why are all these things happening to me what’s going on and then in that moment he says okay now my child seems like they are questioning they’re wondering why they’re going through things and you start to question the things right and

He starts to wake you up to it and so we don’t want to say that they’re not but however god gives us so much grace that’s why you see so many people that are you know continuing to be successful people that are continuing to um

Lead a church and lead in the gospel god gives his children grace his word says that when we sin our grace multiplies right but don’t use that as a way as an advantage to say it’s okay to stay in sin right right because god is going to

Be praised because you have a lot of people that think that well oh well god gives me grace he loves me he he loves god is a loving god yes he is and he and he and he will continue to give you chances right but at some point in

Romans it also talks about he will give you over to a debate mindset as well so what you decide that you’re going to continue to walk in this right when when it has already been brought to your attention he will tell you oh it’s the very thing

That’s causing you to continue to sin or have a corrupt lifestyle right so that’s what i want people to understand tonight we’re not saying you’re not a christian at all god gives us so much grace but he also says in his word that his people his children would perish for the lack of

Knowledge lack of knowledge yeah that would apparently reflect so if you’re listening tonight right and you you’re wondering well why are they saying all these things i don’t feel like that take yourself out of it’s not about you it’s not about you right go to god’s word and begin to ask

For his knowledge and so um yes like every young lady that’s on this panel i did you know i did say i was a christian i was raised in church um i would go and kick it and party and turn up and get drunk one night and be it in church on

Sunday night you know you can’t just yeah yeah i had this mindset that like as long as i made it to the church house i was okay and i was covered it wasn’t until i began to those type of things began to get old to me and i really

Wanted a relationship i got i gotta i got out of saying i’m a christian i want a relationship with christ i want not only do i want to know god but i want god to know me as his daughter right but that’s when the thing started to shift for me when it

Came to my relationship with jesus christ no longer just a christian no longer what god knows my heart is god i want a real true relationship with you and i know that when we when you start to speak that way that’s when god would start to walk with you he was trying to

Prove you he was trying to take things away from you and it was delta it was these freaking things yeah okay yeah all right all right um the next question now we’re about to talk about these testimonies okay so we talk about these testimonies once again we are speaking

Our truth and in love um i wanted to kind of you know give some just get straight to the point you know of course give a little a short summary back uh backstory but you know let’s try to keep it you know um so how did god reveal to

You that your greek organization was not of him and it was time for you to denounce go ahead amber okay so um my denouncement journey was like three years long when i got the first initial um prick or urge to denounce um that was three years before i actually did and it

Came from my little brother we were like in the heat of the argument and he was like well you sold your soul to the devil when you played jk and at first i was like boy you don’t know none of what you’re talking about like it was just it seemed

Preposterous but it stuck with me and so the fact that i couldn’t shake it off whereas i had heard about people denouncing before i had heard about um people saying it wasn’t right before and you know at that time i was just like well i know i’m safe so you know it is

What it is but when he said that for some reason it stuck and then i started noticing more people denouncing like let it seem like everywhere i turned i was hearing someone was denouncing so um you know i started praying and at first my prayers were um

Give me basically i want him to give me peace like let me let let me stop feeling convicted that’s what what my prayers were in so many words um and then finally i had a conversation with this girl who had denounced aka and i had said to her

In the conversation i was like i feel like the most high is gonna leave me to denounce at some point um i just don’t know when that is and then from that point the posture of my heart changed and i started almost i don’t want to say i was like envious

But i almost kind of felt left out i was like well why are you telling these people to announce and you haven’t told me like are we not close do you love them more than me like and then i started spending more time like seeking him and praying and um reading

Reading the word and i actually had a conversation with on one of my former line sisters and she was like if you hold aka up against the bible it doesn’t check out anywhere and that me i literally that was like the nail in the coffin for me um and then

I still kind of was like i don’t know when i’m gonna let go though and then um i had a dream and after that dream i woke up the next morning i was like i’m not passing go i’m not collecting two hundred dollars i am sending my letter of the announcement

Into aka headquarters i’m done and so and i was grateful that he was merciful with me for for three years because let’s say i had died in that three year time span in my disobedience and i was still in covenant with um the devil you know i wouldn’t have been able

To say anything i wouldn’t have an excuse to make and so again like you were saying earlier about his grace and his mercy i’m so grateful for that amen amen go ahead chi-chi um so for me the lord has from the beginning the lord was telling me

Really not to do it i had the impression of my heart not to do it but i was i wanted to do it um i i asked around a couple questions oh how did how did this impact your walk um after you joined and everybody was just giving me very superficial like

Religious responses and i was just like okay and i knew but i was just like okay i’m just gonna go ahead and try it and um so it got to the point where everything that i wanted to get out of the sorority you know the cloud strolling and doing all these things it

It was like the complete opposite it was just like chaos we weren’t getting along with the sigmas weren’t getting along with um a lot of the the deltas and the some of the akas it was just like it just nothing was working out um and so

Yeah it got to a point where finally i went to a bible study i was at a bible study and um they were praying you know who wants to receive the holy spirit get the gift of tongues raise my um me and my friend at the time she was

About to denounce aka and she later did and they were praying over us and they’re like oh you know there’s a blockage there’s a blockage and i’m just like oh great i wonder what that could be you know and i just like okay well i know what it is um right okay so

I said okay i just want to i want to do homecoming i want to do the homecoming show you know i just kept delaying kept pushing it back and homecoming show was a complete that was horrible it was a complete fail and i was just like okay okay um i

Finally was like i was telling my alliances at the time yeah i’m gonna denounce any minute now like i’m gonna be out of here um and i told them um before homecoming they were just like you know and it happened i was going to the niles and then

I ended up changing my mind and then what really did it for me after multiple dreams and just everything not going my way in february finally one of my friends i haven’t talked to in a while she we went to a conference and she told me about a

Dream that she had where i was like behind bars um but the door was open and she was trying to open the gate and the lord was like no don’t open it for her because it’s open she just wants she’s choosing to stay there and there were black cats

Surrounding her looking up at her and it was just like i was like okay i’m done i get it yeah wow and here’s the thing and before lelecia go i want to point this out is that and it just dropped in my spirit um when it comes to spiritual things

Spiritual things are very real right like we know that spiritual things are very real um and we live in a generation now that people like to play around with spiritual things until they get until they get real um and so we’re speaking about these greek organizations we’re coming from a spiritual perspective as

Well we’re not talking about we’re not negating that you know sisterhood and community service and all these things the surface level things are the reason why people join these organizations we’re not saying that those things are bad okay we’re talking about the spiritual attachments that come that you become a

Part of when you get into these greek organizations not realizing it okay if and if you start realizing like you know some things are happening in my life i don’t i can’t seem i don’t know why these things are happening where there is the door like the door of to give this door

Like open to access because spiritual things can become very real it can attach to you it can attach to your children right you see people getting sick out here you see people dealing with these certain mental things you have to understand that the spiritual realm is very real and so when you make

A commitment to these rituals and these oaths what you don’t realize is you are attaching your spirit your mind body and spirit to the rituals and oaths that you are taking right i don’t care if you were in you know in your initiation program or program ceremony and you said well i you

Know i didn’t say this part um i kind of you know felt uneasy saying this person i didn’t say that you know i i kind of kneel but i didn’t kneel that much no you steal your soul and your spirit is still attached to the rituals and the oaths and the

Commitments that you’ve made to this greek organization yeah right the enemy doesn’t know the difference the enemy just see that you were there that you were part of it and now he’s attached yourself to it he doesn’t know the difference okay and so go ahead lenny see we’ll talk what

Girl you’re good you’re going yeah listen follow the spirit okay you wanna keep going let me go away go ahead girl okay all right all right girl listen that’s a fair flow so i okay let me get a review of the version so when it came to delta i saw nothing wrong

Like nothing wrong at that time let me say that at the time i saw nothing wrong so i um i started getting serious with god in 2020 when a pandemic hit that like that to me was like a wake-up call like oh we about to die let me get serious with god

So i started reading i started praying i started asking god um to be allow me to discern his voice and um i started asking him if there’s anything that i’m doing that’s not of you that’s not pleasing to you god please show me and so you know he started showing me stuff

And i saw everything he was showing me but when it came to delphi i was like i don’t see that i don’t see that i don’t see that but i see all this okay i’m gonna change this i’m gonna check delta so so he started showing me delta by i

Started my youtube channel in 2020 and i was doing delta videos so i did a like my delta journey video i did a delta q a video i did some videos with one of my former line sisters i did a video with the aka so it was a delta aka

Video so i’m just pumping out these videos left and right and they was getting crazy views crazy comments i was getting money all of this so i was like oh we ready and so but what i started to notice was um in the comments section of all of my delta

Videos there will be people asking how i felt about denouncing and so i never until i denounced i never heard anything i never knew anybody that did that denounced so that them even using that language i was like what does this even mean but now what does that even mean so

They were constantly constantly different people constantly comment on different different delta videos saying how do you feel about denouncing and so i remember it got to the point where i got so irritated that i just stopped responding because at first i was like well laura hasn’t told me to

Denounce you know i was commenting back but that’s why i just started deleting comments i was like y’all he’s doing the most hush with all this and so that but that was god speaking you know that was trying to get my attention and not but i wasn’t seeing it

So the like the last straw was this lady she commented she commented on one of my other videos and she said um the lord told me to send you this video she said i don’t know if it has something to to do with you know this video because she commented on my

Waiting on god it’s tough so that was the video she commented on it it’s a video me saying i wait on my spouse and so she said i don’t know if this video has anything to do with you waiting on your spouse but maybe when

You watch it it’ll make sense and so i’m like oh let me see what she what she sent me let me see what the laura sent her and so i clicked on the link and it said it was a denouncing video of a delta and an alpha and so

I remember i was like wait god you didn’t know how to send me this video while she said tripping like why would she send me that and say you said to send it to me i know you just said it and so i remember like i closed my phone

