Hey YouTube so okay let me just start with a brief introduction about myself I promise you it won’t take long so I hate when people don’t get straight to the point um but my name is Shayla and by Trey I am a psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner that means that I am
Licensed to prescribe psychotropic medications in Psychiatry and I’m also licensed to do therapy so you know I’m one of those kind of people that like to stay in the background but God is definitely calling me to the Forefront so um I am pretty sure I’ll be making
More videos so I want to give you a little bit of background about what it is that I do and um I’ll definitely be making videos that will definitely um just probably pull at the Spirit of single um single mothers really to be honest because that’s exactly what I was single
Mothers that are down but are trying to elevate their God is elevating actually um I know that I’ll be able to give you guys some valuable information and just really a word from God as he gives it to me so now as you can see from
Video my first video is going to be my denial oh my gosh can’t believe that I’m doing this um well I can’t believe it because not long after I decided to denounce God gave me a dream that um I actually did a video so I knew I
Would do it but now we’re here so let’s go ahead let’s get started all right so here we go all right I’m gonna kind of go back um I crossed uh I’ll probably put the name of the sorority in the caption um I crossed the sorority in Spring of 2019
And I crossed grad chapter so of course that means that I did not go undergrad even though I do have a um well a post um what is it like I have greater than a four-year degree so um yeah I definitely my mind just went blank y’all so please don’t judge me but
Um I crossed grad chapter so but let me say let me kind of backtrack a little bit because the thing is I did attend um a HBCU down south and I love my HBCU I won’t really say it here but I do love my my HBC you I’m pretty sure I’ll
Probably say it later on um as you guys get to know me but um I actually you know went to the HBCU as really an older woman so I was 28 when I started attending this hvcu I I knew about Greek life I had looked at a
Lot of videos I had one person in my family who was Greek um and I wanted really say who that is but um this individual is Greek very prestigious very uh I mean accomplished and you know I so I kind of you know asked her a couple of things about you
Know being Greek and of course she was like hey go do your research so I went to the library um I started looking up things online in regards to D9 or orgs and everything and of course I kind of looked around on canvas a little bit but not too much
Because like I said I was 28 it actually with two kids so yeah I mean my life was pretty full and I think at the time I was a licensed cosmetologist and I was in the United States Army Reserve so yeah so my business my life was like really really really you know
Busy so anyway um I decided to uh pursue this um one organization in the first year I went to um like maybe I think one or two of their events and I remember when I went one of the girls came up to me and was talking to me and
She was like okay you know yeah she was like um you know just talking ask me a question I was telling her that I was on the Nursing campus Because the nursing Camp is in um the main campus is in two different cities um maybe about 30 minutes apart and she
Was like where have you been you know like yes you know and I was like I don’t know you know so um I kind of took that as you know like you should have been coming here because girl we kind of know who you know we want on this line and
You know everybody that knows about Greek uh Greek life pretty much they kind of know who they want online so like I said I was I would see a new had no idea that I had to go to the anti-hazing Forum or anything like that
Um but I did go ahead and put in a packet and of course I was not um picked and I think it was maybe like a couple of years after that when I was um when I was you know still in nursing school they had a fall line that came
Out well there was a fall line a fall Rush should I say um and so I was like okay you know I talked to um the person in my family that um kind of you know there was uh Greek and she was just like okay well you know
Try it again if you want to or you know whatever and I was like you know what nope I’m not gonna do it I don’t I’m cool on that it’s too political you know because I had kind of started understanding um how everything worked or whatnot so
Like I said you know here I am in my last year of nursing school and I was just excited I was um I was actually president of our student council uh that your student government association should I say on the Nursing campus so this is not the main campus but the
Nursing campus and so with that being said we had to put on like a little skit um introducing or welcoming should I say and really introducing the new nursing students to some of the ground rules and so of course I had to speak and do some things and um lo and behold
One of the members of the organization that I had pursued and not gotten into she started asking questions about um to a couple of people that knew me that she trust so I have to also be missed nursing that Year miss well miss associate of science degree nursing that
Year because I got my ADN I know it’s confusing but I got my ADN associate with ASN associate of science in nursing at this particular school um so I got that and then of course you know I leveled up if I’m a psych MP but I received that I was pursuing that
