But he was saying how like in Genesis 3 and 1 the devil really was like okay did God really say that and that’s kind of how I operated it I knew that God said no Greek organizations but I was like okay did God really say all of them like
The Christian ones too and I walked into a trap blindly because I wasn’t able to discern what God had already told me hey it’s your girl allergen gets back with another YouTube video so this is part four of my denouncing testimony series okay but before I actually get
Into the video if you have not already hit the Subscribe button be girl one time but at one time so this is actually part four like I said of my denouncing testimony series and on part four I actually listen y’all seen the title we doing a Christian sorority okay
Denouncing my Christian sorority with my girl Amaya and so before I actually get into the video there are actually some some new people to my channel and so hi I’m Lala okay I’m from Arlington Texas AG Town sexy and I actually crossed into Delta Sigma Theta in Spring of 2008 and I denounced
In Fall of 2021. Lord I gotta get these let me figure it out yeah I crossed spring 08 and I denounced fall 21 okay um and so yeah so the Lord has led me to actually start a denouncing testimony series and so this is part four and the
Lord is not letting up with this series okay part four we not letting up okay what’s up my girl imaya to my channel thank you so much for joining me I need like a little little clap nothing hahaha so thank you so much sis for joining us
And I wanna can we just jump straight into it is that okay and so it’s going to be like a conversation it’s not an interview okay girl don’t make me feel oh my yes ma’am So it’s really gonna be a conversation it’s not gonna be interviewed it’s just me you chopping it up on camera okay so the first question I want to know is like how are you introduced to Greek life um I was introduced to Greek life um really all throughout my high school Journey
Towards my senior year I I applied for a AKA scholarship and with doing that I let AKA write my reference letter and she kind of tried to persuade me into possibly um joining in pleasure AKA and because of what God had already shown me about some of the things that um AKA
Represents and you know some of the behind the scenes things I was kind of reluctant to that but um that’s and then my family some of my family is a part of Greek organizations yeah okay so okay so it’s two I got two follow-up questions
So like okay so what what Greeks are in your family um I believe is Delta and AKA okay and so what so what did God reveal about like AKA that made you be like ah for um I’ve always been um really Discerning when it comes to
People and when I meet people and really majority of the time when I met AKA it seemed like they used their letters as their identity and I knew upfront that that’s not how God would like me to go about my life especially just coming into college I knew he wanted me to be
Bolding him because that’s where you really can be tested and tempted by the devil so I I did not want to fall short and make something that I knew would not bring glory to him my identity with going into college so you get to college and so like what happened so you but
You’re in college right now right oh Jacksonville State University okay so the first guy to Jackson State like how was how was life pertaining to like you know Greek life and everything when I first got there because it is a pwi Greek life was very shoved in your
Face a lot of people were like you know join it because it’ll get you more involved with um people of your own race people of your own background culture it was kind of like promoted as a way of um I guess empowering black people black college students and because of the way that
They went about it I just knew that was not for me um but as College wrote on because of my um wanting to be a part of something because grades became my idol at one point when I first started um college so because of my wanting to be a part of
Something wanting to I guess build my resume put myself out there I began to kind of gently break down that barrier and was like you know maybe it’s just some AKA you know sororities maybe it’s just some Delta sororities so I might just try it and I even went to some of
The um info things and kind of got more information about it that way oh that’s right you went to you went to AKA and Delta like interest meetings no see Delta they um actually they’re not on campus right now but um AKA is so they had like a it’s called get on board
Days where organizations kind of present theirselves to the students freshman students at that and they kind of encouraged them to do certain things to build their resume to build their um social life at college and because I was already um so eager to be I guess
Noticed by um the college and being an African-American student on at a pwi it was just anything to get noticed anything to kind of boost myself up um as far as status so they had tables set up and AKA was one and I actually went over there knowing that I went over
There and I was asking kind of like what are they um about um asking kind of like um not really asking the process because I know that’s kind of secretive they don’t really talk about that but more so asking what were they about and what was their involvement on campus because in