As i’m going to bed cause it’s just too much give me a headache i’m going to bed so i went to bed and i remember my phone like watched me the whole night it was like pierce piercing my arm and so i like could not sleep because my

Phone like that video was like hey hey watch me watch me watch me and i was like i’m not watching and so i finally woke up and i knew that because it was still on my mind and god wouldn’t let it get out of my system i knew that was him speaking yeah

So i remember that morning i woke up and i said okay god this is in my spirit it’s been in my spirit all night i can’t sleep i said you want me to denounce delta and he said yep it’s either delta or me and i said

Delta or you he just kept saying delta or me delta or me delta or me so basically he was saying you can’t serve two masters choose you this day so i was like but why does it have to be either or i was like well i can’t be both of y’all

He was like nope me or delta and so i remember like when i tell you what i was going back and forth with god like we talked for a whole hour in my room because i was like but this don’t make sense like delta is good delta has been nothing but good for

Me i said all of my friends are delta i said all my friends are greek i said uh my the praise and worship leader is the delta i said my spiritual mentor is the delta i said all of these christians are delta like why you want me to denounce that makes no sense

But god he never explained he just said is he the delta or me and then he finally said he said i can’t put you in covenant with your husband until you break this covenant with delta amen yeah and i said what a covenant like god what you saying

I didn’t you know covenant with delta like at that time i didn’t know that i was in covenant with delta so i’m in my room like what are you saying god covenant like you spouse huh so everything is like what he’s saying is not making sense

But i was like you know what god this makes no sense to me to me delta is good um but you know i’m always going to choose you over anything i said anything you ask me to do is always going to be you period even if i don’t understand i said

It’s gonna be you and i said but you gotta give me something like why but he that was like the end of the conversation so i was like okay well i guess god ain’t gonna tell me why whatever i’m just gonna tell people he told me to denounce it if they have any

Questions i’ll be like go ask god so i like wrote my letter that day and then like after i wrote that letter and i got it notarized and i mailed it out that’s when he revealed the why he started to reveal the why over like the

Next few months as to what he wanted me to denounce that’s good that’s good and i want those i want those who are listening to understand to to really take heat to how in every testimony how we’re fighting with god and how we’re questioning god right we’re questioning we’re fighting with

God we’re saying no god no no this that’s not true like we’re questioning god right yeah um we’re fighting with him we have you know and while god is such a god we can come to him and we can ask him questions he wants to be open and he wants to be vulnerable

But a lot of times we make things so hard on ourselves because we get so used to this world right even though the word says do not become conformed to this world be transformed by the renewing of your mind yeah he’s saying don’t get used to this stuff

That’s here on this earth that’s on this world it’s not going to last forever but what do we do we become so used to these things we think it’s going to elevate us we think it’s going to promote us we think it’s going to make us successful

He’s going to connect us and network us to all of these different people and we we become so consumed with these greek organizations to when god started to start tampering with the start and start revealing things to us we have the audacity to turn back and ask him why

Are you doing this to me i fought for rules i pray for this i got the gpa right i did it’s my past as a leader what are you telling me god why are you telling why are you questioning me god why are you telling me why are you choosing me

Yeah we haven’t yet turn around ask god why are you doing this and we start to fight and we start to wrestle about these things y’all i want people i want my listeners to really hear what’s coming out of my mouth and take heed and we start to really wrestle and fight

With god in that moment you need to know like you start feeling some type of way like you’re angry you know and i’m not saying you can’t be but when you really start to like feel this fear and this anxiousness and this anger towards what god is showing you

About the people that you’re connected to in these greek organizations in that moment it is a stronghold it’s a stronghold and it has become an idol it’s an item 100 yeah you may not be around here got a whole elephant walking around the statue you may not

Have built this whole statue that they did back in exodus but it is an idol and it has become a god in your life yeah okay and so i want you guys to take heed to what we’re saying when we’re sharing our testimonies we started fighting with

God we started questioning him like what do you mean lord all right go ahead morgan um my testimony is um slightly what can i say yeah bamboozle okay so um i had uh crosstalk or whatever and i remember i think it was at our like reception ordeal little thing or whatever

And um i have found out that this aka had announced that she went viral on youtube and it was like the talk and i was like then now it’s like she’s talking about it’s not a god like as i’m sitting across from my first lady

And i’m like what she mean is not of god and something kind of like click as like after the lord revealed everything i went back to that moment and i was like oh my gosh bamboo okay because my first lady had made a comment and it was like i never seen you act

Like that before says you good and so that was my that was the first seed that was planted and then the second one was um one of my mentors who was now one of my really close friends um she was like you know the lord told me

To send this to everybody who was going on this trip because we went on a retreat to arizona and it was a list of iniquities and sororities and fraternities was on there and i was like what i ain’t to i was really really upset so i take some

Of my friends like she’s talking about it’s not of god what you mean is not of god god told me to join this organization god gave me the way to join this organization so what you mean it ain’t of him and then my friend’s like so what

Did god say so i’m sitting there trying to pray and i’m like all right god is this of you and i remember seeing no but and i just stopped i was like all right keep going like i’m just gonna keep it pushing or whatever and that was in uh

2019 which is so funny so in 2020 somebody had sent me a video and it’s so crazy how the lord will soften your heart and really do that work on you that you don’t even know that he’s doing on you all that time because when the when a

Girl has sent me the video and it was this girl who i went to undergrad with um at the time she actually wanted to be a delta and the lord had revealed all these things to her so she was like you know i know we don’t even talk and all

Of this but i want to see this video the lord really pressed it on my heart to um to share this video with you i know a lot of people in greek world but he told me to share with you and i ain’t even

Get mad at home girl i was just like all right girl come on what’s the video so it was a two hour long video and i watched the whole thing started from talking about freemasonry all the way down the line and i by the end of the video i was shook it

Okay i was sitting in a bed like and i looked around my room and i saw this stuff and i was in your life oh no oh no and at that time i was um really working on being obedient to god because it’s one thing to know the word

Of the lord but it’s another thing to follow it and so i was like okay this is what god is really saying like i had to really work through my emotions kind of fast um and it took me three days to actually go through the whole process so denouncing everything getting rid of

Everything and i was just like it’s time to go that’s just it and i ain’t really look back and even like i mean we’ll get into this later but even all the relationships got lost along the way because of my yes to god and he kept saying don’t be afraid to

Look man in the face like i am the lord your god and i was like all right be here wow wow that’s so good that’s so good go ahead cheers all right so my um process out started with a dream um that i felt like the dream was pretty

Ambiguous to me but i knew it was something in my life that i thought was good was causing me harm and so i began praying to god and asking him lord if there’s something you need to uproot my life just reveal it to me and i’ll do it

And i had a conversation with my sister a couple days after that and said hey look there is something very specific that god is wanting to take out of my life i have no clue what it is because that she wrote wasn’t on my mind at this

Point as far as denouncing i didn’t know denouncing was a thing um and so my sister immediately said have you looked into your sorority and she has never said anything negative about my sorority in the 12 years that i was a part of it never

Um come to find out after the fact she told me she had been praying for a long time for an opportunity to have that conversation so i was immediately highly annoyed when she told me that but because i had i feel like god had already prepared me

And i had already told god to show me what it is and i’ll remove it i had to at least seek it out so my sister sent me a video of a delta and i was like you know good for her she denounced sound like some bad stuff was going on over

There but i didn’t feel any kind of way about sg row but i did want to go back and look through all of my stuff just to make sure so that my conscience was clear so i started opening up my blue book my induction packet my went online and found the oath

Remembering my pledge remembering invictus all of it and i don’t know why i never saw it before but immediately it was very apparent that none of this was of god kneeling and taking an oath they gave you a cute little pillow to kneel on so your knees

Don’t hurt on the hard ground that’s not a god saying to the only sigma gamma rho i give my whole life that’s not of god so it was apparent um immediately within that same day i was throwing my stuff away so i threw everything away um i

Had no clue how to announce so i went on the website looking i even called headquarters and was talking to them on the phone they were being really rude um but i mean it happened in a day now the process of actually being free from the spiritual stuff that came afterwards

That was a process but my process of coming out and denouncing happened in a day wow before uh deanna go out so those who are watching i’m so thankful so thankful that charis chi-chi and morgan gave their yes to this event specifically because they are actually

They were xx as you rose and x-zetas and so because i’ve heard this thing where we know that when it comes to delton aka we know those are you know the two biggest greek organizations and so a lot of times those who who join like sigma

And zeta and sg row they have this mindset for some reason that oh like i mean i heard about y’all at delson aka we don’t be doing that all over here i’m like i’ve literally been smoked oh we pray over here we don’t do a lot

Of y’all you know the stuff that y’all do with the chants and a lot of these things i’m like sis i’m looking at it’s the same all of them it’s the same thing i don’t care what you did what you did not do i don’t care if you hit

Somebody you didn’t hit somebody i don’t care if you pledge and you’re not pledged it’s still it’s still you it’s still you and so i’ve literally had where some datas have said that i’ve had where some esg rose have said that right and i love that morgan said you know you

Can it’s one thing to know the word of god but do you follow the word of god because the thing is when it comes to greek organizations or anything now we live in a generation now where people think that oh you know posting a cute little scripture putting some cute

Little ass that is on the instagram page and sharing the word of god and little cute messages and things like that in your story they think that’s enough now we see our pastors or certain people dressed up in cute suits and things like that speaking the word of god

And they think like that’s enough i don’t have to do anything you know i don’t i’m christian i’m i’m going to make it into heaven no it’s what you do here on earth that matters right when the god says that our father in heaven which art which are in heaven

Hallowed be your name your kingdom come your will be done on earth as it is in heaven that means what are you doing now here on earth yeah that’s right so so many people think that you know i didn’t do certain things while i was in this

Greek organization you know i didn’t i didn’t do that no sis it still applies to you because once again we’re talking about the spiritual perspective of the attachments that comes with saying these rituals and these o’s that you attach yourself to and then what what people don’t realize is because it’s all spiritual