Degree so anyway this young lady contacted somebody I um you know because she just saw me making big moves on campus even though I’m like 20 to what 29 now um and so she was like hey what you think is Sheila she down like what you
Know what’s up with her and so the young lady came to me and she was like Hey you know she said you know she want to know if this something you would want to do so my cousin had already put me on game I started understanding the politics of
Everything and of course through watching a lot of um D9 videos I was like um I might be interested in like we’ll see I ain’t want to just put myself out there like that and seem desperately inside I’m like girl yeah it’s like I
Was just I was so excited y’all I was so excited so anyway and yes my nail is broken so don’t y’all even come for me like I just had to get this video out so anyway I’m with the story um so like I said you know she ends up
You know giving me her um number the young lady gave me her number so will we exchange numbers and so from that point on she was always texting me and she was like Hey you know are you coming to this event and I’m like oh I wasn’t really planning on it
But it’s like because me I’m living actually live over an hour off campus plus had kids and it was so so you know hard to to be at events that’s happening at eight o’clock at night or well it wasn’t eight o’clock it was seven something at night um the year
That they were founded so it was just like um it was it was it was a lot but she would be like well yeah you need to be there and so I would you know go to the events and everything so then okay y’all here comes the time to pick up your
Package I’m already knowing I’m in because you know this girl she was also um Miss you know she was the queen of her sorority of the sorority so I’m like I know I’m good I’m good so uh like I said I end up going and picking up a packet I
Saw her didn’t really say anything you know because everything’s really secretive um and then have to get my transcript to um be able to turn in everything for you know rush but I look at my transcript and I realize oh my goodness I don’t think that I’m eligible because
Of the amount of credits that I had the had um received the previous term because they went oh they went with the previous term to see if you were eligible so it I think that made my GPA a little bit lower than what it should have been so
Um excuse me y’all but um my scientists are kind of draining but I’m gonna get this video out glory to God all glory to God so uh like I said you know um I realized my grades were not right because in nursing school well for my nursing school
Um a lot of the classes well some of the classes weighed like five credits instead of your traditional three because you had a lab and because like it was just I guess I don’t know why they weighed so much but that’s just what it was so um because I was no
Longer receiving financial aid I was only going to school off of student loans I pretty much was like I’m not trying to take a full load because it’s just wasting money and it’s already hard enough so let me just keep it simple and you know drop the class so I didn’t even
Know that like that semester before me doing that would turn into this um okay so I end up telling a girl I was like I don’t know what’s gonna happen what should I do and she was like oh well I think I know somebody that didn’t
Happen to and it’s a lady on the main campus that you can go to and she can change your grades well so knowing this is a lie you ain’t even post I ain’t even supposed to do this how we gonna go up for SCP people to change my whole
Grade and make me eligible but you know I was down it was like whatever you know because that’s what I wanted to do so I end up going to the main campus to try to get my grade um changed but come to find out the lady was away with like the
Band and she in Atlanta and she wasn’t going to be back for it was going to be too late by the time she was back so I went to another man that I knew um who was my veterans rep and he was in the register’s office and he was
Um he was D9 he was great so I was like I explained my situation and he was like says I love to do that but you know I can’t do this I lose my job there so I’m like oh my gosh so I’m not gonna lie y’all I was
Devastated I was completely 100 devastated because I was like God how could you bring me this close to this and literally like drop me where I can’t do it so that’s my you know and she just you know the young lady I explained to her and she was like oh I’m sorry she
Was like you know that was it she was like I’m sorry and to be honest I never heard from her again never so um sour but never heard from her again so now fast forward probably um I would say six about six years later maybe a little
Longer than that it actually probably a little longer than that um now it’s time for the remember the family member who I knew that was D9 uh she got in a chapter really just to help me to get in she got back active should I say because she had been long a long
Time you know in in um as a member of the sorority so you know and she pledged undergrad so she was she was connected she was linked um this was a huge chapter actually the biggest chapter in my state I don’t know we had the biggest chapter overall
Um but I mean their prestigious chapter matter of fact the um the president of the the sorority was in the chapter and the regional director um were in the chapter so they decided to come out with a line and of course you know just trying to make the story a little faster