My mind I was going to do it and kind of like wiggle my way around going to the parties and moving my way around doing that and I was just going through the kind of social events the volunteer events and kind of you know try to make it
More comfortable for me as a Christian yeah oh okay so did you like something so you actually tried to pursue AKA I did in some way and even then they were kind of like um yeah you can ask questions but you’re still not one of us so I knew not to you
Know ask too much I knew not to um show that I was just really really interested I kind of made it to where it was just an in general question me asking almost as if it’s the first time I was you know questioning or talking to AKA
Oh okay so like kind of like you didn’t have the knowledge so you just kind of like you know it’s a whiz right and then what happened like because you didn’t you did you try did you apply or you didn’t know all right I went to the entrance meeting and because
Um God actually put me into the season isolation at that point so because I was so isolated it was kind of like I was really just trying to align myself with his work so me going to the interest media like going further into it he kind
Of made it a note he actually had me in other organizations and I was able to see how aka’s and other Greek organizations operated within those organizations and just kind of how it became like their identity and that as well like kind of God just really showed
Me like that is not something that you need to step up as far as status or your resume in college that’s not going to be your make a break and that’s really what um led me to just not do it yeah do you want to you want to expand more on the
Isolation season like what what was God doing during that isolation season so during that isolation season I was really just it seemed like going to every event that I had or every ordination a meeting that I had but coming right back home and getting in my
Word and it was a good point where I really was not studying like I should it was just my word me and God and he really it was Grace all throughout because I was able to maintain my grades I was able to go to meetings operate
Like I should sleep like I should but it was really just me and God in that season I believe that that became like a foundation to where when the spiritual attacks begins to happen later on then I’ll get to um kind of have that Foundation already
Oh that’s good girl that’s the one thing that’s one thing I’m sorry that’s Off Script that’s one thing I was like Lord why you didn’t just snatch me up in college because really good in my dorm room you know okay so what made you interested in the Christian sorority because you said you
Know know the aka the divine nine sorority but somehow this Christian sorority pop right okay so during that um I believe that God was kind of well during the isolation period God just kept saying Ministry and Ministry and like he kept saying like I’m calling into Ministry I even had
People like who I did not know come up to me telling me that God is telling me to tell you to stop trying to feel God is telling me he’s calling you into Ministry he’s calling you into church you need to step into that so I’m thinking that the whole isolation period
Is me getting prepared for that so whatever was to come after that I’m thinking it’s you know from God like he’s preparing me this whole way so when I get into whatever I’m doing it’s going to be from God he’s gonna um basically Shield me from the attacks
Of the devil and little did I know he reveals that real quick but um so let me I forgot the question no question is like how did you get into the Christian story like what made you interested in that okay so jumping back off of that
Um I began to feel shame because I felt like me even short interest into the Greek um D9 sororities was kind of like a slap in God’s face like he’s called you into this isolation and even in that you kind of linger off and this is why
You’re in the isolation like um because you allowed yourself to linger off to the point where you um didn’t know whether it was God pulling into something or whether it was the devil and um my I guess my shame from that my uh thirst to be into something that was
Like glorifying God led me to the Christian um sorority and when I got there the I believe that I did my research it seemed like I did all the research that I could possibly do and they display you know Christian believes when I met with them when I talked to them individually the
Ones that I did get to talk to before um actually joining they all displayed Christian beliefs it seemed like they were really read it in God and like the sorority was going to be glorifying God and really kind of a Sisterhood in Christ how was the process of trying to
Join the Christian the Christian sorority did you have to go to events and stuff was it kind of similar to AKA or no that’s actually funny this is another reason why I thought it was God because it actually had week-long events so for our entire week they had what
They call a recruitment process it was Bible studies it was social events it was also maybe like a trivia night it really just showed from the outside looking in that they were really trying to glorify God and pulling Christians so and then on top of that because I was in
The season of isolation at the time of the events I wasn’t able to go to any of them so I didn’t go to any of those events I wasn’t um so like I said I wasn’t able to see how they spoke about the Bible I wasn’t able to see how they um