My gosh because it’s all spiritual it touches not only you but then you get married you enter into this covenant with this extra covenant then you have children that was touching them now you have this mentality that when you have a kid oh i’m gonna train my child up and

The way they should go with greek letters on there with aka letters on you’re talking about training your child up and the way they should go with to be a delta or to be an alpha to be omega the first thing that that people do is they put a onesie they say greek

Whatever greek organization you train this child they should go are you serious and i’m gonna talk about that in my testimony because that was one of the things that god really got my heart when i gave god my yes when he used my child my first born so

I’m gonna talk about that um here soon go ahead gianna so i can remember this was 2017 when i moved to japan my husband at the time was military and we moved to japan i have no family um in japan at all so it was just us there living in japan and i

Can remember that one of my ex-line sisters who also denounced she denounced and i didn’t know anything about the announcement until she actually denied so she sent us a message and our group chat telling us that she denounced why she denounced and um all that so i didn’t see it i think until

Like maybe a day or two later and i remember by that time she was already out the group but you know i like the message and i was like okay do you know what’s good for her i’m glad that god led her to do this you know congratulations that’s something that

God told her to do so at this time i looked at the message like they you know say what i had to say and i put my phone down and i remember trying to take a nap and i could hear the spirit telling me before you didn’t know but now you know

I’m like what sounds like okay whatever so i’m still trying to take this nap so she has sent some i remember her sending some scriptures in um her message and i began to look at it and i was like okay you know i don’t see nothing i don’t see nothing so i’m like

Okay so i was talking to my cousin my cousin we were really close i was telling her about it and she was like yeah i heard about this aka they denounced before on tooth and so she understood so i thought you know i will and then i was talking to my friend

Who’s still in sg row at this time and i was talking to her about it telling her you know what was going on you know what my former online sister had said or why she denounced and she was like well when i make my decisions i always go to leviticus five

And my my friend you know she grew up in the church as well but she’s not as much as a follower of christ you know so i was like okay you know i’ll read it and you’re like well then maybe you should reach out to your former life social to

See what led her to denounce and what went on and at this time this formal line says she was the first person i connected with when we started the process still close during the process even after the process but i remember in october of 2016 we went to a homecoming

And after that homecoming we left it was myself her and two of our other former alliance soldiers we went to the homecoming and we had this big falling out like we completely fill out no more communications after that so when my friend told me maybe you should reach

Out to her and see why she denounced i was like girl mom i’m not gonna reach out to her i already know how she gonna be but this is all me though it’s my pride the one that does not want to reach out i was like no i’m not gonna

Reach out to her whatever i was like so i actually decided to go ahead and reach out to her so i reached out to her to kind of see you know what led her to denouncing but even before i made my decision i can remember feeling so guilty i felt guilty i felt

Embarrassed for being a part of it i was hiding my paraphernalia i didn’t even want people to know that i was an aka i felt so bad i was like lord why do i feel like this you know why i feel so bad why am i hiding stuff like i’m

Kicking stuff under the bed trying to get like i didn’t want to see it nowhere i was taking pictures down out of my house i was like i’m like well why am i doing this so i remember talking to her and i remember reading leviticus five so

Basically if you kind of sum up leviticus 5 it tells you like before you didn’t know about unclean spears but once you know you know you’re supposed to get from underneath them i was like this is what i heard that they basically you know before you didn’t know but now you know

So i can remember at that time i went um i called her up and we were texting and then we ended up talking and she was telling me why and i can remember her saying well and i was telling her what i was doing up high my paraphernalia and

She was like geez sounds to me you already know what you need to do like god already leave you to do it i was like yeah no i grew up in the church and they said no fornication and i was fornicating instead of doing it you know

I felt all right you know even though i’m feeling convicted but i was still doing it and i was like so you know maybe this is okay she’s like well maybe you should pray about it you know read the word you know and i’m not telling

You what decision you need to make but i feel like god is already telling you what decision you need to make you just have to move on it sounds like okay you know i’m gonna just go to sleep you know i’m gonna pray about i’m you know dissonant and so i

Can remember going to sleep that night and i had this dream so in this dream it was a greek night and we had to be in by midnight and if we went in by midnight it was this beast that was going to just tear you a stretch just you know completely

Tell you apart and i can remember that i barely made it in by the inch that i barely made it in and i was like lord are you telling me i’m barely getting into heaven like i gotta let this go i’m not getting into heaven now it’s like

Okay i know what i need to do like it was no more questions after that and i can remember going to this greek party in japan and i we it was this greek party was actually there and i was taking pictures with the steroids that was actually

There at that time and i didn’t even throw up my the sign like i felt so embarrassed like i couldn’t even throw it up and so i can see myself in the pictures now i always look at the picture like i’m the only one that’s sitting there with a

A face like so serious my hands in front of me not even i’m like you know what you need to do yeah like why are you feeling convicted why are you feeling embarrassed why are you feeling guilty you’ve been turning down all type of um invite you haven’t even

Made your decision yet and you’re already turning out invites so after that she helped me actually write my letter um to denounce and it was crazy because around the time that we filled out in october of 2016 this is the same time we reconnected in october of 2017 and she

Was the first one that i connected with before the process during the process and after the process i was like okay laura you know it was some relationships that were broken before you restored those relationships this was the reason why i had to tell y’all apart because i

Needed y’all to come back together for this main purpose so that you can i can get the glory out of this so that you two can testify and share why you know you had to get from underneath it amen amen and i want before i go into my story i want people

To understand that’s watching and listening to this is that most all of us up here came from a pretty good you know what i would say a good chapter at the time you know we were connected although there was some division i’m sure um you know nothing happened bad to the

Reason why we came out of greek organizations because a lot of people like to keep or have this mentality of well you know they must something much bad you know have had happen with their greek organization um they probably could they just probably a lot of people like to say um

They didn’t know who they were before they became greek and that’s that’s really what it’s about um i keep god first god knows my heart um you know even though i’m greek people love to use that to justify these greek organizations um yeah like you know even when i was

Announcing i remember the lady over the phone um she was like you know if anything happened back in your chapter you can let me know i’m like sis i’m actually really close to my former line sisters you know some of them even to this day you know nothing bad has

Happened i’m telling you even in my letter that this is what god has said and this is the truth of his word and i’ll be praying for you too that’s still as i’m going to roll out you know and so um so yeah i want to put that out there

Like nothing bad has happened we we’re actually pretty close you know some probably and we’re going to talk about that actually when it comes to like relationships friendships and your former alliances and things like that um but to kind of give you guys a little bit of my story

My testimony and i actually have not shared my testimony on social media um and i might get a little emotional because like i say god one of the things that god used was my child for when he really got my yes um but one thing i think is so powerful is i

Like to kind of uh compare my story to the story of abraham how you know we always hear where you know god took abraham he completely took him out of his comfort zone and where he was at the time to really start to do a work in him

And i truly believe that’s what god did because you know me from high school college i was the eternal i like to turn up i love to drink i love to party let’s do all those things okay um and so uh when my husband and we moved to japan

And that’s where i actually met gianna and gianna’s a part of my story too which is so powerful but um when i got when i when i left from my familiar familiar place right with my family my friends and everyone and god moved me and we went to japan that’s

Really where god started to deal with me at you know as his child uh when it came to my relationship with christ and um the thing is let me tell you another thing is my mom actually never wanted me to join being greek now when i think about it she never she

Said i remember when i told her i went out to college or when i told her i wanted to be a delta she said tia i’m like i’m going to tell you this she said you’ve grown you can do what you want to do she said but anything that you have

To do in the dark and you cannot tell me the truth and it cannot be told it’s not a god she said i’m telling you that now and i’m telling you this because my dad before he died this is why this is why this stuff is so deep

Because and it’s so spiritual and this is why you have to break these things off for you when you come out of these greek organizations because my dad was a mason and he’s he’s he’s um he’s passed away now but he died a few

Years ago and he was a mason and my mom always said she was like tia i don’t believe in anything that you have to do in the dark your dad is amazing he never could tell me what he did to get into it and i just believe that it’s not of god

And you know me at the time even though i’m a christian you know i’m not still with the holy spirit so i’m not able to discern these things like okay mom like you know whatever so that’s that’s that um god started dealing with me actually a prior a year before i actually started

To come into really like what he was doing in my life i remember i was active in the japan chapter therefore delta and we were getting ready to um to bring off a new line there in the chapter in japan and so we had to fly out to korea to prepare

To for this you know this new line this initiation process and i was chaplain at the time in my in this chapter right so i remember we we’re in korea where we are and let me tell you i was full and pregnant too full and pregnant trying to fly myself

To korea just bring out the line full and prickly so i’m there at this you know at this um initiation or preparation or whatever to bring out this line and i was chaplain and we’re going over the ceremonies i’m going to read some stuff too that’s why right now

I’m about to rebuke the spirit of anger and defensiveness i am going to read something out of this ritual right because this is what god one of the things that god made me realize um but i remember we were there preparing for this initiation and i was i was following along with the

President right i guess here it is right here and i’m going to destroy this one you know but anyway i remember her reading i was following along with it and as she’s reading and i’m following along with her i go did i say it immediately in my spirit i spoke out

Loud and i said did i say that when i became a delta and at the time a sword next to me at the time she said yeah you said it i was like huh okay and i didn’t immediately go and check it out it just kind of stayed in the back

Of my head for a whole year and want to read it it says and this is why we say it’s a spiritual more than anything yeah it says now you are about to take yourself now you now no now you are about to take upon yourself vows and obligations from which

You can never be free they will follow you to the final judgment before we proceed further in this ceremony i shall ask each of you by name to affirm that you of your own free will very well yep in accord seek admission into delta sigma theta by saying i do

I do it’s the covenant that’s the covenant are you telling me i’m about to make this vow this obligation into which i can never be freed that’s my spirit you’re talking about and they want to make sure that you’re going to affirm and say your name

