When I get into the home all familiar faces my best friend was there um just everyone like girls that I knew was in this house lined up and I was like wait so you when I this is you starting with you online yes yes this is
Pre this is pre-hazing this is not I haven’t been to rush yet I haven’t got I haven’t signed no papers yet okay I Haze before I got Haze your girl my Jenkins back with a new video so in this video I actually brought my girl Tia on to share her
Denial some testimony but before I actually get into the video if you have not already hit the Subscribe button for you girl one time for the one time oh this is a highly anticipated video from myself I’ve been really wanted to do this video for like two years but so
This is part three of my denouncing testimony series okay and so for part three I decided to bring one of my best friends no so when I denounced Delta in 2020 . I have a cousin her name is Brittany and she recommended that I talk to her
Friend that had already denounced and I was like my new friends I’m good but the Holy Spirit was like you might want to you know gone and gone and hit her up so we um ended up connecting and we’ve been best friends yeah and so I really want her to share her
Amazing powerful denounce and testimony of how God brought her out of Delta okay so let’s start pre-delta okay can we go can we go back yeah back so how did you actually get to Delta wow so it is it’s very deep my story is very deep
Um so let me just take you back to when I was a little girl okay okay so I am all the way back yes so I am from Little Rock Arkansas um and living down south and so living down south like Greek organizations that’s a big thing you know yeah um we
Are introduced to the Greek organization of black Greek letter organizations at a very early age and so I just remember being a little girl I um started going to this summer camp um when I was around maybe seven or eight years old um there’s a summer camp and it was at a
Black college actually a summer camp and so um during the summer time I would go here and this program it was for uh children who came from like low-income families and things like that and so they really prided themselves on like the education part and just kind of
Pouring into us and things like that but I um I just remember going to the summer camp and it started out really well for me I was able to meet really great you know other students and things like that but that was one thing that kind of
Stood out to me when I would go to the summer camp and that was the actual students that attended the college um and so I just remember like walking around this college uh the campus going to like the cafeteria and things like that as a little girl and I would see
Like these you know boys and girls that were students but something was so significant about them and that was the letters that they were wearing on that shirt yeah they were green they were green okay um and so I was just I don’t know I was fascinated with it I was fascinated with
The shirts that they were wearing I wanted to know more I was curious to know more about what it was you know um and so sometimes the students they would come and actually help us um with our summer program you know they would do like different activities and things like that with us
Um and so I just became curious I just remember seeing these black you know women or girls and boys around our campus and I started asking questions about it um and so it started there I will never forget I was in the seventh or eighth grade and one of my like favorite
Principles she was Greek is what I came to find out um and so she was in AK at the time or she’s still the AKA I believe but I just remember being in seventh eighth grade um she was a person I really looked up to I really just admired the way she
Carried herself and so um I remember I was at school one day and I was getting off the bus and as I’m walking into the school and middle school I remember her getting at her car that’s what it was she got in her car and I was like huh hey you know since
Lunch and I remember seeing her license plate it was her license plate and they had it had AK on there and I was like what is this yeah I remember seeing this at my summer camp yeah so I I went to her I remember one day random I was going to the bathroom
And she was coming out of her office and I ran up to her and I go hey um I have a question and she was like you know what is this a little girl at the time and I was like um are you and listen this is how much I did not know
About reorganizations I was like are you a part of Alpha Kappa Alpha and she was like and she started laughing and she was like Alpha Kappa Alpha and I was like yeah so she told me she was a member um and so I just had questions about it
But what really kind of Drew Me In even more at a young age is that one day she came to me she gave me a folder and this folder had a lot of like information in it yeah it had a lot of like AKA stuff
In it yeah so it had like chance in it it had songs in it and so because I had this information I started looking it up online wow oh Google I will I don’t even know who computer I was using at the time but I started researching it yeah
And so I just remember as a little girl I would sit at my um in my computer and I was a sick and I would listen to the chats and I would listen to the songs and yeah yes yeah it started really young and so that’s and I think that’s
Very significant because like I said a lot of people who are in Greek organizations they are grooming their children at a very young age as soon as they come out of the womb they’re already putting onesies on them and saying they are a future this right so
That’s where it started wow okay so then you got to college and what happened when you first got on campus Because [Applause] oh yeah so going to college yes so like you said everything I didn’t pledge AKA right so what happened um so y’all like when I got to college my freshman year
Um now mind you this folder that I had I kept it up until it’s time for me to go to college yeah this AKA folder I know right um because I didn’t have a whole lot of information so that’s what I went went into college with
Um but I remember going into college my freshman year and of course that’s giving me like first-hand experience of seeing all of the divine nine on the campus right so I just remember uh being in my freshman year of college and that’s when my best friend and I we are
Still best friends to this day um we became best friends our freshman year in college okay and so it just got to a point where we started to know more about the Greek organizations and her and I started to have conversations about you know what we really wanted to
Be and so I remember asking her like hey like do you want to join organization and what do you want to be she said a Delta and so I was like okay why you know in my mind this is the thing comes to Greek organization you have these stereotypes so in my mind
You know with being this young girl giving this folder I’m thinking like AKA like you know that’s what that’s what it’s going to be because that’s all I knew yeah um but when I got to college and right now we became really good friends we started talking about the
Organizations and I started to actually do like real research on the organization and so she kind of gave me her reason why and as I began to do my research at that time I felt like you know I Delta was more of who I was and
Me really like when we’re looking at the stereotypes so that’s what kind of changed my mind from you know giving this folder and like kind of grooming me in I guess um and now I’m able to kind of make my decision for myself and so yeah like I
Decided I wanted to be a Delta and the reason why that was because when we got on my campus um I went to University of Arkansas Pine Bluff it’s a HBCU and um at that time the Deltas they actually was not running the yard it wasn’t really the popular ones however I was
Also a cheerleader in college and so so all of my friends and the ladies that I was around we were all very well known girls on the on the campus yeah we were very active and involved and so as we started to talk and become closer we all
Had this mindset like we wanted to come in and change come on so that’s kind of like where it started so I changed my mind and that’s where it you know yeah it came about with Delta um yeah and I just that’s how my decision came about and that’s what I
Did okay so let’s keep going okay so you express like you’re it like how was the the pre was there any pre-haze and preparations yes okay so let’s get into that so yes it was um actually my freshman year when my best friend um we decided that Delta’s
What we wanted to do we were kind of we knew some Deltas around the yard right um and so we kind of it was actually the year the top like we decided to actually express our interest it was right before school was out for the summer of our freshman year and
Um one of the Delta she worked in our uh dorm dorm ready she was all right she was RA and so I remember we were like scared and nervous like we want to talk to her like can we go and talk to her but I think one reason that we decided
To do it is because she was I believe about to graduate or she had already graduated with a field there yeah she on her way out she was on her way yeah so we were like oh man we go to her and we actually you talk to