What they taught basically so I was just from outside looking in and seeing that they were doing Bible studies they were doing trivia nights about the Bible so it looked good because I wasn’t there so I wasn’t able to you know kind of like discern what was going on really and
Then after when it was the interview process because you have to interview to get in I actually could not make the in-person interview either so they made a way for me to do it over the phone and because that happened I was like oh this guy you got it
Okay so you did the phone interview and you made you made lines right I did so after the song interview it was kind of um you were given an envelope saying if you made it or not and when I opened my understanding I made it so after that
You kind of just have to accept it through like a Google form and you put your information in you let them know like your favorite um stats you know just things about yourself so that when you were given a big it would be somebody that you can
Relate to and they would know what you actually like and even then like once I was able to see who my big was and I met her it was the person I prayed for so it was just like guy you really doing the thing and it was really kind of just
Showing me everything I desired blindly not knowing that that wasn’t from God so okay so you made line and did y’all have like a some type of pledge process actually it it really like the way it happened it did not remind me of pledge that’s why the red flags weren’t as big
To me because it didn’t seem like we were really just blatantly you know idolizing anything but I do remember um it’s a process they don’t really call it pledging I guess because pleasure has such a like bad you know reputation they said candidacy process so um you were a
Candidate for eight weeks you went to a one-hour class and in that whenever class you learned the bylaws and you learned Greek letters and you were tested on that and that kind of rubbed me wrong because I feel like as a Christian sorority it should have been
Maybe more about God we should have been maybe diving more into the word and um I brought up those concerns and we actually did like the maybe the last two meetings we had a Bible study it was like okay God but that’s still reflex so the were they did they treat you
Kindly during this process or was it they were very welcoming like I said I already knew going in everybody is not going to be the perfect Christian they’re not gonna always be um as Godly as they should be their conversations might not be as fruitful as they should
Be because everybody is at a different level in their life so I wasn’t I wasn’t trying to judge but some of the things that was said some of the Vibes that I got I just knew who and who not to associate myself with closely hmm okay come on discernment so the candidacy
Process is over you cross uh first off what’s the I’m sorry I’m disrespectful what’s the organization’s name what’s the what was the sorority name Sigma Alpha Omega Sigma Alpha Omega okay so you cross into Sigma Alpha Omega sorority and like how like how is that being a sigma
Call it Sao okay so being an Sao how was that how was life when you do it actually because I feel like I was the reason why I was so blind for so long which I wasn’t in there for long I was probably in there for maybe two three
Months but because I was so um I guess Discerning and I knew who to surround myself with and who not to um going into it I didn’t really pick up on everything that was going on behind the scenes because I kind of didn’t associate with certain you know people
As closely as I did with others so um going in it did it was shown as maybe a Christian how Christians should act we also had I guess you would cause kind of strict regulations stuff that you couldn’t do stuff that you couldn’t say substance you couldn’t post so even that
I didn’t really see that as being um I guess controlling in a way I just seen it as they’re trying to just show us how Christians should display themselves and as the process went on I was able to see that that was truly what they were doing just showing off a
Display it wasn’t happening behind the scenes and um something that was very alarming to me was at one point I had a few people because we had big meetings big um they call them candidate not Kennedy meetings they call them chapter moves and we had a big trap for me and a
Lot of people were just saying how they had opened their Bibles in months and I was just like okay like call me in a sorority that exemplifies God and we haven’t even been in our it’s some somebody’s dropping the ball is the sorority or you’re just blatantly not
Doing you know what you’re supposed to be doing by yourself and quickly I realized that yeah God was strengthening me and he was giving me um more I guess spiritual gifts during this time but it was because I was stepping away and he was doing that on like my
Own it was in on confinements of my I guess my dorms or and that I had with people it wasn’t really the sorority that was building me up so I really looked at the sorority at one point is like a distraction and it was more so I
Kind of sorry for what it was but I didn’t know how I would I guess I didn’t know what would be the reason that I could really just remove myself because from the outside looking in it looks like it’s really you know doing what it’s supposed to be and it
