Heavenly father today we put on the full armor to protect us against attack we put on the belt of Truth to protect against lies and deception we put on the breastplate of righteousness to protect our hearts from The Temptations we put the gospel of peace on our feet to walk
In your light Peace and Freedom with the Holy Spirit we rebuke anxious thoughts we take up your Shield of faith for protection to block and destroy all the darts and threats thrown out us by the enemy we put on the helmet of salvation to cover our minds and thoughts
Reminding us that we are children of a mighty king we are forgiven set free saved by the blood of Jesus we take up the sword of the spirit your living word that has the power to demolish strongholds and is sharper than any double-edged sword we come to you Lord
In prayer daily in Jesus mighty name we pray amen what’s up you guys welcome to the imagination I’m your host Emma and today I’m honored to introduce to you satanic and Masonic ritual abuse and mind control Survivor and whistleblower YouTube and content creator first generational New Zealander credential counselor with a specialization in
Narrative therapy communication skill small group training course facilitator traditional herbal medicine Advocate Retreat co- facilitator and healing Warrior poppy Joy poppy is a satanic and Masonic ritual abuse Survivor who was born into a multi-generational incest based family and has recently been liberated from an immense amount of
Trauma that her body was struggling to contain anymore her memory started to surface in 2017 from a few triggers in her surroundings including a vicious semi- wild dog on the loose a jellyfish sting that gave her a histamine reaction where her whole body was covered in a
Rash and swollen lips and other orifices is in Poppy’s shocked state of remembering what she was programmed to forget her then partner encouraged her to keep breathing through what she was experiencing and scenes smells visions and sound memories started to flood her conscious mind they were disorganized
And chaotic but over time poppy started to connect the dots Poppy’s earliest memories were related to her senses she remembered that her eyesight and hearing never developed normally and her P perceptions have been energetic meaning that she can observe ve the movement of energy experience telepathy and with
Focus can see how black magic practices are done poppy discovered that rituals are done to empower government legislation she found how consciousnesses are connected to calendars and astrological systems and that rituals are performed with dates and planetary alignments poppy is super sensitive to Cults and dangerous religions but did not become that way
Without having many dangerous experiences with them church and spiritual abuse had tainted her concepts of Father God and her mind connection and intuitive interactions with it brought her to know the true heavenly father and connect with him more while also becoming more connected with Mother Nature poppy has a degree in counseling
Has specialized in narrative therapy has training as a small group facilitator teaching communication skills and courses such as changes that heel she has studied traditional herbal medicine during cancer more galeng treatments and was treat co- facilitator prior to 2017 when her memory started to crowd in at
The time at the time her memory started pouring in she was not able to tend to others lives while her own life needed so much attention poppy is still actively on her healing journey and already she is such a bright light in the darkness shining her candle wherever
She can to heal herself in the world around her poppy Joy is literally the living definition of the word Joy no one would ever ever guess the horror she went through and healed through and that is one of the many reasons why I’m excited for you all to meet her today
Poppy has overcome every obstacle put in the way to stop her from healing including having to leave a therapist she had trusted who embodied bathamit and betrayed her and has had so much love in her heart that you can just feel it overflowing out of her when she
Speaks and through her beautiful energy poppy is extremely articulate when she speaks and has such a deeply loving and optimistic way of looking looking at life something we should all appreciate learning from survivors is how to embody this type of perseverance and love in our own lives poy sets a powerful
Example for all of us to follow and I know you will all fall as in love with her as I have poppy has just recently started speaking out about her story and I ask you all to give her her full attention as you listen to this Brave
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Without further Ado please help me in welcoming today’s guests of honor Survivor Overcomer voice for the voiceless spiritual Warrior anti-child abuse Advocate walking miracle and a woman who it is an absolute joy to call my new dear friend the one the only poppy Joy poppy thank you so much for
Being here with me today oh thank you so much and thank you for that beautiful loving introduction um thank you for seeing me and I see you too and um yeah this is such an important topic it’s you know I’ve been taking it’s been taking me a
While to be able to get my voice healed enough to to get it out here um but you know I’m I’m talking on behalf of many many people that have that voice no more they didn’t survive and and there’s you know so many people that you know
There’s just so much like I’m only just a little little we part of the ones that have survived and can have the voice and I mean partly the reason why I come across this love and joy is because that’s what it took it took me to um
Maintain and hold on to my soul um and not have it shattered and taken from me and that has been a miracle um yeah that’s definitely been a miracle I think even early near-death experiences right at the beginning of my life and having an experience with with with
Source um you know it kept me in there and I kept returning back to source and to and to Nature because that’s where I found the help and the support and the love yeah so I was I was born in New Zealand both my parents had come over separately from England and
Um and the abuse looks like it really started in my mother’s line so my mother grew up near the Rothchild estate in xury her mother was a school teacher on that estage and my mother said it was just a a two classroom school um and that was in in the in the
Gardens which are I think a really beautiful botanical gardens um there and that was also where Jacob Rothchild who recently passed away in one sense um where he was he was living um but my mother spoke of meeting Eugene Rothchild Eugene Rothchild actually had his home in New
York and and he must have come over to England uh for family gatherings around Christmas time which are big ritual times actually and my mother when she was a girl talked about having um Sher and TS with Eugene Rothchild and calling him a very nice man and she had an
Infatuation with queen and royalty Lord montigue she would wave to and and and all of these things which um I found very difficult I found very difficult to handle especially as I was realizing what these families do what they are involved with and when my mother actually did tell me about having
These Tarts and Sherry with Eugene Rothchild I sort of said well how old were you mom you know cuz I was like I was really on the lockout and um and she sort of gasped a little bit and because she was you know like 80 or so
Then and like all her memories would have been repressed like because I feel energy I actually got to witness her repressing memories as they happened like as a child she would um be violent or something unpredictable and then I would actually feel her pushing that memory down it didn’t happen it didn’t
Happen it didn’t happen it didn’t happen until it was repressed so this was part of her her programming I guess my mother I believe that she was also uh ritually abused and programmed um in the spirit she did say she was programmed um she actually desired to
Have a a loving relationship with me but I was absolutely too too broken and I find this out from doing these therapeutic Journey sessions and you know really you’re traveling through time and you get to speak to the soul of of the people that you’ve had issues with and you hear their truth
Um and so you know a lot of people have like said well you know what terrible parents they’ve sold you into this and and it’s not as simple as that and it never is they were blackmailed and I believe that the Rothchilds like my mother came all the way over from
England to New Zealand and my question was what were you running away from M and you know I could never really have that conversation with her but I felt she was really running from something to come you know right around the world and get get away from her family and and everything like
That now her father was a nuclear research a nuclear physicist and he was used um in the war to do nuclear research and radiotherapy research in a hospital and he didn’t get drafted to war because that was his purpose and his job now I know that things get comp compet compet comp
Compartmentalized and when things get compartmentalized people don’t even know what their research is going towards um but one thing I do know is that he held a lot of guilt to towards Hiroshima and Nagasaki and the bombing there and my mother she went over to Japan melted
Down and cried over there I went over to Japan with my daughter and did a special thing in hoshima I just absolutely melt melted down and cried and cried and cried CU I felt this on my bloodline yeah so um yeah it was really really devastating because I’m so
Sensitive when I go to places like that I feel all what’s not said I feel the coverups and how the Japanese people were given a story that they had to hold and keep themselves and how um you know like just the devastation and the pain that that that is there so that’s a
Little bit in my in my bloodline um my uncle my auntie my auntie um she was a negative blood type um but on your mom’s side yeah on my mom’s side her younger sister and uh she she was trying to get the goods out
Of me one day when I was sort of saying there’s been sexual abuse in the family and all that but I wasn’t prepared to to talk but she was trying to say well well this is what happened to me I was molested by by John her older brother so
There was that going on in the family as well which is obviously a sign that things are pretty out and um yeah so yeah so my parents came over here um and they were blackmailed and your dad wasn’t you don’t think that his he was uh programmed or that there was no
History in his family of anything nothing that I can absolutely recall but he was definitely brought into it um and he was a very cruel he very cruel to animals like he was always killing cats and like I had my my best friend was a cat and he he shot it
In front of me you know and and then started to have dreams about um him shooting babies in front of me all my life this was like a recurring dream I’d have of him holding a baby out to the side it was a baby boy and then he would
Just shoot this baby and bury it behind the shed and I used to have this recurring dream like just for for years and years and years you know and I guess that was just my um Consciousness trying to come up yeah so so the two years old
Ritual which is the first one I believe happened even though there was another experience that was y younger so at 15 months my mother sexually VI sexually violated me it was in a moment I mean I’ve got here through regression I’ve been doing regression now for many many
Decades uh with breath work and things like that so um so it would have been 15 months and she seually violated me um and it sort of happened at the time like I never we never bonded when I was born and um and I was just looking at her
With love like I wanted to bond with my mother and then as I was looking it was almost like this her eyes just went Sterly steerly blue and she just attacked me around my genitals and after that time we have what we call planket here in New Zealand
And it’s like a record for babies and you have nurses that come and monitor the babies weigh the body babies and when I was 15 months I just literally just stop thriving I stopped growing and I I I mean I was always below I was always really tiny I was a very small
Baby but I just I just stopped thriving and um so that was that first attack which almost and I saw in that memory I saw a Possession come over her and and it wasn’t her and it never is and that’s that’s what I’ve got to see now and how everything
Works in the greater scheme of things there’s porns upon porns of the system that go all the way up to these Grand Masters and and Beyond so yeah that that that happened and then I’m pretty sure this was an Easter ritual um at the age of
Two um was the next big event um partly how I knew that is just because Easter just I would just go crazy at Easter I just couldn’t cope I’d be triggered left right and Center I’d feel all the rituals going on while everyone’s celebrating and I still do I
Can’t handle Christmas I can’t handle New Year and Easter is another very fragile time I’ve been doing so much healing work now it’ll be interesting to see how I get through Easter this year cuz because a lot of the emotional charge from of these things has been released by going into the rituals
Seeing what happens with a warrior woman who can be there for me who really understands uh Sr or Satanic ritual and she’s just been yeah I I don’t you know like there’s so many things that saved my life and I do believe that that is like our heavenly
Father our Earth mother’s presence that comes in and miraculously I get saved it always feels like it’s the last minute but that’s what used to happen in Rell is you get saved at the last minute and I do believe that they take you to the edge of death I do believe they actually
Sometimes you do die and and then they have their secret medical teams that have these secret places that put you know that you you stay in I I’m pretty sure I don’t have any memory of this yet but I’m pretty sure they they drug you if you’re really really badly beaten and
You know you just sort of just um coming back um I do believe that one of the reasons that I wasn’t ever killed um outright and left was that they were trying to program me for their own uses and they were getting really really uh annoy with me because I wouldn’t
Comply and I just kept coming back um and I mean like terribly terribly shattered terribly bullied terribly broken um terribly alone like it was a living hell really all of my childhood but you would never have known because I was so so programmed to smile so programmed to
Hide my injuries like I know that I had spinal injuries all my life and you know like you just have to keep on just keep going you keep going and you don’t complain and my father would regularly call me a hypochondriac if I you know
For what I did did say so there was sort of um and you know I used to lose it I actually would get hysterical at times as a child I just couldn’t take anymore and I just and my father would ridicule me and he’d mock me you go there she is
Whipping herself up into a frenzy and this is the sort of thing he would say you know and and this would only happen when I just couldn’t take it anymore and I would be losing it which later eventuated to sort of trying to go out and commit suicide you know but it
Was more suicidal ideation I was always got saved at the last minute something would snap me out of of it um and and then I realized that every time suicidal ideation come up all I had to do was write it out write it out write it out and always a miracle would
Come in it was like I’d have this massive Revelation I would just get so in touch with this love that I had encountered as a 2-year-old I believe that after that 2-year-old ritual I had this experience where I just saw this it was kind of like this massive disc of golden light
And I was kind of really drawn to it and I think that it helped me to get back into my body which of course was um totally beaten up and an immense pain and really swollen a little bit like the jellyfish thing probably reminded me of and and other things
And and the dogs the dogs they dogs are used in ritual um in my rituals it was always sodomy it was never vaginal penetration and it was bestiality um with a dog and I’m a goat and the first one which was highly highly highly orchestrated
By In My Memory I’m sure it would have been like a Rothchild representative he so at the beginning of that ritual writ you know the RIT is is the word this is I’ll get into that later but ritual is that that word has got a lot of