Her about it you know like we’re like hey we have some questions if you don’t mind and she was very open to you know our questions and so um because she wasn’t really able to do a whole lot with us she was just like hey you know
I’ll give you some advice what you need to do or what to expect she was like I’ll give your name to the ladies um so yeah so we have time like the whole summer to just kind of relax you know like but one thing that she did
Tell us at the time was you know be mindful of like your reputation you know your social media and things like that so yeah um yeah so we went to host summer we were okay but man when we came back to school it was like they knew like they
Knew yeah but although we had expressed our interest um at the time to her we had to kind of do it again to someone that was there on the yard you know that was active um and so because we were cheerleaders we there were a lot of ladies who were
Part of the divine nine there were cheerleaders and dancing so um when it was like actually time for us to go because Rush was about to come up and everything um I remember going to one of my chilling mates uh she was a Delta and
She was at our captain at the time and I just remember um I you know hit her up or whatever one day randomly and she told me to come here this time to like office you you know when she worked at department on the campus and yeah I went to her and
We’re talking about you know everything like I’m telling her this is what I’m interested she here’s the thing she was actually very shocked that I came to her and I expressed my interest that I wanted to be a Delta okay uh because of her mind it was she thought I was either
Going to go AKA or she was like I thought you were honestly like too cool to join anything a lot of things you know so yeah let’s see what it’s kind of like I think he wanted to join because it’s not like us like it was just her
Words back in like through my character like you would have thought I just didn’t want to be around like people you know so she was very shocked and so um I just remember expressing my interest being very nervous um and I remember her one of the
Questions that she asked me at the time was how do you feel about hazing pretty yeah yeah I remember she asked me about that and I was very firm at the time like this is not what I want to do I don’t want to hate do anything before I actually get online yeah
Um that’s just not me like I’m not I’m not doing it yeah you know like and she was like okay you know cool and I just remember y’all like one day I was in my dorm um I had just came back to campus from um the weekend of being
Home because I had to go home a lot so I remember like being in my uh in my dorm one night just chilling and I get a phone call from a friend of mine and this friend of mine um I did not know that she wants to be a
Delta so she calls me and she’s like hey come downstairs I’m like okay because she was from Pine Bluff she had her own car and everything so I’m like okay what’s going on she would not tell me what’s going on oh my good car and we’re just driving
And I’m like hey what’s up like what’s going on what’s going on yeah and she like she didn’t tell me like much of anything just in the car and she’s just like right and she’s just like we’re about to go somewhere and you’ll find out once we
Get there and I’m like okay like and I you know I trusted her so it was like okay yeah so we get to our you know destination and from there like I just remember walking into like this house I did not know and when I get when I get into the home
All familiar faces my best friend was there um just everyone like girls that I knew was in this house lined up and I was like wait so you wouldn’t this is you started you online yes yes this is pretty this is pre-hazing this is not I
Haven’t been to rush yet I haven’t got I haven’t signed no papers yet oh another boxes before I got Haze like before I was like before I even knew that I was I got accepted as a member yeah I went through a Hasting process well we did Freemason
Too it was yeah some errands it wasn’t lining up with nobody like what yeah so I get into the house and I’m just looking at everybody like what is going on you know and they’re like yeah you know right so yeah I get there and I see
Um you know the Deltas like some of the women that’s from Delta and everything I see the ladies I see my best friend I’m just like and they just quiet and I’m like and it’s like get in line and I remember they put me right next to my
Best friend so I’m just like sitting there and from that point it was serious like it was just like whoa and I didn’t say anything but in my mind I’m like wow you know what’s going on and so I just remember remember them like talking to us they are uh saying different
Things and uh asking questions and things like that and so what I found out is that some of them were already pre-hazy and they were just adding more girls that they felt like they could trust so I think what happened with myself was they knew I wanted to be a
Delta but I think they wanted to make sure can I trust her yeah so I think that maybe other girls have put out my name like yeah so I was brought into what was already going on oh wow yeah and so yeah like they were giving us information and so for pre-haze if
Anybody know if they’re not familiar with that like it’s basically where they choose girls today so that they can trust they can groom they can print they can just prepare for a rush and to go to rush and they it’s kind of they already know who they’re going to pick honestly
You know yeah um and so that’s what was happening one thing one thing that’s really dangerous about pre-hazing which I don’t understand why it happened is because a lot of the girls that they pre-haze don’t even make my don’t make lines so it’s a lot of girls now that
Got preheated spent their money got talking crazy probably even got hit and didn’t even cross into no organization and I crossed and I get picked yeah that’s crazy yeah it was a lot of girls that either like they fell off or they just they didn’t get picked which is why
Like they felt some some kind of way afterwards yeah unfortunately yeah wow okay okay so yeah so they’re you know talking to us telling us you know what’s going on and everything because and and what happened was they really had us believing that like pre-hazing was it
Was an honor it was a privilege it was a thing because in their mind it’s like we’re giving you information that you actually need for rush or to become a Delta ahead of time yeah so it’s a it’s a price to pay I’m getting pre-hazed right yeah so we’re excited about it
Yeah you’re excited but I will say that um I just remember like I had like that night I actually it got like a little bit like firsthand experience of how the actual process was going to be they were talking to us to us any kind of way
Um they would say certain things and in my mind I’m just kind of like I’m confused a little bit and so you’re right in there um but I remember when we left that night um I did feel like I couldn’t go back I couldn’t not go back as in like not go
Back to behave and so I can’t go back on my answer as in I don’t want to do this I feel like I needed to do this because I saw myself I had to keep going forward I didn’t I didn’t want to go back as in like telling them like hey
Yeah because I had just told you know the the girl that I expressed into that this was not something I was interested in so why am I here from there we were pre-hazing like we it wasn’t going like every single night or anything like that but
Um it got to a point um I think by this time I’m in my junior so okay actually I didn’t pre-haze long and that’s because okay so yeah I’m gonna take you back so I didn’t pre-haze alone because the pre-haze when I first started it was for The Rush that was
Coming up like soon right so what happened was I actually stopped pre-hazing because when I got my grade um to selling to see if I was going to be able to actually go to Russian Russia do it I didn’t really have the GPA yeah it was like it was two seven five I’m
Sure I think I was like short like yeah it was really yeah like by that but what happened was I ended up going to rush anyway I asked I ended up filling out the packet and everything because in my mind I was like I’m gonna still go forth
And put it in and see if my GPA was the only thing that would keep me from making it and that’s what it was so I didn’t make it the first time okay here’s the thing this is why so many people believe that God has a say-so or God is within this because
Um the year that I actually went out my first time uh and I found out I didn’t get it because of my letter uh that year actually the whole line got dropped like they didn’t go they didn’t move forward with anything yeah in my eyes it looked like a blessing in
My eyes it’s like okay Gotta Give me a chance to go and work on my GTA do what I got to do yeah and it’s it’s I’m gonna be prepared for you know the next year and so that was like a lot of us though
Yeah so I didn’t get it this the first time but the line was dropped um and so then moving forward going coming back with my junior senior year uh I went through the same thing got pre-hazed at this point they know us they’re comfortable with that so the
