You know this is probably the first time I had you on here when I’m pissed at something yeah yeah I usually do it by myself and people say I look angry um that’s just your face but that’s just my face uh because I honestly I don’t think I’ve ever posted when I was
Pissed I’m usually just un non emotional yeah but what is it with people that whenever you ask for help you have have some people that will just out of nowhere just kick you right in the nuts two people in the last week yeah and two people that haven’t seen us
In decades yeah and only knew us for a short period of time of our lives and we were kids yeah not a part of our lives at all and ironically they’re all liberals and I hate that because I have liberal friends yeah and they have good paying jobs or
Spouses with good paying jobs and family they’ve never been in a situation like we’re in at all but they sit there and just attack okay let me clear this up I have a buddy that shared my gifts didn’t go you know because we’re in a pretty bad situation um and in that
Share an an old fraternity brother of mine a pledge brother that I have not seen since 2004 gets on there and starts trash talking me I didn’t even say anything um he he was it was a it started as a political thing he said why doesn’t he get orangeman to help him pay
For things like that’s possible I don’t know the president yeah I mean I’ve never met you know Donald Trump before but still it had nothing to do with me and then he um goes further and says and starts bashing me about how well I’m in
I’m in pain you don’t see me living off of other people I never said anything about pain yeah you know he has family I know he has family I know he has he he he’s able to work I literally was not able to work yeah I had no choice I was paralyzed
Yeah not permanently paralyzed that’s what the surgery was fixing yeah cuz if you didn’t have the surgery it would have been permanently yeah and that’s what people don’t get but they’re still so hateful I me I I don’t understand hateful people uh especially when what they’re being hateful about has nothing
To do with them isn’t harming them in any way shape or form the IR irony of it like this guy he was on food stamps for a while I know he was when we were in college a college student on food stamps he didn’t have kids he wasn’t married
And here we are even with you being without you know employment there for 10 months and now the situation we’re in right now we can’t even get it I never I never even for the longest time never even applied for fin for for food stamps or anything because I don’t like living
Off the government that is forcing people to pay for things yeah I have a gifts and go that way people can volunteer to do it if they want to do it they can if they don’t want to do it they just don’t I don’t believe in forcing people to do anything no and
That’s why when you know a few months back you know I when I tried to apply just because you know we were at a situation where I was like well it would help us out you know would take some stress off and that’s the only reason we
Were going to do it and we even talked about once we got you know where we were a little better we were going to stop we just we were going to use it only for like a couple months yeah short short perod we couldn’t even get it because we made just according to
Them you made like $20 more than their cut off yeah and and the the sad thing is is it’s because they only look at your income and your house payment they don’t look at your expenses they don’t Deb any other expenses no debt nothing that you have to pay off nothing no
Medical nothing just your income versus the pay your house payment we have have a pretty low payment for our house yeah we’re lucky compared to a lot of people it’s still more than what we can afford but it was pretty low so they’re like oh
You should be able to pay for that yeah our truck bills I mean what I mean just vehicles in the insurance was costing us over half my check yeah I mean but but I’m not sitting there trying to people get people to feel sorry for me I don’t that’s why I
Don’t usually talk about it at all but I openly stated that if I didn’t have my daughter even if it was just me and you if we were facing homelessness I would choose homelessness yeah I don’t ask for anything from anybody it was a friend of
Mine that told me I needed to start a a GoFundMe or a gifs and go campaign because how can I allow people to be helpful people and to put money out there to help others and bless others if I don’t let them know that I’m hurting
Yeah and I didn’t want to do it but they said you don’t have that’s what they told me you don’t have family so it’s not like you can just turn to your family and ask for help like most people do I know a lot of
People do a lot of people have to turn to their family and ask well there’s no shame in that I mean when you were in the hospital only a few people there was only like two or three people that came to see you yeah and they weren’t even
They weren’t blood related I didn’t have a single blood relative call me text me nothing in fact the last time I talked to him was the uh was wasn’t even during my second to last back surgery I’ve had two back surgeries since Co and the second um the well this the one
Before was a back surgery the other one was a spinal surgery they sound the same but one had to lot more to do with my nerves the other one was just taking Hardware out and stuff like that and making it hope hoping that that would make things
Better but it just made things worse yeah you know they did they they burnt out to two uh saws literally destroyed two saws trying to cut through my bone because my body heals very well the bones do they always heal strong but regardless it’s just I don’t get it because I have never
Talked to anybody on social media or anywhere I just don’t do that I don’t see the point in it if I don’t like who you’re voting for and I decide to say something which I usually don’t yeah you you stay away from that you’re pretty good about that I will attack a