Um so weird was I I just sorry I just lost myself a minute oh you’re okay you were talking about I believe the two-year-old ritual and wrath trials involvement with that yes yes that’s right so so my memories initially were just s set melt you know they were 2-year-old
Memories and then when I I went into the regression and the journey it’s kind of like you visit the scene you look at it out from the outside in the very safe way and you actually get to see and you get to talk to those that are a part of
It um and they have to tell the truth and it’s quite amazing how this happens and this this is amazing when you get the Revelation on it all um so sorry I get things in my something real quick yeah I know that I know I sometimes feel like that to you
It’s it’s hard to sometimes it’s like you’re trying to burp up something that’s really really hard to say you know I can it’s even worse if you gone through this you know I I feel it in my own way not being a Survivor just it’s difficult to talk about this but I
Wanted to ask you um what was the blackmailing that your parents uh was this through was the government blackmailing them if you don’t want to talk about it in depth you don’t have to but I wanted to clarify uh make sure that we explain that just in case it’s a
It seems like it’s sort of a key point of how you got pushed into this in a way okay so my memory was that um I was just little and my father uh was doing paperwork exchanging paperwork with a man and it was the same man it felt
Exactly like the same man who orchestrated the ritual so I was sitting on his knee um they I could I could feel the anxiety in my father he was incredibly anxious and I and this man had me on my knee and he was like being really really
Nice to me he was like and I felt comfortable with him and and um I believe they were doing the paperwork and I do believe it was to do with the money system like in 1967 they brought in the um dollars and cents currency and they went out of the pounds and
Shillings currency so I believe there could have been that aspect of the government coming in and I do believe that that legislation was written on my blood and the blood of a beautiful pregnant Maly woman who was sacrificed by having the baby cut out of her in that ritual
And as a 2-year-old being up on an altar and looking down and and seeing that oh my God yeah yeah and then her terrified dead Spirit coming into me which has sabotaged me all my life so um since that was released my life changed massively
Um and so I would what was happening I was like defaming myself I was humiliating myself I was um and this was this energy that would keep coming out and um and I I couldn’t understand it I couldn’t connect with other survivors it was like I tried to connect with other
Survivors and crazy things would happen like I get hacked and then every and then in that group it was probably getting all these hack messages and things in it you know just awful things and I like I wanted to connect with another Survivor particularly and I I I I thought no I
Can’t I have to wait I have to wait because it’s not safe I’m not safe for her you know so yeah that that was happening but but then in the in that 2-year-old ritual I’m pretty sure that man was there like I was taken in a
Flash car sitting in the back like I was some kind of royalty or something I was treated like I was really really special and I was given the message to a 2-year-old however that I was really really special and some and that I would something I was going to take part in
Something really special and I felt very comfortable with the man the thing about him is that his emotions was absolutely streamlined they didn’t go up they didn’t go down no matter what happened no matter what happened but it was like he was conducting the whole
Thing and then there was all the men and robes um there was chanting and um and it’s just patterning that seems to be very con very Masonic that sort of comes up um so with the chanting and the the murdering of this beautiful woman and I’m just say that because
Um in that process I got to release her soul to go back with her baby and she was really young um I don’t know where she’d got from but I know that there were a lot of places around there where it was seemen as shameful to be a
Pregnant mom and people used to hide pregnancies um she could have gone off to one of these places where people go to have a baby I don’t know how she got in there um but you know there was no no pain relief she had a man on each limb
Holding her down and another man um or caped road with a knife that looks like the knife that Cronos holds um sorry I should have given you that graphic um but it was a very specifically shaped knife and and I didn’t even know what it was it’s kind
Of like a cant half moonshape knife and um you know it was just it was terrible blood and and then what I see happen next was that I was adorned with a it was like a a cing gown it was a right gown but it was covered like up from
Here down sort of a little bit lower down in in in the blood and that was put on me and then I was on the altar I had my arms tied behind my back and my shoulder was sort of popping in and out and like yeah being pulled there
Was a goat behind me in the crate and I don’t need to say much more you can imagine the rest it was it was um and then and then having after that men and this is what I find so disturbing is that my father was brought into that
Ritual um and I don’t know in my my thing he had to be dragged he had to be dragged to be doing what he was doing um I I believe I I died and I couldn’t see anything after I don’t know if I choked from
Penises in my mouth um you know a lot of pain and I think there was only two the second one was very violent and um I think it probably broke my higher bone like the cranial SE practitioner I had said how did you get your high your bone
Broken and um and it must have been that and uh and and then I next thing I I was put in a pit and there was it was a pit with a whole lot of dead bodies and and an animals and human I think it
Stunk it was like on the ground it was very I was lying on my left side and I just felt burning and atic sort of feelings all down my side um but I kind of it was really really really disturbing and this is where I I don’t know how plannable these
Things are because they whip it up they Whip It Up um so that basically Lucifer is orchestrating everything as well so the I saw this big image of this amazing presence of golden light and it was like I just experienced the most extreme hell and then this was
Like the most amazing love it was like this incredible love and I was over hovering above my body looking down and looking at these other it was a pile of remains and I don’t know that yeah it was putrid anyway um and then the next thing I kind
Of see my father coming down the stairs and I don’t know I was like in this concrete square place or something and my father comes down and I think I zoomed back into my body and then he he just picked me up and he was like crying and crying and um yeah
So you’re doing so good I know it’s good to it’s really good to to be able to get this out so horrible you know because that’s like what people don’t see is like the humanity in these people like you said like they’re forced to do stuff just like you were you know and
Yeah your dad like doing these horrible things and then like having a human moment where he’s like what did I do you know like what yeah you know it’s like oh I don’t you see I don’t think look I know that my parents were just about to go
Into get them mortgage and all of that sort of stuff and but they worked hard for all of that I don’t think they got incredibly paid out by what they did they didn’t become Filthy Rich like these Elite families or anything like that um and you know they it was a time when
Behaviorists was all that and they it was like I think they were persuaded that oh she’ll never remember she’ll never know because you know anything under the age of three well we just don’t um but you know even like while I was growing up um while I was growing up I was early
Teens and uh a family friend’s daughter had just committed suicide and my parents sat me down and said now you must never go and see a hypnotherapist people go to hypnotherapist and then they make up stories and they get their families in trouble for things they haven’t done and
That’s what they said like outright now I had I couldn’t remember anything this time and I’m like well why are you telling me that you know but I always remember that and so I think they were afraid and then when I sort of started to go through KUB anything my father wouldn’t
Even touch me anymore he wouldn’t hold me and I really felt him withdraw away from me and it was like um he just didn’t want to be in trouble for for anything you know and um and so I think at some level they must have had memories in and out and in
And out and in and doubt and and was still trying to hide it um and there were there was something that happened that involved my brother which so I do believe my brother also he was older than me I do believe that maybe he had something and he had issues uh health issues
Growing up and then his wife told me things about him that were very unusual I just don’t want to say too much because he’s still alive and I still respect him even though he’s been incredibly narcissistic and nasty towards me um because I believe that he
Got got um he’s been a little bit he’s almost the spitting image of my grandfather and he’s also an incredibly gifted scientist um and and he got called on to make vaccine uh to do vaccine research within a forestry Institute and so I just think well how
Alike is that to my grandfather doing nuclear research in the war you know and um you know he doesn’t know like just totally programmed you know like I tried to tell him once about you know cuz I’ve been like aware of the biggest scheme of things the banking agenda
All of that I’ve known that for a long time and I remember trying to tell about it and I was going they this and they that and he would go who’s they you know and and you know and then when before Co came out he was saying well the whole
World’s going to have to be vaccinated and and I was like well you know you really think that’s going to happen that the whole world’s going to do that like to me that was insanity but you know that was his whole push uh so I think my family were very
They were scared into Conformity so we were raised all of us were raised to be really conformed and I was just the rebel I could not I just could not they were just things I could not do I could not conform in some ways and it made it
Dangerous for me and I believe I’ve been punished all my life I’ve been in a lot of poverty I was homeless a lot I had trouble finding housing I um got bullied I got done over time and time and time and time again and I just maintained The
Stance of of you know love and truth um and and for me when if I got really really attacked um like once I got I think I was h with an energy weapon or something and um cuz I was getting I don’t know I became bit of a researcher
And I started to sniff out culprits it was just one thing that has been a part of my life I was starting to get quite onto it with someone and then I was actually in the bathroom one day and my head just and I just fell to the floor and I
Couldn’t get up and um and then I went out and I told my then partner at the time and I said told him what had happened and like my all my neurons were fried it was just and it took days to recover and and I just said to him can
You just keep me in a happy mood can you just can can we just keep things light you know can can we just stay in love you know like that’s what I knew I had to do so he he he did help like he was also a Handler not the worst Handler I’d
Ever had but he had some really good thing he he introduced me to breath work and therapeutic processes which have been helping me you know so that that was a really amazing side to him but he was also incredibly controlling um and you know he just had
Ways but I just know that he was also a very hurt soul and I was just always waiting for the day when he would come to me and say look um let’s do some therapy and stuff on me because um but he never could he always went to other
People and I I think you know often that is the case that people can become narcissistic because they can’t even face what’s happened inside of themselves and so everything goes out and they project everything to the outside to other people and it’s a can be a safety thing he wasn’t all bad you
Know um yeah I ask something um going back to some of the memories that you talked about when were when did you become aware of of the Freemasonry ties and can you talk a little bit how that ties into what you were just saying um about what
You experienced and and if you were at lodges or sort of like what were the telltale signs for you yeah I don’t even remember being in a lodge but the the thing that really really gave it away was another ritual that I would have been sorry here it goes again when I was
About seven or eight um and this was with dogs um and it was yeah sorry I just get these images flashes like Jacob Rothchild Montgomery Burns and the symptoms and the simpsom he used to say release the Helms and it was very triggering for me because when they released the hounds and rituals
They had a hunt and very dangerous and there’s raping that goes on okay so this was in that ritual but what I remember is um lots of things happen in richel lots and lots and lots where I’ve got the first Masonic connection was that well well best our backup it seems
To me that when they do rituals it’s bit like a cat playing with a mouse the cat will terrorize and torture the mouse until the mouse is just limp and surrendered and and then it eats the mouse it seems to be that when the human being
Or the sacrifice is just done like you just that’s it you know that’s when they seem to take the fluids out of your nether spine near the um in the back here back of the neck and what I what I was seeing was the positioning and the throne light structures and the V
Patterns all of these things were coming in with it and when I was seeing where they took stuff out of my spine and it really actually felt like they took spinal fluid not just um adrenalized blood I don’t even know exactly I still don’t look into other
People’s stories because I I I just don’t want to be influenced by them I you know um so so what I I saw was these little black cubes that were in my spine but they were arranged in that inverted Pentacle way so and and then they were like black
Cubes and I was like black cubes and then and and actually that was when Marie says yes that’s something but we carried on you know and then I saw these black C cubes and and then what I did was I went and researched black cubes afterwards and I
Found that they were all related to back going back to Saturn where Satanism comes from pronos the god the can ballistic Greek god that’s written in history that’s all entangled and I found out about um that the Black Cube is a thing that is in Saturn so the Saturn has a
Ring which I don’t believe those rings are natural so Saturn is contained and this is but from other things I see my own Visions all sorts of mixtures of things um that there’s a lot of Draco reptilian and put into all of this as well which I Believers where the
That a lot of is um satanic or reptilian technology which is used in the world which has harnessed us and kept us in slavery now as a whole population so I was just researching what of black cubes and then I actually saw what happens in in lodges what they do to a
Mason who betrays the fellowship or the men or whatever is they get something called being black Bal and it’s just the worst cursing ever and then I thought oh my gosh I have been blackballed by the Masons and this really rang true for me and the curses that have been in put
On my life I would say yes that that has it I’ve never I’ve been denied of Love um loving people around me um having a home having food met at different times um I everything that I put money to turns to [ __ ] excuse me but it’s just like it’s it’s cursing it goes
Beyond everything you know people I I’ve been accused of this This Woman This therapist who turned Rogue she just says oh you just blame everyone and everything you know which is is what well you know when when you’re under this barage of curses and you start to see what’s going
On it can really appear like that’s what you’re doing um and you know and then people just think oh you’re just getting off on on on pretending and fing sickness and and victimhood and all that and I’m no victim honestly I am no victim I I am
Here to stop this and its tracks as much as I possibly can I don’t want another baby harmed and it just hurts my heart knowing that it’s still going on as we speak and Easter’s coming up and I just want it all to stop please make it stop