Yeah the bible let me tell you the book of matthew in matthew chapter 5 verse 33 37 i believe it says that let your yes be your yes and your no be your no if you can’t say yes to something if you can’t say no to something but you gotta

Do say this long sentence and say this whole ritual and this whole oath is not of god period i feel my spirits of people getting mad right here did she just read the ritual i did i did that’s fine and i reviewed it that’s fine yeah

This is why we’re saying that this stuff is serious y’all it’s not no cute let me wear my colors and let me wear my jacket let me put aesthetics on my instagram my facebook page this stuff is serious for us to have the audacity to sit up here

Not only say rituals and ogs but say we are non-greek organization why are you guys in the hospital fighting for their life that’s about to die because they’ve been beat the whole time while trying to pledge and receive three letters on their chest but we have

The audacity to say no we’re none we’re non-hazing yeah yeah let’s take god out of it for a second because now the holy spirit is talking let’s let’s take god out of it for a second and let’s just everybody’s on here that’s still greek that’s listening and watching us tonight

We got 37 on here we got 20 something on youtube we got i don’t know how many on facebook but i want you to ask yourself i want you to think about what did you do to even get into a greek organization yeah hey god we don’t have to talk about god

What did you do to get to your greek organization ask yourself is that pleasing to god is it pleasing to jesus christ who did you talk bad to who did you put your hands on who did you slap yeah who do you think you are to do that to somebody else’s kids yeah

Oh my jesus let me go so so that was the first thing a year for a year before god had that dropped in my spirit i said did i did i say that when i came across and the girl said yes you did all right a

Year a year goes by and uh i met gianna i’m getting emotional met gianna and when i met gianna um we were at a dinner we didn’t know each other and we were sitting at this dinner and it was i was still of course greek at the time she

And uh we were in conversation i don’t know how it even came up but i remember giannis saying oh i’m not greek no more and i said you’re not greedy now what you mean like i had heard people denounce but i had the mindset of you

Know i got god first you know who i am whatever and she said no i’m not greek anymore and i remember telling her at that time i said you know because one thing i never did was i never fight i never fought with people who

Tried to come like try to ask me thing or try to question me about certain things i never did that um and so what she said i said you know i said i can kind of understand why people um why they denounced i said because you know

Really at the end of the day it really depends on how serious do you take your relationship with christ i said so you know god if i said this i said he’s out of my mouth a year i said if god ever called me to do that i said i probably would too

Hey why’d i say that why’d i say that i don’t know how long went by and i started one night i went to sleep and i couldn’t sleep and i called my mom i said mom said i can’t sleep i said i don’t i don’t know

What’s going on she said tia just pray about it i said okay um i got the phone and i didn’t i could not go to sleep until like four o’clock that morning i had to go to work and when i was dropping my son off i said lord say if there’s anything you’re

Trying to get my attention about say reveal i said because i want to sleep at night you know and uh i remember loud it’s clear god said take your ritual and your bible and start to compare it and i’m like okay now before i just think this started to

Happen it got to a point where i started feeling very uncomfortable in chapter meetings because there’s a part in the bridge what it talks about um i wish i could find i don’t have it pull it up but it talks about um it’s first corinthians 13. yeah it’s a delta

Delta is patient a delta is kind of doctor does not both she does nothing that’s the worst chaplain and we’re reading this i’m like why does it sound so familiar like where is it coming from god to take your ritual and take your bible and compare

It now we know that in deuteronomy 4 i believe four and two don’t quote me on it but it’s in deuteronomy his word said do not take away from my word and do not add to it and so when i’m reading this and i come to know what

First corinthians 13 is in the bible i’m like oh delta they took this all out it just just changed and [ __ ] yeah right that’s what makes me feel uncomfortable i got to a point where even when like my former alliances would call me about stuff i just didn’t have the same love

And and anything for it you know i just i was like whatever um and so that’s when god really started revealing some things to me i started battling and my spirit and my flesh really started fighting against each other and i remember just like everyone

Has had a dream so god will bring he would bring warning before destruction that was basically what its word said i had a dream one night and in this dream i was at a house party at a greek house party and the park the house caught on fire

And there was only one door to get out of this house out of this house and i it’s i’m running i made it out but when i stay in that dream y’all i could literally feel the fire i felt like i was in hell i could literally feel the

Fire that was on me i was burning up and i woke up out of my sleep and i and i was like oh my gosh lord i’m done i said i’m done because everyone in the house party was trying to get out and i was the only one

That made it out and god revealed to me that moment there’s gonna become a time that those who are in greek organizations it’s gonna be harder and harder for them to get out so you need to give me your yes now i told god i was done but i didn’t

Write my letter in that moment this is where i get very emotional with because at that time my son was almost i think he was probably one or almost one and one morning i was getting him ready for daycare and he’s sitting in his chair following me along with this but there’s

A there’s power in this he’s sitting down in his at the table eating um oatmeal right and i’m like okay we got it ready to go let me let me get my things together whatever and in my mind i’m like i’m going to give him an app i mean a banana

As we get ready to walk out the door that was his favorite fruit so when i take away the bowl out of cortland’s um out of his off the table from him he didn’t see the banana because i don’t i haven’t given it to him yet

And when i’m taking the bow away from him he starts throwing um a tantrum he starts crying because throughout my whole journey of god telling me to get out of this greek organization i’m crying every day i’m depressed i got anxiety i got fear of what people gonna

Say and think about me and uh when i took this boat from my son in that moment and this is where i get very emotional because y’all i’m trying to get people to understand this stuff is not a joke the lord said this is you this is you

Tia he said all you see is i’m trying to take something from you but you don’t know what i’m trying to do in your life and give you and in this moment i need for you to say yes to me and get out of this greek

And in that moment y’all when i say i cried because when i got connected with gianno after that when i went to gianna i told you i said yo i need to talk to you she’s like you got to denounce i already know i’m like girl how you know okay whatever

But one of the things as she started to help me throughout this journey is that she started to make me realize that you know we have this we live in a generation it’s all about us it’s not about you in the body of christ in that moment god made me realize that

My decisions and what i was connected to and everything was also going to be connected to my children and i didn’t want that yeah i don’t want no spiritual attachment attached to my children attached to my marriage it had to be broken yeah and that’s why i get emotional because

People are just thinking out here playing around with things and thinking that it’s not scary even like i said if we don’t talk about god okay people i don’t i don’t see where it talks about you can’t do this just think of think about your character

And what you have to do even get into a greek organization yeah think about that just think about what you have to do to get to a greek organization yeah then you have people that they have graduated oh thank you holy spirit they have graduated college successful in their careers and

Their marriage and their family and they still want to be greedy because there’s a yearning there’s a void they lose me they want to they want to join grand chapter that’s right that’s right you can serve like the pastor was saying you got people that will

Answer quick to be i mean quick to being um greek and and doing community service out here but you can’t say yes to god when he calls you to do something obedient you don’t want to say yes you i don’t know if i really know the word i’m scared what do you mean

You have people literally that have not been activated greek organizations for years and years and years but as soon as they count as they come around they hide out happiness on them how much do you really love how much do you really want to serve people and help

People to community when you haven’t even been active come on now you got some jackets on you hear me and i’m saying this y’all people that’s watching me it’s because this stuff is so serious and i believe right now the name of jesus their hearts is going to start

Shifting right now yes yes god yes god the scales will be opened if your eyes will be opened in the name of jesus god is not playing with his children and let me tell you this before i finish out one thing that god made me realize it’s

Like it’s i call this the great exodus because while there are a lot of people that’s still going into these greek organizations there are a lot of people that’s coming out of it yesterday yesterday you had this mindset well i can still preach and teach with the word of god

And i can still bring people to christ yeah you may be able to do a little bit you may be able to bring you know speak to this person but let me tell you where it talks about you can’t you cannot deliver somebody out of bondage if

You’re in the same bondage that they are in the story about moses when moses moses grew up like he was an egyptian right but we all know that he was a hebrew at heart like he that’s who he was that’s who his identity was as a hebrew and so when

He’s in egypt and he kills an egyptian that’s that’s because his nature saw his own people getting beat in slavery right like that’s like moses killed the egyptian who he thought he was but his true nature is a hebrew so when he killed this man what did he

Do he he uh escaped he ran away and what the lord revealed to me is that when he ran away that was actually god really taking him out of egypt right he took egypt he took moses out of egypt so that he can send him back into egypt and

Deliver people out of yeah yeah you have this mindset when you have this mindset oh i can i can help people with this greek organization no ma’am you may be able to do a little bit of something but you’re not going to be able to be used to your full potential

Until you give god your yes and get out yes yes amen god had to deliver moses out of egypt first for him to go back into egypt to deliver the children israel out of bondage and out of slavery amen that’s compared to slavery y’all i mean our ancestors got beat

And yet we you got brothers running back populations to get what kind of mentality is that and i’m just speaking i’m speaking out of love here i’m speaking out of truth here i’m not condemning i’m not judging anybody but what i am going to do is speak truth and

I’m going to i hope tonight that when you go to sleep i hope in the name of jesus that god will begin to work on your heart you pick up your bible and you start really working on your relationship with christ you start asking god you know

Questions what’s it saying people say oh you like the these girls like to tussle i know you i know how you like to tussle right here but i want you guys to touch it with the word of god afterwards amen okay yeah i actually want to um say

Something to what you had said about the generation um that was one of the scriptures that the lord had revealed unto me was exodus 25 and it was talking about how the lord said that i’m a jealous god and who will not tolerate your affections

For any other god so i laid the sins of the parents upon their children and that was actually one of the scriptures i had saw when i was denouncing and i was like oh my gosh here we are being generational curse breakers right so we looking good to the world and doing all

These great things like oh i’m a first generation college student i’m doing all of this but yet i’m putting myself in bondage and not even thinking about what it’s going to do to my bloodline later on and it just grieved my heart so much