Um I made it you know I I make the line or whatnot so I’m not gonna even lie to y’all like I’m gonna tell you that I’m just down I already know how the process is and our military so it was like for me you know I already knew that it was
Gonna well I knew I thought that it would be some hazing just because I graduated from HBCU and then like I said military I mean you Haze so it was like it’s whatever like you know this me back then now y’all y’all know I ain’t like
That now if I’m coming out with this video but um I was just like it’s whatever so you know we I you know I asked my family member like okay you know is it gonna be something underground like if it is I’m cool with
It like just let me know so I can make sure I got a sitter like it’s whatever and so she was like okay cool I’ll I’ll let you know because she was hazed she went to she pledged at HBCU so that’s just what it is you know down south and
So um she never really mentioned it to me um again so pretty much like I I’m putting like this we wouldn’t Haze like that you know I mean yeah we went Haze like that so at all the battle standards of what I look I look at it so like I said
Um end up getting into the chapter end up on making it I came out spring 19 um you know it was 38 of us all together um it was you know it was it was okay it was okay um it was okay you know I did have a bad
Experience I think the experience that I thought I was gonna have I I didn’t necessarily have because my mindset was one way but um and expecting one thing but it was you know kind of something else and maybe that was because well primarily because that would look really
Bad if the president of the entire sorority and the regional director’s chapter was Hazen so you already know um kind of how that goes so anyway um now comes let’s see what year was this um I believe it was 20 the end of 2021 and I saw on Tick Tock somebody had
Posted a um video and they said excuse me y’all it’s a train coming through so I hope you guys can still hear me but somebody had posted something saying um you know they were gonna dedicate the first six months to basically elevating themselves um and I decided I wanted to do that I
Was like I’m gonna Elevate myself spiritually mentally physically you know kind of really rededicate my life to Christ start reading my Bible fasting again like just because I was saved down I was saved um I’ll save y’all I I was I ain’t gonna lie um so let me just continue on with this
Story I I’ll get to that part so anyway uh said I was gonna read educate my life and everything and so I did so in uh when 2022 began I started reading my Bible more studying more and now fast forward to August of 2022. I basically love Matthew Stevenson
Apostle Matthew Stevenson I don’t know if you guys know who that is um you know yeah so anyway um I listen to a lot of his videos his videos have taught me a lot about uh spiritual guilds Deliverance a lot of things like that so um one day I’m studying delivering stuff
Because I do see a lot of things um in regards to demonic activity and just a lot of generational curses are passed down from generation to generation especially with me being in Psychiatry so I decided to do the Deliverance video and no lie got to the part about Witchcraft and I
Felt something inside I can’t explain it y’all but I felt something inside inside of me just like rise up and I I you know I’m like this praying with the along with the video and immediately when he said witchcraft you know calling out the spirit of Witchcraft something inside of
Me rolls up and I just started praying like Lord I don’t know what this is but forgive me and I started like I just started asking God to for just just forgive me and I’m sorry and Lord I give my life to you Lord I don’t know where
Witchcraft came from and he spoke and I heard him say you know ancestors um and it was just like I just I don’t even have the words for it y’all I really can’t describe it I just know I started saying whatever it is Lord I
Give my life over to you like just you know I’m sorry I just started asking him for forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness and so he showed me that it was in the family um in the bloodline because mind you at this time I’m still at East I’m an
Eastern Star too so I you know I know I kind of left that part out but I was an Eastern Star as well so um like I said you know at that moment when I say I give my life to you I automatically I heard God say
Um for this I’m gonna bless you I’m gonna bless you and y’all I don’t know what happened but I do know what happened but I started coffin I mean violently I started gagging it was so bad y’all that I was on my couch doing this I had to get up and run
To the garbage can because it was I mean it was a violent and um I don’t I just I know I was spitting a lot but I can’t remember if vomit came up but I mean it was it was it was so bad that when when
It was done I had to I was physically tired I had to lay down on the couch so um I think a couple of days later I was I was in the book of Samuel and first Samuel um well Samuel and um I believe it was the fourth chapter
And I really just want to get my testimony I’ll I’ll come back and give you guys some more details especially in regards to um some of the things that that I did when I was um going through the rituals because a lot of the words I