You know Easter is just one of the most foulest foulest times to do with this ritual and it all coincides with religious celebration and a lot of energy is used and harnessed out of all of that that but yeah the Black Cube when I I discovered that um and then I
Saw the the hexagon that they’ve discovered NASA discovered at the very top at the North Pole north pole of Saturn and this is the Black Cube that is in Mecca so if if you look at the um you look at the Israeli Star of David
The if you put that in there it’s like a hexagonal thing and a lot of it goes back to satanic worship so they walk around and around and around this Cube every day um and this creates a lot of energy and it’s just like the Ring of
Saturn because I get to see all this energy in my visions and they’re generating this energy and it’s feeding and feeding and feeding because um do you really I mean I know that a lot of people think this but if we’re really really honest with ourselves Creator God would he have any
Requirement to be worshiped so I don’t think so that’s Creator God and to me any any religion and this is where I feel feel that sat Satanism has cre into not all but some of Christianity because it’s like when that worship and generating that worship and churches and Masonic structures and
Those Cathedrals and all of that creates luch and it creates energy which they live off um the powers that want to be you know they they get there and I have had my energy siphoned and siphoned and siphoned and this was also to do with um
I want to call it technology that was left in me from rituals so they’re masters of geometry um they they’re the Masters Of The Matrix the architecture of the Matrix or they represent it okay so if someone’s just an early day businessman and they’ve been invited by the Masons
They’re not going to know any of that and there’s really good people there’s really good people that get there and they go in there because it’s kind of like a business thing you know it’s part of the business fraternity it’s some kind of a Brotherhood some kind of
Belonging I I think it’s once you get up to that third degree and there’s some kind of ritual that’s involved where they get put through the third degree which is something to do with humiliation there’s Oaths there may be drinking stuff I I don’t know it I
Actually find it so repulsive it’s very hard to look at anyway so I’m not I don’t want to cast anyone out you know and and call it all out as it’s all bad um because I do believe that’s probably good and honest people that start out there but then you
Climb and you go up those degrees and you get up to that 33rd degree and then there’s the grand Masters and they are the ones I believe that are orchestrating these rituals and they know exactly what they’re doing and they can harness the power of baet Satan
Lucifer um and that will that will enhance their businesses that will bring money their way um it’s in the celebrity world people get Fame and Fortune popularity uh Power and so it’s it’s seems to be what it’s all about overpowering to me the true heavenly father and I really to
Me the Earthly mother is just as much a force like to me the heavenly father is the one that sees Creation with amazing um energy that that is sent to us on a daily basis through the Sun and the Earth grows the creation and we grow the creation with our Consciousness with
Her so that’s to me how they fit together but that true Heavenly Father the true Earthly mother equality every soul is equal no bloodline is superior to another no race it doesn’t care who begat who and who begat that you know which actually when you look at all of those codes that are
In the Old Testament you can actually see how they relate to the families that live today and in that Old Testament of the Bible there’s just so much uh sodomy there’s so much child sacrifice there’s um all of this terrible terrible stuff like when I was a pastor’s wife when I
Was a Christian I just found the old test repulsive and I used to say how can this be like how can this be part of Christianity like you know it could never I could never work it out I could never find it out and then you know what
I like I thought well this the story of Jesus yeah that that’s got something in there you know um but now having me a sacrifice myself having been confronted by people when you say well you know I I was sacrificed and I died and I came back
They go oh you know and they really react and they think you got a Jesus complex well actually that actually stops that message coming out because there’s a lot of programming of real sacrifice and this was to me this was a period of our Evolution that had to happen for human development and
Growth but so many people are sacrificed so many people don’t live is hanging on a cross as bad as the rape and the witnessing and everything on a child you know like and then you’re shut up I’ve been shut up I’m not allowed to say it because oh we can’t talk about
That because it’s Jesus you know but but how many people have been through this actual experience and got shut out and shut up because of religious programming that um well actually only one people died for all of our sins to me I don’t see sacrifice as a
Healthy thing at all I want to stop and I and and people don’t realize Millions upon Millions I don’t know the figures of babies and other people pregnant women um are used on these ritual dates and they’re going through exactly that and and and none of us if we’re survivors we
Don’t think we’re Superior to anyone we we know what it’s like to be hell and be the scum of the earth and treated like that CU that’s what we were to have your self-esteem crushed to nothing like to be worthless you know like you go in hell and there’s just
Worms crawling around in dead bodies you know like it’s awful it’s disgusting it’s PID it’s vile and it’s terrible terrible terrible crime and it’s covered and it’s kept secret and um and you know like I go around in this world I don’t have protection
I’m on my own I am my own protection and I’ve had to use all my intuition and all my ways to to keep myself safe because it’s not been safe and I’m not given any protection in this world I have to be my own Defender and you know like I’m I’m
In a constant state of prayer I tell you because and that is it you know like miracles happen and I see the miracle I see the weaving in and out of how I got out of that situation and how I got out of that Su situation in the nick of time
But it’s too too often it’s brought me to death store and I’m really over it and I’m really tired of it because even at the end of last year I mean sorry about almost a year ago heading up to Easter I started to have an experience and I had this
Vision um I went and did a it was a it was a journey therapy but it was a woman who actually taken over the journey therapy put a label on it made it her own but it was healthy you know like I had that experience um and when I my question was
Why why me you know and I wanted to know why me and it was really bizarre because as part of that journey I had a vision and here I am Leonardo D Vinci Grand Master um painted that with all the geometry with all the patterning in that Leonardo D Vinci Last
Ser Last Supper you know where he portrayed Jesus as a white man and I in somewhere in my research someone was saying well that was he painted that as his lover and then that became the image of Jesus that everybody took on or a lot of people took on there might have been
Others as well but I was here as ey on the scene but I was standing here and I was this Indian woman and I had the name matam manaat which means she who finds the truth and tells the truth and I thought oh oh I’m here to find the truth
And tell the truth and and that was why what really came out of out of that Journey therapy thing and then in another ritual which wasn’t in a lodge I believe it was underground it was backlit but it felt like it was in that same scene except that was sitting at
The table and looking out and what I was looking at was disgusting because someone had just being sacrificed and he was being cooked um and and so they use this imagery there’s something about all of this it’s so sick and to me it’s really satanic and I don’t ever want I don’t
Really and I know be really careful when I say this because look I was Christian for many many many years and it actually served me you know it served me and I needed that and that relationship with the heavenly father is treasure it’s absolutely incredible and we all find it our own
Way sorry in our own time and I don’t want to put people off and I’m not but I I do feel I need to say these particular things because of the confusion that can come in so that was that was a particularly nasty ritual I believe and it just felt
To me like they have these places that are underground and they they rooms they hallways they are big spacious areas and they must be incredibly well guarded I don’t know where they are I don’t know how I got in there I um I believe I was taken out of a family
Tent that night I believe I would have had to have been um I would have needed medical help after um so they have it also in our yeah and so this is where I see the Masonic thing coming in and it’s like also to do with the the programming and
Like in that particular ritual there were dogs and I was terrified and I think they had like muzzles on them mouths cuz I think they would have just you know they were so frantic what kind of dogs were they they seemed like they were like skinny they
Were houndish looking okay yeah maybe or something like that like pardon maybe like like a Rottweiler or something like that yeah yeah look I ended up doing a painting about I did a painting once about um PE and they they were like I don’t know to me they’re like Spirit
Dogs they they just um you know like part part of it doesn’t even feel like I don’t know I I don’t even know how yeah but they were Sleek they were sleek and like I was only little so they seemed huge and um and then it and then what happened
Was obviously some man had lost his lot or whatever and he was the one that that was going to get sacrificed and what happened as he came he was naked and he was over the top of me he was protecting me from the dogs and I felt him and he felt like a
Priest and and and he was saving me and I felt like he was saving me and but I didn’t realize and then the next then I don’t know what happened behind him but he must I imagine he must have been stabbed in the bag or something because his
Breathing got really labored over the top of me and he was sort of holding me and um and I don’t know in my Consciousness this must be the MK Ultra programming I actually felt like someone was trying to save me from from a ritual and well he got killed and that one I
Didn’t and and then they make you do horrible horrible horrible things with that with it and it’s long it’s drawn out it’s just you know I just I remember like just vomiting and choking on on vomit and things and um and just having these caped beings around me with hoods
Um and they don’t they were going up and down in size and I’ve been too scared in my Visions to see what they were actually like but I I I I totally believe it when um other other s victims have said that they go down and there actual um
Reptilians yeah so it’s incredibly disgusting and I just think really lately like a smell keeps coming up and I contacted a friend who has also been through terrible stuff and I said look I’ve got the smell and he said y look it would be from down on those pits of hell that he
Knows about as well and you know it’s sulfury a bit musty and and basically like and I used to get it like when I was selling Girl Guide biscuits I used to have have to sell Girl Guide biscuits when I was a little girl in my town and
I used to I was terrified and I used to have to hold it and no one would know I was terrified I going to some of the houses and I’d smell that smell and it was just it would just it was just like it somewhere in my Consciousness there was just a massive
Amount of fear because it’s a smell that doesn’t really you know you mixing and mingling in a neighborhood with people that could have partaken in your rituals and and that’s what’s just so so so scary is you don’t know who’s who what’s what as a child you know that
Year after that particular ritual I I don’t know but I it felt to me like it was just about every I I was placed in the center of the classroom and I’d wet my pants every day and I didn’t know I didn’t know what was happening I didn’t
Know what was going to happen I just remember I’d just freezed I’d be sitting in my chair I knew something terrible was going to happen I didn’t know what it was and the next thing I was being ridiculed because there was a puddle of water under me and I’d be sent to the
Head mistress who I felt was involved and she would tell me off and you know and be little me and pull me down and then I’d have to go home with my wet knickers in my bag and my mother would you dirty horrible smelly little
Girl and she would do this over and over and over again because she found it extremely embarrassing because my symptoms were coming out and she couldn’t keep it under WPS they couldn’t keep it down so you know it was it was just hellish but I believe that they did that
I don’t know how many rituals I’ve been involved I don’t know I asked how many times have I died in ritual and I got figure nine but I don’t know for sure so I had an open grave ritual um which one of your your um beautiful beautiful guests was talking about and
It suddenly added up why was I put into a grave I wasn’t in a coffin and that why was in you know to me I think I had got hypothermia and stuff in there I think they were putting foul like honestly I just feel like they
Were putting sewage in there and I was gagging and there was bits of dirt going on me and he was and I was just like terrorized and I I I think I could have I I just remember slipping in and out of Consciousness I don’t know how I got out of that again
Um yeah so and this is where like what are the what are The Masons they know all about the grid lines they know all about the lay lines that go in the ground so they will perform rituals with innocent children to get the terror back into Mother
Earth’s body you know because then it affects everybody so I became a grid worker um I started to do my own grid work with crystals and one of the first ones I did was for child trafficking around Asia um which I just felt to do that and that
Was also the time that I that was very close to when I had the jellyfish sting and it all came up so it was just amazing how everything starts to fit together I do that ritual and then you I do it wasn’t a ritual it was a ceremony
For me because I sing you know I sing um Christians will call it Tong or others call it light language so I sing this language which is just this pure beautiful language that comes through my heart and I do that with the with the gifting and it’s just like you just go
Into Joy with that song and with that singing and it’s just like you just I just feel one with everything you know I used to do a little bit publicly but now I really keep it to myself and you know the shower is a great place in car while you’re driving right yeah
Yeah yeah you can go hard you know top the top so good yeah yeah yeah so yeah and I just I want to bring up to you just to corroborate what you were saying about you know the The Faults with religion you know one of the things that
I think no matter what we believe I think we can all agree that that no matter what like religious establishments and leaders in all of those communities are not doing their job accepting survivors into their communities they’re just not like it is one of the worst places for survivors to
Go in a church most of the time is very few and far in between when this conversation is allowed and it’s like how are why are we supporting anything any businesses that are shutting out our our survivors and whistleblowers that need the safe space like they are not
Providing any type of safety for the most part and a lot of them are complicit in this you know so I think that there’s there is the difference between having a spiritual belief and being in an establishment that like you said you know and even a lot of these
Establishments like we’re worshiping a priest or a church leader instead of going right to the source of what we believe God Source Universe whatever it is that somebody believes like we’re going to a middle person to connect us with that person and they’re saying tell
Me all your sins so I can communicate it with with God and then you’ll be forgiven you know and we forget I think and I did too for a long time like I thought I was weird because I didn’t want to practice my my spirituality in a