To see that i was like i don’t want my kids to have to break these generational curses because the ones that i’m doing right now is enough it’s a lot of work and trying to you know be that christian and break those barriers and teach your

Parents i want my kids to have to do that with you yeah yeah yeah that scripture just grieved me so much and i was like oh i got to get up out of here because it’s not just about you and when you think it’s just about you you

Have it all wrong because we are called to serve one another yeah we are called to serve christ jesus period and when you’re only thinking about yourself you are already gone you made a statement about strongholds and abundance so um we talked a little bit about stronghold in the beginning

But i can remember even after i denounced i still had that stronghold and still feel like i was in bondage so the reason i say that is because even though i wrote the letter and announced i still didn’t want people to know that i had denounced that i was no longer a

Part of that organization i still wanted a part of it to still be a part of me because i felt like again like we’ve all said that i prayed for this so i still wanted to be a part of me and i can remember that i was going back and forth

In my head and it’s crazy it sounds crazy but i can remember that i was like okay maybe i can you know reach out to headquarters like i didn’t send you that letter someone forced me to send me someone and put a gun to my head like i was wrong

Scenarios like to think of how i can get this back if i ever wanted to get it back i was like you know lord you know i can say you know somebody wrote that in my name like that wasn’t me how can i get this back because i can remember headquarters was

Still sending me emails about becoming a member and i’m like this gotta be for me like i didn’t announce they hadn’t sent me my letter yet confirming that i’ve announced but they are still sending me um emails about becoming a member or you know join the membership and so that’s when i was

Coming up with all these type of scenarios but i can remember that in december of 2018 i flew home with december december 2017 i flew to the united states to go home to visit my family after christmas and in january it’s getting closer to time for um founders

Day and i can remember going to church with my mom and it was a wednesday night bible study and i have been battling back and forth like lord i’m gonna tell people you know i’m gonna write my letter i’m gonna let people on my i’m gonna you know let people know that i’m

No longer part of this um organization i’m gonna do it soon i promise you i’m gonna do it soon so i kept telling myself you know i promise you lord i’m gonna do it i promise just a little bit longer you know i want to be able to go

Through time today but i’m gonna do it so i went to church with my mom went to bible study and i can remember that night i felt so heavy and i can hear the fears like it’s time and it was the day before found this day and it was like

It’s time i was like lord it’s getting a little bit longer you know a little bit longer i’m gonna do it you know i’ve already wrote my letter but still like because i didn’t want to say anything to anybody or tell people that i was no

Longer a part of it that’s how i know that i was still in bondage and it was still a stronghold over me because i didn’t want to fully take myself away from it but i remember i was like you know what i went to go get something to

Eat and i came back and i sat in my car i sit in my car for a long time and i was like okay let me just do it so i remember writing this um writing on facebook this whole long post you know some people won’t understand but it’s

Not for everybody to understand because god this is what god told me to do so i’m gonna be obedient obedience is better than sacrifice so it’s what god led me to do and i know most people say oh it’s built on christian principles but so i went down to tolerance why you

Know what while denouncing that god led me to do it and i can remember after i hit sin on the post and then posted i felt a whole weight lifted off of it it felt so lighter i was like like what’s going on like why i feel so

Light like literally feel like something came off of me in that time and after that time that’s when i felt like the stronghold was completely away from me that i was no longer in abundance it wasn’t until i made that post on facebook that i felt lighter

Yes exactly same that’s the same and before because i wanted to get i wanted to make sure we’re getting over these getting to these questions um you know to get deeper but one one thing i am going to say is that their stronghold is very very that’s how we

Know this thing is spiritual right because even after you come out of this greek organization you still deal with a lot of mental mental stuff honestly um but talking about that spiritual stronghold one thing that i used to have a uh i battled with a lot when i was in

College and now god has you know revealed to me that it was it was this whole it was greek organization was sleep paralysis i don’t know if you guys have ever heard of that or know what it is i used to deal with sleep paralysis for it’s like so bad and i remember

And i remember her saying um you know tell me to pray about it and things like that but what i realized i would never get i would never get those extremes until i started doing something in delta like i was preparing for like a step

Show we had to be up late or something like that i was stepping i was doing chanting straight all these things i would fall through with sleep paralysis every single time i’m like what is this and i later found that lord the lord said that tia that was because you’re your spirit

And all these other spirits that’s connected to these rituals and things like that is fighting against each other because you are a child of god and so um it it can go deep but um the next question that i have for us is what struggles or battles did you face

When you came out of the reorganization that’s and some people have kind of touched on it so everybody doesn’t have to answer this question but uh if two people can just kind of talk about what they face like the struggles of battle um i’ll choose amber go ahead

Okay so um pretty much the same thing um that you know everyone else was saying like i kind of feared what people were gonna say that was like my my main thing because i was so close to my stands and i was so close to my pro

Fights and i was so close to so many people in the graduate chapter that i was in and then there were some um guy friends who i had that i was so close to that was greek and i was just so worried about what people were going to say and

Then even after i did publicly um denounce i started noticing you know there were some people who i was like i’m announcing ak and they were like okay so we still want to wrench on sunday because i need to make this reservation and then there were some

People i didn’t know and they’re like they’re with you too so and i think i thank y’all for both i thank him for the people who um were like i love you anyway and i thank him for the people who are like well i don’t want him to do

With you i thank him for both and so my um the main thing that i struggled with was just um worrying about like what people were going to say about me or how people were going to feel about me or losing friends because um another thing that’s not of

The most high is being a people pleaser and that’s something that i’ve always been yeah and so having that that fear and then like another thing that i struggled with after the fact was that like i didn’t feel forgiving for a while because i didn’t realize i think

It was saying this i didn’t realize what i was in until um you know i was i was like okay i’m gonna be obedient because you’re telling me to but then after yes he took me out he was like okay now i can show you what it is because now

You’re not yes because you’re not connected to it anymore and when he really revealed to me what it was that i was in i felt so dirty and shameful there’s no way like how yeah no yeah but you know he had to show me that like the

Forgiveness it was already there i had to walk in it i had to accept it myself you know so um those were the two the two main things was pretty much worrying about what we were to say and then feeling not forgiving or not accepting you know forgiveness okay and then carry

That question for me and then we’ll move on to another question yeah i mean for me it felt like after he freed me from shiro and after i denounced there was still like this fog this darkness i had to walk through and i think it had to do with me being

Obedient until i was completely obedient with the people telling the people who he wanted me to tell how he wanted me to tell them i was not free from that and i felt it i dealt with irrational fear confusion um anxiety and those none of those things yeah

Were anything i had ever experienced but as soon as i had announced in january february i made a facebook post and in july i made a youtube video as soon as i made that like like genia junior yeah i felt i felt a weight lifted it was it

Was over i was free and so yeah but it was a process it was a process getting in it was a process getting out yes yes now i want to talk about i want to talk about these three main questions before we wrap up but um this is now

This is the this is the this is the seriousness one serious one what do you say to those who say my pastor is greek my leader is greek right i’m serving the church what do y’all say about that go ahead morgan listen y’all listen to me

If i don’t say nothing else for the rest of this panel okay um and i i just want to say like i appreciate everybody just being so open and real and honest and i just want to reiterate that everything that we are saying is out of love um and then we’re

Also telling our testimonies because i was so listen i was like die hard for my church okay like um inviting people like i should have been on the board or something like that so i was actually a minister in training and um my pastor i even moved across the

Country like i said and i was still connected to my church because i was like you know i just really really love this church and i didn’t grow up inside of a church or anything like that so i do want to make that be clear like i

Didn’t get involved in church and stuff until i got to college and that’s where i gave god my essay so i’m still new in my journey right so i’m like okay this is my church this is where i found peace everybody in the church greek okay basically it’s deltas aka zetas alphas

Everybody was greek in the church so of course i’m ain’t nothing wrong this this normal it’s very very normally black it’s normal so i’m like okay and the lord sent me across the country to texas and i remember that my pastor was like hey i actually want to um he’s

Like i see you doing the work of the lord like god just did i don’t even know in my life where it was just like i’m so focused on you nothing else matters and he was like i want you to come back preach right and i’m gonna give you a certification

This is a month before i denounce y’all a month when i denounced my letters everything switched and i was kicked out of ministry training kicked out the church but i remember the lord said very specifically to me he said do not leave and i said well god if

You told me to denounce my letters and they’re still greek you know we’re unequally yoked yeah this is not going to work and he said do not leave he’s going to remove you the lord told me what was going to happen and i said it to say this

It took for me to get in my word for myself this is the thing when it comes to the church or anything like that your pastor’s supposed to help you along the way but they are not your god they’re not your savior and sometimes what

Happens is we’ll go and get this word on sunday we’ll go to bible study on a tuesday or wednesday and that just be it but you don’t know god for yourself so it took me being pulled away like that abraham right being pulled away from

What i knew to discover who god was for myself and so when the i’m telling y’all when the skills are removed from my eyes and i had a conversation with my past and first lady on facetime with the both of them it was like they’re like well you you

Take an oath when you uh swear on the bible when you’re in court you take an oath when you become a police officer you take off when you do this so what’s the difference little did you know the lord had already prepared me for that conversation with

Someone else and every single answer it was like i just heard the holy spirit denouncing every answer that they was giving me and i was i was hurt i was confused because i’m like god why aren’t you telling them yeah it’s not that god hasn’t told them

It’s if you’re really obedient to listen to him yeah that’s what it’s really about and so when it comes to that i would just say that you have to be in relationship with god for yourself and you have to seek that answer you can be listening to us talk and be pissed

Off and angry and want to go back and forth with this but at the end of the day you need to go to god and test with god on that with yourself because we can’t only think we can do is tell you our stories you can go to your pastor and they’re