Ain’t gonna lie I skipped over them or I inserted God’s name which there was a you know got obviously there was God showing me right thinking like okay sis like if you gotta skip over saying the name of the sorority or eternal spirit and you got to insert the word Holy
Spirit then that’s not me it’s not me I mean it was a lot of stuff that was just wow y’all it was a lot of stuff that was wow like the kneeling on the pillows and everything but just back you know going back to everything
Um like I said I started um I was studying in that chapter and I started reading about idolatry um and literally it was about the Israelites and how they had um God’s trying to get them to turn from idolatry and then it was like they basically wanted to go back but
Um God was saying don’t go back and in that moment I heard God say AKA and he said don’t go back and I was shocked because at this point he had never never said anything in regards to AKA like I I didn’t know what the
Witchcraft was that you know I had to be delivered from that you know a couple days earlier like I had no idea like he I’m like I was shocked probably just as shocked as y’all are especially if any of you know me that are watching this
Video I’m like AKA like what you know and I ain’t gonna even lie y’all my spirit the first instinct was no um oh I just said the name of the sorority too well it is what it is it is what it is because guess what in God’s word he
Says exposed Darkness so it is what it is yes look and there’s no shade to anybody that’s still involved in the sorority like the sorority does great things but everything that’s a that’s a good thing it’s not always a God thing so I helped him I have to tell people
Um you know my story because the word says that we overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of Our Testimony so again you know God said AKA and I was like what they be saying get somebody else to do it that’s what I’m saying I’m just
But I knew it I knew because I had told him I give you my life um I knew that I could not just let this what he said just go so I knew what to do because I had already seen the Nelson videos and I’m gonna try to
Um make this video a little bit more maybe I’ll do a part two um that’s a little bit more structured because I just want the Holy Spirit to be able to come and just tell me what to say to you guys um on this Resurrection Sunday and to be
Able to uh just you know renouncing and denounce and let everybody know because I I was called Sorrows today in church so and I had to let that individual know I’m no longer a sorrow you know um so yeah so again like I was saying I watched some denouncing videos
Um quite a few quite a few and um within within a week I I knew I had to go I knew I had to go I knew I could not stay in and just not go to chapter meetings or not go to Founders Day activities
Um I had just went to one of my former line sisters wedding like we strolled we sung you know sung um the sorority song like I knew I knew if I had I knew I had to be sold out for Christ at that time because light and
Darkness does not mix so I had to let it go and I’m not I’m not trying to pressure anybody else into letting it go I’m just trying to tell you my testimony hopefully you respect it because I I respect where where you are even when I was in and I
Would see denouncing videos I never disrespected anybody because this that’s your testimony you know my thing is let the Holy Spirit lead you seek Him seek him so um again like I said um you know ended up um writing a letter typing a letter out
Um I got it the template off of out from among them like a lot of people have and I man when I had to go get that letter notarized like when I walked out of there and driving to the post office I cried like a baby like I’m talking my
Eye broke down and it’s like I was I gave the little letter to the postal worker and I ain’t gonna lie y’all I wanted her to say oh we can’t take your man like I wanted her to not take their letter or I wanted somebody to just say
Something to me and it’s just like nobody nobody stopped me and I knew why and I understand it I understood I’m sorry I understood why nobody stopped me because that was God’s will for my life um it was definitely God’s will for my life and he was calling me out from among them
Um so yeah that’s you know it was hard like that I think that whole day and probably the next day I just laid down um and I tried to connect with us and I did connect with other people who had denounced um on social media
Um I will say it’s still been hard like I like I said I attended in HBCU so going to games that see I had season tickets so going to games that um that fall it was different seeing everybody in um their Greek paraphernalia and it’s
Like you know you were just Greek and I mean even now I haven’t received um a letter or anything like that but um I know in my heart I’m no longer I’m no longer a AKA I’m not so um because God he called me out from among them
Um so yeah I was um somebody that worked in Deliverance through my psychic my psychiatrist battery cleaning that needed Deliverance so God delivered me himself he pulled me out himself um so when I tell you it’s been a journey it’s it’s been a journey this
Was August of 2022 and I’m you know here now um it it has gotten a little bit easier you know but of course it’s like your flesh and your spirit they do war or pull you know among um each other but it’s like at the end of the day
God has been too good to me and I just I cannot um I can’t disappoint on my I’ve been rocking with them and rolling with them you know for this long and I just I gotta keep going I gotta keep going I don’t I don’t know what all the future