Church I just felt so invaded I felt horrible like having to sit in a Pew with with a with a priest and like share things that I was doing that were sins with somebody that was probably sinning right like I didn’t know this person but I’m like I’m looking to him for
Forgiveness through God when I can just connect with him myself you know like churches you know we need to do better with if whatever our belief is like we need to really align with with people places and things that are inviting survivors in and saying you are welcome
Here like first and foremost like you need to be here because you’re healing like we need you here we’re going to provide you with the community you’re going to have support you can share your story others can come in and be with you like it’s really terrible hearing about
How religion just completely you know shuts out survivors shuts out whistleblowers and shuts out anybody who wants to talk about Satanic ritual abuse human trafficking um mind control like you can’t talk about that in these establishment and it’s really sad because these are the spaces that should Pro be providing
The most safety and protection for our most vable population and bringing awareness to it because most likely if you know if if church leaders were to listen to testimonies they’d see that a lot of children went to church and were being abused behind the scenes or by
Other leaders in the church like it’s very very common in these stories so like chances are there’s somebody being abused that’s sitting in their Sunday service and they’re not talking about it they’re not trying to doent it and then anybody who does want to come in and
Prevent it and says hey can I talk about my story can I educate they’re saying no get out you know really sad like I do want to like corroborate that with you because that’s a big problem I have too well it actually happened to me firsthand so you know I was a pastor’s
Wife like when I ended up marrying the man I married um it was almost like I got caught like he changed just like that as soon as we got married it was like he he had me where he wanted me and then he told me how it was going
To be but he became a pastor during that time and I noticed things happening in the church and I could feel things happening in the church something directly did happen into the church which affected one of my daughters I spoke up they protected the pedophiles and I was just I was
Devastated and then what the other thing that was going on and I never twigged on to this time but my ex had an addiction and and because I I have this other side and that like one night I was lying in bed and he was lying next to me and I
Just rolled over how you doing the night and I just saw this massive demon on his chest with it and it’s like straddling his chest and it had knife just about to plunge into his heart and I just went SC I just screamed you know and then he got
The hell of a fright and he said what what what happened so I told him and then he freaked out cuz he was just starting to entertain his his thoughts which he could have like he could lie right next to me he could go down to hell he could go he had this
Fantasy his mother had died she died sort of having a Harry Krishna thing he believed that she was a sinner he had heaps of anger at woman and her his fantasy was to go down and rape his mother in hell so and then and then you
Know things happened we we started to go see a pastor and even the a p well he was a pastor but he was a a counselor and and then this counselor actually said to me look I can’t handle this this is too much he’s getting off
On what he’s telling me but we’ i’ made a escape plan that if this Behavior kept on you know he needed to move out of the home and and sort it out out there but what I didn’t realize is that we went into separate bedrooms with all of
That happening because I couldn’t stand the lies and what was happening that was that he was just bringing all these entities and things into the house and because of what happened to me I was just waking up screaming time and time again because things were at me and over
Me and around me and um entities or demons or gin or whatever you want to call it depending on what your you know your language is um and then and then just quite recently I was like why am I getting attacked at night because I have terrible terrible
Insomnia and and now I found out that it actually comes with night attacks and um and I went and I went into a process and I like prayed you show me you’ve got to show me what is going on where is this coming on coming from now I’d been divorced from him since
2003 so when I saw that he was still doing and then I got it he was doing satanic Sex Magic and he was generating energy with orgasm and anger towards me still after all this time and I was getting um and and it was it was like all the
Curses of the Masonic thing get built up they keep coming back in I couldn’t get a home I couldn’t get money I’ve never had I’ve never had someone who actually genuinely just loves me I’ve had I’ve got started to have one or two friends that are coming around now I have I have
Uh one family member who very close to um but I’ve been denied and i’ you know I I had to leave my community I got frightened out of there because of the the crack scene that was there I didn’t feel safe I kept getting visions and
Dreams that I was going going to get broken into and things would get smashed up and I sort of got out of there real quick but that meant I got isolated away from my community so I don’t I’ve been away I don’t have friends so I’ve actually been having to go through all
Of this really much on my own but I do have an amazing counselor now who it took me a long time to trust took me a few months to trust going to another counselor and healing practitioners after what happened with the last one yeah so so yeah I actually rang the P my
Ex-husband’s Pastor and told him what was going on he um at the time that we left I had a spinal injury which was to do with sexual things to do with him that came about not long before we split up and that was in also a last dra to me way I
Didn’t want to have him in the house and the children were nightmares and I thought oh my gosh they’re getting in affected as well by all these energies and um and he he we had an insurance policy and he had one on me and we had split up
And realized [ __ ] I can never get back together with this man because it was just like this massive cloudlift whole property and home and the girls didn’t want him back either my daughters um and and I went to go into hospital because I had to have spinal surgery because the dis actually uh
Burst and um and then I get a a letter in the mail and he had just increased the life insurance policy on my life and what I was picking up in the spirit world and this is totally my own you know and I can’t prove this any other
Way was that he still was after my life and it just seems that a lot of these people that are infected and hosted and connected up with Satanism are after my life which brings me on to the latest one Lee if you want to flash up that picture and then I’ll
Explain because this has been the last big round yeah so so I had been right into him not him sorry his movement which was basically chiong so they get people into the cult by doing chiong and chiong itself is great it’s wonderful and does he have an organization or is it just training
Under him and it’s like marketed under him no he has a huge organization he’s like on Wikipedia as well he he’s uh from South Korea he’s uh gets business entrepreneur awards every year he’s filthy rich he’s been buying up properties in Northland here where I am
In New Zealand and wanted to make uh New Zealand his headquarters and he has he everyone’s has to call him susim which means grandm and when we are in his presence he sits on a decorated chair white chair and we are when we were in his
Presence we would have to sing or dance or per perform on when when the queue was given we would have to shout at the top of our voice would go yes and you’d have to shout like this you know and and this was all an energy thing and and um and
In one of the actual meetings that I was in with him he actually asked me and the others in the group to be his disciple and he had a whole story about um happenings on one of the mountains in Korea where he went up there and he
Reckons he had this big experience and it was all miraculous but basically he seeks worship and so what he has is he has a whole lot of Masters all around the world and he’s also been proved as a cult and a US court of law but yeah so I
Got really into that you can see I L really happy in that photo I had just I just given thousands of dollars over to do a a leadership training um someone called uh son Young Park he was the master or my main teacher uh he kept saying to me yes
Poppy yes poppy because they were fascinated with me because I had been a retreat facilitator in the past hadn’t been able to work for years trying to get better um wanting to go back into you know facilitating Retreats again anyway so he was like yes poppy we
Support you we support you um and that kept me going and kept me going in in in the programs and just walking over thousands of M of dollars of money which um had come out of a small inheritance my mother had left me and then there came to one particular
Training and it was called the Golden Bell training and now the the abusive therapist that I was with is also very much into this cult and she said oh poppy let’s do this training and I said no I don’t want to do that training because part of the training was you had
To give him access to one of the chakras in your body and I said look I don’t agree that that’s a healthy spiritual practice to do that and anyway she did her training and she said look I’m fine it’s all good and she sort of
Uh you know and I took it on board and I went and I went and did the next training and then well you know I was fooled by the gold light that I would see around him because I determined that gold light was good and the silver light
Was bad and it was just another trick you know something that was going on with me and so I did this training and in in this training you have to G a lot of lot of energy and part of it is that you actually generate energy by bouncing
Up and down on the floor on your perenium and this is part of it and so of course if you bounce up and down on the floor with your perenium that creates a whole lot of energy from that part of your body you know that sexual
Part of your body but anyway that was part of the in the training but the at the end of the training you go and then you’re all in this presence and you have to you know obey on the command and say Yes Su and prove yourself and do all of this
Sort of stuff um and then you lie down and and and and you’re told that he’s going to send you bright light now and um and you’ve given him access to a chakra and basically he accessed me and when I was in just last week I
Was in the journey therapy over this one and what I saw was a a golden big Golden Arrow that went right down and the very tip of that Arrow went right down into below my genitals and it was also um he he used to say I’m shooting the
Arrow and he would actually say that and he said he was shooting golden arrows um anyway I found it in there and what had happened is that when I carried on doing chiong and I was doing it online in my little home that I
Was at at at the time but what I was Finding is that my energy was depleting like I’d build this energy and then it was gone you know and I was just like wrecked you know and my spine started really twisting now I do have spinal issues anyway and
And then what happened was I lost internet and I couldn’t carry on doing the online classes and then I realized that he called himself Master brain all I could hear for several weeks was his voice in my head and so when you’re doing these um Chong you’re tapping your body like this
You know and when you’re tapping your body like this it’s actually a neurolinguistic programming tool and I know this a little bit from my counseling training and everything so if you’re tapping your body and they’re giving you messages you’re actually tapping those commands and those messages into your body a lot of them
Are great like I am love and all of that but then you know one day he said something like I am an AI robot and I’m like what did I just catch what you said and everyone’s still tapping their body and all of that and I talked to him
Afterward I said you can’t say that to people you know and I used to question all of that but then what happened was I it came a point and I realized this was a cult and so I went to the teachers that I knew uh Master brain and his wife
Actually and then we were going to have a meeting together and I was going to talk to them and I wanted to say how I found there was a cult and that night I actually dreamed that um Su his wife who was like his boss I dreamed she had a
She had a gun under her cardigan and she was going shoot then I was like oh you know and I this was just a dream I had anyway I thought no you know just don’t worry it’s just a dream but I went off and I um I I said look I’m I’m really
Concerned I think you’re a cult you’ve got you’ve got $9,000 of my money you’ve made all these promises to me so they you know like yeah they sure they would have supported me in facilitating Retreats but then they would have got the money I would have had to do it
Their way with their PR programming and all of that not in my own capacity of just getting back out into the workforce one day and being able to make way for myself now the complex PTSD and everything I’ve got is actually too much there’s no way I could work and be safe
At you know like I could do little bits here and little bits there but there’s no way in fact I hadn’t done any full-time work for many years since I B basically um since I got my degree and put on my black cued square head um you know this is this is the
Irony that’s your first degree which of course my grandfather was absolutely delighted when he heard I was getting a degree when he heard it was counseling he was like oh you know because they were going to get the secret you know and and um oh I’m going
All over the place but my family were upset when I became a counselor were upset when I went and joined the church they were upset um when I started to do breath work particularly and like the first year after I met my partner who taught me the breath work and everything
Initially um I spent that whole year doing healing and I started to have you know the lighter sexual abuse memories there wasn’t any Sr memories in that but there was lighter ones um like a crazy one came more into to light I had gone into it a little a
Little bit more but my parents had invited a man into the house who wanted to be a doctor I was very young and he and my parents were extremely stuck but for some reason they let me stay out all night with this man who ended up lying
On top of me and we were kissing and cuddling and and all sorts and um I was prepubescent and didn’t really know but I thought and I felt he was like this energy of the man who saved me so this is programming again so I actually
Thought he was going come and save me for my riched life and I fell desperately in love with him it was a whole Cinderella Story I thought he was going to save me for my wretched life I thought he was a night and Shining Armor
And so that set up a really really bad pattern with looking for love glad I’m over that yeah but um now I’m getting a little bit lost because I get a bit you know it’s hard to to stay with things sometimes these stories as much as like you want
To stay chronological they never like it’s impossible there’s just too much to cover to explain stuff so you’re doing putting all the puzzle pieces together and it’s gonna make you jump around a little bit but that’s perfectly fine yeah it’s into waving because one thing reminds you of another of another of
Another of another and it makes sense sometimes if you tell all the pieces of it at different times so it it shows like why something happened in the past and it relates to the Future vice versa you know so I know it can feel like you’re jumping all over but you’re
Actually making perfect sense believe it or not yeah yeah so you know like I I don’t really have any defense with these people but yeah what’s really important I think I need to say is that the therapist who had embodied who had embodied um I’m pretty sure that’s what
She said she called it she’d had it experience with buffet and she was almost like oh poppy you need to get into your a shadow time and she was always saying like well this is all right and I was just like taking note of that but watching her personality change