Looks like it’s really glorifying God on a campus that um may not have as much as that so I didn’t want to leave and people have this misled Persona of why I left or the reasons behind it so I was like I need you to make it Crystal Clear
Like I see what you’re doing but I need you to make it Crystal Clear yeah and did he make it he made it clear right he made it real clear so um and for a while because at one point we had Christmas break and during Christmas
Break I really it was another season of isolation and I felt like why do I keep going through these seasons back to back it’s like the first time I needed I know it was you know the Greek sorority trying to you know get status and stuff like that and I’m like okay
Guys like I’m in a great sorority but it’s glorifying you and he kind of just had me sit down with him and it was almost like a reality check like really check yourself and see what you’re really in really see and discern what these people are doing around you and
It’s not that you’re necessarily participating in it but it’s because it’s attached to you so that right there was like okay guys so I see what you’re doing let me um kind of put myself out there more in the sorority so I actually started um I was accepted into the Bible study
Committee which we call Spiritual Development and I thought that was God helping me with the whole Ministry aspect that he had already you know um brought to my attention that I would be in so I was like okay guy you know I’m in this committee I know it’s you
Because I pray for this um and because this is where you call me too like this is what you’ve told me that I would be doing at some point in my life so um and I asked him you know to show me what I need to do show me who I needed
To be around how I need to operate in this committee to like glorify him as much as possible and because I was in that committee um the stuff that I was um the stuff that I was open to was more so about God because we’re talking about the Bible it
Was about God and it was really and I felt like that was also Satan kind of pulling me so deep into it that I wasn’t able to see what was happening on the outside he’s like okay you you see you saw my trick where I we didn’t have
Guidance already at all and now I’m pulling you to a committee where you’re blinded by the fact that the committee does this but you’re not saying with the overall sorority is doing and um during that time in committee I actually led a few well I let one Bible study and that
Bible said I felt like it was really good but the whole time God was speaking to me you know yeah it’s like how can you tell people that you’re doing this Bible study you’re leaning there and there you know they’re green they’re giving their um Revelation from it and your Revelation
Is that you shouldn’t be here anymore so I was like okay God you need to make it Crystal Clear like this is Christopher but I need you to make it to where when I do leave they they don’t have anything bad to say or any reason to think that I
Left because of my own will or my own won’t and may I add that during this time people were actually dropping to go to other sororities because our sorority had become so I guess Godless in the sense behind the scenes so people did not feel accepted a lot of people did
Not feel accepted and I think I even wrote in my notes um that we had a certain um candidate who didn’t was not able to cross and because she was not able to cross it was like various reasons on stuff that she was doing outside of sorority and they
Like I said it had strict regulations on what you could post where you could go where you could be seen so um because she was seen in certain areas doing certain things that you can demons I guess sinning in a way um it kind of like
Put her in the waiting period so she was basically almost like to where she couldn’t join the sorority she had to wait a whole another us um candidate period to join and I found myself alone with other people being like God okay she’s acting like this I don’t think the
Sororities for her either not knowing that the spirit of uh I believe I guess judgment the spirit of um the Niles for real because let’s cry yeah if I’m judging somebody off of what I believe is a sin and I’m not even looking at my own and I’m we’re
Not even addressing our own and really I didn’t like towards the end once I was getting to be like okay I am gonna leave guy quickly revealed that their sins everybody’s doing your sin is no greater than hers and her sin is no dirtier than yours and um you really need to check
Yourself when you’re um operating with my children basically because that’s their most fragile moment in cinemas um they’re weakness so the Judgment I don’t I honestly don’t know how it affected her because she’s still trying to get into story as you know as of now
So the Judgment I know it kind of made her more um shielded and sheltered on the things that she did outside of sorority but I think that we lack the love behind the Judgment so that was a red flag for me it’s not like what I’m hearing it’s not
Like the sorority was trying to operate as God yes yes that’s it yes um the more that he revealed these red flags to me like even at one point was it a ceremony and this was when God was really just showing me like you’re not
Gonna be here so um when I was in the process of leaving one big red flag was we were at a ceremony and I had been told that this was a ceremony the whole time and I’m thinking okay ceremony you know we have Ceremonies for graduation