Haven is getting kind of you know it’s getting serious I remember um it got to point where um I literally had to keep like headphones in my in my ear a lot because they were calling like this I could be in class and I’m like ducking down like
In my desk with headphones on they’re talking to me you said you got a class and go do this um this is right still pre-hazing and so I just remember like you just I would be walking around campus and you just never know when they’re going to hit you up
Like contact you and so um it got to that point they were constantly calling me I had to go and do this so you know just do whatever they they were they were requesting and so um it went from that to now I’m going to rush you know going to rush I’m prepared
Because once again because they’re hazing us they are preparing us though they tell us what we need when we need to wear and things like that so to me I thought it was a good thing I’m like you know exchange um so I go to rush and everything and it
Was like even rush they were hazing us it was like we walked through the door they’re like you know because they were already hazing us anyway we could not we had to be very careful on how we even showed up to the rush so for example
Like they made sure to like you know my best friend now we did stay together because they’re like well if y’all separate now people be like what’s going on so we had to come in together at a certain time certain time like we couldn’t and then even after the rush
They made me feel like we wasn’t like talking to like the girls that were together like you know they were they were hazing already they’re like y’all need to come together like y’all need to make sure you’re not talking so people make it up you know make it obvious yeah
So um so yeah so that’s what happened um and you know long story short I end up making it yeah um all the girls not all but some of the girls that we were hazing with me um beforehand we made it yeah and that’s when the real process
Started so that was like the the price oh yeah like a high level overview because we can yeah I know right I know um yeah being line man it I would say it was really a it was my manipulation to is like highest there was so much like brainwash manipulation that went on
Um and for us like it was a lot of us it was only over about 30 some of that that okay you know actually players together whatever so I just you know just the stories that you really hear about us having to come you know be a central
Location at a certain time of the night and here’s the thing like I just remember like throughout the day being on campus like when it’s daytime we’re going to classes I was okay but it’s like literally I would watch the sun go down dark yes if it got
Dark I started to be anxious I started to get nervous because I knew at some point fearful the call is going to be coming through for me to answer yes and have to go so I just remember because I lived on campus man was living on campus
So there were some girls that lived off campus and they had their own home so anytime you know with that call came we had to meet up and link up or whatever I would have to leave campus with with clothes with certain clothes on I had you know my collection clothes
Um I remember I was going to Walmart trying to find like the the pledging clothes or whatever the right ones um and so yeah I just remember you know when the sun would go down read you didn’t wait for the call and then we all having to you know get in certain cars
And we had to go and meet at our at our location um and from there we would change and we would try to you know come together as sisters and trying to come up with the plan on how like how we were going to be on the same page with everything yeah
Then we know the answers to certain questions um you know just being there for each other and so then like when we would get that call they would say you come here it’d be like 9 10 11 o’clock at night yeah mines we have class the next day so
Um we’re getting in the car they’re telling us how many are to a car um they’re saying like oh because such and such small she can you know so we were like literally fitting into the cars trying to get somewhere packed in being careful the police
Um but one of the things that they would do is have one of the Deltas to actually drive us to the location though so they would pack us in people’s cars but they would have an actual Delta driving because if we would be blindfolded sometimes oh wow well majority of the
Time actually we didn’t know where we were going um and so I just remember like driving like far far away from the campus uh at night time and yeah like I mean you’re trying to like kind of you know like where are we going but the roads were dark um
Like when we were kind of long so I remember us we were down in some Woods because I just remember like driving this dark Road no lights nothing yeah and we would all of a sudden come to like um like a rocky road dirt road because
Now you can see the car kind of yeah you know going somewhere and they would turn off the lights and everything and then they would we would just sit and they would just say um we’ll you know I’ll come back and tell you guys when it’s time to get the
Car and I’ll be like oh my gosh we Whispering like okay y’all like you know um but it’s not another thing today they would also package in the Cars by numbers because by the time we had numbers so we were like because when we got out the car we had to quickly like
Link up with our numbers yeah and we dragged me because we don’t know where we’re going they’re trying to pull us from the front because we’re in line they’re putting us at the car and everything and we’re having to link up wow and from that point
Um outside it was outside it was in the woods yeah it was in the woods outside and dark at night time and I just you know my pleasure process it was it was a lot it was like I said mentally physically it took a lot um you know they would talk it talk
Anyway to us you know curse us out say certain things um I just remember one night I got very upset because eggs were throwing at us um the egg that one night that was throwing at me it didn’t crack so it like hit me in the stomach and I was
Like ready to fight yeah and I’m like about to like move out a lot of my sister’s like pulling me back like no don’t do it yeah um and I just remember you know certain things we have to do I had to uh push-ups I had to
Um you don’t like you know uh chairs you know elbow yeah you know the smiley swipe you know everybody comes don’t do that yeah um there were paddling that was going on you know so yeah and I remember like um they would do certain things just to
Kind of like humiliate us in front of everybody everybody you know so um I remember one night they called me out of line I had to sing one of Delta songs they know I’m not a singer anything like that I’m singing and they’re like singing like you mean it
And I’m singing it or whatever like you know trying to sing with my heart or Soul yeah and they’re just laughing you know cracking up and laughing and everything um I just remember one time like I was so so that was another thing too I was
So stressed out trying to keep up with you know my my school work my going to classes on time because here’s the thing too A lot of the professors know like when when that season comes for pledging for the for Greek organizations the professors yeah yeah they know because they’re
Greek our professors are Greek the Chandler’s uh Chancellor is Greek so it’s like they know that time is coming so I just remembered like a lot of my professors would come to me they’re like listen I know what you’re doing I know what’s going on
Um but you need to make sure you don’t you really figure it out you have to figure it out yeah so they knew I would leave class early and things like that and they they knew yeah and that was the sad part because once again when we’re joining these organizations one of the
Things that they say is that we are a non-hazing organization yeah but they know that these things are going on every organization is going on exactly and I just remembered that I was so stressed out to the point where my hair was falling out too wow so I was a
Cheerleader I had to look a certain way you know as a cheerleader however my hair was falling out I would never forget I had a bald spot literally right in the back of my hair my head and I had short like short uh perm hair at the
Time so it was really falling out because I hadn’t had a perm yet because you know one of the things that they’re taking you through a purity process so you can’t wear makeup you cannot wear certain colors no weave anything like that so I was not getting my hair done
I’m having to show up to basketball and football games looking like what is what’s going on over here I’m losing weight and you already smiling right yeah you know I’m losing weight because I couldn’t eat certain things they call us like eating certain like fried foods
Or sweets and things like that in the cafeteria they’re like saying stuff to us you know so um so yeah I was I remember my hair was falling out and I just remember one night like online they like thought it was funny and they like cracked eggs all in my hair and they’re