Because she do she seems so sweet I loved this woman for years I loved her you know and then she just turned she totally turned and a lot of it was because also I was saying look this I and she was my therapist so I was saying
Look taken my money they are a cult and she would say did you get benefits out of this then you’re okay don’t put them down you know and and all of this and she was really defending them and she wouldn’t listen to me but she never
Listened to me even about Sr she would actually say come on get rid of your story get out of this now you know put it behind you and I haven’t even remembered so that was going on behind you oh my gosh geez yeah yeah yeah so so when she doubt what she
Called her tough love what was actually happening for me and I do believe it was combination combination of of the compressions in my neck because um they’ve been very severe and they do they seem to you know sometimes when they’re quite bad I can put them back but my legs go tingly and
My arms go tingly and even on the roof of my mouth and and it’s like this nerve well well well thing so there is nerve compression and damage so what was happening at the time was I was having these this lag and my neur responses and I couldn’t even walk properly and um
Like I was semi paralyzed I couldn’t look after myself I’d gone and I’d stayed with this friend who I was paying rent with you know so I guess I was renting and um and he was like really really worried about me cuz I was not being
Able to look after myself anymore and he kept saying cuz he was really into the medical system which I have a great fear of and he was like you go to the hospital you know and and said you’re going to die you’re going to die and it
Was the last thing I needed to hear was him saying to me all the time you’re going to die you’re going to die and I was trying to stay positive but I was also in denial not thinking because I wasn’t even allowed to complain you know and um and I would
Always get punished if I complained and even the whole cursing and everything meant whenever I even went to the hospital or the doctor to complain they would call me a hypochondriac when it was talking about real stuff that was actually going on so she she she doubt out this tough love
Um which was challenging me I was desperate for C but like this I was I know now that I was literally having my soul pulled out of my body from this grandmas and because I had challenged them and I had wanted to talk like an adult to them because I thought look
This is great your cheon’s great but no giving access to chakras no no no no no I was like this you know and um you know I was trying to you know because they were like my family for a while this cult and uh I was like all about love
And you know I was like into that they and um so when I went into psychosis and I couldn’t make it and I really decided that’s it it’s all too hard and I I can’t handle I’ve got nowhere safe to live I’ve got nothing there’s nothing left for me I’m
No good my body is not working anymore um I just really desired to leave my body and I went down through the floorboards that I was lying on in the middle of your kitchen floor sobbing and crying and um and I could feel my hugging of my spirit as it went through
The floorboards and down into the dust and all the mustiness which smells almost again like musty hellish smell a little bit it reminds me of that and I don’t know I think I was on the floor for a couple of hours crying and um and she
Was she just went off and did her own thing CU she seriously seemed to believe that I was fing everything and pretending and um and I managed to get myself out you know if I could rest my spine for a while the paralysis would drop back a
Little bit so but I managed to get out like I got myself I pulled myself along and then I popped myself up and furniture and I got myself outside because I desperately needed to urinate and I was really scared of doing it on the floor and getting into more trouble
I was like way back in my 2-year-old I had no sense of agency me Talking to this man at the fire and he has to tell the truth I found that if I had committed suicide in that moment he would have gained my soul so here he was trying to pull my soul out of my body and this is the stuff that you can’t talk to about
Everybody because it just sounds ridiculous people don’t get this um and this is again it’s like this blackballing Masonic effect where you’ve got no home no comfort you know like she didn’t even feed me you know like I didn’t hear any food all that day you know and and it
Had all started the whole thing started because I just asked for a bit of food I just said I need some comfort and I couldn’t really move around or get off the chair and so you know I was going through my mind and I thought the only
Thing I need to take care of is my daughter who I love and um I knew she’d be devastated but I knew she was had the most amazing friends and flatmates and that should make it right and it was really a choice did I did I want to
Carry on suffering like this you know this is where I was going and I don’t know if it we got called Psych I don’t know if it’s psychosis I don’t really care what what it is but I was definitely not myself and um you know and I and I thought yeah no
I’m I’m I’m ready I I can do this I can do this and I was really it was so attractive it was so alluring it’s the closest I’ve ever been and and then the woman comes out and she’s angry as anything and she’s standing there at the doorway and she’s
Saying this is all your fault this is all your fault and that’s the programming when you’re in those rituals you’re told or somehow you get the message it’s all your fault it’s all your fault and that’s all you hear and here she was spouting off exactly the the core belief the
Core heart thing you know and then she said don’t you go committing suicide don’t you do that to me she said and I didn’t tell her I was thinking about it um but it was enough it was actually enough for me to not do it and so that would be the thing I’m
Most grateful to her for on that day and also the [ __ ] great the Wake Up Call that I was really really in denial but I had nowhere safe I didn’t have anywhere to put my memories there was no one I could talk to and I was getting triggered left right and Center
By other survivors especially the ones that were more finding their healing in churches and oh no oh no they’re just taking people straight back to to the viers because in my mind that was it was cuz I wasn’t able to be rational at that time either like now I can see the
Beautiful Survivor over here has had so much love and support by genuine loving spiritual people and I’m my God I’m so grateful to those people for helping that Survivor you know and in this Survivor over here she talks about the angels that carried her through all her life and how they’ve always been
With her and they’ve never left her you know and that’s something in again I couldn’t go through cuz I got burnt by this whole when people say I’m sending Archangel Michael and then I’d get attacked you know and because it’s not always that and I don’t like the word AR
Because it’s AR it means over Aron and um and I think there’s there’s like everything has got extremes um but but the main thing I have been looking for all my life is what the heck is this place why is it such a hell and how do we get out of
Here and so that caused me to seek and seek and seek and ask and ask and ask and it led me to the sacred mind calendar now the Mind calendars have a really really bad rap because it was made New Age by a man called Jose agulis who I believe was a
CA a I don’t know for sure this is just from things you hear and pick up from others but you’re not saying it’s true this is how it it’s come together for me because he he also went to the Vatican to try and get this dream spell calendar
Which he called the M calendar reformulated the dates put it around the Moon he went to the Vatican to try to get approval for that the May and Elders never you want me to bring up the graphic what you’re talking about okay keep going yes yes thank you so what
Happened was I got drawn into that because I was picking up the May calendar the Mayan calendar there’s something in the Mayan calendar for me but I got draw brought into the infiltrated one first because it was portrayed as the mine calendar and then someone one day challenged me and said
No no no that’s not the sacred mind calendar get in touch with this guy Sean corfield you see his name on here and so this is the graphic so he became my mentor for um the mine calendar which after I got more familiar with the true
Calendar I started to teach on it and then Dr Carl cman who did a lot of research and he he formulated and put together these Cycles these Grand eras of time now I don’t 100% agree with everything on here um the way that it is written because I
Don’t I don’t somewhere it looked like we come from apes I don’t actually necessarily see that I just think there might have been dinosaur times there might have been others we don’t actually know he went there but what I what I learned from this is
That if you see right up at the very top where your little hand thing is yep uh it starting in the 9th of March 2011 and all of this time and then coming into that that time of um the solstice on 2012 uh which was is our summer solstice
In the South it’s your winter solstice in the north was a time when Humanity was going to have a lot of big changes in their Consciousness and even there you can see that with each level that we go up time quickens 20 times each time but we go
Back into this frontal lobe which is like the the you know it’s almost like the two hemispheres of the brain and knitting together it’s the frontal lobe it’s not The Reptilian Brain which you see in the perial lobe which you know had some really hard times in it but
Anyway so Dr Carl Callan encouraged me that was actually for his book he wanted to write a book and he wanted me to look into the nday codes um that come with this calendar because he said look we think there’s codes in here and will you
Look into that and report back to me and I started reporting back to him but then he got nasty to me about something made some false accusations just another thing that can happen and so I thought well no I’m just going to go ahead I’m going to just report on these codes
Because this is for everything I don’t make any money out of this this a sacred knowledge everybody needs to know what we’re going through so I I actually report from the sacred Mayan energies and this to me is the most amazing thing because this is what I see is the
Function of the heavenly father is he produces those energies every day for us to evolve by I call it the seeds of time but it’s not chronological or Kronos time which comes from Saturn which is a harnessed and controlled time with the satanists go to so in our Evolution Humanity has gone through
Different stages so if we go back down to the sixth level that started in 3115 BC which is called the national underworld so that was like well here when Sean put this graph together it was 5,125 years ago this was the start of the it’s first writing and this is where I discovered
That calendar systems and what is written and so the written in word has a lot to do with black magic spellcasting and what I would call reptilian um technology because it comes from outside of this world and you’ll see in the Old Testament when people
Look at they study that and they look at things to do with anaki and all that sort of stuff it’s in there so this era before it Humanity was experiencing their world and their surroundings again they were in this frontal lobe everything was in unity they were in connection with the
Earth they were in connection with the nature they would have been aware of these energies because they would have been more telepathic they would have been they would have been in tune because they would they were connected with themselves and they were connected with the Earth and you know it would
Have been a more peaceful time and then we come to 3115 BC and as that takes hold the left brain half is of the brain is favored and that’s where the patriarchy came in so it’s been a man’s world for how long um where you know women have been
Oppressed suppressed especially like in in the Muslim women that have to cover up and if they’re raped they get stoned to death because they got raped you know that kind of thing that’s an example but when the written word came in um the first thing that I’m aware of
That started was the Babylonian slave driving system so people started to be captured and used and whipped you know they’d have all the Roman Century people that were you know making these slaves work and build structures and under you know terrible conditions and then that evolved to will
Give them gold if they do a certain amount and that be develop the money system and then the money system went further until right we get to this time and all that money is heed up to very very few and they are actually the ones that seem to
Be reptilian overall and a lot of people know what that mean and some people it’s going to sound very crazy to so that era happened then but what actually happened was the mind got captured by science and this is where religion came in okay so like you
And I um Emma we have a spirituality it’s different from religion when religion what religion can do and it can do it a lot with the words is it binds and it holds things and structures and people get control and oh yeah you know like even
In that you know there’s a lot of Truth in the Christian Bible and there’s a lot of deceit as well from what I’ve seen but one of those truths is let no man come between you and your heavenly father but that’s what they do and what
That’s what religions do you have to go through the pope you have to go through the priest you have to you know and then they use this for nefarious purposes and blackmail and who’s who and all that sort of thing so this Christianity and all of these other
Religions actually came and they took a hold and they took a hold on the whole consciousness of the earth and you know the whole thing about um what’s written on the new on the sorry the US dollar bill in God we trust okay well that’s obviously not what most people think is
God like a a good Creator type God that’s to me that’s that satanic God who’s heaping all the money and going through the you know Federal Reserve and all of these sorts of things because before this time none of these things featured in humanity um and so this is almost like
Where it came in like a grip so the Native American people have you ever heard of wo so so wo is they just describe it as a sickness of the mind I’m just going to read it it’s an evil cannibalistic spirit that can take over people’s minds leading to selfish selfishness
Insatiable greed and consumption as an end in itself destructively turning our intrinsic creative genius against our Humanity so well you know this is to me this is where the slavery and sickness and all of stuff came in and you know like on the outside a lot of religions they look wonderful
They look like wonderful places you can go and you can have belonging and family and all of that but then you get into so much of it only to discover that it’s actually um another form of Satan worship where people are competing and being greedy tithing is another thing you know first
Of all you have to give a whole lot of money to taxes and then they also want you to tithe you know so it’s like all of that um is that harnessing and that taking and then so you know like like these energies come through the Sun and so our Consciousness human consciousness
Creates our reality so massive great big trauma came in at this time I have my own past life memory of how this came in which I call the decline before that there was Harmony I believe I had a m past life we knew that this time was coming we
Dreaded it we knew the cycle was coming and that it had to happen and again for me in that past life it was a ritual it was traumatic the man was made to to watch couldn’t defend the woman the break between uh the the female and the male division separation all those these
Things came in and that’s been a process and so you know then we go into the other areas eras you know ad 1755 that’s a pretty big year for the United States I think but that’s when um industry started and factories and the earth started to get massively polluted even
More um and the internet came in so AI started to come in which is another big threat which I believe is connected to Satanism as well um and then we went uh we went up in 1999 to the galactic underworld you know the economic collapse and this was
A time where truth was starting to come out you got the truth is truth movements the adamant you know I was a truther I was an activist and then I worked out I was hating and in and um and that’s it and David ik’s another one um Janette Archer has just released