So this is you know this is not demonic at all um this guy it got to be from God we’re at the ceremony and um one of the people that were being I guess inducted were not there yet so the person that was over it was like um basically something along the lines
Of we need to kind of get this ritual over with I was like what hold up nobody kind of like looked crazy everybody was just kind of like yeah I’m ready to go too and I’m like y’all didn’t hear what she said like that is red flag number one so I even texted
Like I said I have a small group of people that I associate associated with more closely in sorority so I was like this is just that ritual they’re like yeah and that kind of alarm but not alarmed enough to like I guess seek God in it because that was like the
Number one red flag and we’re doing rituals I don’t want to be a part of it and I guess that was when God really showed me like it’s not necessarily that one secular you know Greek organization is more far from me than the next is that Christians have tried
To make something that was of the world glorify me and they they’re doing it on the outside but on the inside it’s not it’s not where it needs to be and they’re just playing this you know Godly fruitful sorority but when you get in it you’re you’re really kind of stuck in
Your by yourself if you’re really seeking me so I was wow wow so I was like okay um I guess it’s time to go so yeah so at that point I was like yeah I’m gonna be gone and I kept alluding to the fact that I would not be active the following
Semester because God was really like kind of telling me like you can’t be in sorority and do ministry for me like and I was just like God why like it’s a Christmas sorority right and he was telling me um like as I was doing Bible he speaks
To me a lot like I’ll write and by the time I look down and see what I’m writing it’s like where did that come from so I was you know I write in my Bible studies and as I was writing my Bible studies he basically was just telling me
That anytime you obey something else what do you obey me it’s become an idol so I was like okay all right because he was telling me to do YouTube he was telling me to do you know ticks out he was basically telling me to start my Ministry I was like okay
But I can’t say this if I’m in the sorority or I can’t be around these certain people if I’m in a sorority basically you know I couldn’t act as Jesus would like he was definitely went Sinners but he wasn’t doing what they were doing and he was that that’s where
He got most of the people that he got that’s what he was able to save most of the people he was able to save so God was like you’re not gonna be able to reach the people I need you to reach in the open if you’re in that sorority
Because they’re going to condemn you they’re going to judge you you’re gonna say okay you’re in violation of this so I was like okay God I see what you’re doing and I’m ready to you know um embark on that Journey so I um that it was actually um February 27th
So it was real recent and on that day that night the next morning I wrote my email and I told them like you know in the most I guess Godly way possible that I no longer am able to be in sorority because it conflicts with
Things that God is calling me to and I didn’t want to you know go in depth on like okay this is the money getting this is wrong and this I didn’t want to do that because I felt like that was acting like that so I kind of wanted my
Ministry to just you know speak for itself and be a testimony all by itself that you saw that I was in this sorority and it kind of seemed like I was stabbing it and now that I’m out of it God is elevating me to positions that I
Would definitely not be able to be in if I was still in there yeah Right hey that’s good so like what scriptures I wrote down a lot of scriptures but I’m gonna kind of hit the key points um I know one of my scriptures was Matthew 6 24 where it talks about the Masters and God basically was saying that some people will say that um
It was only yours however the ways of the world look fun and pleasing sometimes and then he also went on to say whenever someone brings something they could potentially be a sin and you justify it by saying what you’re doing is of god instead of seeking God to get that answer you have
Made it an idol because you at that point you’re not even asking God if this is for me you’re kind of playing God you’re like okay it looks good it’s God and everything that looks good is my God and even at the um at the bottom I wrote
Down Matthew 10 33 which is just about denying Jesus and If you deny Jesus he will deny you in front of his father and on that I was like God but I I didn’t really deny you like all I was doing was talking about you but he was like no the
Ways that y’all were acting you were denying me because if you weren’t embodying the fruit the fruitful ways that I’ve taught you and the things that I’ve called you to the year denying me you’re now the calling that I have in your life you’re denying the
Um the things that I’ve been telling you the Revelation that I’ve given to you so therefore you’re walking denial of me so I was like okay you know you kind of just being there but okay so it was kind of like a reality check and he even
Um showed me the story of Isaac and Abraham where he was saying that which is in Genesis 22 1-18 and he was saying that obedience produces a generation of blessing and um that uh by Abraham obeying God some people think like okay just obey God and this and that’s good