Like oh well you know maybe she if she gets this protein from the eggs her hair grow back like it was just all this type of stuff I remember you know being a cheerleader I was little so they would say certain things like oh her bones are
Showing and you know just certain like little stuff that they thought because the the goal was to try to take that one thing that they knew that that maybe either insecurity or if they thought that you thought that you were like all of this they were trying to use those
Things to kind of like break you down wow and to come for you but it didn’t bother me so they whatever they could use to try to break you down and make you break and crack that’s what they tried to use so that’s the hardcore yeah from for the tracker I crossed things
They were a little bit more grateful like if they saw like you were falling asleep they were like okay come over to my house and then go to sleep yeah your hair is falling okay do something with his hair yeah you know yeah they talk to
Him they’ll try to step in and try to like you know even I just remember um one of the things that I uh dealt with in college was um I was hyperglycemic yeah so I needed like sugar to keep my you know yeah and every yeah and so I remember like one
Night it was so tough one night to the point where I hadn’t eaten anything um and a lot of times I just eat something I would get dizzy or it’s like about the same and um I hadn’t eaten but I wasn’t feeling like that however I
Used that to go and get in the car and sit down for a break yeah I lied real tough because I’m like what is going on yeah because like you know when you fill out your packet one thing they ask you like are you are you allergic to anything or just anything
Medical and I put that on there and so I used it one night just so that I could go and take a break from what they were doing to us I sat in the car so yeah it was just a lot of manipulation um I just remember like our actual last
Night of us because at that point it was time for us it was close to our probate yeah of us Crossing over and everything and I just remember um the last night we were out there and it got really tough because not only are we like uh practicing for our probate
Show for the next day that’s coming up um we’re still getting hanged so it’s like they have to run through everything and like you know doing a whole lot of stuff and I just remember we were out there hazy and all of a sudden cars started coming like we started seeing
The lights coming through the woods and like they like put back in the car get back in the car and we thinking like oh like what’s about to go oh I’m going to jail because mine said this hazy stuff you can literally go to jail for it yes
We’re talking a lot it’s against the law people have died from hands in the media in the news um but come to find out it wasn’t the police it was the kappas they were coming to go through their hell night because With their boys and um so like now our Pro fights in the campus they out there talking you know having a good old time but here’s the thing that really bothered me is that because it was our health night a lot of them were drunk and drinking wow so they came that night
Prepared to like really go in on us like even harder yeah because we’re at the end of our process and so um I just remember like when the girls like they’re like the capital y’all go ahead and go first so they let us get back at
The car and they left and they came you know so we got to come work and like at this point they’re going in and yelling our faces in our ears and screaming at us and stuff and I just remember like um there was a point where we had to
Hold out our hands and everyone out of line and just slapping and doing this but one girl she was so drunk when the profiles like she was like going on at that point my hands were purple wow yeah and so they had to like literally tell
Her like stop and leave yeah you know yeah so you know there were times when like people would step in and say okay enough is enough know um no more whatever but that was like my hero night yeah wow yeah and I was tired I was like dog tired like you come
Offline you’re looking like a straight zombie okay because of the hours and the time that you’re putting into this even like when I Was preparing for like just the the above ground uh like test and everything that we’re having to study for like I would stand up literally
Until the sun came up drinking Coke and drinking energy energy drinks just to study I was put more studying time into that than I was my classes yeah now I will say my GPA came up online because I didn’t I didn’t have I didn’t have the
Time for it to drop because my GPA was still so low yeah because a lot of people they will pledge and get all their time to the sorority that by the time they come off like they had the GPA to become you know a member but by the
Time they come home they’re not active anymore so I was like I didn’t want to be one of those yeah so it was still I’m still you know active when I came online so you cry so I crossed girl how did your life change now that you are you
Earn these letters you put in all the time that blood my my life changed to the point where because like I put so much work I it’s all about me right I put so much work into this I think I’ve done this now don’t get me wrong I thought that God
Has a hand in it too because the second time mind you I didn’t make it the first time so the second time I literally was praying to God like God I really want this I would see I was in my mind I really think I’m seeking God even to the
Point where I just remember like preparing for uh preparing to go out again yeah I was writing scriptures y’all like this is how like it’s like I was writing scriptures to my like to myself I remember I used to have scriptures everywhere in my dorm room
And I would wake up and I would say these scriptures and I would pray also I could be a Delta and I just remember like I would wake up I had a scripture uh on my filling yes I don’t know what scripture it was but I would wake up in
The morning I would say that scripture and like asking guys for me to be a Delta and then I would go to my closet I’m getting ready for classes and I would take off you know my clothes at the closet and be a scripture right
There so it was just like all of these things of me thinking I’m like seeking God about this organization and because it happened I thought it was good wow I thought it was God and I thought it was a blessing and here’s the thing I didn’t
Get it the first time right when I went back out for it again and I got it when it was time to pay the money I didn’t have the money like my mom literally had to come up with the money to do it that was another song from god wow now I’m
Looking back at that it was like you don’t even have the money to even come into the organization and afford it right so that was signs with all this time in my mind thinking because I’m working because I’m doing what I gotta do to get it this is all God yeah this
Is all God um and so now I’m cross over I’m a Delta now and literally like my life from that point it just consisted of me it was just like party at the party you know like now I’m able to strut now I’m able to step now I’m able to really like show
People who I am on the campus it was like people didn’t like people knew my name but people still recognized me about oh Tia’s a cheerleader oh now kids are dancer like kill the Delta so it was like having that type of access and having like that type of status it was
You know it was it was prideful it was a thing that you really because you worked for this right yeah so people needed to you want people to respect you I never would have said yeah so my life changed it changed to the point where you know I
Was still like doing I do my classes I was working for Delta I was active and things like that but uh when I looked back now back now it changed to a point it changed really for the worst I think yeah you know because your character really does change you are holding
Yourself up to this very highest theme you you’re looking down on people um yeah especially just like I I earned this you need to respect it and so um some people like they and some people say it like some students that were not Greek they’re like oh y’all changed like
Who are y’all you know and in your mind you’re like well yeah I changed for the belt for the better better you also changed me because here’s here’s another reason why I chose Delta right in my mind back then I thought that it would
Have been easy for me to be AKA I just think you know like the stereotypes or whatever um but for me in my mind I wanted to be a Delta because I love how Delta they product themselves on like education there were strong women that were Independent Women
Um there were women that were just serious of everything and I it’s like for me I in my mind I’m like Lord if I could just be one of them I have proved something if I could be one of them my identity like I know who I am like to
Prove that I can be this like because I consider myself as an underdog because I didn’t have a high GPA I came in with women who have very high gpas they were very smart girls yeah and I’m like okay I’m the underdog but if I can work for
This like it’s it’s talking about something I proved this to y’all you know so it’s just funny how I like really lowered my my like who I am first of all as a child of God and who God says we are I lured myself my standards