Something um where she she discloses how David a who knows everything about The Reptilian is actually a grandm and has used people in ritual and that part of the whole thing is that the Illuminati or the masonics they always have to disclose their truth to the public it’s
Part of what they do they have to be informed and so you know that got me asking well what’s David Ike’s agenda then and then his whole thing is you got to stand up you got to fight we’ve all got to fight so again that’s splitting that’s fighting they love that energy
They want that energy and like for me the way that I see that Humanity progresses and moves forward is by being the love being the truth doing the inner work healing the trauma um and every time we heal the trauma like for example when I was dealing with il Lee in that recent
Journey we’re talking I’m gaining information there’s honesty and um and then it’s like well Chile this is Marie I’m channeling Marie here well aile do you really like do you know that you’ve also been a porn do you can you see how you’ve also been used and you know she’s
Talking and it’s it’s like somewhere in some area this is happening and registering and and it’s actually about bringing him into a place where he can do better and and raise his frequency and and not be doing that harm anymore I mean I don’t it somehow it works but at
Some stage when I started to really see into those Dimensions cuz I seen a lot into that fourth dimension and the horrors and the terrible beings that are there and the demons and the everything that goes on there um you get I get to see a whole
Another world so we we’re living in a multi-dimensional thing and so you know we see with our 3D because I’ve got these strange glasses they’re actually filters um because I I see energy at the same time and it just cuts out all the shadowy and you know it means I can just
Get around and see and not fall over all the time because I have a lack of depth perception without these classes and um yeah so you can actually move things on to a higher thing which is really what that is what love is it’s not about vengeance you know this woman
Who has been atrocious and being very abusive towards me she was used she was a porn and she got possessed and it’s always the host that comes through the person you know like I used when I was a counselor I used to love counseling because I could see the person’s soul no
Matter what they were going through like I could have a prostitute in front of me I could see her beautiful soul and this is what I used we used to work on drawing out you know it would be part of the counseling process I felt very fortunate that I could see that
Beautiful soul not what they were doing not what they were struggling with you know but their potential and how they might be able to get themselves free of of things and um and this is where I I just believe that the love and truth and the Unity
Comes in and you know like I find I’m laughing a lot more now and I laugh because I still stumble around on my words CU I’m still blocked a bit in the throat and I end up sort of saying funny words at funny times I just laugh at
Myself and I don’t edit it and I just let it be you know because it’s human and you know like in my church times and in my spirituality and everything there’s been a big emphasis on denying the human body but then our body can it’s like like we have
The Earth and she has all knowledge with inside of you like when you really get to know the spirit of the earth which I mean because I spent so much time with her as a little child like she spoke to me and different things in nature kept
Me going I sort of became close to her and then I got scared with L away from her and then came back to her but she holds all knowledge of everything in her being I mean new age people would call it aash records I don’t I’m not happy
With that it’s not not me personally but it’s okay people can have that if they want but to me the Earth holds all knowledge and it’s also in the May um in the May understanding Earth is also the word for knowledge and and then what we
Are we are made up of the same stuff and then I realized my body has all knowledge and it’s absolutely true because when I go on these Journeys to try and heal and access the trauma I go to the cells and the pain and the the
Sickness and my body is showing me what happened um when I connect up the feelings like guided I’ve been guided it was too hard for me to do it on my own um I can do little bits on my own now and it used to be a practice I used
In my own therapy sessions but as when I was um a retreat facilitator but Marie yeah it you go into the body and the body tells you everything and all knowledge was in our body so every human being it’s almost like we are told it’s carnal it’s um that the body is nothing
And you’re actually a spirit in that body and well actually the Body Matters a lot and and thing that I’ve learned a lot about the Mayan system and the Mayan calendar the Mayan way is that every facet of life is cover we’ve got a balance there needs to be a balance
Between the spiritual the emotional the mental and the physical all equally balanced like one of the days that we have is the deer and that means that each each each hoof of the deer is balanced in all four directions so um like the modernday my and people of the actual
Culture they still teach it but you know unfortunately over time a lot gets lost so I have been been so um incapacitated physically for so long I’ve only had me and my body and my breath and my meditation to go to so I got to get to know myself really well
Because it’s all I had and I stopped looking at all the outer information I just wanted to know what was true from the inside you know which is why I’ve also you know found the trauma and found what happened and um you know I believe
That there’s a whole team of us and you included Emma um that are helping to break this to break it down and save the children and to to to stop it from happening and to also help the ones that are still suffering to to rise up
Because i’ I’ve literally had to Rise Up from the bottom you know with with no money getting a very Mega benefit um not having love around me I mean I have a a lovely land lady but we keep our boundaries and you know I can’t just talk about this to to regular
People even though she’s not regular but you know um so I’ve been living in my own place for quite a few months now which actually allowed the healing to really come through because I just was always around other people and was just lost in them I I was programmed to only give out
And I didn’t know how to give love to myself and I’ve only just learned I mean in a way I did but I’ve only just learned that I’m actually worthy of my own love yes you are yeah you are you’re so worthy of it and your knowledge is just incredible I
Love like exploring all of this you know I think people get so stuck in a bubble of like a belief that they block out everything else and I think even if your beliefs don’t change it’s so good to know what else other people believe because like you said this stuff is used
In these systems like there are people that use this knowledge against children they time things with calendars dates numbers astrological uh positioning of planets or moons like whatever it is Solstice like all this stuff is very important to the enemy and we block it out because
We’re like oh it doesn’t fit my belief system and it’s like okay well this is why this is going to keep happening to kids because we’re not taking the time to understand it like there is too much to like maybe believe all of it like we
Do need to use discernment and like pick and choose what works for us of course but understanding that there’s people that do have these beliefs and believe them 100% and use them to people like we need to know all of this you know and I think it brings to light like just these
Really beautiful elements of how beliefs can be so layered you know that there’s so much to a thought or a concept even love like you look at love how that is something that no matter what religion you are no matter what race you are no matter your economic class like love can
Be something that is available to you in your life it exists in almost every single type of text right like it crosses these different planes but it can have different meanings depending on who the person is depending on their interpretation of it you know but we bond with people over understanding
Different belief systems and then bringing into us like our own interpretation of it right but there’s so many different things that cross over into religions and cross over into different belief systems and I think they offer layers I don’t think that it’s necessarily always having to choose
Between this and that I think we can pick a belief and say how what are the different layers to this across our our universe across the world what was God’s understanding of it what is Mother Earth’s understanding of it what is my understanding of it my partner’s understanding of it right like there’s
My neighbor somebody in a different country you know I think that there’s just so many really beautiful ways that we can take like ancient knowledge and the knowledge of today and understand it in more of like a uh a fourth-dimensional way instead of like a
2d way that so many people look at like shun away everything else or anybody else that thinks different you know like I think this is all so fascinating to learn you know just what like the history of this you know and you lay out this calendar that goes back so long
Showing like how all of these things are tied into Satanic ritual abuse and how it’s tied into the things that we’re seeing done today you know and realizing that that there’s a history behind this that goes back so many years sure it’s evolved and sure technology has come in
And and sure there’s all these different you know elements to it that have probably changed you improve it over time make it faster um more systematic whatever it is but like being able to see on a grand scheme that this isn’t new like there’s nothing new Under the
Sun you know like this is stuff that has existed for a long time in different ways and all of these things come into play the numbers and the dates and the calendars and the different belief yeah so we were just talking about the ritual dates um
Okay now for any Survivor and for many many many people Christmas New Year Halloween um Easter can be hell birthday Passover oh that’s right that’s right so um it would always come up and I I had to take myself away and not be around people be because I’ll just be I
Can be a hysterical mess at those times um someone usually comes and spends Christmas with me which makes all of the difference um and but you know now that emotional CH I can still see this well there’s emotional charge in there but I’m still actually being able to tell my story
Without being you know but a lot of the emotional charges coming out but but yeah those dates um like Christmas is particularly I find it incredibly hard because people Everyone goes around and they’re all going Merry Christmas and happy New Year merry Christmas and happy New Year and it becomes a worldwide
Chant and happy New Year and happy Easter these become chance and there’s word magic that I see involved in all of that so at the very same time all this is going on and people are drinking and celebrating and children are being left to their own devices these are actually the times of
The year where terrible terrible rituals are happening to babies and children and it’s kind of like the energy of the celebration is actually going going into the energy of the rituals and the word ritual the RIT so this era came in with the Writ in word and this to me was like
Black Magic’s fasting and we all know like people that are awake or aware they know that we know we have to be careful with what we say and what we write what we do put out there because things materialized and um so what happens is you have these calendar so you’ve got
The Mayan calendar now they tried to destroy the Maya and everything to do with them their records their temples and all of that because they were really a threat to their system so if you look at the Vatican um even it’s GE what do you call it all its
Buildings and everything are set up similar to Mayan structure but what they did was I think they first of all they had the Julian calendar um which was after a Roman Julia Caesar I think so they bought in this calendar which basically the whole world was going to keep Time
By it wasn’t so this actually removed this became a Time construct so yes yes Vatican City yes that’s it so it became a Um they made false time constructs and then they created the Gregorian calendar which again was from the Vatican and it came through one of the popes can’t remember which one now but these calendars became the calendars that basically the whole world runs off now and you know like we have
To plan you we live in different countries but I’m like I don’t know 17 hours ahead of you like the day before about five hours behind that kind of crazy stuff and Dr car cman I asked him about that he said it was to do with the shipping trading merchanting with ships
And they created the green Wich meantime which was so that they could basically do Commerce around the earth and and then what I find is that one of the first things that came in in that sixth wave era was the Greek gods and all the planets were named
After Greek gods um Saturn was actually named after Satan um but the god of Saturn is called Kronos also known as father time and chronological time and this is like a trapping and a binding that has kept people in like a um a Time trap and then what happens
Is they do the rituals on certain days when the astrology is certain way so astrology started to come out of the Greek god stuff the astrology that’s written now and now that really takes precedence when people look at like oh what’s the future going to bring and
What are the energies or astrology they go to astrology but if you look at it even astrology it’s all about oppositions it’s all about your love life it’s about your career it’s about all of these mindsets which fit around capitalism and Comm socialism and and all this sort of
Stuff um and so that affects human consciousness to stay there um what I know about the May calendar is it can actually bring us back into our humanity and our connection with our creator and to be a creative force with the womb of creation Earth so um that’s there so then you’ve got
Ritual date on Easter whatever and then what I discovered because of what happened to me is that then they can Empower black magic spellcasting legislation on the top of the blood of children so that’s what I believe happened to me and why I was used and
Why my parents or my mother was HED from England through the Rothchild line and I was used as a colonizing ritual and it was a moldy woman who was killed and whose blood got put on me and I’ve had this real draw towards moldy people and The Moldy ways I love the
Native ways of every land because I’m so sensitive I feel the land you know I feel her and one of the first things she said to me was a moldy phrase which was car which means face to face it means we’re face to face you know and
Um yeah so a lot of the Native cultures of Many Lands have still held that truth and like the Hoy and the Navajo they direct descendants of the Maya and so the moldy and then they even see themselves going back to similar star systems because we realize that we’re
From the Stars a lot of people um and then you get all kinds of infiltration people know that like everything that is truth gets an infiltration put on it so then you get all these star seeds that don’t want to be here and don’t want to have anything
To do with Earth and I want to go home and they’re waiting for the you know they’re waiting for uh the spaits to come and take them away you know which is a terrible terrible threat CU I do see that that’s a plan it’s a plan for
Reptilians to come and take humans off the Earth and have another slave race somewhere doing whatever so these are the things I get to see but I see very very very big pictures um yeah I can always happy to explain more but that’s how I see the how the
Calendar so the the legislation sits on top of the calendar systems and it’s all to do with Consciousness so everything you know our Consciousness is very governed by these things like everyone goes happy Christmas merry New Year you know Merry Christmas Happy New Year happy Easter
Happy New Year oh it’s not New Year for me oh when’s it New Year for you I don’t care when it’s New Year every day is a day I’m writing a now you know it’s kind of like um but you know I’ve been so ridiculed of humiliated and put down I