Probably going to sit there and there’s going to be deception all over it well did god tell you to do that well god didn’t tell me to do that it doesn’t make it right yeah wow that’s good that’s good Oh you know i want to answer this question so god actually revealed to me he revealed um exodus 32 and in exodus 32 it talks about how the high priest aaron actually led the israelites into worshiping other gods and so this goes along with the scripture that

There’s nothing new under the sun so the same way that abraham not abraham but the same way that aaron the high priest can lead the israelites to worship in another god the same way your pastor can as well so we don’t want to look to our pastors

As our god because they can be flawed as well we want to look to god as our god capital g o d as our god and we go we want to look to the word of god and what does the word say about what your organization is doing what does the word

Say about the oats and the rituals and everything go to the word don’t go to your pastor because if he’s going down the wrong path you’re gonna follow him down the wrong path and y’all both gonna be out yeah wow that’s so good that’s so good i’m glad

You guys said that and the thing is when we answer this question guys we just we want you to understand that you have to if you if you say that you are a believer in jesus christ you have to get to a point where you don’t allow for what people say

The church that you go to these things that you see on social media all these things that surface level things that look good to the eye it looks pleasing to the eye right you have to get to a point where you don’t allow these things out to have more power

Over you than the word of god and who god is okay so when people say well my past is when you got people that’s big time mega churches out here leading the church celebrities celebrities we see people fall every single day right we also have to look at these

Pastors and leaders as human they’re human they are human they are men human right our hearts are very deceiving that’s what the word says our hearts are very deceiving okay and so we have to be careful when we say these things that oh well they doing it and they seem

Successful and things like that they’re human and at one point i’m sure they went through a journey of they really wanted to be greek because they had the same you know just how we were thinking we wanted to join an organization as well okay um and so okay we’re gonna move if

Anybody else want to answer that question before we move on i just wanted to say two um like scripture says you know study to show that i self-approve like you know looking at my pastor has said my new pastor he was like you know i could be up here saying anything

Insanities in the bible but you won’t know unless you actually go look for yourself that’s true that’s true um okay so the next next question is uh are greeks our greek organization found upon christian principles and what do you say about that um i think the only like

Principle that they try to associate um is like the whole service thing um and and here’s the thing about that yeah um doing community service all that’s well and good but um we’re not supposed to be doing it for the glory of ourselves for the glory of

An organization the word says in matthew chapter 5 i love matthew chapter 5. matthew chapter 5 verse 16 let your light so shine before men that they see your good works and they glorify your father who is in heaven not alpha count alpha not omega sci-fi not delta none of those yeah so

Every time i talk to someone who considers themselves to be a believer and that they are still greed i say to them how many times have you thrown an event and someone came up to you and said wow i see the amazing things that aka is doing i want to be ak

Every event every last year yeah three times count that number now i want you to count how many times someone has came to your event and said i see the amazing things that aka do aka is doing y’all must be safe teach me about

Who you serve help me to be born again i want to know you yeah take me to your to your nearest assembly i want to meet this guy that you serve how many how many times does that happen and people say oh you know like they say

The pastor my pastor and we talked to but it hasn’t ever been motivated by an event no because the event there is a god that is getting glory for that event it is whatever god is behind your organization they are who is getting the glory

And at the end of the day you know they’re at no point do some if someone is like muslim or atheist or whatever the case may be we can’t turn them i mean not we now y’all can’t turn them away right yeah so how grounded are you if you can’t

Even stand on what you say you believe and say you know if you don’t believe this you know if we’re not going to be serving the most high in this way then you can’t be apart so my my whole perspective with the whole oh we’re founded on principles and all that and

Other no it’s just something that yeah satan comes as an angel of light right he’s not going to come to you like come to hell with me not at all he’s going to come looking like look at us feed the homeless and oh now you have

Friends and oh this is fun that’s how he’s going to come to you yeah so you can people that people tag y’all’s name on any and everything and say just because i tacked his name on there then he’s a part of it and he’s like

Listen you have no idea who i am and i don’t know you either yeah and i’m glad you said that i’m glad you pointed it out um gosh wow i’m so glad you point that out because one of the things is and um i believe lenicio’s going to touch on this

Um where are you going to from the ritual okay go ahead because it’s good oh the ritual yeah yeah oh i was going to touch on the uh just the christian christian principles god actually revealed um why we have that like as a part of like a saying as

A part of our organizations and he revealed that because i thought that founded on christian principles means it’s a christian organization that’s what that’s what drew me to it you know and so i’m like oh this is you know we found no christian principles we

Go to church for delta week we do a prayer breakfast every few months you know we bring in you know spiritual speakers and all of this so i’m thinking it’s a christian organization but god revealed that founded on christian principles actually means they took the principles of christianity

And slipped it in the name of delta flipped it in the name of alpha flipped in the name of omega flip it in the name of the organization so just as christianity has an altar delta has an author yeah alpha has an altar sigma gamma rho has an altar every the

The table that is set up when you have chapter meeting that is an altar we have altars in church so they flee that in the name of the organization and just like in christianity we have prayers so does delta have prayers so does aka have prayers so does sigma

Gamma rho have prayers and just as christianity has hymns how we glorify our father so does delta have hymns delta we’re glowing hearts we praise thee we praise on delta we not praising god okay same thing with omega same thing with alpha that’s all it is that’s all

It is and it’s a line that we see and we think that means it’s actually a christian organization but satan said you stop you thought cause the same thing you doing for for god i’m gonna get you to do for me i’m gonna get you together

With me i want you to sing these hymns to me sing it to me right it’s the same thing it’s that’s the spirit of deception it’s the spirit of deception it’s not christian principles is not the same thing as pursuing christ yes yeah yeah what what are christian princes like

Even either you believe in it the entirety of the bible or you don’t you know that’s it the entirety of the bible or you don’t and and thank you holy spirit because one of the things that god before god actually even revealed to me that he wanted me he gave me this

Assignment to do one of the things that he told me like months ago there was god says that you know we are in a revival this year and one of the things that god revealed to me was he says tia he says um if we’re already living in it where the

Deception is so strong on people this is why you have so many believers of christ they think that they can be a christian and they can dabble into spirituality and crystals and rocks and sage and all these different other spiritualities oh but i’m a believer of christ i’m a believer of god

Right because the deception that is roaming on this earth is so strong right now the spirit of deception you have people say i’m a horse i’m zodiac sign this and i’ve you know i’m feeling this with these zodiac signs i’m a christian so that’s why when you what’s wrong

We’re pointing these things out we’re speaking and truth about these greek organizations you there’s some people that’s still in here is watching us saying girl like it ain’t that serious it ain’t that deep they don’t that dude so those same people that’s in the spirit of destruction because they’re the same people that

Think that it’s okay to dabble in spiritual things right crystals rock sage it’s so heavy in our generation right now it’s so heavy on social media it’s all you see that’s all you see you you’re serving you’re actually i’m a christian i’m a believer of jesus christ

So of course all this confusion is going on all this confusion is going on let me read some of this ritual once again and anybody that has joined this this this live since we’ve been on here i rebuked the spirit of anger defensiveness pride right because one of the things that god

Pointed out to me is in his ritual for delta it says now listen to this it says we believe in a spiritual life but we leave to the individual the selection of the medium for its outward manifestation yes yes so you can worship whatever you want my spirit starts to get heavy even

Reading it and then it goes on it gives you a poem and at every on the last one on the last uh sentence of each one it says some call it evolution and some call it god some of us call it autumn but some of us call it god are you serious but

This ain’t it and the problem is we don’t take our word seriously yeah yeah in matthew 12 it says we will be held accountable for every idle word and will be justified or condemned by them yes but when i stood and said to the only sigma gamma rho i

Pledge my life and pin my faith in you i would be held accountable for that because these organizations aren’t really hiding it yeah no that’s what i want to say that’s what god showed me months ago before he even this fourth event came even came about

There’s a video i posted on my instagram page and i talked about how the lord stays going and we’re already living in it it’s going to come a time where the deception is going to be it’s going to be so it’s so strong where the enemy a lot of people think that when

The enemy is trying to be sneaky and hot his hand he’s they think they’re gonna he’s gonna hide his hand they think if he’s gonna like want some stuff to happen he’s gonna like be undercover with it no it’s right here in our faces right now

It’s right here in our faces right now where the enemy he know his time is almost up but he’s deceiving people so easily now people fall right into it yeah well i i feel like christian enough it’s not for me because i’m i’m black oh i’m doing this and i’m doing that it’s

All these things these are these these people are being so deceived so easily y’all and so we have these greek organizations where they reel you in so pretty with the colors and the jackets and the strut lines and all these things deception so when you get right into it

Okay oh wait before you serve before you do community service before you have a sister before you have a brother you gotta be beat you gotta be talked down too i gotta i gotta tear you down and build you back up god never said that we had

To be built down and built back up he said all right our um identity is in him god said we get spiritual blessings he says i’m called and i’m justified he says i’m holy hmm that’s what the word says god didn’t he didn’t make us pay for

Anything he died upon the cross for our sins yeah we’re gonna go over here and do all these things to be a part of something to feel connected to feel like a woman to feel like a man come on y’all so whoever these 40 people and all these people on facebook and

Everything yeah we’re putting it out there yeah and also god brought up the fact that about like how people don’t remember that i feel like that’s deception as well and since you don’t remember your initiation you don’t remember what you said it’s like i mean i don’t apply i

Didn’t do that so what y’all talking about um that’s that’s that’s what that’s that’s how they come back what what we’re saying and what god is revealing that you have this thing of legacy you got old people that’s there’s been these things for years eastern stars masons greek organizations

You got old elders they’ve been in this stuff for years then you pass the legacy down to your daughter you pass it down to your children all these things oh my god oh my god the spiritual attachment the spiritual is that’s roaming in there it’s deep it’s so heat it’s so deep all

Right um okay we’re gonna wrap it up um how are greek organizations a form of idolism that’s what i want to talk about before we wrap it up and one more question too but yeah um how is greek work a form of idolism i’m just going to start with uh