And what God would have you know like called me to be and so yeah so but like when I’m when I’m thinking about just who I was coming off Crossing yeah it really got worse um I just became this person where I’m like you know like I said Hostess I’m
Conceited I think I’m somebody um but one thing that kind of like really heightened was the partying the going out partying clubbing drinking yes sex all these things that happens in organizations that people don’t talk about like yeah and not to say that oh they made me do it but this is what
Comes with the territory like when you’re in that atmosphere it’s a culture it’s a tradition it’s what happens it’s like it’s really a spirit it’s the atmosphere of everything like I don’t care if you’re this young girl who say like I want to come in I want to change
It or I know who I am and I’m going to be that same person when it’s like birds of a feather flock together so when you get into that atmosphere that’s what you become that’s what you do and it’s like and then you think that’s just a way to
Have fun this is life this is what I’m supposed to do so I’m going to parties I’m clubbing I’m getting sloppy drunk I’m doing all these things and it’s just like but and it’s a thing we say it’s a it’s a Christian organization but nobody
Ever none of my sisters at the time ever came to me and said hey sis no right you should not do this word of God you know like you shouldn’t do this like I think that this is too much like hey what about your relationship with God you did
Say you are a Christian like well last time you’ve been to church like nobody ever did this because we were all doing the same thing so you you know you cry so you can see it you know you just this big Delta woman camping but now you’re not Greeks
How did that transition to my Lord being a Delta woman to now being a woman of God yes oh my gosh it was a long journey um I was in Delta for six seven years um and so so after I graduated college um things it started to change for me so
Before I graduated I became I was in a relationship I came you know got a relationship with my now husband and um I graduated 2013 and so after I graduated my husband and I we decided we wanted to you know come together and merge our plans whatever he had gone off
To the military and um so yeah so you went up to the military and one of our first Duty stations was Japan so I left home and everything for the first time on the whole different side of the world moved to Japan with my husband and that was
Where I really found God for myself that’s really where things started to change and take off um in my walk with Christ um you know you hear a lot of stories where we grew up in church you know I’ve gone to church my whole life I know who
God is but it’s like something changed for me it was like you know like yeah I’m a Christian but I really haven’t been doing this walk like like seriously like seriously like what God calls for us to do and so you know being in Japan
At the time I was really young I was probably about 23 24 years old um and I didn’t happen family any friends so that’s where God really met me it’s kind of like the Abraham situation you know we always talk about that he’s leaving from his family his friends and everything and that
Literally was my life like I picked up and I moved from everybody with my husband and so the only person I had to depend on was God yeah so I had to get to know him you know and so um I just remembered being there by myself
Um and like my husband would you know go on deployments for like three four months out of the year and like it got to a point where I was reading my Bible but at that time I was just kind of studying it not really I didn’t have
Like a really a relationship I wasn’t really filled with the spirit of God either so that’s why I think it was so hard for me to really understand like this whole why is Greek or well Greek organization is not a God because I didn’t have the spirit of God teaching
Me you know I wasn’t walking with Holy Spirit and so um I just remember that 2000 I want to say either 17 or 18 um I’m walking with God I’m reading up every day I’m studying things like that but then God caused me to get re-baptized and rededicate my life back
To him come on now yeah right and so I decided to do that I did and I would say that as soon as I rededicated my my life back to Christ yeah and I got re-baptized it’s almost like a light bulb switched on it’s like from that
Point I was truly spirit filled with the spirit of God and I just remember like God took me on a journey of just like things that he was like pruning me of like you know of like a detect tripping me from so where did my my journey start
With actually coming out I just remember um because you were active in Japan right yes that’s a good yes so I was actually active yeah so when I got to Japan um reaching out to one of the chapters there was a first thing I did because in
My mind I’m going over here like I need to know something so I gotta have some Sisterhood so it was really I thought it was really nice so you know it was to have them there so I reached out to them I was one of the youngest ladies you
Know in the organizational chapter so they’re like come on so I get probably about two years I guess maybe about two years um I’m active there in the chapter I’m I became chaplain I am one of the stepmasters so like I’m really active I’m really active and um and so yeah so
I’m doing that for about two years and everything and I just remember that uh when God started dealing with me about coming out it first started with my love and my passion for Delta started to kind of like go away and I didn’t understand why I just remember like when I would
Talk to my line sisters at the time on the phone and they would come tell me about like oh a new line is coming off or what’s going on I just got irritated like I don’t care like don’t have no girls calling my phone yeah yes you know
So I didn’t understand what that was about but of course I was continuing to be active in everything in the chapter yeah and I remember um one like one the year that I was you know about to go through this journey and everything I remember I became really cool with other military spouses
Yeah and there was she’s now still a sister and a friend of mine to this day but I got invited to a dinner one one night yeah and I’m at this dinner and there’s other there’s some people there that still you know that’s Greek and everything and we’re all talking I don’t
Know how we got to talking about uh Greek life and I just remember hearing this young lady who I did not know at the time she was like yeah um I used to be great I used to be AKA but I’m not an AK anymore and I kind of looked at her
Like what like what do you mean yeah and I was like what do you mean you’re not like you like denounce or something you know I didn’t know what dancing was and she was like yes and so I was like you know why like what was the reason behind
It and so she tells me and everything and I was like okay and I and I just remembered that one thing that I did not do to people is when they would tell me the reason why I never rebelled I never got angry I never was like oh that’s
Like you know that’s crazy that’s wow and I think that is one of the most dangerous things that we can do as Christians following Christ where when you hear people denouncing coming and renounce their organizations you get defensive you get angry you get you feel
Some type of way you try to come back with something to just justify why it’s okay right and so um I remember her telling me this and I remember telling her these words I said you know I understand why I try to understand why people denounce I said and if God ever
Tells me to I said I probably would All right down and I remember from that conversation there would be other conversations that I would have with the Deltas and they would talk about women who left Japan and it’s like they denounce I’m like what you know and I remember I was that one person always saying well it depends
On how you how serious you do take your walk with Christ like I was always kind of like you know so from that conversation that’s where it all started let’s see that was a seed that was planted in me and God begins to deal
With me I don’t know how long uh how you know how much time went by before it really started to come but I just remember when it started one night my husband was deployed I was there by myself and I remember I was I went to
Bed one night and I could not sleep could not sleep and I was just wondering like what was going on like why can I not I’m up all night like a cat I’m restless and I just remember Lord like whatever it is whatever you’re trying to
Show me like I want my sleep yeah and I remember calling my mom like Mom I just cannot sleep like you know I don’t know what’s going on but I can’t sleep and she was like with Tia pray this scripture blah blah and I still couldn’t
Sleep so I remember asking I said God whatever you’re trying to show me reveal to me I need you to tell me because I want rest I remember Holy Spirit said take your Bible and take your ritual and compare it because also going back a little bit