Like God will try to test you you know as far as what he’s giving you to make sure you’re not idolizing it but no God will definitely try to um will not even try to God will definitely make sure that you’re not gonna fall back into
What you were once previously in and if we look back at Abraham he was out of worshiper so God is really showing Abraham like I’ll give you the blessing that you’ve been praying for constantly and I’ve given it to you let me see if you’ll deny it for me so anytime even
The blessings that he give us if you can’t deny from him then you’re out of worship him at that point the blessing has become your God and he was really really kind of honing that in like okay you want all these organizations but at some point your the regulations the rules
That they have you’re denying me at some point or you’re walking in a way that’s not fruitful at some point therefore you’ve made it the idol and that’s your guy I was like okay okay and then like um I know when I reached out to us in
That moment when I was typing out that um God was like you were like Eve and I was like hold up now we talk about Eve and you know we wouldn’t do that like that’s just crazy God told us not to do it we would definitely not do that but
He was saying how like in Genesis 3 and 1 the devil really was like okay did God really say that and that’s kind of how I operated it I knew the guy said no Greek organizations but I was like okay the guy really say all of them like the
Christian ones too and I walked into a trap blindly because I wasn’t able to discern what God had already told me and um I believe that might be all of them that I have as far as what he was telling me but I I was doing a lot of um
Reading and Proverbs like the entire time so God was kind of just showing me where wisdom lies and that first hearing him enough to obey him and really just respecting him as God will be the first step to getting any wisdom that I desire so um and that’s really where he was
Able to tell me like it’s time to come out because I was in Proverbs and like I said I was writing and I would say we got from Proverbs and wisdom to sacrifices and idol worship and I was like hold up where is this coming from he was just
Like this is what you’re doing and I called my mom was like I gotta drop it Mama I gotta drop it I gotta drop it drop it now and she was like don’t say it be about it so the next day I dropped it and I was just like okay it was like
A breath of fresh air because all the regular regulations that they had set up to where stuff I can do out doors was just opening um people were asking me to speak asking me to pray and I was able to because the sorority wasn’t limiting what I
Could do huh yeah for real right wow while you were talking I just kept hearing the Holy Spirit say like why am I not enough like why is my kingdom not enough like why do my children have to go to to be a part of these other organizations for the things that I’ve
Already given them right in the community you know I’ve already given them a Sisterhood or Brotherhood I’ve already given them a status they’re already Elite we are the elect of God you know I mean like we already have the hand of God we’re in the kingdom of God
So everything that we need that we desire is in God so why do we have to go outside of him to attain everything that we already have and so girl let’s just say that because when I was saying like God okay I dropped the sorority that’s
Where all of my service hours all again idolizing the whole status thing and he was just like as a Christian you should be in constant service so your life should be service you should have service hours you shouldn’t have to be in a certain organization to get those
You should be in constant service for me and I’ll lead you to people who need you I’ll leave you the people who need me so I was just like okay got it you know what you it’s the full package okay come on I got it up I’m not acting right I
Know that’s right okay oh girl this testimony don’t bless me I don’t know if they bless anybody else but it blessed me but before we end I want to open the door like do you want to provide any advice to any other people that are a part of you know a Christian sorority
Christopher Christian fraternities I know that’s Christian fraternities too like anybody or even just even in a Greek org you know that is feeling God kind of nursing to come out but they just not they’re not doing it so like what would you say to that person
Um honestly I would say to truly seek God and seek God without already having the answer see Kim fully wanting him to answer himself don’t already have your mind made up don’t be on the fence and off the fence just be neutral and allow
God to move you and move you in a way that glorifies him and if it’s not glorified him then it’s not him and if it’s not peaceful then it’s not him because a lot of people like they let the whole confusion thing is not peaceful like that that whole process
You’re not at peace you’re on the fence you’re off the fence are you going to find God are you denying him so just be in a state where it’s constant um acceptance of God and surrendering holy to him so anything that you do it’ll be ordered by God and God
Literally during this process he was saying um because a lot of people think that that works that’s another thing with the sorority works is glorified by works and he was saying your faith in me will produce works so you won’t have to go and do the works out your faith in me