Many people don’t want to say that it’s another god but it is lord g it is not a god yes i want everybody that’s looking at us tonight that’s feeling some type of wave you gotta go and whatever your greek organization that you’re in start looking up the shield

Look up this shield that’s on your jacket it’s on your paraphernalia that goes over your heart that’s over your heart that you’ve committed your life to you know of course you’re not back in bible day where you know they were building statues no it’s it’s it’s a god it’s another god

Right when it comes to delta what it does it also says that um it’s it’s a greek it’s a greek god it’s for one but it says that it’s a goddess of minerva out of wisdom what do you got a wisdom out of wisdom proverbs 1 7 says the fear of the lord

Is the beginning of knowledge and wisdom that’s where my weakness comes from the bible also says that wisdom come that god says wisdom come out of my mouth it comes out of his mouth we ask that we speak it he received he give he gives it to us wisdom

Yeah right these songs these chants that we that we do it’s a form of worship and they also we say all of my love my peace and happiness what matthew 22 37 says you shall love the lord with all the lord god with all your heart your soul your mind yes but

We say no it’s not a big deal it ain’t that deep don’t demonize it what do you mean it’s right here in front of our phrases yeah can i can i point out that every organization which is something i did not know but all of the organizations have gods

Lowercase g embedded in them yeah and so like tia said ours was uh minerva and so i knew minerva’s name i didn’t know who she was i didn’t know she was a roman goddess a female god and minerva is the the lady at the top of the delta shield her her

Face that’s minerva and i didn’t know that’s who she was until god revealed it and so god also revealed if if you i want to read the gods for the sororities and fraternities if that’s okay to you because i haven’t printed out so because a lot of people don’t know i did not

Know and so just if you don’t know i do want to put it out there so for alpha it is osiris it’s raw and it’s the sphinx for alpha kappa alpha it’s cateche it’s atlas nefertiti thymus and artemis for delta it’s minerva for phi beta sigma it’s horus um and also palace athena

And then for kappa it’s stop which is t-h-o-t-h and in the kappa ritual they have a delphic shrine and that’s linked to the god apollo for omega sci-fi it’s nubis for zeta phi beta i’m sorry is best set i hope i’m pronouncing that correct uh for sigma gamma rho it’s maya

M a apostrophe a t and it’s also aurora aurora a-u-r-o-a for iota phi theta it’s men and centaur so these are all the gods that are embedded into all of the organizations and so for that reason alone god revealed that we are in sin against the first commandment there shall be no

Other god before me and when you hear the term before me it does not mean that you can have delta you can you can have god and then you can have delta in this right delta ain’t before no that word says actually means there should be no god in my presence

None of my children should be mixing and mingling with any other god period right now you shouldn’t even be anywhere close to another god and the fact that we have all these gods embedded in these organizations and a lot of them are on our shield and we i wore my jacket to

Church with minerva on my jacket in god’s house jesus god said you tried it i should have i should have snatched you there i should have killed you there because you know the first commandment but i did not know that that that minerva was on the shield a lot of

People don’t know what’s on their shield or what’s embedded into the organizations and so they will perish for knack of lack of knowledge yes yeah yeah but i thank god that he has removed the veil and he is going to continue to remove the veil so people will know

And they will turn away yeah because it’s in our face it’s on our it’s on the shield y’all it’s in our face but we don’t we don’t dig deep to actually see what is this what am i involved in going going deeper than the surface what

Does the what do these rituals mean what am i saying when i get initiated what am i saying in chapter meeting what am i saying at founders day celebrations what am i saying when when my sister or my brother gets married what what’s the song that we’re singing around them in a circle

Because for the deltas for the deltas we the last line of our sweetheart song says but her first love is dst yeah is your first love really dst because that’s what you’re singing y’all holding hands singing that around somebody that just got married and you’re saying it over her marriage

That her first love is delta and i i sung that song every wedding i’m the singer of the chapter i sung it and not knowing what i was saying jesus not knowing what i was speaking over my former line sister’s wedding over her marriage i was speaking that that her

First love would always be dsp it would not be god it would not be her husband it’s going to be delta whoo she’s speaking that over her and i didn’t even know and it’s because we’re so programmed to this is this is what we do it’s tradition we sing the song

It’s called here after that we dance it’s culture it was culture but god said y’all are gonna perish if you don’t open your eyes jesus you gonna perish if you don’t open your eyes yeah cause it’s in your face the enemy has it right in your face

Yeah that’s how you deceiving a lot of us that’s why he caught it it’s a it’s literally been a spirit of the family that’s roaming up there is earth right now it really is and thinking it like i said and thinking that you can be a believer of jesus

Christ but you’re actually doing zodiac signs crucial stage rocks all this stuff zodiac sign and i think we’re seeing it too from i was just saying like i think it’s also just to reiterate like we all was deceived like we all were deceived nothing else from this like even

Just speaking like just her thinking about it all over again it’s pissing her off like how did i allow myself to get into this i’m doing my best yo and as you as everyone’s just talking i’m sitting there like because that’s what the lord had led me he led me to research

Y’all can google it yourselves he met he led me to research each god which the word beset is actually the god of fertility like i mean research and then uh kappa alpha psi and sigma gamma rho their gods are actually uh together they’re uh and it’s funny because in

Real life it’s in the love right your gods are actually connected yeah yeah their guys are connected they are like wow that’s crazy like i just thought they was just you know whatever but no their gods are connected so it goes deeper than the surface it’s more spiritual than you think and then

Even with you all i stand like that circle in the wedding like y’all i took my oath bow down inside my church at the altar where are my pastor wow when i tell you it grieved me god should have took me out period i was at the altar where my pastor preached that

Jesus taking the oath unto zeta with the candles in the all-white light what yeah yeah deceived deceived and thinking because my organization gives us a bible with our name on it yeah the bible with our name on it and say look we’re giving you this bible reading whatever like that we love god

And god ain’t even near it yeah so open up your eyes do not be deceived by these things because it is so much deeper than the surface you could sit there and be like no it’s not you could still be leaning on those we do service

We do this we do this for the community all that and then even going into you know they start these organizations because of racism but look at the spiritual side right yeah about yours that’s a cover-up anyway because where do you go after this life

Yeah where do you go after this life is over the promised man i wanted to say one um quick thing to your point how you said um that uh zeta had gave y’all bibles and so the thing of it is the devil doesn’t care who we

Worship he’s he’s not he knows the word by us reading the bible he doesn’t care oh okay he’s old you’re still watching me so that’s known anyway so he’s not offended by you know when we try to do what we think is right because as long as we’re still doing what is wrong

He’s getting what he wants anyway so go ahead read the bible demons know the word yeah so yep and thinking about everything that everybody’s already said and we try to say that oh it wasn’t that serious and stuff that i said i didn’t take it that serious it was serious because the

Bible tells us that death and life are in the power of the tongue and those who love it so it was serious what you said don’t think that you spoke over your life those things that you allowed to come in your life those things that you like to

Speak you know those are generational curses yeah so it was that serious yeah it was very serious because you allowed the spirits now to enter into your spirit man and it’s now covering you we can go further and deeper but we’re going to finish with this last question

Because i just i pray and hope that something has been said and done tonight those who are listening and hearing and if you are angry like i keep saying we rebuke the spirit of anger defensiveness amen pride yeah confusion i pray tonight that your ears become a

Mute that your eyes become open in the name of jesus and that you will be against god will wrestle with the word of god and not man not people don’t damn all of jesus all of the holy spirit that’s on this thing and i just pray and

Hope that out of seriousness you guys begin to really wrestle with the with the bible seriously not only for your life we’re we can’t we we’re not coming against the people we’re coming against the spirit that’s behind greek organizations and i pray and hope that um

You guys take heed to take heat and take warning to what we’re saying um the last question i want us to answer is how do you manage friends and family relationships that are still a part of these greek organizations how do y’all manage that go ahead amber um so

I know some people have said that like they walked away from everyone um and you know it’s i feel like that’s a personal choice um i allow the people who want to stay in my life stay in my life uh and we don’t we don’t um talk about it like

From time to time i may share something that i feel um with the direction of the most how i don’t do anything on my own agenda or out of my flesh um i always pray about it first and then if he tells me um you know share this video or share on this

Testimony i will um but other than that like i don’t i don’t try to force um because this this is why he was so patient with me for three years right he was patient with me for three years and so uh once you get on the other side like it’s like come on

Out the water is the water is great out here come on and so we really want people to see it we’re like come on you got to see you got to see it but he was patient with me and so you can click the seed um and

Then if they’re willing to listen you know you just pray okay i planted the seed now it’s time like we don’t we don’t talk about it i don’t don’t expect a happy founder’s day for me you don’t expect a happy anniversary or a happy none of that

Because i’m not gonna do it um and then like there’s been some people who will slip up and like still call me sans and still call me sore or whatever club or something like that and i just politely said that’s not me i’m i’m none of that i’m not just

Spanish i’m not i’m i’m none of that um i love you but i’m not that and so um you know and like i said like i was saying a little bit earlier you know there were some people who was just like okay and then went on about life and

Then there were some people was like on ad unfriend block and i love it all i love every last bit of it thank you thank you so much okay yes mine is very similar to amber um i just let i informed who i wanted to inform my former line sisters

And whoever wanted to stay stayed a lot of a lot of them it was 10 it was 10 of us and a good majority of them were like i don’t girl by just whatever we don’t want nothing to do with you and then um i still i keep in touch with one

Like very frequently and we’re really close um there are other two that is just kind of like uh oh they’re my friend off um instagram but nothing really more of that and then there are others that knew i was in it and are in it and

We’re still some of them were still cool some of them like amber said they slip up and they say they’re saying happy’s anniversary or happy you know founders day i’m just like nope not as eight anymore and they’re like oh you know so it’s just

I it was just like okay whoever wants to go their way can go their way whoever wants to stay okay they’re staying and when i’m having panels and discussions like this you know you’re you’re gonna see it so that’s good but so i’m still i’m just a few months out so