What started to happen with me when I told you that I was starting to like not really care about Delta anymore I started to notice that as a Chaplain you know in the chapter yes I’m just Chaplin I’m praying scripts you know everybody say well we there’s Christmas part of it
We pray we do we do these things yes we do however that does not mean that God is in it and I just remember being the chaplain of this chapter and I would pray and I would say scriptures but I felt so empty I felt so empty and I remember
Um one day being in our chapter meeting and there was a certain passage in there that a lot of us recognized when you come into the spirit like I was saying this this passage and I was like I it sounds so familiar yeah like the word it
Sounded so familiar like what is that yeah and that’s when I went to bed and had the Restless night and the guy was like take your Bible take a ritual and as I’m reading the Bible and the ritual First Corinthians 13 comes up yeah right yeah
Um about love is kind Love Is This Love is that and we’re delicate yes there you go and um we have that in our ritual for Delta and it says it but something with Delta the store is patient a sword is kind she does not vote she does not envy yeah and
It was just like whoa like what is this I got love he took out love and added Delta and we know that the word says you don’t add or take away from from the scripture and so I was like huh and so then we’ll see kind of yeah okay and so
I’m keep I’m keep going about you know my time being active in the chapter and it gets it got to a point where um it was time for us to have a line there in Japan yeah so I remember like we had to fly to my job in Japan we had
To fly to Korea to prepare for this line wow to you know prepare for like the ceremonies and everything that take place we met up with other stores at the time um in Korea that was their deltas and we’re going and going over everything and so I remember
Um I flew to Korea I’m with these other dentists we’re preparing for the line and everything there’s a chapel and where one day you know in our class and we’re going over things of ritual books and stuff and how to even have a process and I remember uh we were standing up
And we were going over our stuff and uh because I was Chaplin I had to read a certain you know certain parts in the book and I just remembered there was a part and I can’t even tell you what it was but it was a part that I read in
There real line up in our black and everything and I just stopped and I go did I say this when I became adult it just kind of came out yeah and I just I was stuck and I remember a story that was next to me she goes yeah You know yeah so I still even couldn’t comprehend what it was saying but I’m like something on scene right yeah we shouldn’t say this so yeah so time go wrong and I like and here’s the thing when all this was going on it wasn’t until a year had passed
Before I ever when I actually denounced yeah so it’s a whole year I’m kind of wrestling of wrestling yeah because I’m just like God what is what’s going on you know I’m trying to understand and so from there I’m still active and everything and I just remember like I
Had a dream one night um I had a dream one night I went to sleep and time was going by and I had this dream and in this dream I am at this house party with other Greeks and I remember there’s only one way into this
House or party or whatever I think it was a house but it was only one way in and one way out there was no back door or anything yeah and I remember the house caught on fire at this house party like it caught on fire and I’m like
Everybody trying to get out everyone’s trying to get out you know and um I had got out about this much out of the house and I’m running and I look back and the whole house was like burnt down I was the only person they get out
Literally and I woke up at my dream and it’s like physically in a natural I could feel I was high hot like I felt like I was burning up I was sweating when I actually woke up from the dream and I was like what in the world is
Going on yeah like what is this and I just heard God said get out before it’s too late and I was like oh my God oh my god wow yeah and so I start crying recall like my best friend and like other sisters that I was really close to
Windows and I’m like y’all like I think God is telling me to denounce yeah come out like to come out of this thing and I didn’t understand so I’m still trying to kind of gather and comprehend what’s going on and I just remembered I would end up contacting the girl from
The dinner yeah her name is Gianna and I remember I found her on Facebook I reached down I said hey I said can we talk you know so I remember heating her up and um she said yeah so we met at Starbucks there on the base that year and she was
There waiting for me and as soon as I walked through the door and I sat down she said you’re about to dance I was like why are you say that she already knew yeah I said why you say that she was like you’ve been battling she said you’ve been battling you’ve been
Wrestling come on now and I was just I was nervous I could just cry down like I was nervous I didn’t understand like yeah what was going on and so um she was there she helped she held my hand throughout the whole thing she encouraged me she supported me she
Really gave me answers to my questions into where I was confused at and I just remember when I gave God my yes God used my son because I said I had a baby by the time at that point and he was only maybe one
Um and I just remember that I had been I mean I had been crying every day and the thing is like God was taking me through a journey because it was like I was going through that I that was a it was a point to where I was trying to find a
Job while we were in Japan so I was really like mentally mentally and spiritually going through things I just could not put into words like I felt I was angry at God so my God why am I going through this like what is happening you know and I just remember one morning
Um after I had the camera station with her I was getting ready to go I used to volunteer at this school on the military base and um God used my son one morning we woke up we were getting ready my husband still deployed I’m doing all this by
Myself I’m like going through these things by myself and I’m feeding my son and he’s sitting at the table and um he’s eating some oatmeal and in my mind I already knew like hey we gotta go I’m going to give him a banana you know as
We walk out the door or whatever so I go to the table to my son and I’m getting ready to take the bow from him and I didn’t have the banana in my hand just yet but I knew in my mind you know I was
Gonna give it to him so as I’m taking this bowl away from him he starts crying and throwing a fit and everything and in that moment I heard Holy Spirit say this is you this is you all you see is I’m trying to take something from you but
You don’t know what I’m trying to do in your life yeah you don’t know what I’m trying to give you yeah replace it with it wow and I literally started crying right there I mean tears were just coming down and I was just like okay so even though
I couldn’t understand what the Lord was trying to do I knew that there was something about this there was something there was a reason why he was calling me to get out of it and so um from that day I said okay I said yes to you guys I say
Yes I’m out I’m out and I wrote my letter I remember writing my letter and I kind of held on to it for about a week I held on to it because at this point I’m like talking to people I’m like yeah I think this is what’s going on blah blah and so
Um I get I you know held on Twitter whatever and I want to say that I don’t know something else I may have happened in between that time where I was like okay let me just go ahead and get it out I think it was because I was still
Restless I was still anxious and just you know I couldn’t I couldn’t get rest and so this that’s when I was like okay let me go and take this letter and you know send it off so I send the letter off and everything and I want to say
That because like in the spirit because in that in my personal uh you know this relationship with God because I had given him my yes and I sent the letter off God I’m sorry to do something I remember there was a job that I had you
Know applied for I got it like literally that day I was like oh okay guys so you know things are gonna start happening because because of my obedience but then also one thing I didn’t realize is that when I gave God my yes that’s also when
The challenges was going to come too I remember like talking to like my pastor and his wife about you know what I was doing and I remember one of the things that he said he was like you know I may not know much about you know the the
Divine mind or anything like that he said but I do know this that what it’s what you have to do to get into it yeah to say that you are a sister to say that you are brother the rituals the Oaths that is not of God yeah and he was like
And so now that you have given guys your yes and you’re coming out you do know you’re gonna let people know that you’re not a part of this yeah and so I remember that day when I gave God my yes I you know I turned I uh turn
My letter in I sent it off and everything I got the job that day God challenged me I remember going to church that evening we had Bible study and after uh after the service this guy comes up to me and he was uh he’s a