Guess this is all part of that blackb effect which I’ve been just throwing off and throwing off and throwing off um just with all the with all the healing of of the trauma and I know I know with all of my heart our way back is with love and
Truth and true time true time is is truth and love you know like and that’s who I want to be that’s what I that’s what I see a new era is possible for a whole lot of people but again you know what do you hear in the New Age movement
Oh this is an assension symptom you’re going to have this you’re going to have that how about what about doing your work what about doing releasing your trauma it’s like everything is this is all happening to you it’s all from the outside you know and it paralyzes people
To do nothing oh I’m just going to wait till this eclipse and something’s going to happen I don’t know what’s going to happen with this Clips but I know over in the US you’re getting all kinds of warnings to stock up on food and all sorts because I
Think there might be a plan coming in from the so-called Elites and there could be a fake Jesus thing you know they know how to now get all these holographic images and the whole Sky become metallic it’s become like a big movie screen and there are bodies and
There are things that are in the sky that went there that are here because we are in a big big change of a cycle so you’ll get all these a lot of people that are going to be absolutely terrified thinking right now we’re we’re totally going we’re going to be totally
Taken over by Ai and you know this new world order would would have people believe that and and that’s fear you know we’ll just keep everybody in the fear and what is that opposite fear it is love and you know I want to love even
Though I could be putting my life for at risk except I know I’m so amazingly protected like you are I just um I choose to tell this I choose to tell us it’s time and you know my prayers are all if it’s going to be really dangerous or
It’s going to be really harmful make it change make it stop and that’s come to effect many times there’s been times I’ve arranged to do this or that the other thing and it’s been nipped in the B and I go thank you thank you for protecting me but now I’m getting
Clearer like the more I do my trauma release and the more remember and the more I see the more my um innate human gifts come back and we all have them and we can all get back to them and you know like um that we need to know ourselves
And this is like don’t deny this human body it’s a vessel that we have been given it’s our superpower you know like it’s got all this memory in it it’s got all this guidance in it intuition it’s got this wellet pours out keep your chakras
Safe you know gosh did I learn a a terrible terrible you know a harsh lesson but um you know and this is why I need to say these things and I’ve had people from youa shut up shut up don’t say it put your story behind you you should be
Over that or you just such a victim and um like I have been messy I know I’ve been messy and then that you know that other part of me that sabot sabur would come through a part you know all these parts of me and then there’s be the real
Kickass part that’s trying to defend myself I love that I love the psychologist that comes on your show he’s amazing I love his energy I love the way he talks he really helped me understand myself more um but yeah we get fragmented and we have to literally pull ourselves
Together which we do in the body well for me it’s in the body by the body you know like I can feel the parts that are still healing the parts you know there’s still blockages and stuff around my head and my neck um and I will allow it to talk to me so
In some ways I’ve become more embodied into my physicality than a regular person Finally yeah and your just lovely just lovely you are your name makes me so happy poppy Joy that’s such a sweet name I love it it fits you so well yeah and poppy as well you know it’s quite funny so happy because I can get quite passionate
You know and I now I’ve started to be lot less hard on myself and so when sometimes I get real passionate you know I say oh that was a poppy pop passion drop and I even bought myself a tin whistle the other day because I’m a whistleblower oh my gosh I love that
That is so cute and significant five and I have you know I have like I live on next to nothing and um oh my God yeah but you know that was so yeah I was actually looking for it before I almost oh there it is I really want to do
This go ahead I’m dressed for the occasion love that that is so cute to do this so I just want to do this because this is like a passion you know like you know please do what you can to save the children yeah I’m doing my bit ‘s doing
Her bit we’re all doing our bit you know oh my gosh I need a whistle now I need to go get one I love that yeah whistle Alliance we it is the way out you know we have to have so many numbers so many numbers that we keep each other safe because one
Or two out in front they’re not safe oh my gosh the things Janette Archer has had to go through the amount of arrests you know all of this she got arrested outside that ex Rothchild estate the one that you know my mother you know grew up by yeah and the war
She grew up in the war my mom grew up in the war but you know I I feel such comaraderie such with all the survivors everyone that I I listen to um I still haven’t listen to many because I’m so in my own memories but I love your show and
I love the way that it’s done um yeah yeah it’s just so safe it’s an honor to get to do this you know it’s like you said I don’t think you or anybody wants to step up and do this like why would you want to talk about
This stuff it’s like probably the last thing that you try to think about during the day and talk about and there comes a point and this is like what I really honed in with survivors and like some of the biggest lessons that I’ve taken like
Life is so much bigger than us and we are so conditioned like everyday people where we’re like oh my gosh I can’t put a post out unless everything’s spelled perfect I have to look perfect in my post my life has to look perfect you know and and that’s not it like we don’t
Contribute anything to Healing the planet by just saying everything is cool everything’s fine and even if you haven’t gone through like extreme trauma like what you have like the one thing that does bring us together is the hard times in life like the when we look back
At our life we don’t always think about the best things I mean sometimes we do but I think what what really stands out are the really horrible things who helped us through that and what we learned and who we became through ging through that the person we be the other
Side and I just thinky it is so amazing like it sends chills down my spine hearing these horrible things that you went through and like it makes me want to cry just to even think about it like you are so precious and to think about anybody anybody trying to hurt you it
Just it tears my heart apart in ways that I can’t even explain and makes me want to cry you know but see how you somehow you go through all that you have all these years of Torment people betraying you like you said you didn’t have friends next to you you of a
Support system of people that loved you for most of your life yet somehow you understand love on a deepal way that’s that most people who have had it in their lives their whole lives take for granted ignore and like never soaked in and like actually contemplated you know
Like I learned so much about love from you and other survivors and it just blows my mind how how you’ve went through so many horrible things and like that’s the lesson that you learned on the other side of that was hey the answer is love like that’s what we’re missing in this
World is connecting and uniting with each other you know like when we realize how many things are put in our way to divide us from people we forget that like the war isn’t between this religion and that religion this race and that race like that ain’t it it is all of us
Against anybody who wants to hurt children like that is the battle that we’re facing it’s a it’s a battle between literal people who want to save children and people who don’t you know and like that’s always what this brings me back to is like we need to be more
Loving like when we’re loving and authentic and we put all of our stuff on the table and we’re like hey like I’m not perfect like I’m and I’m not going to pretend to be like I went through hard things like that’s what makes me a human that’s what makes somebody say wow
I’m not alone it’s not see the perfect post on Instagram that makes people feel very alone to be like well my life looks in shambles like I can’t function during the day like I don’t feel beautiful I have pimples all over my face and like I’m just seeing
All this perfect stuff online like these stories what you’re sharing and I know that that it’s so hard to share what you did but you sharing all this today there’s people listening poppy that don’t feel alone right now because of you yeah and you that it’s so much
Bigger than you that like you speaking out it’s not it’s not because it’s going to change your past it’s because it’s going to change who you are as a person to get it out knowing that the people on the other side are going to be able to
Take your puzzle piece put it in the puzzle and say aha like I don’t feel alone anymore or wow that aligned with me or maybe this will help parents protect their children maybe it’ll help somebody you know be aware that this could be happening or want to you know
Take action somehow and like I just want to commend you for that because you are such a beautiful person like you Joy is exactly how I feel when I’m around you like you have this beautiful energy you make me like uplifted even hearing about these horrible things I just feel your
Heart and like your passion for just wanting to do right and like genuine love for Humanity and like wanting to share these horrible things to try to make the world better and to try to educate people and I just can’t thank you enough poppy like you are just such
A beautiful person that I treasure thank you thank you and it’s just so lovely to have meet you and and um yeah yeah and lovers it and and that support of coming around people in the hard times that is the love that is the
Love yes I was saying uh I think it was yesterday I said something about you know survivors like are risking their lives to come share and like there’s no AR like there’s a whole Army against you to do it and there’s not an army behind you supporting you like we need to be
More yeah firm with like realizing where the battle is and like getting behind the the Warriors that are on the front lines like you and being like hey you mess with poppy like you’re messing with me you know that’s like that’s like where my stance is now like I am so
Protective over like everybody in this community you know and it’s like we all need to do that as humans like we need to come stand behind the people who are trying to make the world better and like I feel like survivors are going to save
The world that’s what I feel I feel like were anointed to come here and like show us how to make the world better because you the absolute worst things and so you also understand like the complete polarity it and how to heal the world yeah and we come across we want to
Collaborate we want people to know well I’m I’m I’m saying that but I feel it I feel it it’s like that no person’s more special than anybody else we’re all equals here let’s nurture one another’s Souls like once this money system is going through whatever it’s going
Through one day I don’t know how things will be but if we can come back to this time of equality you know like everything is here everything is direct you see nature is abundantly providing she’s just been so terribly polluted and you know people hate her because she’s been polluted and
She’s she’s trying to get it off her you know and um and people go oh you know the Earth is ferocious and all of that well she’s just responding and I’ll tell you what I’ve been ferocious at times when I you know like like like like if
You got to see some of the language that comes out in these Journey therapies when you express your feelings like you need to express all the true feelings that are there that are connected with that cellular memory that’s coming out you know you what I’m call a y in those
Moments is not you know in this person and that person but you go through all of that process you hear back from your soul you get through you know you hear until you get to this point where I can forgive them from the younger me and from the present me and
That forgiveness is ultimately for me it means oh I’m not hating you anymore there’s no more hate left I don’t want to hate on anybody and this is the whole illusion of of even what David AA is putting out there is kind of like he’s
Still well you got to hate on it all you know you got to stand up for your rights and but it’s all hate and so we have all these people in Sovereign movements which I was a part of activists I was a part of I’ve been a part of all of these
Things I even got involved in politics you know and it’s all Division division division it’s all about hating on and blaming and pushing it away but do we heal doing that no we have to take responsibility I’ve got my lot and this is what I got to sort
Out and everybody’s got there a lot there’s no need for racism there’s no need for this competition that’s been going on around the whole world like just like like how much blood is on mother is ground you think of the people in Africa that are suffering and
Like here they are in the Bread Basket and and the starvation is is terrible and the intertribal wars and everything that happens when people are trauma based mind controlled to be in opposite I to one another 100% Cy and it’s going to take people like you helping people like me
Understand this you know because the world isn’t what what many of us grew up thinking it was you know and it’s it’s hard facing the truth because it’s painful but in the end it sets us free you know and I know like all of this has
Been so hard for me to learn But ultimately I feel so much better navigating the world because I feel like I understand the world that we live in better and is it the world that I thought thought no is it as glamorous as I thought it was no but now I see the
Potential of how can we get it to be that way because it was even when I thought it was good it wasn’t like I realize now that like all the consumerism and the like I said picture perfect stuff that like we get excited to post about you know like it we’re we
Have this manufactured Truman Show type reality you know and we really have to pull ourselves out of that and be like let’s just if you know these evil people want that to be their world like we’re going to give it to them and like we we
Need to all step to the side and like create a better world you know like we need to overcome what they’re doing and like get their world out of existence we need to stop participating in it we need to stop voting for these people we need
To stop going to these concerts we need to stop you know just being in these positions of Louch like you said you know giving our energy to things like holidays I stopped celebrating holidays a couple years ago because I was like what are they doing on holidays are you
I automatically saw like the ritual aspect of it yeah like your energy into these days and like ultimately where it goes at night when these kids are out at you know these ritual sites and I was like uhuh like I cannot believe that I didn’t realize that you know and it’s
Like not that I’m against people wanting to come together to celebrate things but I think understanding what we’re celebrating and that we can create other holidays and we can create other special events that are not you know contributing to something really evil and that we’re not giving our energy to to evil things
Like that’s like take our power back you know yeah like like they do they have these days you know like oh woman’s day oh what we only get one day out of the whole year actually I want to celebrate being a woman every day yes you know
Exactly now I’ve come to terms and loving my femininity you know whatever it is that we want to celebrate because other people want to celebrate different things but why not all the time why not every day like this whole thing is like we all just keep getting p P apart you
Know like yeah and it’s it’s just you know govern means um control and meant means mind so it literally means mind control and you know like I I just did a little video the other day and I called it the the the greatest Psy uh psychological