Policy I will not tag the president himself I would I didn’t like Obama but I never once said anything about him being a Muslim or you know Michelle being a dude or anything like I didn’t yeah I didn’t do that crap I was like so
What if he is a Muslim how is that affecting in in me yeah so what if Michelle is is the dude I don’t care it has nothing to do with my life it is not going to pay my bills yeah I it’s not going to to affect me in any
Way I want to know about policy but I definitely definitely don’t attack the person that is believing that way because if I grew up the way they did if I experienced things the way they did if I was taught things the way they are then I would more than likely 100%
Believe the same things they believe yeah so I can’t hate somebody because they believe differently than me yeah but to sit there and attack somebody that somebody that’s supposed to be you know frat brothers we we sit there and sign something that oh we’re close to each other for life where nobody else
Comes before us blah blah blah that’s all freaking I say a lot yeah and I mean the irony though is my closest friends are fraternity Brothers but we never went to school together only one of them did we spend one semester together he graduated um the first semester that I
Started and that’s how we met each other but all of my close friends my best friends John yeah Zach they were um they just started college when I left yeah so I wasn’t even I they met me because I was I was a chapter advisor and they don’t do have anything
To do with the fraternity yeah because it’s just but still and this isn’t about the fraternity this is about people get in general people in general people in general putting their nose into other people’s business where it doesn’t belong for no reason hateful why be so divisive so what I don’t like
The president that you that you that you like wow that’s why I don’t get into football and stuff because people are fighting I mean you you go to Steelers fan and say something anti- stealer and they’ll literally attack you yeah you know people down here is you know OU OSU you
Know it’s just I mean I’ve got I piss off friends because I would I would antagonize them because I knew they were U fans and I don’t dislike OU I just like to pick on whoever is right there yeah Texas Arkansas oh you I I don’t care whatever whatever team you got I’m
Going to get out your buttons because I firmly believe that if you are truly a friend of mine that means I get to make fun of you I don’t make fun of people that I don’t like yeah I just don’t because I don’t want to offend you I
Don’t want to start any BS that shouldn’t be there but friends that know me know that I don’t mean it it’s just a joke they make fun of me all the time I mean when I got married you know half my friends said I thought you were
Gay you know it’s just I didn’t say I don’t even put the gay Vibe on blah I don’t care care it’s a joke but to come on to social media I had and every time I I every time I have to try to somebody post something somebody jumps on there and
Said I have to block people because they’ll get on there and start saying oh yeah you’re begging you know most people work for their stuff I’m like the only time I’ve ever been unemployed for longer than two weeks was during a surgery where I physically could not work I was
Eligible for um cuz when I had my um injury um in 2004 my spinal cord was severed um um and that’s not talking about the recent surgeries or anything but when we went to court they officially said that I was 100% disabled yeah that I I could get on disability
But I chose not to because just because you can does not mean you should do something I can get on disability and make what $2,000 a month to take care of my family have no hope or dreams of being able to go further in life not being able to help
Others because I couldn’t help my own family the whole reason we decided to do a ranch is because it’s going to allow us to help other people yeah we can can enjoy what we’re doing we can live in nature we can eat food that is not GMO
Is not destroying people we can give food away that’s not destroying people and we can minister to others and I’m not talking about Bible thumping Ministry I’m talking about healing the hurt Healing The Sick the broken the ones that are lost that have no family
Nowhere to turn why is that such a bad thing why would you attack that because they have issues with themselves so it’s easier to attack you than realize that they’re the ones with the issue and none of these guys would say something to my face Eric might he might just because he’s an
Idiot but they would regret it afterwards because I don’t deal with bullies very well I’ve have calmed my temper I haven’t lost my temper in 20 years but I spent the majority of my childhood fighting yeah because I didn’t know how to talk and I chose in the
Early 2000s I started studying Daoism and Buddhism I tried to start learning how to be a lot more Zen a lot more you know you know not like hippia and stuff I made it practical made it where it actually converted to Redneck you know it it just makes sense you know um
Because a lot of rednecks honestly old men they believe the same way Dallas believe they just say it differently yeah you know a lot of people don’t understand that Jesus spoke a lot of the same things that shaman and Buddhists spoke but because he didn’t dress and
Look like them people you know get offended if you say he said anything like they did yeah like I don’t care where the message came from I care what the message is but I’m just trying to love people I don’t even I in fact my comment back to
This guy was that I pray that you never have to deal with what I did so you can understand it yeah I would rather him not understand it then have to go through with what I’ve been through and you know people I mean they just don’t understand
And then we have people that compare our situation to them wanting to remodel their house or send their kid to college asking for funds for that and I’m like that that you know there there’s no correlation between you know what we’re trying to do and to be able to help