Stigma and he was like hey sis I need for you to come and do this like Greek photo shoot everything you know for me I need some delicious and stuff like that and I was like um oh man I was like Oh no you’re like no
You know I won’t be able to do it or whatever you know and he’s like why you can’t do it he’s just really nudging you know and I’m like no like I like I probably won’t have time and he stopped me where I think he said it you
About to do now and I was like Wow and that’s actually feel heat like it’s coming up and just I felt like literally that there was God on one side and just like the ending what you gonna say what you’re gonna say what you’re gonna say
And then from that was the first person where I was like yes I denounced I was like wow what are you saying and he’s just like you know what he’s like I mean I understand and then he was like but you know for me I think I can bring people to Christ
That’s how you know it’s a conviction because like why do you why are you justifying something I didn’t even ask you about he’s like I feel like I could bring people to who got the conviction yeah um my minute and I was just kind of like
Oh okay because at that because at that point I really felt like it was just really a personal conviction like a lot of people think I just thought that oh this is something that God’s just telling me yes you know so I was just like oh okay you know I didn’t quite
Understand at that time yeah um and so and so yeah so from that point I was just now trying to walk out what was going on and I just remember going through the process and letting the headquarters know that this is what I was going to do because they reached out
To me and they you know they wanted to have a conversation about my reason why and and in their mind they’re like you know well if anything happened within the organization or in the chapter that you are in you may want to give you some time to think about you know your
Decision because once this is it that’s it yeah and so they wanted to give me a week to really decide if this is what I wanted and I remember getting off of the phone with them and I heard Holy Spirit immediately said no you don’t know right
Now you tell them no yeah and so that’s what I did I didn’t wait a week I went ahead and emailed them was like I’m done the same day yeah and so maybe a couple months went by and they you know since everything officially and I was out of
The organization oh yeah wow yeah 2018. so how is 2018 to 2023 then that time wow full truth it’s not just it’s not just fiction yeah it’s just a requirement for all of us yeah these organizations yeah right I think that you know that happened in 2018 so I
Didn’t leave Japan until 2019. so like after I had given God my yes it came out you know I had a year where I was kind of relaxed I was kind like well you know I can’t you know I’m not gonna receive too much backlash because I’m over here
You know and I just remember uh like when I came out like at that time like I said I didn’t feel the need to like tell people that I did just the close people I was close you know I was close to and I just remembered that you know like
Many of us we get that conviction of like God’s saying no it’s time for you to go public with this and so many people wonder why we do it public but like holy spirit has revealed to us like we were loud and proud going into it posting our pictures doing all these
Things why would I not want to now let people know that I no longer have anything to do with this right especially because God told me to do it yeah and because especially because this is a God thing like this is my walk with Christ and like with Christ as disciples
We’re called to go out and share the gods we’re called to share our testimony it helps to help other people and bring people into knowledge and in the truth yes and so I just remember and that um for a long time I actually tried to make
A video because like at that time that’s why I saw a lot of people doing so I’m like okay well maybe I should make a video and you know post it but every time I got ready to sit down and post this video it just was not happening
Yeah the Holy Spirit was like I didn’t call you to do this yeah and I remember the lord gave me a word um and he said um this is not what I called you to do he said I’m going to use you and just who you are your personality your
Character I’m going to bring people to you yeah yeah so yeah so what I did was I just went ahead and I just posted this long message on Facebook the status and I let people know that I was out then that way um publicly and it’s like literally that
Day when I posted that Facebook status I like can you not it felt like a weight had been lifted come on now like I remember sitting down I just dropped to the floor in my house I Josh was when I was on my on my sitting on my wall on
The floor and I was just like wow that Spears it was just like a weight it was like and I started crying and I was just like Lord and I remember my best friend she said she said how do you feel I said I just I feel good yeah
And so but God gave me that prophetic word he said you know I’m gonna use you I am going to use you I remember him saying that but I just didn’t know when and so this journey of now we are you know lit we’re leaving from Japan we now
Are stationed in California and um if there were some anxious there was some anxiety coming back to to the U.S it was because like I said I just didn’t know like how people gonna feel what people gonna say um I was so used I was a girl who was so
Used to being loyal to people and like I didn’t want to mess up their loyalty I didn’t want to mess up if people hit like because people helped me get into the organization I didn’t want to mess up those relationships so there was a lot of
Um just like pressure that came with it of like me looking at people more than I looked at God and what did God say like my loyalty people was way more than it was to God and so I was more fearful of man right and my ident my identity was
So wrapped up in Delta so um coming back stateside I was scared because I I had I also became isolated too yeah I had became I had closed myself off to people whatever and I started to realize that it wasn’t so much it was it was the things that I was
A part of I was a cheerleader I was a Delta that’s what made me social that’s what made me have friends but none of these things were taken away I’m like who am I really yeah like God who who am I and that’s when God was like your
Identity isn’t me I need for you to begin to search and seek of who you are in me yeah so yeah so I that’s what I began to do and I started to you know stripping in my walk with Christ um and so being in California
Uh all of a sudden it’s just like something switch and like I started having a lot of people reaching out to me about their you know journey is coming down and it was like I came to count my fingers it was like so many people I’m like look what are you doing
Like what’s going on and so I had to kind of like fill in the prophecy yeah it was fulfilling the prophecy yes and so I started having so many people like come to me and like asking me like hey you know I know that you denounced or
Whatever how was they had questions and everything and so I was like okay and I would talk to people you know that’s how you’re not connecting I would tell share share my testimony with people and people’s like I feel the same thing I feel like the Lord is calling me to do
This and I’m like okay you know I would I would help them yeah um and so then uh February of what 2022 live um that’s what that’s where God began to reveal to me that this was a part of my Ministry now that there is no running
Away from this that now you have a call like a purpose within this and that is sharing the truth and like helping people like to wake up to like this is not of me yeah you know and so um that’s when God called for me to do like my
First live event on Facebook and on YouTube I invited some women including la la um women who are out of their Greek organizations and we did it live and we were just talking about it sharing our testimony and once again that was a journey that I had to take because I was
Like those same feelings that I had of coming out they start to Route up again it was fear the enemy was really trying to take my mind trying to tell me that I you know don’t need to do this and everything and I just remember going to
God I’m like God is this what you’re calling me to do like you want me to go live and do this yeah and I was like I remember telling God I said Lord okay is this what you’re telling me to do I’m going to call Gianna and I said and I’m
Gonna need for her to like you gotta sit inside some kind of confirmation so I called her I’m like hey for you to pray pray this you know with me or whatever and she commented that she said yeah yeah I was in the shower and this is
What and I and that day I dropped my knees and I remember the Lord he was speaking to me about what he wanted me to do and I was like okay Lord and so with the whole series entitled to get out now you have like you helped me came
Along with it because I’m like I heard him say this but you’re like no I think you need to be this and I was like okay and so it all came together and that’s where it started with like now this is a part of my Ministry it’s a part of our