Will lead you to discern what I’m telling you to do therefore it will be worse and um also be mindful of what you’re saying if you’re already in it be mindful of the conversations that you’re attaching yourself to and the more that you detach yourself from these conversations the
More that you see that it’s an unequally your relationship you do not relate to these people in any way when it comes to God and God is the ultimate um focus in this life this is literally what it’s all about so if you do not relate to these people and you’re
Focused on God then obviously these people aren’t focused on God and you need to remove yourself from that and remove yourself in a graceful way um don’t basically don’t be ill about it don’t be um envious don’t be jealous remove yourself in a way that shows God’s hand in your life therefore they
Won’t be able to say anything as far as how you remove yourself they might be talk about why you remove yourself and okay God didn’t tell me that that’s for sure but they won’t be able to say that you operate it in the way they didn’t show God if anything their reaction to
Will be a way that doesn’t show God and one more thing that he definitely told me about a lot of people um when I was going through this process he was saying that people have gotten so um used to asking for his hand that they
Forgot to seek his face so once he pulls you out of whatever he’s pulling you out of go ahead and seek his face go ahead and and seek in his face it’s not going to show up in the middle of the night you you will never be able to reach that
Goal until you meet him in the end so therefore you should always be in constant posture to where your heart is whatever God wants me to do I’m on it so that’s really that’s kind of where he has me at whatever he wants me to do I’m
On it and no matter who’s you know persecuting me or whatever that’s them that’s their prerogative I’m praying for and be uh um Lord forgive them because they know not what they do because when you are a child of God things that people do to you they don’t go unseen by
God and he definitely um gets them in the end if not at that moment you never know what people are going through and what’s filtering their anger and their resentment towards you so that’s kind of I guess that’s all of it that I have but yeah he was telling
Me a lot during this process good that’s good girl you got that Holy Spirit fire flowing girl okay so did you start did you start your ministry oh so so guys like really I have in a way that’s why we you asked me about this I was like okay that’s God because
I’ve been so like nervous about putting myself out there and I knew he wasn’t gonna allow me to put myself out there until I kind of publicly um just as bold as I went into sorority kind of removed myself from the sorority so anything that I did as far as the
Ministry would have fall flat because he I would have been moving out of his anointing so he kind of he wanted me to tell the testimony first and then you know go into the ministry second so there so nothing can be tiny bad holding you back
Then that process so now that I’ve done this um I will be able to you know post videos it’s a lot of things that he’s been telling me and you know in secret that I’ll be able to go forth and talk about so hopefully which I know it’ll be
Blessed regardless because God’s calling me to it but prayerfully that goes as smooth as possible okay yes well we’ll definitely be I say we cause you know my subscribers are gonna pray for you but whatever keep you in prayer keep your ministry lifted and did you want to provide your Instagram
That way you know once you get your ministry up and running people can you know follow along or yeah to Instagram uh now do I remember the name because the name was yeah let’s just put it like that but my Instagram is um e y m i a h underscore
E-l-l-i-n-g-t-o-n which is just my name and um the ministry would be called um The Source movement and uh it is an acronym uh good morning depth when I release it but right now guys also um have me in a service um Ministry like I have to you know
Administrate for him and also the service Ministry which will not exclude him but will be strictly about service and it’s called The Voice project which will be about victims um victims of injustices chasing Equity so yeah oh you said you said hopefully what I’m sorry
Um that’s able to get up and run into and um I know God is gonna you know push all of this for it all these names has already like before I even started college I had those names and it wasn’t until I finished with the whole um remove myself from sorority part that
I had the name for my Ministry wow wow good well listen thank you so much for bowling um proclaiming sharing your testimony and I know many were blessed I have been blessed and so I just thank you and I’m gonna continue to pray for you and cover
Your ministry and all of your future endeavors because listen it’s up okay it’s up from here because Lord is starting with this we’re going you’re going up for Ministry and so I’m just going to continue to cover you and pray that and now I don’t have to I mean I
Will pray but God will keep his hand over you okay as you elevate okay so thank you thank you thank you and thank y’all so much for watching don’t forget to like subscribe and comment bye friends
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