Others and remodeling your house yeah your house is not going to help anybody for one the the two difference the first difference is there’s a want and a need difference this is not a want it’s a need we’re GNA be homeless by May yeah you know that that’s a need we don’t
Have money to pay our bills because I was not making enough money to pay all of our bills because we’re 30,000 Plus in debt and we spent all our money that was in savings to go towards going to the hospital yeah and paying medical bills and stuff we we were completely piss
Broke that’s one thing but the other thing is how many people raise money for the homeless how many people raise money to to to help others it’s a common thing people do it all the time they have people that are literally their job is to raise money for this nonprofit we’re
Trying to raise money to start a nonprofit to help others but it’s also going to help us it’s going to a get us out of the situation where we we’re one we’re not going to be on the government’s tit you know we’re not going to force people to help us people
That help us will want to but two it’s going to it’s going to allow us like I said before and I know I’m just repeating myself it’s going to allow us to get out of this situation and not have to worry whether we can feed our family yeah you know and then
It’s going to give us more where we can feed other families yeah and that’s I mean we’re going minimalistic to be to get there sacrifices making a lot of huge sacrifices of of living and what I found I talked to a good friend of mine I’m
Not going to throw her name out there but she really good friend and she’s had she’s been in a lot of serious medical situations and um I asked her I text her I said um uh if I said her name everybody would know who she is um I I
Said have you ever had people kick you while you’re trying to um raise money she said yes every time yeah why why do people do that why be so hateful why be so horrible I mean I’m sure I’m gonna get hate because I have a hat that says Maga
Black my pastor gave me this hat yeah he’s a black gentleman and we’re joking because I am l literally 10% Nigerian yeah DNA test DNA and um ancestry you know where we look down the ancestry tree and found it you know it’s a family down in in Texas don’t know where they
Originally came from because it was right after the Civil War that they we can assume they originally came from Nigeria because it obviously Niger yeah well I mean that a tribe in Nigeria but we we know that they were black you know but that’s all we know because it
Doesn’t go any further because their family were slaves you know their parents were slaves and there is no record of anything regardless I’m going to get hate for it why I’ve never looked at somebody’s bumper sticker that said Biden and Harris and and went over there and
Started giving them what I thought and told them how dumb they are and stuff I might have thought it but I didn’t go do it because that’s not nice yeah you know it’s you know we could we’re going to observe things but that doesn’t mean we have to judge
Somebody you can observe something have an opinion to yourself and then go on about your day go on about your day just be nice I’ve I’ve talked actually that conservatives that if I’ve had this conversation about not being hateful or or shooting out hateful words and that
Because that’s not who we are they’re like well that’s just the way it is nowadays and they will be hateful to people I didn’t know that happened because it’s never around I guess the people that I’m close to are like me they don’t find any reason to do that
They don’t see the point in it yeah because there is no point in doing that the only thing you’re doing is spreading hate and when you spread hate all you’re G to get back is hate hate and Division and you know um and like uh General Flynn said um
Uh everybody believes in God in a fox hole yeah you know it you never know when you’re going to need that person next you so why hate them now I mean you may hate transvestites sorry they don’t call themselves transvestites anym what are they called uh transgenders transgenders you may hate transgenders
You may judge them but if we had a a group of soldiers I can’t even say the names on it because I’m going to get banned if I say what country they’re from more than likely they’re gonna come from but if they were out there shooting
At us you would not shoot at the trans gender that’s right next to you shooting at them you would be side by side fighting the same enemy yeah why we we’re all Americans and then if you go further we’re all living beings why hate them don’t like them that’s fine I’m not
Saying that yeah if if that’s what you feel that you need to be yeah but there’s no I mean I don’t even see the point in disliking someone that that you don’t even know yeah that you don’t even know just because of one issue that you
Have with them that’s the like the way people vote they vote on one issue I don’t like this thing about this person my veterinarian my original veterinarian when I had Mojo was a complete I mean he was just a jack wagon he would tell me what to and every I mean he
Didn’t care if he thought you were mistreating your dog he would jump on your ass but I still had him as my dog’s vet as long as I was in that area he was the guy I’m going to why because he took care of my dog that’s what I paid him
For I didn’t care about his personality I didn’t care about his sex life I didn’t care what he did with his penis I cared about how he took care of my dog you know and but these people they why am I so important to them that
They have to get all heated up and become I’m evil they don’t know me even if they did know me still I never go I I have a friend that’s a complete liberal a very very leftist liberal um and an atheist we disagree about so much but we can have civil
Conversations and we do and we’ll agree about things why because we’re both human beings yeah you don’t let your political differences I don’t let people control me at all yeah and that’s what you’re doing when you’re being hateful you’re allowing somebody to control you yeah you know it’s like look at his
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