Operation ever on earth I call it the greatest psychological um operation on Earth yeah yeah and is that on your YouTube channel that you did that yeah it’s actually the last one that I did it’s a little bit it was actually before the journey and my throat was a bit
Closed and I was a bit fumbling over words but I don’t care I still got the message out there bring up your YouTube channel I would love for people to follow you there um if you want to talk a little bit about your YouTube channel and uh you know just where people like
What your handle is and and what it’s about and where how people can support you well yeah like I don’t have many places of support now like um I did have a website one I couldn’t afford to keep it going and two it was so Shadow band I
Didn’t really want to but this is really Shadow band I have people that say I look unsubscribe to you and and then I don’t even get a notification me too on my channel right right yes do that you know they just a change and matter on Facebook look I don’t actually want to
Lead people to my Facebook page it’s just because I don’t like Facebook at all and and suddenly now met her it it it’s like uh I think they took all the followers away I don’t know but nothing’s happening hardly at all on Facebook apart from the fact that I did sabotage
Myself at different times because of the part that was playing out but um yeah it’s just like people don’t hear this they don’t see it and yet I actually feel like what I’m saying what Janette Arch is saying like just Janette Archer just gave an amazing disclosure um on the way the system
Works and what she’s doing um but it just doesn’t and and what she did was she put that out as a live last week I actually got to watch it and then I went to share it and it was gone because they took it down now she’s got it out on
Bitsh and she’s referring people there so she actually managed to save it because it was brilliant it was absolutely brilliant what she said and it would help a lot of people because so many people are getting caught up in all these psychological operations and you know a whole bunch of
People are into this q and on and Trump and I was too my gosh I got pulled in there too and then I found out that Trump’s Tower is a series of 666 black cubes I didn’t know it was 6 66 my friend I was talking to who’s MK
Alra and finding out things about herself said that because she had warned me about David ik years ago she said I know he’s a grandmas he knows all the strategies he was started off as a a sports presenter and you know that’s theum Illuminati way of doing things so we
Have to be very careful about who gets out here and who tells truth and it’s usually highly polished truth very polished truth yeah yes you’re so right about that and I wanted to your YouTube channel is at myanm missions I want to make sure that I said that um for people who aren’t
Looking um and I’ll have that in the show notes for you guys but Poppy’s been starting to post more I know that this was a big stuff for you to get back you know onto recording and stuff and you’re doing it a lot more consistently now and
I’m so proud of you you’re really good at explaining things and you have this really lovely and uplifting energy about you and you’re also like playful you know like a lot of the stuff is really heavy and you have you have a way of sort of um you know sharing the hard
Things but then also sharing the way that it impacted you today with it and people can sort of see that contrast of like where you were where you are and I think it gives people hope you know and you bring that into these videos too
That you do which I really love so I I love for people to go subscribe to you on YouTube um and I’m guessing you’re going to keep posting more videos and you know continue this journey and I hope you do cuz you’re so good at it
Yeah yeah I I really do feel it’s it’s vital actual information for every you know the the freedom of those that choose it because it is a choice it’s been a choice to be connected with our source parents you know like it’s a choice to be one with creation and to be
A responsible co-creator by by by working with our own Consciousness yes you know when I was when I was a retreat facilitator I was co- facilitating but you know we had a life coaching program in that part which was my area and everyone you people that
Would come we had one guest at a time we always did quite extensively we looked we looked into their belief system and I never we never judged their belief system and I never judged their belief system people coming from all kinds of backgrounds or you know people that are
Gay people that are are Christian people that are anything thing you know and all different walks of life what we were interested in is is this belief working for you and that was like we would examine their beliefs and and would go is this belief working for you okay
Let’s okay let’s look at this belief and we’d do breathing session and other things from it and often they would go away with a modified belief system um but we’d never say it’s wrong it’s bad you know like our belief systems they get here from somewhere and sometimes look I know
People that have been alcoholics and you know uh drug addicts they need often need something for a while they really really need something and if you threaten that police system their whole life feels threatened so we got to be careful with each other and I try to be at the same
Time as disclosing things that could really upset people’s belief systems as well but um you know it’s always up to people what they believe whether they do it they take it that’s not up to me I’m not I’m not saying anyone has to change I’m just giving some no that’s that’s
Beautiful that’s like my belief too you know I’ve had people criticize me and be like this guest isn’t Christian or this guest is too Christian or whatever it is and I’m like so I should only bring people on my show that like fit either just my exact belief system or your
Exact belief system like we’re going to ostracize all survivors and people who went through hard things just because they don’t fit exactly our beliefs like that is insane and if I were to have designed my show like that I’d have no guests because I still have not had a
Single person come on that shares my exact belief system or anybody that watches my show their exact system like we’re all so unique and we have so much to learn from each other and I think the more we can like invite all of the in
You know and I love that you said that too about being compassionate because here’s the other thing right like there’s some survivors that were abused like you were of with religion and they’re just not ready to accept like that vernacular into their life right now it doesn’t mean that they they won’t
Ever be there but we have to accept that everybody’s on a different part of their Journey some people are further along and have gone through and aren’t quite as sensitive to things some people are still very easily triggered they’re very easily upset stuff can be really hard
For them to hear you know or just cringeworthy like they just can’t hear it right now and so I think like the more that we all like you said it comes down to love and unity like we need to come together and hold each other tight
And love each other for what we have become you know whether that’s this belief system or that like you said we all went through something that brought us here and we can all our belief systems are changeable they are uh ever evolving just because we believe something today doesn’t mean that you
Know even tomorrow we’ll believe it it doesn’t necessarily mean that we’re going to be the same person that we were like that’s what we should be striving for is to evolve and people get like so stuck in this thing you know at the end of the day like that is exactly what we
Have to do is just wrap our arms around people and say look I don’t believe the same thing as you we’re not the same person but like I love you because I know that you’re fighting the same War as me I know that you went through something hard I know that we have
Things in common you know and we can put the other stuff aside because what we have in common is way more important than what we don’t you know yeah and like you you are so gentle with how you do that and I love it and I think like
We can all learn so much from your example poppy yeah it hasn’t always been as sweeted as as it is now though I have to say that because there right yeah there were times where I was really really triggered and um and I and I needed to
Make some real genuine apologies to some people and I did because I believe in doing that if I see that I’ve done something that hurts something and it’s unjust then I do want to put right um you know like none of us are perfect we’re all learning we’re all
Evolving and it’s like yeah so you know um yeah I I mean um there was a Christian woman who was wanting to do something for survivors and all within her church and I was like okay what are you teaching you know I was like really hard on her
And she was um she said oh well if you can get certain people you can come for free and all that and but that that always you know doesn’t work well for me but I was actually very hard on her and I said what you’re going to send people
Right back into the place that the abuse comes out of and I was there at that time but I’m not now I’m not now and I think you know that’s been the journey therapy that that that could take it and and the other thing was in my illness
And my sickness I was starting to have and I I’ve had brain damage like from the pressure and everything on my brain I wasn’t even able to rela probably quite a long time and and I had a very narrow view for a little while and I’m just so grateful that it’s
Really opened up now and that I’m back in me I found myself again I found my sense of agency again I’ve um yeah i’ i’ mostly here you know and when I’m not then I need to just take my time out to bring myself back yes yes
And I think to you like we’re no better than these churches that are throwing out srra survivors than these medical establishments these therapist like that’s exactly what we do when we say oh you are like you’re not allowed to talk about this with me because it doesn’t
Fit what I’m allowed to you know take in right now because it goes against my belief system like we if we want churches to accept people like we have to start setting that example oursel we have to start making this a normal conversation and there’s nothing normal
About it but like if we aren’t talking about all of this stuff it’s never going to make it into these establishments it’s never going to make it mainstream therapists are never going to have an opportunity to learn about it you know like we really do have to come together
And just say we’re going to throw out every all of our differences let’s put everything that you know we have in common together and like let’s fight for that because we all have something in common we all want children to have a better future we all want to keep the
Earth safe we all want survivors to heal and to have resources and we all want want to be here for survivors you know we all want the same thing and it’s like it’s so petty how we get just caught up and like oh well I want the same thing
As you but you vote Democrat and I vote Republican so we can’t talk you know there’s just like these little petty things that like come between us and it’s like you guys let’s get over that like we we’re all in a fight together you know like it’s perpetrators against
Child protectors like that’s it you know um and it’s always the anti it’s always the against thing you know like I even now I I have had to find peace with my perpetrators so I no longer hate them and they no longer have power because I no longer hate
Them and it’s some huge work to get there but it’s amazing when you do yeah and So eventually there won’t be division eventually we we will go back to to our inate human gifts that are in here like like I have this thing now which is part of my safety is that
People can be talking to me and I’ll get highly confused because I’m hearing two things and it’s like you’re not actually saying what you’re thinking and then I’m talking away with someone else and I’m like oh yeah I’m right there I’m right with you because they actually speaking exactly they’re
Congruent and so you know everyone will get back into well we’ll be able to tell who’s congruent you know because it’s always been at face value yeah um but that’s actually a gift that we all have we all have that and we can all grow that and um and you know
I’m just here to say hey it exists and you can grow it too so an important lesson poppy so many important lessons today was there anything else that you had on your list that you wanted to talk about today no I think I really covered everything that I
Feel I feel for now like it it’s it’s actually been wonderful I I feel like I’ve really be bed to talk about things that relieve me as well yeah because you know these perpetrators if they’re carrying on then you know they also need to people need
To know a little bit about that about the nature of it and that these things um through cursing and whatever can cphon energy I mean I can probably talk about energy ciphering that probably be another whole show let’s do it let’s do it yeah that’s an important topic you
Should come back on and we could do a show on that sometime if you want absolutely I will I will that’s to understand okay we’ll plan on that and you really did you did so amazing I can’t believe that you’ve just you know that this is like the first time that
You shared your story in this way because you were very congruent like you were on it with being able to articulate some really hard things you know and these stores are not easy to get through they’re not easy to exp and I just want to say that you did absolutely
Phenomenal and you blew my mind and I know that people on the other side are having these aha moments and plugging the your puzzle piece into the puzzle now you know you get to finally give back the things that people have given you to help your puzzle you know so
Congratulations for telling your story for the first time and you are just amazing and I can’t thank you enough for choosing you know my little channel to do this yeah yeah thank you and I’m so it’s good to hear that you’re really close to a Survivor yourself and um that you
Really know it yeah yes 100% And I want everybody to go follow you on YouTube is that the only I know you said Facebook’s not good to contact you is there any other like social media or anything that you that you have YouTube okay no I’m gonna have to do something in the
Future yeah and I don’t know I’m looking at B but I have problems with technology and if if if there was someone really really genuine that wants to help me with that part I would I would I would fill that all out and see if there was a
Way that I could get myself out there better um yeah because that’s something I’m struggled with oh I hear you yes it’s and YouTube’s tough too because they do like it’s super easy and it’s user friendly to use but it’s they suppress you and you know put lots of
Barriers and you always have to I’ve had my last strike on on YouTube as well yeah no really yeah yeah from talking about health yeah wow yeah we need to get you on some other platforms girl I can help you too with that so we can talk a little bit
About yeah thank you so much you’re welcome by thank you for listening you guys yes thank you so much for listening I’m gonna have Poppy’s YouTube channel below go support her she has some really valuable videos there’s a lot of really important stuff that she’s talking about in them um and she
Gives pieces of her testimony too so go check out her videos go follow her on YouTube one of the best things that we can do is keep an eye out on these Warriors as they’re speaking out you know we need to be their army and let
The enemy know that we have an eye on them that they better not try any tricky business um because we have their back you know we have to be their army so go follow poppy on YouTube I’m going to have all of my uh all my links to you in
The show notes follow me on all platforms never know you know who’s going to keep me who’s going to let me go um pray over us pray that our channels don’t get you know deleted terminated give us some good energy send it our way give poppy all your love for
Coming here and sharing with you guys a testimony that she has never shared shared before publicly in this form um please give her all your praise write some awesome comments below you guys on on your biggest takeaways of this and how it impacted you and I’m so grateful
For all your support you guys so with that thank you guys so much for listening God bless you and we will see you next time
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