Holds for me but um I’m really ready to see it um something that I do also want to address and I’ll probably go more and dealt with my part two um as I go deeper and maybe like I said make that video a little bit more structure with scripture and talking
About the rituals um and and things that God scriptures that God gave me um something that I do want to really just hone in and say a lot of people say that um Christians aren’t in this organization I would say yeah we you know they are
Um but you can be a Christian and still I’m not saying being um I guess kind of like just a demon taking overtaking you I think that’s different but you can be a Christian and still need Deliverance and and I’ve seen it a lot um I I saw it with my own eyes
You can be a Christian and doing something that you shouldn’t do or that God is not pleased with and he still use you because he still used me in my Psychiatric clinic I’ve seen a couple of people healed in my clinic from depression and from anxiety so I know
That he can use you but that doesn’t mean that you don’t need Deliverance yourself that doesn’t mean that he is pleased with every single thing that you was doing because at the end of the day gotta use whoever he wants to whoever he wants to use he’ll use it
He’ll use them so you know I I do want to um say that because I hear a lot of people saying that oh you know you in darkness he can’t use he can use you but that doesn’t mean you don’t need Deliverance yourself so um I think I’m
Gonna end it there and like I said I’ll make a video that’s more structured um I’ve been just wanting to get this out and I ain’t gonna lie y’all my spirit feels so light and so free right now just to be able to give y’all this this message and I don’t really shop
That uh you know I um that my my think my phone that I’m recording on you know it’s continued on because before when I tried to record a message like this it’s like it cut off so I know this is nothing but God like it’s nothing but God
Um before I got started it was like I came in the back so at the back of my house so I could record and it was like next thing I know my kids want to get up making noise banging pots and pans everywhere and I was like okay now I
Need y’all sit down for a little bit um you know I just need a little quiet time or whatnot and then um the first time I tried to record it it was like I just kept coughing and it was like my allergies you know classes were messing
Up and I was just like I rebuked it in the name of Jesus because I’m like no now is the time now is the time you know like I said if you guys want to know why do we make these videos why do we not
Um and I never was you know a boastful when I’ve always been pretty private even when I did come out I posted stuff of course but um I’m just I always been kind of laid back but um I will definitely say that um it’s biblical for us to post these types of videos
Um I see a lot of people saying oh is this a new trend um if that’s what you want to call it then call it a trend but at the end of the day if you read and study your Bible you’ll know what this is you will know
What this is you will know that these are people that are called by God people that have drawn themselves nearer to God and he is able to hear from them I guarantee you probably the people who are saying is this a trend you don’t take up time and I’m not judging I’m
Just saying you don’t take up time in your word because I was there too I wouldn’t really read my word like that and grew up in church you know my whole life so you know it when you start drawing closer to God fasting praying studying your Bible he can’t help but to
Speak to you getting off of social media getting out of mess getting out of drama you know not comparing yourself to others like really being on falling at the the face of God just being just being on on you know at his at his feet when you really get to the point
Where you’re really seeking God that’s when he speaks to you he speaks to you through dreams through other people through sometimes even these videos but it’s up to you to figure out if you want to receive it so um I’m gonna end this video because I’m already well over 30 minutes
Um like I said I’ll give a part two so you guys um I pray that those that have ears to hear Let Them hear um again this is no judgment at all because guess what I was there too I was wanting to come as there was like no we
Do some good things in the community and we pray and all this stuff you know um but the whole time replacing the word eternal spirit with the word holy spirit so you know yeah I’m gonna give y’all some some more um gems and some more pieces to my testimony including
Scripture things that God showed me when I was going through the rituals that were definitely ready for Flags dreams that God gave me before I even crossed um things that I said uh you know that I wouldn’t I didn’t feel like I was gonna be in a sorority long
Um you know so guys definitely showing me things he was definitely showing you things so this video for those of you who is four is four for those of you who is not just gonna do what you used to do no judgment here you know I pray that you draw closer to God
Though and I’m gonna end it here so if you guys like this video hopefully I went all over the place and I ain’t talked too fast with my little country accent hopefully y’all understood me then definitely like comment and subscribe I’ll see you guys next time bye y’all all
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