Ministry like yeah honestly we all have a job but handy this is part of our ministry where now we’re called to to bring true into this so that other people can know like God wants his children out of this and thankfully he is snatching his children out of this in
This hour there are so many people that’s waking up to this and they’re coming out and so that’s that’s my journey now yeah yes I did one with the guys as well the fraternity one with me and coming and sharing their testimony that’s very powerful yeah so that’s what
I’m at now yeah blessings so what advice would you give to somebody watching that you know fills the tug but they feeling the same thing ain’t my God fear yeah nervousness I you know I know that it sounds so cliche but it’s the truth like when we’re saying seek God you know
Um as a believer of Christ like our foundation should be the word anyway right and so because it is our foundation that means that we should be using the word to make decisions yes to know what we what we should and should not be doing like that is my advice if
You are a Believer you’re a professing believer in Jesus Christ I encourage you to keep the word the foundation of the Bible to help you make decisions on this right um I also just want to encourage people that if this is something that you know
That the Lord is talking at you to um also like not only bring God into and see God about it but ask yourself like who are you more loyal to like are you more loyal to God or to of people are you more worried about what people are
Going to say and I think that like you know a lot of us are have actually experienced that where it’s like our loyalty do reside with people more um and so when you’re like when that answer like when that clicks into your mind that it’s because your loyalties
With people yeah that right there should be your answer that I have given my power to people I have given my identity to this thing it’s a stronghold because I can’t even just say Yes to God immediately right I can’t just give God my yes and walk away from that and it’s
Because our identity um our jobs our promotions everything we have attached it to these organizations and so that would be my encouragement is to keep the Lord the word as your foundation to make decisions and to ask yourself who are you more loyal to especially in this hour yes
So thank you for coming on to my channel and share your testimony [Applause] yeah so that’s good I have a women’s ministry because this is with purpose I’ve had it for like the last maybe six seven years now um and so we do Bible study every Monday
At 6 30 is it 6 30 yes and um let’s be a Google meets and so um while I can add all of my information into their social media yeah um I’m on Instagram it’s Tia Rock and I’m on Facebook as Tia Rockwell yes well thank
You so much I’m so thankful for the honor oh my God oh so okay so um this is like behind the scenes and we are uh just sitting on the couch and we’re just kind of having a conversation and kind of like going over the video
From earlier and I was telling Lala how Holy Spirit was just now kind of like bringing more things back to um memory right and that’s one of the things that happens like when you’re going through a pledging process like you really forget about the things that you go through yeah
Um and so but thank God for Holy Spirit so I was sitting here talking to her and I was telling her how I forgot to share with you all that um one of the things that I went through uh during my pledging process is even after I was already a Delta
Um a whole year went by and we have this thing where when it’s time for you to now uh prepare to bring off a new line into Delta to become a profile to become a pro fight um we have this thing where you now have
To receive your licks right so I just I was telling her how um I remember for Delta weekend like what’s licks licks meaning paddle right so yeah wood you take wood like an actual paddle um and so I just remember for close to hour one year our Delta weekend came up
In college and Delta weekend is where we the Deltas put on a lot of activities and festivities for the campus and for you know the students to attend so we had like the Delta pageant we had a Delta picnic a Delta party like everything is dedicated to Deltas for
That weekend yeah um and so four hour Delta Pageant this particular night we were working and preparing to put it on and I just remember working the pageant and I received a text message and this text message consisted of information about how our uh our profiles and oh heads they were in town
They were visiting for Delta weekend and they basically told us that you know it was time for us to receive our our release our one year licks um and so even after we were dealt this for a whole year we now had to go pretty much
Back online for one night into good Haze and our hazing involved I had to get nine paddles for the list for the jewels so Delta they have you know we have nine jewels that represent the or represents the organization and so I just remember we once again met at like a central location
Right was it a park yeah I was at a park and I was with my you know line sisters at the time and once again we had to get into cars you know by a certain number and when we get out there women that were doses oh his they came
They met us out there they lined us up but we have to link up into a circle so we’re linked up we’re in a circle and they get the paddle and now they are going around the circle and they and everybody’s now receiving their licks their paddles and I had to take nine
Licks with the paddle wow and that right there you said did you say you said did you like past like you you passed out like yeah like I remember when they when they when they got to me and I’m sitting there taking my legs you know before
They before we even received the legs they showed us how to get into position right you had to get to the into the stance and so when it was my time they’re sitting there hitting me with the with the paddle and I broke to the point where like my legs I’ve like fell
To the ground and then like pick it back up and I you know get up and I finished receiving my licks and everything and I’m like I scream because it hurts you know and I was also telling Lala how even doing my pre-pla pre-pledging process and this is before I actually
Got online uh one of the things that um that my mom my mom she never actually wanted me to join Delta um I remember going back and telling my mom that I wanted to join this organization in college and my mom was always against it and she was against it
Because in her eyes even though she didn’t have like a lot of information about the organization she just always told me that anything I had to do in the dark and I couldn’t tell her that was secret it was not of God and so um I
Didn’t listen I went for it I pledged everything and I just remember like wow pre-pledging um I remember coming home one weekend to visit my mom and as I had to take a shower and as I was getting out the shower I had a whip on my back and my
Mom saw it and she came to me and she you know pointed out and she asked me like was this from you know pleasure and everything and she was just upset because she’s like you know I hope you’re not let people put their hands on
You and things like that and so yeah it was just really sad and I just really wanted to come back on here and share it with you all like even in our Glory um because holy spirit will continue to like bring things back up because once again like I said when you pledge
Especially after so many years yeah you forget the things that happen but I also think that is how the enemy get a lot of us and a lot of people that’s for sure yeah that’s why you have so many like older people who have been in these Greek organizations for years and when
You actually ask them questions and bring it back up they cannot remember yeah and that’s how the enemy gets us that’s how this that Deception comes in because in their minds we are a non-hazing organization yeah they forget the steps and the things that they actually did to get into the
Organization and all they think about is life after which is like the at you know the service and The Sisterhood and you know working out in the community but they never free they never remember the things they actually did to get into it yeah and so um so yeah so and I just
Wanted to add really fast while we’re here like even if you don’t pledge even the above ground there is still a level of hazing yes every organization you are not treated kindly it is not a pleasant experience it is very much hazing for above ground as well so even if
Somebody’s like I didn’t have a process I didn’t do underground I didn’t pledge you still did above ground which was not they were not treating you like you were a human being because you were online like you were still online when you had an above ground process so I don’t I
Just want to like debunk this whole like well I didn’t have an underground process and you were still Haze and also the doctrines yeah they’re all the same the rituals that you take and that you commit yourself to is still problematic it’s still not of God thank y’all so
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