I’m still wrestling with like how to handle friends and family and stuff like that um my fire is just i’m on fire for all this new information and i just want to tell all my great friends like listen y’all gotta get out but i know that they won’t everybody’s

Not gonna understand and so god um he just he tells me just to you know pray you know he i have a list i’m writing down a list of names of every person every friend i have i write their name down just pray over them and just believe that you know when it’s

Time god will reveal to them i just i i’m that’s just my hope i don’t know lord i’m just praying amen so for me when it came to friendships like with my former life sisters in the chapter that i was actually in it was always division so we always had our

Little pockets i clicked who we actually hung out with so of everyone i only probably talked to maybe two now the rest of them oh they went about their business of course which is fine because i can remember when i was in the process you know god was like you know

Everybody’s not going to understand this and it’s not for everybody to understand and it’s not for you to try to make nobody else understand this is what i call you to do and that’s okay so when it comes to and i have family that’s still in greek and like amber mentioned

All i can do is plant the seed the rest is on you you know if i plant the seed and once i plant the seed and you it starts to come up in your spirit and you want to talk about it then i’m available i’m gonna make myself available because

I know what it was like i’ve been there you know i’m not here to judge you because i have been there right i can hold your hand and go through the journey with you if that’s what you want me to do but i’m not going to be here to judge you so i

I was fine with people that didn’t want to you know talked about me was i was fine with all that you know it didn’t even matter to me because god had already told me that how it was going to be during my process of actually praying and fasting for us

I prayed for that because god had already said there was gonna be people that was mad there was people that was gonna be talking about us there was some people rolling their eyes getting you know having attitudes about it all so we expected that it was gonna happen

Because of course if you don’t follow people and what they’re doing that’s a part of the world of course they’re not going to agree with what you’re doing of course they don’t say well did god really tell you that um yeah he did he really told me

Because if it had anything to do with me let me tell you i wouldn’t denounced and that’s why god is so strategic and so specific because i thank god for removing me out of my familiar place like i shared the abraham story i’m so glad i’m so thankful

That god removed me out of my familiar place and put me when we moved to japan because if i was still back around friends and just everyone i was really close to i probably have heard maybe a little something but it i never would have tapped into really what

God really wanted me to be and do and the calling this over my life if i still would have been in a familiar place right he had to take me out the story of egypt everybody story of moses go back and read the story of moses he did the same thing you know

And so yeah i’m so yeah i totally agree with you guys what you’re saying go ahead uh cares yeah i mean at the end of the day i think god’s gonna get his kids out so it used to cause me a lot of anxiety for my family members and friends who are

Still in because i do still have close contact with all of them um but i have to trust god that if he wants to use me to help bring them out that’s what he’s that’s what he’s going to do and if he doesn’t he won’t it won’t so

Um but i never cut anybody off because i don’t think that that’s what god wants me to do right amen yeah go ahead morgan um i would say it was very hard for me at first um because honestly i didn’t have to cut people off they cut me off

My dad was just like bye girl we don’t like you nowhere dang bro i thought we were real friends um so it kind of like shook me a little bit and honestly i went into like a little depression um and i think a lot of people don’t talk about this part of

It right because it was so much persecution like my video went viral on youtube and everything and i was just like dang guys so my yes like obedience is better than sacrifice right but at the same time i was just like i feel like i have lost all that i ever known right

But the beautiful thing about all of this right i didn’t know what god was about to do in my life and so everything that i had thought that i had lost i when i tell you i gained tenfold and i was able to he who i truly was for the

Kingdom i was able to see the gifts that the lord had given me to be able to bless his children i was going to stand boldly and firmly and know the voice of god and knowing he’s speaking to me versus somebody i see 10 people going

Left and god like i want you to go right imma go right it’s so powerful to see like when you you think that you need these organizations for your identity right because that’s what that’s really what it is if you really think that a lot of people are struggling with rejection yes

Abandonment that longing for something right and then you begin to see the truth you like yo like i’ve been chosen and so for me it was like everybody just left but that’s when i became who god was like this is who i’ve always wanted you to be

And i needed you to see you for yourself right because i’ve already saw you but do you see you um i would say that like some people have actually come back and asked me to help them denounce which is a beautiful thing and then i’m still connected of course

To my family members but it’s just like um sometimes there’s elephants in the room but at the same time it’s like the lord has allowed my heart to be soft and there’s two because i was angry at first i’m like so y’all just think i’d announce just woke up like i’m a

Dinosaur today no you think i’m seeing her lying to you you think i just i’m going crazy or something so i was really i was angry because i’m like y’all just think i’m crazy right do you know and and one of my main arguments was always but do you know my heart

Yeah you know me as a person but this one thing that i’ve done that you don’t necessarily agree with you’re gonna challenge me instead of actually asking the lord for yourself and that was something i really had to work through so that’s like i don’t know if any of

You have gone through that but that was really really hard for me and i had to like allow god to chisel off that anger from people and then i begin to see those people again as the human beings that they are and not to be touches organization and seeing that it’s the

Spirit and not the person yeah yeah amen amen oh lord glory to god glory to god um same with you guys there’s no reason why i should cut people off there is no reason um well laughing now is because god is about to do some shifting tonight i truly believe in the

Spirit’s gonna start tonight and those who are watching me those who i’m connected to friends family relationships my god my god my god i’m just so so thankful and so no i didn’t i didn’t think there was a reason for me to cut it off um god is just so good

Oh my gosh god it’s so good um because i you know like you said there’s no there’s no reason for us to judge there’s no reason for us to condemn but we are going to speak truth in love and i love all of my friends you know i

Love my best friends i love my former life sisters you know those who cut me off those who steal those i’m still close with um and so and so yeah you know i just think that like when we try to completely just draw our stuff away from people we miss the opportunity

To pour back into them and to really and for them to start to see like wow like because here’s the thing there is nothing can nobody share your testimony like you can right anybody share what you have been through like you can right so those who are on here who know teal

Who tia used to be oh tigger do this to do that i sure i did i was there and i did it look at the life that i’m living now yeah when i gave god my yes he began to take the skills off my eyes and i was like oh

You’re literally under a spell in these greek organizations i’m sorry but you are yeah you really are you fail it’s like it’s almost like when god god says not to be drunk right yeah he says not to be drunk i’m not even talking about some just alcohol i’m talking about spiritually god says

Darkness can not coexist with light oh it cannot co light and darkness cannot coexist god’s word says to wake up sleeper he says a wake up sleeper that means that a lot of people are out here spiritually dead yeah you’re in the body of christ yeah

You gotta save yeah you gay yeah but you’re spiritually dead if you if you if the first thing that you do is get angry when somebody starts to call some things out that you’re doing that’s not of him it’s a stronghold it’s a god lowercase g and it’s an idol

If you feel yourself from any type of way of anything that had come out of our mouths but she i hate revealing rituals and god no we’re gonna be real if it’s gonna save a soul in a life we’re gonna reveal it and so no i didn’t have it cut anybody

Off um i love like i said i love all of my friends but i i have been completely honest about where i stand and you know they respect that and uh the last thing i want to hit on is for those who are watching stop saying well that’s not my conviction i haven’t

Gotten that conviction yeah you do you it’s almost like you like you do you if that’s what god said be obedient god wants you to be obedient god wants you to wake up don’t don’t even get to a part where you have to be convicted anymore

Don’t even get to that party so a lot of times we look for confirmation oh gee was i was getting on g nerve in japan i was like looking for confirmation after confirmation i even wouldn’t talk to my pastor at the time and he even told me

He said i’m not saying these greek organizations are bad but those rituals that y’all got to take to do and do do all this stuff before y’all get to doing this other stuff it’s not a god and he said and when you give guys your gift you’re gonna have to let

People know that you are no longer part of these big organizations when i gave god my guess before i wrote my letter that same day somebody came to me was like i want you to take a greek photos i said and all of a sudden laura was like what

Are you gonna say what you going to do and i was like no nah i can’t do that he was like oh he said the guy said he said oh you tried to denounce i said you know um and so anyway that’s how we manage our friends our

Relationship and family and things like that um this this is this is it um my god i’m happy because at the end of the day we are fighting from a place of victory god has god already has a victory he’s already won he’s already won it’s not about it we came to you

Guys tonight i’m just so happy i’m thankful glory to the lamb to god um that’s it y’all i’m gonna pray us out i do if y’all have some time i know it’s late in some of y’all time zone but you have some time to like chat on the back

End please let me know um but i’m gonna pray us out father we thank you so much for this event tonight uh thank you so much god for this event tonight ah and so father i just pray in the name of jesus that the warning father god that people would

Take heed to it father i pray that you will begin to unmute their ears that you will soften their hearts god father i pray that they will begin to wrestle with you god they have any questions any doubt any confusion if they don’t even agree with what we

Said tonight that’s okay god your word says to judge things by the fruit so tonight i pray that you go into your word go into prayer and say god is this really of you if what these ladies said tonight god is of you this is of you and

I pray that god will begin to reveal truth to you i pray that god will begin to just open you up to receive what he has for you and i just pray that you begin to walk with god in truth wanting under wanting true wisdom wanting understanding and

Knowledge and insight of who he is not pastors not your friends your family not your lines god at the end of the day and so god we just give you all the glory we got god we thank you so much for the [ __ ] that’s about to happen god we thank you so much

For the lives about the change god be thankful for the people it’s about to be delivered father god out of this in the name of jesus and so father i pray that you will give us a covenant protection over our families over us god over our

Mind father in the name of jesus god we rebuke the spirit of attacks because the enemy is massive in the name of jesus and maybe he’d be cast out into the sea yes god mm-hmm amen amen i’m about to end this um and like i said

We’ll talk on the back end i love you ladies thank you so much again for giving me your yes and we will see what god what want us to do next if he comments and yes in jesus name all right bye guys bye everyone

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